Chapter 01.2
'I love you.'
Derek cut her sentence short, watching her mouth fall open and her eyes widening.
'Derek...' she began.
'I've loved you for years. After I tried my luck that time, I told myself that if you weren't interested the best thing to do would be to let it go. And I thought I had managed it, but since that night after the swimming competition, you've been slowly reminding me of every single reason why I fell in love with you in the first place.' He spoke, his words quick, trying to tell her everything he felt before he chickened out.
Their eyes were locked. Sarah swallowed dry before speaking again.
'When we began this you told me you were fine with being just friends with benefits.'
'And you believed me?'
She ignored the question.
'Look, you're overreacting. I'm really, really sorry about the dance with Mark, I... I don't know what else to say. But we don't need to rush into something, have you imagined how the others would react to...'
'Oh, please!' he interrupted. 'Everyone either suspects or knows that we've been having sex. Hell, Jack and Kath are pretty much officialised as a couple. No one cares! They're just happy for them!' he got up in his exasperation, giving a few paces before sitting down again, this time in front of her. 'I don't want to hide anymore. I want to actually be with you! I want to be able to dance with you, kiss you without worrying if someone is watching...'
'I can't.' Sarah replied.
'Of course you can! We're already doing it anyway... We can barely keep our hands off each other, we're constantly around one another and we go to each other to talk about everything.'
'No, Derek, I can't.' Sarah said firmly. 'That's not something I want right now! I don't want you looking at me like that! Because then I know you'll want more. First I'll freak out every time we're somewhere together because you'll want to propose; then, you'll expect me to want to have kids. I don't want that pressure on me! Even if it isn't yours, it will be from our friends, my parents, you parents... I can't deal with it.'
'Sarah, we don't have to rush into anything. I just...'
'No. I'm not negotiating this, Derek!' she said terminally.
Derek looked to a distant place above her shoulder. He was delaying the inevitable and he knew it. He looked back to her face, apprehension all over it, as she waited for his reaction.
'You're right. This isn't something we can negotiate. We either feel the same or we don't.'
'Exactly.'
'Which is why we should stop doing what we've been doing.'
'What!?'
His eyes never left hers, and he knew he needed to persevere to go through with what he was about to do.
'I've loved every second of the times we've been making love, but I always knew deep down that I was expecting you to slowly warm up to the idea of us being together. I see now that it's not going to happen, and I can't go on like we've been.'
'No, no, no. Derek, please.' He'd predicted this moment could happen. Sarah put her hands on his face, pulling him just inches away from her. Her voice had almost hissed in the last word. 'We can stay the way we are... I want us to stay like this.' He felt her kissing his neck, saying a word between each of the kisses as she made her way up. 'I. Want. You. And. You. Want. Me.'
To reinforce her point, she kissed him passionately. It wasn't an "in love" kiss, it was something more primal, filled with the promise of sex, Derek thought, as he felt his lower lip being tugged by her teeth.
His defences were crumbling; her body was so tantalisingly close, her familiar scent making him question if he should give in... Get a grip, Derek! He broke away, feeling his breath rushed.
'I'm sorry Sarah, but I know how this finishes and I can't have that. No!' he had to grab her shoulders away from him, as she was about to ignore him and plunge back in. Her face was betraying her emotions, as embarrassment from Derek's brisk rejection showed itself. Getting up, she hurried away from him, and Derek could have sworn he saw the beginning of tears building up on her face, but resisted the urge to go after her.
Turning himself towards the sea again, he managed to keep his mind blank until he heard footsteps near him again. For an instant, he felt a jump in his stomach, thinking that Sarah had changed her mind, but that was too hopeful.
'How'd it go?' Lauren asked.
'Well, Sarah told me she wanted us to continue having sex all day long, and I said no. Because, you know, I'm a fucking genius...'
Lauren lowered herself to his level, before surprising him by sitting on his lap. She used her fingers to remove a solitary tear that he hadn't even noticed was on his face, kissing the path it had crossed. Then she hugged him tightly, and Derek responded by doing the same. They stayed in that position for what felt like hours.
October arrived before Derek and Sarah started to behave normally around each other. Derek's worst fears were confirmed after the first week back from their trip, as Sarah seemed to find every excuse to not be around the apartment. In fact he couldn't remember a single conversation that lasted longer than a few seconds between them during that week.
Little improvement occurred until the end of September, but the worst part was that their friends had instantly noticed the coldness between them and began to give them concerned looks.
Worst than their concern though, was their pity. At first Derek couldn't really understand why, but about a month after he realized that they realized, even faster than him, that he'd lost his best friend, possibly for good.
The ultimate sign that all was wrong between them was when Sarah finally had an actual conversation with him. It was to tell him that she'd gotten an offer to go work for a few months in Germany. And that she'd said yes.
A few days after Sarah had left, Derek got a call as he made his way home from work.
'Hello?'
'Hey, Der! How's it going?'
He instantly recognised Lauren's voice, and surprised himself with his enthusiasm.
'Lara! Everything's cool... To what do I owe the pleasure, baby cousin?'
'Well, I've gotten an internship at this tech company and it's on your side of town.'
'Congratulations!' after she was silent for a while, his brain finally clicked. 'Oh! You're looking for a place to stay?'
'You are the dumbest smart person I've ever met, honestly...' Lauren joked. 'No, I enjoy driving for an hour to get from home to work.'
'Yeah, yeah... You know, you can stay with me, Sarah went to Germany for while on work, so her room is empty if you want it.'
'How are you holding up with that?' Lauren asked, obviously about Sarah's absence, her voice with the same weird edge as before.
'So, you want to be roommates or what?' Derek said, dismissing her question.
Lauren took the hint.
'Yes! It's going to be awesome! Prepare yourself for movie sessions, Der. I'll call you again when I have everything sorted so that I can move in, okay?'
'Awesome, can't wait.'
'I love you.'
'Love you too, Lara.'
When the call ended Derek was feeling cheerful once again. He told himself that it was just the prospect of his cousin being around him more than ever, which wasn't at all far from the truth.
A few days later all the details were agreed and even though he had work that day, Derek left Lauren an extra set of keys and told her he'd use his lunch hour to help her move in.
When he got back home Lauren was already there, slowly moving boxes from her car to the apartment. He helped her out with what remained, carrying the heavier boxes of her books, before they sat down on the sofa.
'Thanks for the help, Der. Hope you aren't getting into any trouble at work...'
'Don't worry about it. Besides, the boss owed a couple of hours as a favour from a while ago, so...'
She kissed him on the cheek, before resting her head on his shoulder as they watched the lunch hour news. Without even thinking about it, Derek wrapped his arm around her, his hand resting on Lauren's hip. Her body heat next to him made his brain bring up a few scenarios that he immediately dismissed as the product of 3 months without having sex.
They ate on the couch as well, and when it was time to get back to work, Derek got up and made his way to the door. After Lauren could no longer see him, he finally arranged himself, feeling himself not to be completely limp. 3 months. He thought. That's all there is to it.
He found it hard to stay focussed the rest of the day, his mind seemingly very keen on creating scenarios where Lauren ended up in his arms, kissing him, her hands firmly on his back. A couple of times his co-workers actually looked at him funny because he was almost constantly shaking his head to make the image go away.
As Derek was making his way back home, he tried to reason it all. She was his cousin. The fact that she happened to now be a beautiful woman had nothing to... Stop. They'd always been very close, their family often joked about Lauren's big cousin crush, but that was a reference to their hugging and how they were around each other in general, not... whatever it was his mind was trying to string up now. You picked her up from school in your car when she was in the 5th grade, Derek...
That seemed to work for the meantime, his attraction subdued.
When he entered the apartment, Derek noticed that Lauren wasn't around, eventually finding a note near the telephone.
Hey, Der. Went to the gym for a couple of hours. I'll make dinner as a" thank you" for the apartment. I'M NOT ASKING. I know you well enough to know you'd make it yourself if I didn't use capitals...

Your Lara.
Exercise wasn't a bad idea, now that Derek thought of it. Not just because he wanted to kill a little bit of time, but also because Lauren's last words had the nasty effect of making his thoughts return to the forbidden zone. So he quickly put on his Lakers shirt, put on some shorts and sneakers and went for a run around the park.
Feeling the need to burn the weird vibe he felt himself in, Derek didn't go for his usual pace that, just like when he chased Lauren in Portugal, meant he could finish the run without feeling too tired. He forced himself to keep a faster pace for an entire hour which left his muscles wrecked. Sweat was also completely pouring from him, which reminded him once more of one of the reasons swimming was his favourite sport. Not feeling himself sweat whilst underwater.
Water was running when he opened the door to the apartment, which meant Lauren was taking a shower. Derek forced himself to stay away from the bathroom, keeping himself busy by preparing his own shower. He got a clean towel from his wardrobe, taking his shirt off and putting it in the washing bin.
Giving the kitchen a quick glance he decided to save his cousin some trouble and started to set the table. Just a few seconds after he started, the water stopped in the bathroom.
'You are one sneaky bastard, what did I tell you?' Lauren said behind him, making Derek give a slight jump, since he'd not heard the bathroom door.
'You said that I shouldn't make dinner. You didn't say anything about laying the table.'
'Did you go running?' she changed the subject, tracing a finger through his spine, Derek feeling the goose bumps appearing in its path.
He turned around to stop her, which proved to be a bad decision, as he was greeted by the sight of Lauren with nothing on but her towel. Her hair was still wet, her lips curled into a lovely smile, her cleavage open just enough to keep him wondering, and (Derek was almost sure this was his imagination playing tricks on him) she seemed to be irradiating heat. After a few seconds he remembered she'd asked him a question.
'Running. Yes, I went running. I just felt like it.' Derek said, feeling like a complete idiot with his "Me, Tarzan. You, Jane." response.
'Good idea. I'm just gonna go put something on, and I'll start making dinner, okay?' Lauren continued as though Derek hadn't completely frozen.
'Okay.'
'Der?'
'Yeah?'
'Weren't you waiting to take a shower as well? The bathroom's free again, sorry if I took too long.'
'Yes, I was. I am. Don't worry about that, you weren't in there that long. Besides you were probably sweaty as well...'
'Yeah, I was all covered in sweat.' Lauren replied, leaving the sentence in the air for a moment before continuing. 'Well, enjoy the shower, Der.'
With that she placed the palm of her right hand over Derek's mouth, and leaned forward to kiss the back of the very same hand. Then she turned back to her room.
After a few seconds Derek reminded himself to breathe again, having held his breath unconsciously. He and Lauren hadn't done that for years, a joke they started amongst themselves, at the time as a brotherly bond. Now, though, Derek felt something very far from brotherly towards his baby cousin. In fact he was fighting the urge to go into the room she'd just gone to, and take away that towel, caressing her breasts, kissing her lips, nibbling them...
He shook his head frantically as he had at work, and quickly made his way to the bathroom. He got in the shower and used the cold tap only, his skin screaming at him to get away from the water but he held himself still. He usually did this before going into the pool, because it helped him to get in it faster, which was why now it didn't cost him too much to stay in the cold as it would to anyone else.
The shower didn't really help, and when he got out in his pyjama bottoms he realized it wasn't his best decision give his state of arousal. Lauren didn't really help either. She had some white shorts on and a blue shirt, purposefully two sizes too big, meaning it gave her an even cuter demeanour. The shirt was also slightly unbuttoned, keeping Derek occupied in wondering as to the true shape of the bulges underneath.
Dinner was delicious, home-made lasagna "à la Lauren" (as she herself described it). They had a nice chat, and Derek began to return slowly back to his normal self, his cousin proving to be delightful company, as he'd expected. Only he thought that she would get his mind off Sarah, and instead she was taking his mind off of the thoughts he'd had all afternoon.
Afterwards, Lauren asked him if he wanted to watch a movie together. Agreeing, Derek searched the movie rent option on his television, before finding a movie that they both liked to see. Well, that she liked, and that he tolerated... He sat on the couch, his feet on the small table in front of it, whilst Lauren went to fetch a blanket covering the both of them.
A little into the movie, Derek had the image of Sarah and him making love on that very same couch pop into his head. Things didn't exactly improve when his cousin started to snuggle next to his shoulder. Her heat and the steamy memory of her in a towel got him going again, his cock pulsing.
Trying to politely move away from Lauren's body, he got close to the armrest, inadvertently turning his torso slightly. Lauren took the opportunity to wrap herself even closer, her head now resting on Derek's bare chest and her arm wrapped around him, her hand resting on his upper left leg.
Now, he was definitely in a difficult situation. Lauren's warm breath kept making the hairs on his chest stand, her breasts resting on his sides, swaying with her breathing in a way that meant he could imagine their outline perfectly. The worst was her outstretched arm, which seemed to be causing the skin underneath his trousers to burn. Due to all of this he felt himself grow quite hard, and with her arm passing over his crotch, he was sure that she could feel his cock.
Derek barely paid any attention to the movie, his senses completely occupied by the incredible body that clung to him. Every few minutes she would twitch slightly, her slight movements feeling like electricity. So when the movie finally ended, he barely took any notice.
'Good movie, actually.' Lauren said, her voice silky smooth.
'Hmm hmm.' He agreed.
'I'm pretty tired, so unless you want to do something else...'
Drive my tongue in your mouth, pinch your nipples, grab every inch of your body, bury myself inside you and stay there forever. Derek thought, but managing to control himself. 'No, I'm good for today.'
'Oh, okay.' Even in his daze Derek could swear she used that weird tone again. 'I'm going to bed, then.'
He was expecting what she did next, but it still gave him an adrenaline rush. Lauren put her hand over his mouth and kissed it, before making her way to her room.
His heart was pounding at speed, but at least it was over...
'Der?'
'Yeah, Lara?' he tried to sound normal.
'I forgot my jacket in the living room, could you get it? I'm already in bed...'
The fought of Lauren in bed, made him sprang to his feet faster than he was proud to admit. He picked it up, and opened the door to her bedroom. He hadn't quite expected the view he found when he entered.
The only light was a shallow one that was produced by two candles on the cupboard. The sheets on the bed were pulled back, and oh... yes, Lauren was lying on it completely naked.
Her boobs were teardrop shaped, not too big, but just as Derek expected they were perfect for her thin and tall profile. She had her legs spread, giving him an incredible view of her pussy lips which were free of hair and looked to be tightly closed around her slit, her hand standing next to them, inviting. The look on her face completed the picture, a look of pure innocence that made the scene drip with sexuality.
For the second time that day he had to remind himself to breathe once more. He wasn't even sure how long he was mesmerized by what his eyes were seeing, feeling that it could have been anything from a few second to a few hours.
A second look at Lauren's face, though, made him remember very acutely that it was his cousin that had created the big bulge in his pyjama trousers.
'Lauren, what are you...? We shouldn't be...'
'Why not?'
'Because you're my cousin. I... I watched you grow up. Fuck! I remember holding you when you were born!' Derek recalled.
'Exactly.' She responded, getting off the bed, and oh-so-slowly making her way to him, her hips swaying sensually. The view paralysed him once more, his limbs feeling made of stone. He didn't even manage a twitch when she wrapped his arms around his neck, her face resting just inches away from his, nipples poking at his chest, her crotch caressing his erection. 'I can't think of anyone to whom I would rather have popping my cherry.'
'Lara...'
The use her nickname again, told more than Derek wanted her to know. So she continued her voice a mere purr.
'Unfortunately I don't have an actual cherry to give you. I broke my hymen a few years ago. I bought a toy and imagined you fucking me. Standing over me with your cock splitting me, moving inside me, making me beg for more...'
Derek let out a groan.
'Please, Der. I've wanted you for as long as I can remember, and I know you want me too, we can both feel how hard you are, how hard you've been all night. Don't you see? We were born for this. Fuck me. Fuck your little Lara until she can't walk straight. Just like she's meant to.'
Every fiber of his being had seemingly stopped doing their usual tasks to focus on the impact of Lauren's words. He felt completely crushed by the revelation, the twisted fantasy he'd busied himself creating during the day turned true. He was like a kid who'd gotten every Christmas present he wanted and was left wondering: what now?
Sensing her moment, Lauren closed in on him, and kissed him on the lips for the first time. Although Derek's mind was still in shambles, his body reacted instinctively, his arms grabbing hold of her to make every single part of their bodies touch. Despite her confident demeanour, Lauren stared kissing his lips slowly, without the use of her tongue, the realization that she was doing it to her older cousin bringing back some shyness to her mind.
When the first probing attempt ended a slightly concern was noticeable on Lauren's face and her hands went back to her sides, which confirmed Derek's assumptions. He, on the other hand, knew exactly what he was going to do next. His hands went straight to her cheeks, pausing just long enough to see her gasp at his willingness, and then plunged his mouth right into her.
He'd struggled with his thoughts during the entire day because he still imagined his cousin as someone who was much younger than him, but when their first kiss broke he'd realised that his fantasies were not of a girl but of a woman grown. An incredibly attractive woman, who wanted fuck him as much as he wanted to fuck her. And that made every doubt in his mind go away.
Although surprised, Lauren quickly reacted, kissing him back with equal fervour. Her lips were incredibly soft, and before long Derek was wanting more. When Lauren pushed her tongue between his lips whatever worries he had about forcing himself too much on her vanished. He lifted her and pushed her body onto the wall, their lips never leaving each others.
They both gave took a slight pause and regained their breaths for just a few seconds, Derek's hands never leaving the underside of Lauren's legs and her hands resting on his ribcage. When his lower lip was bit and pushed back, Derek forced his cousin onto the wall more forcefully so he could hold her with just one hand. The other made its way towards her pussy. His fingers were instantly covered in gooey slime and a mixture of a giggle with a moan passed by Lauren's lips.
Taking his time, his fingers brushed softly by the outside of her pussy lips, probing gently, getting them even more swollen, then pinching, pushing them apart. His middle finger went in between them, caressing her slit, before he started to slowly push into her virgin hole.
'Mmm...'
'You okay?'
'I'm fine, don't stop.' His baby cousin reassured.
After a few more pushes in, he considered helping her adjust with another, but her tightness, her juices running down his hand and falling to the floor, and her whisper in his ear saying: 'Please, just do it. I need you inside me.' whilst she tried to pull his trousers down, made him take his finger out instead.
Lauren used her legs to pull down his trousers completely, exposing his hard cock. Derek could tell she wanted to touch it, but her own eagerness for release made her rethink and so he started rubbing his hard member on the folds of her vagina, covering it in a glorious sticky mess. Then, grabbing it with his hand he put it in position and hesitated, looking down at his cock and his cousin's pussy lips touching.
Her hands pushed his face back to hers. The eyes that locked onto his were one and the same, brown and virtually identical.
'Your baby cousin needs her big cousin's meat inside her, Der. In fact, she thinks not having it ravaging her is causing her pain...' Lauren purred, biting her lower lip seductively, and always looking straight into Derek's eyes.
As if hypnotised, Derek slowly sank onto her inviting hole, feeling his penis push against the tight walls of her hole, as they tried to accommodate the new intruder. During all of this they just looked at each other, both giving a cry of pure delight with the first thrust.
Feeling his pubic hair come into contact with hers, Derek stayed with his full length inside her warm folds for a while, keeping still long enough to give her time to compensate, before going back out. Not totally out, just out enough that his tip was the only bit inside. Then he plunged in again, and repeated the process with increasing pace, never breaking eye contact with Lauren.
He felt her begin to hump against him, but then she asked him to wait.
'Am I hurting you?' he asked, suddenly concerned.
She ignored his question, and putting all her weight on his shoulders with her arms, made her legs let go of his waist. Derek had been so absorbed by the allure of her slit, he didn't even realise she'd put them there. Now they weren't there anymore, and as she manoeuvred them to a new position, he struggled holding her for a moment, having to grip the wall to keep them both steady. Of course that also meant he accidentally plunged deeper into his cousin, making her squeal with the new found depth of the penetration.
Lauren smiled at it, and continued her leg movements, Derek soon realising what her legs were trying to do. Her legs were now on his shoulders, her feet behind his head, and her arms firmly around his neck. Derek couldn't move his arms, too afraid to drop her, but then, he thought looking into her mischievous smile, that was probably the point.
The grip her pussy had on him was immense. Lauren's new position made her become more open, and Derek's excitement rose as he realised he could thrust even harder now. So that's what he did. Sliding in and out at constant speed, he was determined to pace himself just enough that his baby cousin could cum as well, refusing to leave her hanging on her first time.
Their excitement, knowing that they were fucking each other, and the build up of the entire day, meant soon enough they were pretty much screaming their excitement to each other, Lauren's grip on his neck tighter than ever, and Derek crashing into her harder each time.
By the end he wasn't pacing any more, and he could feel the wall vibrating through his palms. When Lauren readjusted herself, they looked straight at each other again, fixing on her moans, the lust in her eyes... The eyes that were an exact match of his. As he looked into them, his cousin's voice echoed around his brain from before. I broke my hymen a few years ago. I bought a toy and imagined you fucking me. Lara fucking herself with a dildo, her eyes closed to picture him doing it was enough to tip Derek over the edge.
His orgasm hit him fiercely. It was the most primal pleasure he'd ever experienced in his life, not even feeling himself cum, just knowing that the ecstasy he was feeling had to have been accompanied by the filling of his cousin's pussy. Despite their loud moans he knew he'd been slightly too fast for Lauren. Well, I'm not getting any softer... So Derek continued penetrating his cousin, ignoring the increasing sensitiveness of his still hard penis.
She wasn't that far behind though, and as he felt the walls of her pussy spasm rhythmically he looked at her glorious face, eyes shut and her mouth making a silent "o" of pleasure.
After what felt like ages in the same position, not moving one inch, Derek finally thought he felt himself deflate, and let his cock slide off Lauren's folds on its own. When it finally did, he softly kissed her forehead, and lowered her legs back from his shoulders. He picked her up with his arms, one on her back, the other on her legs. She just rested her head on his chest, looking content and exhausted.
Laying her on the bed, Derek considered if he should stay in her room.
'Stay with me in bed, Der.' She told him, through sleepy eyes.
Obliging, he made his way around the bed, before joining her. Lauren rolled over to him, kissing him passionately, using her tongue to part his lips, savouring. When she stopped she gave a satisfied sigh, nuzzling her nose next to his neck, leaving a peck before entwining herself on him. They both fell asleep almost instantly.
Derek woke up before Lauren, feeling completely disoriented by his surroundings. The weight on top of him reminded of the events of the previous night. Genuinely not knowing what to make of it, he reasoned with himself. He didn't feel guilty or bad, he just didn't know where to take it from here. Looking to his cousin, her warm steady breaths on his chest, and her beautiful face serene, he decided to wait for her to wake up, closing his eyes again.
A few hours must have passed after that, since the room was filled with much more clarity than before. Derek assumed the clarity was what had awoken him, until he realised the soft touches all over his face were Lauren's soft lips leaving pecks on it. He gave a slight stretch, slowly waking up once more, feeling drowsy from the short period he'd been asleep again.
'Good morning.' Lauren said, continuing to kiss his cheeks.
'Morning, Lara...' Derek had barely gotten the words out, before she joined her lips to his as if she were tasting them, using her teeth to pull his lower lip for a while. When she let go the grip on his lip, she went down on his body slightly, using her hands as a sort of pillow to rest her chin on, smiling at him. It was the cutest thing he'd ever seen.
He rearranged the pillows he was using so that he could look at her face to face.
'Look, Lara, I know that what we did last night was amazing...'
'What did we do last night, Der?
'What do you mean?'
'We fucked last night, Der. Don't be ashamed to say it...'
'I'm not.' Derek replied truthfully, surprising himself with this confession. 'I know that we fucked last night and it was amazing, but I wouldn't be being honest with myself if I didn't ask you...' he stopped before saying it, afraid of what his words could generate.
'What? Don't be shy with me, Der. We never were, so now, with both of us naked in bed, is really not a good time to start.'
'You're right.' He swallowed before continuing, but didn't look away from her. 'Where do you see this going? Because we both know we'll never be able to be a couple, and I don't mean that in harsh way, or in way that makes it look like I don't care about you. I adore you, which is why I need to know. Where are going?'
Lauren looked thoughtful for a moment before responding.
'Well, I don't know where I want this to go, if I'm honest. Growing up I always heard older girls talking about how they hated their first time, how the guys they were with were too rough, and I didn't want that, you know?
'And I'd had an "older brother crush" on you for a while, and I just fantasised about it... I knew that I could trust with anything, and so it only seemed natural that I could trust you with... making it feel good for me. Which you have. You were wonderful, Der.'
'Thanks.' He replied drily. Lauren made a mocking face, which made them both laugh. 'Sorry, go on.'
'So yeah, I know what you're thinking, we can't be a couple for a million different reasons. But,' she looked down for the first time. 'since neither of us is seeing anyone right now, it wouldn't harm anybody if we continued to fuck, right? Not anything couple-style, just something that only concerned us. Until one of us wanted to start seeing someone, of course.'
Looking at her, Derek could see the expectation and the fear underneath the surface. He didn't quite believe his cousin had thought of this out-of-the-blue, just by the way she behaved whilst saying it. But, truth be told, it all made sense to him.
Lifting her chin, so that she was looking at him again, Derek looked her in the eye.
'I seem to remember someone saying that since we were never shy around each other, doing whilst naked in bed together wasn't a good time to start..' he said.
Some of Lauren's tension ebbed away.
'A fucking genius, that person is!'
'Meh...' Derek replied, as his cousin narrowed his eyes at him. 'Sometimes. But... I think you're right.'
'How right?' she asked, seemingly worried about getting her hopes up.
'I've certainly had something of a crush on you as well. And I'm not into anyone right now, either way. And I really loved our night together.'
'So what are you saying?'
'I'm saying that I would really like to spend more nights together with you. And not just nights, since it's day time... I... I want to make love to you for as long as you want me to.'
'That could be quite a while...' Lauren replied, mischievously.
'I can take you.'
She let her head fall slightly to one side, which made her pose even cuter.
'You certainly can.'
Without taking her eyes off of her cousin, Lauren started tracing her tongue across Derek's chest, ending the casual flicks with a nibble. When she diverted her sucks and bites toward his nipples he held still for a while, when an idea struck him. As she finished a particularly long nibble, he put his arms around her and in a quick movement shifted her to her back, standing on top of her.
'Hey! I was in the middle of something there!'
'As good as it was, I have an idea. Roll over and leave your hands on your sides.'
'Why?'
'Don't you trust me?'
She didn't reply, letting her actions respond as she wiggled underneath him to get into position. Derek removed the hairs from the sides of her face and kissed her exposed temple, before telling her to keep her eyes closed.
He got off the bed to pick up some massaging oils from the bathroom he knew Sarah had bought for them and never used. It was the first time he thought about her since Lauren had entered his apartment. And now's not the time to start thinking either, he thought to himself. When he re-entered the room where his cousin lay still in the same position, he couldn't help standing near the door, admiring her.
Watching Lauren's naked body like that, offered up to him by herself to do as he pleased made him feel incredibly excited. Knowing that it was his baby cousin's curves he was looking at just added so much more impact, the taboo always present in the back of his mind.
'Are you just going to stare, 'cause I can think of better things to be doing right now...' Lauren commented.
'I thought I told you to keep your eyes shut?' Derek replied, making his way to her again.
'I didn't open them, I assumed the silence meant you were looking at me.'
'Glad to know you rate yourself...'
'That's not what I meant!' she protested.
'I know.'
He cupped her buttocks in his hand, having admired them from afar before. They were firm, not too big, filling his hands nicely. He played with them for a while, using very little oil, enjoying the friction his hands passing created. After a while he couldn't help but notice her tiny butthole as it appeared each time he pushed the cheeks apart. Teasing her, he started caressing closer and closer, but deliberately avoiding touching it. He finished by passing his index and middle finger through her crevice just missing her hole.
Although it was an involuntary movement, Derek noticed Lauren pushed her bottom at his fingers, almost as if she were trying to bring her arsehole to them. He didn't pursue it, because it went a bit away from what his initial idea, and also because he didn't want to surprise her like that. Her enthusiasm, though, was very much noticed.
Resuming his teasing, Derek could almost hear a sigh escape his cousin's lips as he moved his attentions firstly towards her legs, and then her back.. Having deliberately calmed down the waves of her orgasm, he knew she was getting impatient for it.
'Turn around, baby.'
As she did, he couldn't suppress a grin, noticing she had taken to heart his instructions about closing her eyes. Nonchalantly Derek sat over her waist, keeping most of his weight on his legs, but leaving just enough pressure that his erect cock (despite the tease being intended for her, he was also becoming very, very impatient as well) was now nestled between her lips, his tip against her clit.
Lauren was squirming slightly under him, and it only got worse as he started to mess with her breasts. Derek marvelled at their teardrop shape, feeling their sides, before softly guiding his nails in ever closing circles around her nipples. Once they got there, he used only his index finger to press on the hard buds and make them circle as well. After a few seconds he pinched them, pulling them slowly away from her body. Then he started circling her breasts again, repeating the process.
The side effect was that his own excitement was quickly increasing, but it was Lauren who he felt breaking first. Her breaths were erratic and underneath his right palm he could feel her heart thudding a million beats per minute.
'Derek, in short while I'm going to have to open my eyes.' Lauren expelled through ragged breath.
'Why?' Derek asked surprised.
'I need to see where you are to punch you properly.'
He laughed, before replying.
'Okay, one orgasm coming up.'
Using his tongue to leave a path across her breasts, he started lowering himself leaving wet patches where he either kissed or licked. When he reached her mound, he decided not waste more time, as he looked at her sweat covered face, and the constant rise and fall of her boobs. He went right in.
Derek used his tongue for most of the "work", parting her pussy lips to access her slit. The sheet underneath her was already soaked in her juices, so he started adding one finger in without worrying about hurting Lauren, feeling it easily slide in. Then he added another. And another. While doing this, Derek made sure his tongue was everywhere, one second lapping at her clit, then on her pussy lips, then at her tint...
Less than a minute had passed, when Lauren's already erratic breathing became even coarser, the walls of her cunt closing around his three fast moving fingers, and her screams (yes, screams was the best possible description) filled Derek's ears. He didn't even slow down, though, maintaining a nice rhythm with his arm, as she massaged her own breasts slowly, her screams passing to loud moans, then softer moans, and finally slight whimpers. He slowed down accordingly.
Removing his fingers from her sopping wet folds, Derek lay next to her again. Lauren placed her hand randomly over Derek.
'You haven't come yet...' she simply stated.
'Don't worry, we have all day.' He replied.
'No, wait I can give you a blowjob.'
'Lara, you're still trembling.'
She looked at herself, having not realised it at first.
'I'm fine, just...'
'Completely worn out. Sleep, I'm not going anywhere...' Seeing her about to protest, he added. 'Close your eyes for 5 minutes, if you're still up after that, you can do whatever you want.'
'Fine.'
It only took her 2 minutes. Derek spooned with her, and after a while let himself rest as well.
'Wake up, wake up!'
Lauren's commanding voice was Derek's alarm clock just two hours later.
'Why?' he asked with his eyes still closed.
'Saturday, 2 pm. Ring a bell?'
It did. Shit! Lunch with his uncles. Lauren's parents. His cousin didn't seem fussed by the fact, and was dressing herself quickly, hurrying him along. 10 minutes later, they were already on their way to the restaurant they'd agreed before, Derek driving. As he finished parking the car, he looked wearily at the place.
'What is it?' Lauren asked, sensing he was uncomfortable.
'What do you think?' Derek replied, his eyes still on the restaurant in front.
'Der, it's just lunch, I doubt that between asking how your swimming is going and how are things at your job, asking you how it was like fucking your baby cousin will come about...'
'Ha ha.'
'Oh, come on!' she got closer to him and whispered in his ear. 'How about this: that's them over there...' It was his uncle's car, Derek realised. '... and if we don't get out of the car now, I'll start giving you head right here. And that will probably raise questions.'