Part 04
Preet ka toh jaise Dimaag hi kaam nhi kr raha hota ke ab aage kya kre.. kyu huya unke saath ye sab.. aur ye kaisa khel hai bhagwan ji ka... usse kuch samjh nhi aa raha... woh saare raaste chup rehti hai.. bss shubu ka haath pakda hota hai kass ke, jaise andr hi andr darr rahi hoti hai ke kahi inn cheejo ka asar unke riste pr na pade.. kahi shubu ko ye na feeel ho ke woh ab usse khush nhi rakh sakta ya kuch... cause preet ki sari khushiya toh bss shubu se hi judi hai.. shubu ke sath rehna, uska khyal rakhna.. usse khushi dena hi uske liye uska sacha patni dharam hai.. pr woh sochti hai ki woh kaisi patni hai.. jo chah kr bhi apne pati ko papa bnne ki khushi nhi de paa rahi... woh bss inhi soch mei gumm hoti hai...
Aur doc ki di options ke bare mei bhi sochti hai... ke last option toh kabhi bhi nhi... pr 1st ya 2nd soch sakte hai.. pr uske liye usse shubu ko convince krna hoga...
ghar aake jaise shubham aur preet ek dusre se koi baat nhi karte aur unke bich me khamoshi hoti hai ..àur kaafi der ke badh chuppi todte hue shubham bolta hai :
preet..sirf tum hi kyoo sunogi hamare ghar walo ki àur samaaj kj batein jab tumhare andar koi problem bhi nhi hai ...hame mere ghar walo ko batana hoga ki main baap ni ban sakta hu problem mere andar hai ..unhe yeh janna chahiye ..
Shubu ki baat sun kr jaise preet apni soch se bahr nikal kr present mei aati hai. aur shubu ke paas baith kr usse hug krti hai aur kehti hai
Preet : baby... rehne do na... aise unhe aur dukh hoga.. aur koi baat nhi mai sun loongi baatein... tum mere saath ho toh koi baat nhi.... mai sari duniya se bhi ladd sakti hu...
Vese ek baat poochu... tumhara office kaisa chal raha hai.. ? Kya hmare paas kuch savings hai..i mean approx kitni hogi.. ?
Agar tumhe theek lge toh kya mai bhi job kru ... vaise bhi sara din ghar mei bethi bore ho jaati hu... aise time paas bhi ho jayega aur 4 paise bhi aayenge... toh shayad hum.. (thoda dheere bolti hai, jaise shubu kya response krega uss baat se thoda darr bhi hai.. ) toh.. shayad hum ivf afford kr paaye...
Aur agar donar ka bhi sperm ho.. woh papa toh tumhe hi kahega na..aur kisi ko pta bhi nhi chalega... logo ke muh apne aap bnd ho jayenge...
Mujhe pta hai.. tum ek boht ache papa banoge.. dekhna tum... (aur preet shubu ke mathe pe ek kiss krti hai )
( Shubu ke bhi mind me woh doctor ki baatei ghum rahi thi ki preet ko koi aur men breed kr sakta hai ...kyoki woh ek dam well and fit hai and puri tarha se fertile bhi ....shubu bar bar woh baat sochta hai aur usse khudse hi jaise ghin si aati hai yeh bat sochke ki kaise preet ko kisi aur mard k sath de sakta hai jo usse pregnent karega ....chiii nhi yeh woh ni soch sakta ....
yeh sab sochte hue shubu present pe aata hai aur jab preet usse bolti hai job krne k liye woh uski taraf dekhta hai
Shubham : preet ... saving to itni kaha hai tum bhi janti ho ...total hi ...1.5 lakh rakhee hai bank account me ...woh bhi rent dene k liye bacha ke rakhe hue hai maine .....aur tumhare job krne k liye mana ni kr raha hu main ...tumhara mann hai toh tum kr sakti ho ...
par agar ivf me jaate bhi hai to uske liye tumhe baad me toh job chorni hi hogi kyoki proper rest chahiye hoga usme bhi
aur tum hi kyoo sunogi jaan ...itne saalo se sunti aa rahi ho mere ghar walo ka ...jabki problem tumhare andar hai bhi nhi ....( Shubu preet ko hug krta hua bolta hai preet ki aakho me pyaar se dekhta hua )
(Shubu ko jaise yeh baat bolte hue andar se bahut dukh ho raha tha par fir bhi apne dil pe patthar rakhke bolta hai )
Shubham : aur preet agar kisi aur ka hi spérm hoga ....to fir woh doc ka last wala option hi thik hai na ...atlest ham dono me se tum to uss bacche ki maa rahogi ....kyunki hmari financial condition ke chalte hum ivf toh afford bhi nhi kr payenge.. pr ye afford kr sakte hai ...aur mai iss baat ko ek bura sapna samjh ke bhul jaaunga ..kyoki shyad yeh hi last option hai ...issi liye doc ne bhi yeh hi suggest kia .(Shubu ki aakhe nam hoti hai yeh baat bolte hue )
Preet shubu ki baat samjhti hai ke shayad shubu sahi hi keh raha hai... woh job kregi bhi toh bhi itni jldi toh ivf ke liye saving ho bhi nhi payegi aur badh mei usse job chorni bhi padegi.. toh dil jaise aur tootne lgta hai ke ek yahi shi option thi jisse woh khud pregnant ho sakti thi pr shayad ye bhi unki kismat mei nhi hai.. aur uski aankho se aansu chalakne lgte hai... woh shubu se lipat jaati hai.. aur uski agli baat sun shocked hoti hain pr jaanti hai ke shubu ko ye baat kehte huye kitni takleef ho rahi hogi....
Preet : Shubu pls... ye baat matt kro... mai nhi kr sakti kisi aur ke saath... mai sirf tumhari hu baby....
Tum agar maan jao toh mai reena didi se ya kisi aur relative se baat karu ke woh ek bacha paida krke hume de de..hum pregnancy and delivery ka sara kharach utha lenge....( reena shubu ki badi behn hai jisse uski achi bnti hai aur gharwalo ke nikalne ke badh bhi wohi unhe calls krti rehti hai aur kabhi kabhi milna bhi hota hai.. )
Preet : Umeed hai reena didi aur jija ji hmari majboori samjhenge shubu...Bss tum maan jao pehle...
Ya fir hum bahar se hi bacha god le lenge.. pr mai khud ko kisi aur ke sath soch bhi nhi sakti shubhu...you are my only love.. my baby... im all yours and yours only... ( Preet rote huye bss badbadaye jaati hai )
Shubu, preet ki baat sunta hai aur usse jaise khud bhi malum hai ki preet ko uski baat kitni jiyada takleef de rahi hai ...usse jaise rona aa rha tha aur preet se bolta hai
Shubham : tumko kyaa lagta hai preet mujhe khushi hai iss baat ki....!! tumhe kisi aur k sath imagine tak ni kr sakta hu main tum agar kisi ladke ke sath baat bhi kro to aise me mai jalan se mar jaata hu ...aur socho yeh sab kaise imagine kr sakta hu kisi aur mard ko tumhe maa banane ki baat pe ..
par...preet ...reena didi se agar ham yeh baat bole bhi to kyaa yeh baat meri mummy tak nhi jaayegi ...9 mahine me aisa to nhi hoga na ki woh meri mummy se na mile ...unko iss baat ka malum chalega hi ....
but atlest iss process se jo option doc ne diya ...usse atlest bacche ke kuch features to tumpe jayenge na.....aur agar hamari beti hui to pakka woh tumhari jasii hi hogi ....( Shubu thodi smile krta hua bolta hua par andar se jaise toot raha hai yeh baat bolke hi )
Shubu ko khud ni samjh aa raha tha ki yeh option k liyye woh kyoo preet ko bol raha hai.......par jaise andar se woh bhi toot gya tha kyoki ab woh preet ko ab kabhi chah ke bhi baccha ni de sakta tha ..) ham dono in palo ko jo tum uss aadmi se sath bitaaogi woh ek bura sapna samjh ke bhul jayenge ....aur uska fark ham dono ki relation pe ni padne denge ....( bolte hue shubu ki aakho me aasu aa jate hai )
(Preet ka sarr ye sab soch soch kr fatne jaisa hone lgta hai.. boht tez headache shuru ho jaati hai aur woh normal nhi feel krti... lgta hai jaise andr se boht bimaar hai.. ya kisi ne uska dil jor se squeeze krdiya ho.... woh shubu ko chup karwate huye kehti hai...
preet : pls na shubu.. mai jaanti hu tumhe bhi boht takleef ho rahi hai ye sab kehte huye pr pls ab chup ho jao.. mai nhi kr sakti ye... aur haan reena didi shayad iss baat ko raaz na rakh paye.. pr isse mujhe khud ko yu kisi aur ke sath baantna toh nhi padega na.. koi baat nhi hum keh denge ke mujh mei kmi thi issi liye reena didi se bacha god le rahe hai...
Shubham : Preet haan mujhe bahut jiyada takleef ho rahi hai iss baat ko sochte hue bhi ..bol to pata ni tumhe kaise raha hu main ...mai khud bhi ni chahta hu tumhe kisi ke sath bhi baatna ....aur tumne bahut sun liya preet ...5 saal se sunti hi aa rahi ho ...aur agar baccha reena didi se god liya hamne to pata ni meri mummy puri life time hi sunaayegi ham dono ko ....jisme tumhare andar to problem hai bhi ni jara bhi ..
Pr Shubu firse ussi last option ki baat krte hai toh preet bss shubu ke lips pr lips rakh kr usse kiss krne lgti haim.... shhh shubu.. kuch aur matt bolo... and keeps kissing him..aur uski baahon mei hi let jaati hai...
And itna rone aur stress ki wjah se preet ki aankhein kb bnd ho jaati hai usse pata nhi chalta
(Jaise hi preet usse kiss krti hai ..to woh khud bhi jaise chup ho jaata hai aur relax feel krta hai...aur jaise preet ko kiss krte hue usse bahut pyaar feel hota hai uska... aur woh bhi ek dam pagalo ki tarha kiss krta hai preet ko .aur jaise uss pal me woh sab kuch bhul sa gya tha ..)
( aur woh dekhta hai ki preet uski baaho me hi so gyi hai ...bahut hi pyaar aata hai usse preet ko iss tarha se dekhke aur usse baatne ki baat sochke hi jaise andar se rooh kaap jati hai uski )
( puri raat Shubu yeh hi sochta raheta hai ki chii usne socha bhi kaise preet ko kisi aur mard k sath ...yeh baat usne kyoo ki fir se ...woh to soch bhi ni sakta hai kisi aur mard ko apni preet ke kareeb )
Preet bhi Shubu ki baahon mei thoda sukoon pa kr so jaati hai.. aur saari raat hi usse chipki rehti hai...
Aur subah bhi tension ki vjah se woh dono hi late uthte hai... (aaj sunday hai aur koi booking bhi nhi hai toh woh dono hi ghar pr hai... ) preet jab uthti hai toh shubu abhi bhi so raha hota hai toh usse pyar se maathe pr kiss kr ke jagati hai... aur koshish krti hai ke kal ki baatein woh dono naa soche... pr dono ke hi mind mei jaise woh baatein ghar kr ke beth gyi hai.. aur woh chah kr bhi normal nhi ho rahe...
Sara din aise hi gumsum sa nikal jata hai... jaise woh dono mei pyaar toh abhi bhi hai pr woh baat nhi hai .... dono hi life mei ek bache ki kmi ko ab hadh se jyada feel krne lge hai.. aur shubu toh roj hi shooting, wedding party mei bacho ko dekhta hai toh pta nhi woh kaise khud ko sambhalta hai.. udhar preet ka bhi yahi haal hai.. jab bhi social media dekhti hai toh sabhi friends family wale apne bacho ke saath dikhte hai..koi 1 month bday celebrate kr raha hai bacho ka toh koi 1 year... khud ko bohot adhura feel krti hai woh... kabhi khud ko behlaane ke liye aise hi kurti ke niche pillow rakh kr dekhti hai ke woh preg huyi kaisi lgti.. aur fir khud hi rone lgti.. jisse uski mental health bhi pehle se khraab ho rahi hai...
(jaise Shubham ke bhi din kaafi tention me nikalte hai .....Preet ko iss tarha se itna stress dekhke jaise usse khud bhi stress hota hai .....kyoki woh janta hai ki preet chote baccho ko dekhti hai to jaise unme khoo jati hai hamesha .....Preet ko to waise bhi shuru se ...bacho k sath khelna bohot pasnd bhi tha ...aur woh use bhi bola karti thi excited hoti thi shaadi se pahele bhi ... ke unke 2 bacche honge unke yeh naam rakhenge woh rakhenge .....par kyaa malum tha ki khudke bache hone pe bhi itni takleef aayegi unko
1 Week nikalta hai aur iss week ke baad shubu unka mood change krne k liye 2 3 bar sex krne ki bhi try krta hai ki unka dono ka mood change ho jaaye atlest ...par ek toh itne stress ki wajha se ....aur upar se woh doc ki baatein dimaag me ghumti hai ki uska ab khada hone me dikkat aayegi to mentally woh kar hi nhi pata hai uss baat ko dimaag me sochke ...aur uska 2 3 bar me jaise khada hi ni hota hai ....toh aise me andar se jaise confidence hi chala jata hai preet ke samne shubu ka
Aur aise hi 2 weeks aur nikal jaate hai.......
Ek din preet ko Shubu ki chachi ka phn aata hai .. (woh shubu ko apne bete jaisa hi pyar krti hai toh woh bhi unko apne har chote mote function and khushio mei bulati hai... unke bete ki shaadi ko abhi 1 saal hi hua hai... ) woh preet ko phn pr batati hai ke iss sunday unki bahu kki god bharayi ki rasam hai.. jiss mei unko jrur aana hai... preet bahana bnane ki koshish bhi krti hai kyunki mentally itni strong nhi hai ke aisa event attend kr paye... pr chachi ji shubu se itna pyaar krti hai aur dono ko aane ke liye jidd krti hai toh usse haan krni padti hai.. aur shubu ko bhi batati hai ke aise function mei jana hai....
(Jab preet shubu ko uss function me chalne ke liye bolti hai to ek toh waise hi stress hai upar se god bharayi ki rasam .....waha pe ghar wale bhi honge shubu ke to pata ni woh kaise react krenge ...aur preet aur stress me na aa jaaye toh shubham kuch soch kr kehta hai) Shubham : Preet chalna jaruri hai kyaa kisi baat ka bolke taal ni sakte kyaa ham ...
Preet : shubu mene bahana bnaya tha pr tumhari chachi ji ne boht jid ki ke humse mile kitna time ho gya hai.. bhayia ki shaadi pr bhi nhi gye the hum.. toh woh naraz ho jayengi.. agar aaj bhi na gye toh... tum kaho toh hum jldi aa jayenge....
Aur shubu ka haath pakadte huye uske hath pr kiss krti hai aur usse hug krte huye kehti hai....
agar tumhara mann nhi hai toh koi baat nhi.. hum nhi jaayenge...mai koi bahana bna doongi
(Preet ko soch soch kr hi tension hone lgti hai ke waha kaise face kregi sab relatives ko.. unki shaadi ko bhi 5.5 year hone ko hai.. aur shubhu ki mmi ne sabhi ristedaro mei bhi keh diya hai ke preet maa ni bnn sakti aur shubu se shaadi kr ke uski kismat bhi khrab krdi usne.. ye sab soch kr preet boht jyada negative feel krti hai .... koi bhi uski aankhein dekhe toh samjh jayega ke woh andr se boht dukhi hai... aur ab toh aksar hi woh roti rehti hai... ghar ke kaam bhi ache se ni kr paati aur aksar cheejein bhi bhoolne lgi hai... )
(Shubu ko jaise preet ki aakhe dekhke bahut hi ajeeb feel hota hai ...jaise preet ko kuch bhi koi bole to ro degi ....aur andar se preet ke iss sad hone ki wajha se woh khud bhi toota hua sa raheta hai ..kyoki usse jiyada preet ko ...bahut feel hota hai iss baat ka ....aur jisme toh uske andar koi problem bhi ni hai ..uske baad bhi woh hi hi samjhti hai ki usne shubu ki life ko khrab kr dia hai ....)
par kaise taise krke shubu preet ke bolne pe fir bolta hai ) Shubham : koi baat nahi ...preet ham jaldi aa jayenge ....ab tumne haan bol di hai to ham chal lete hai...jiyada der ni rukenge waha ....par tum kisi bhi baat ko dil pe mat lagana plzz waha ho sakta hai ki meri mummy bhi mile tumhe ...par jiyada baat mat krna unse .....
Sunday ko dono function mei jaane ke liye ready hote hai toh bhi andr se boht takleef hoti hai..pfeet ko andr hi andr rona aata hai ke ye din uski zindagi mei kyu nhi aa sakta...uska bhi toh mann hai ek nanhi jaan ko apne andr feel kre.. pr jaise taise mann ko samjhati hai aur woh dono function ke liye jaate ha
(Preet kaafi sundar lag rahi hoti hai ......
aur woh dono function me pahuchte hai ....
Chachi ji aur unki bahu se preet aur shubham dono ache se milte hai aur waha uski saas aur aur nanad bhi hoti hai.. reena didi toh preet ko hug kr ke milti hai pr jab preet apni saas ke pao chune lgti hai toh woh jaan bhoojh kr preet ko ignore kr ke chli jaati hai.. jaise apni narazgi dikha rahi hai.. preet ko boht bura feel hota hai unke iss vyavhaar hai... pr shubu se pyaar hi itna hai ke apne aap hi ye sab sehne ki takkat bhi shaadi se hi uske andr aa gyi thi... shubu bhi apne cousins ke paas hota hai aur aise mei woh boht akelapan sa feel krti hai...
Chachi ki bahu 8 month pregnant hai toh uska pet bhi kaafi bda lgta hai.. jisse dekh kr preet ko andr hi andr kmi mehsoos hoti hai aur jaise woh apne emotions ko sambhal hi nhi paa rahi...
(Peet ko uski chaachi kaayi bar rasmo k liye aage bulaati hai ....par shubu ki mummy dusri cousin ko waha preet ki jagha bhej deti hai 2 3 bar aisa hota hai.....aur waha shubham ki mummy baaki rishtedaaro k sath bethke gossips krne lagti hai aur preet ki taraf dekhke ajeeb sa muhh banati hai ....)
(Shubu ki mummy ko jaise bahut gussa hota hai andar se ....kyoki pahele hi shubu ne ..unki marzi ke against shaadi ki aur fir uske baad ...jo bhi hua ....uski wajha se shubu khud hi alag ho gya tha ..par unko lag raha tha ki jaise preet ne hi unke bete se alag kr dia hai ....aur na hi baap banne ki khushi de rahi hai
jaise har kaam me preet ko aage ni hone de rahi thi woh ..yeh baat reena didi dekh rahi thi ...unko bura feel ho raha tha ...but woh kuch bol ni paa rahi thi khdki mummy ko ...)
Chachi ji preet ka hath pakad kr 2-4 baar rasmo ke liye usse aage bhi krti hai pr preet ki saas ya toh uska hath kheech kr usse rokti hai ya uski kisi cousin ko preet ki jgah aage hone ko kehti hai... jaise woh iss harkat se preet ko batana chahti hai ke woh abhi tak maa nhi bnn payi hai aur aisi khushi ki rasmo mei woh preet ko upshagun maan rahi hai... ye soch preet ko aur toddti hai.. aur kuch time badh preet khud hi piche hatt jaati hai..aur sochti hai ... shayad uski saas shi hai.. preet upshagun hi hai . Aur usse rasmo mei aage nhi hona chahiye... (boht sad feel krti hai woh.. )
Preet jaise yeh sab dekhke kaafi andar se bharr jati hai..aur bhari aakho se paani pine k liye jàti hai ...Shubham ko jaise uske cousins ne ghera hua hota hai iss wajha se woh dhyaan ni de paata hai ...)
Preet : (nazre jhukaye huye.. cause aansu aa rahe hai.. ) im sorry mumma.. mera dhyan nhi tha.. glti se paani aapki saree pe gir gya... aur ek napkin lekr unki saree pr dab krne lgti hai. jisse paani sookh jaye ..
Jaise hi preet paani girati hai unki sadi pe to mmi chidke bolti hai : areee ree ree ...itni mehengi saadi kharab kr di hai tune ...sharam hai bhi yaa nhi jara bhi ..besharam ki tarha yaha chali aayi hai abshagun banke ...jaise mere bete ki zindagi me aayi hai tu ...baanj kahi ki ...
besharam kahi ki ...mujhe to shuru se hi teri niyat pe hi shaq tha jab shaadi karke aayi thi iss ghar me ...apne sundar chehre se mere bete ko fasa liya...aur ab ek maa ko uske bete se alag bhi kr dia hai ....aur ab kam se kam usse ek bacche ki khushi to de de...woh bhi ni hua tujhse ...chudail
( Shubham ki mummy ke dimaag me jo sab bhadaas hoti hai woh nikàl deti hai jaise preet pe saari)
Preet unki baatein sun kr apne aansu rok ni paati.. boht ganda feel hota hai unki jali kati baatein sun kr.. preet se kuch bola bhi nhi jaa raha.. fir bhi koshish krte huye kehti hai
Preet : aisi baat nhi hai mumma... mene.. nhi... maine aise nhi kiya hai.. (aur roye jaa rahi hai... ) (preet kaise samjaye ke kyu unko ye khushi nhi mili hai... preet ka gala sookhne lgta hai aur maa ji ne toh vese bhi preet ki dukhti rakat pr hi pair rakh diya hai aur usse masle jaa rahi hai.... baanj word khud ke liye sun kr woh aur toot jaati hai... khud pr hi doubt krne lgti hai ke woh kya sahi mei baanj hai... preet ka sar ghoomne lgta hai.. ) aur woh rote huye maa ji ke pair padte huye kehti hai.. pls maa ji aisa na kahe.. ye toh sab bhagwan ke haath hota hai na...
( Preet unke per pakadti hai to woh apne per piche kr leti hai ..preet ko rote dekh jaise unke dil ko sukoon mil raha tha ...saara din waise bhi saas bahu ke serials dekhke unke dimaag me yeh hi sab batein chalti hai ...)
Mummy : dur hat mujhse ....tune kyaa ni kia hai aisa .....dekh rahi hai yaha pe ...iski chachi ki bahu ke ...shaadi ke 1 saal hone se pahele hi baccha hath me de diya hai bahu ne ...yeh hoti ha ache sanskaar wali bahuye ..tune kuch ni kia hai toh shaadi ke 5.5 saal hone ko aaye hai ..abhi tak baccha kyoo nhi de paa rahi hai fir ...aur besharam ki tarha yaha chali aayi hai apna muhh leke ...
bhagwaan ke hath hota hai ...pat teri jaisi...ladki ho to bhagwaan bhi apne haath piche kr lete hai....
(Shubham ki mummy jaise saari jali kati baatein preet ko sunane me lag jati hai jaise har saas ki aadat hoti hai ...bahu ke piche padna .....aur woh to jaise mauka dekh rahi thi ki kab mauka mile aur woh preet ko baatein sunaaye ..jisme toh kami bechari preet ke andar thi bhi nhi ....aur kami unke bete me thi ...fir bhi preet ko hi sunna padd raha tha logo ke taane aur sab
Shubu preet ko thodi der pahele dekh raha tha dur se aur paas aake woh sunta hai chupke se toh usse gussa aata hai apni mummy pe ki woh kitna bhala bura preet ko hi bole ja rahi thi .....aur woh jaise kuch bolta usse pahele hi woh uske cousin usse le jate ha ....shubu ko andar se bahut hi bura feel ho raha tha aur bahut guilty ho rahi thi sochke hi ...ki kami sab uske andar hai itne saal baccha ni hua woh sab uski wajha se hai ...yeh kaise samjaaye unko ...preet ki to isme koi galti bhi ni thi aur fir bhi usse itna suna rahi hai woh ...pahele hi preet itna stress me hai ab usse aur stress hoga ..shubu waha betha yeh hi sab batein soch raha tha aur preet ki bahut fikar hoti hai usse ...
Preet ko maa ji ki baatein andr tak chub jaati hai aur uske sabar ka baandh jaise aaj toot gya ho... usne itna low kabhi feel nhi kiya tha.. jitna aaj woh jaleel kr ke usse feel krwa rahi hai... aur uske paas unki kisi bhi baat ka koi jwaab nhi hai.. unhe kabhi nhi keh sakti ke kmi uss mei nhi unke bete mei hai... issi liye sab sunn rahi hai... preet ka mann krta hai ke abhi zameen fatt jaye aur woh uss mei sma jaye.... ya sahi mei marr hi jaye.. kya fayida aise jeene ka bhi... pr shubu ke baare mei bhi sochti hai ke agar usse kuch ho gya toh shubu ka kya hoga.. woh itna pyaar krta hai usse, kaise hi sambhalega khud ko... kya kabhi life mei move on kr payega... boht high level pr emotional breakdown hota hai preet ka ... jisse bilkul bhi confidence nhi rehta ke wapis kisi ke saamne bhi jaye.. ya kabhi bhi kahi jaye..
Maa ji apni jali kati baatein suna kr waha se chli jaati hai.. aur preet khudko bathroom mei lock kr ke pehle toh kaafi der tak khoob roti hai... jisse dil ka gumaar nikal jaye... aur jab koi aur lady door knock krti hai toh apna muh dho kr aansu saaf kr ke fir bahr nikalti hai.. aur Shubu ko text krti hai... ke chlo shubu chalte hai.. mai main gate pr hu... aur ghar se bahr shubu ka intzaar krti hai...
Jab shubu ko preet kahi dikhti nahi hai pure function me toh woh thoda pareshaan hone lgta hai... itne me msg aata hai uske phone pe ...ki woh bahar gate pe wait kr rahi hai ...woh sab kuch chor chaar ke waha gate pe aata hai ...preet ki jaise aakhe puri tarha se bharr rahi hoti hai aasu se ....aur shubu ko bahut guilty feeling aati hai ki kyoo woh usse leke aa gaya inke paas ...(aur woh preet ko kas ke wahi hug kr leta hai .....aur uska hath preet ke baalo pe sir pe hota hai ....) shubham : i m sorry preet tumhe akela chora ...waha ...yeh log pata ni mere apne hote hue bhi apna ni samjhte hai ...plzzz tum ro mat na mera beta ....maine mana kia tha na yaha aane se ..
Pree ki aankhein roo roo kr laal hoti hai aur usse abhi kuch bhi acha nhi lg raha .. sab shor jaisa lgta hai andr.. aur shubu ko dekh kr hi kuch rahat milti hai.. jis trah se shubu wahi usse kass ke hug krte hai aur usse uska beta keh kr pyar se sab kuch uske bina bole hi smjh jaate hai toh dil ko ek ajeeb sukoon milta hai.. jaise feel kr rahi hai ke woh akeli nhi hai.. shubu har kadam pe hai uska sath... woh ek pal ke liye shubu ko hug krti hai.. aur aansu firse aane lgte hai.. woh rote huye kehti hai
Preet : Pls shubu yaha se jldi chlo.. mai nhi chahti ke hume koi yaha dekhe aur hmari vjah se chachi ji ka function khrab ho... (Shubu jldi se apni bike nikalta hai aur preet piche se usse hug kr ke baith jaati hai.. pr uska kahi koi dhyaan nhi hai... uske mind mei toh maa ji ki sab jali kati baatein hi ghoomne lgti hai.. jisse woh boht jyada depression mei jaane lgti hai. Jo ke pichle kaafi time se vaise bhi chal raha hai.... saare raaste woh roti rehti hai.. jisse aankhein bhi thodi sooji huyi si lgti hai.... pr woh nhi sambhal paa rahi khud ko... usse bss bacha chahiye.. usse maa bnna hai.. aur nhi sun sakti woh.. usse nhi ho raha sab...
(Shubu ko jaise bahut hi jiyada guilty feeling hoti hai ki preet ko kyoo leke aa gaya uska state of mind already itna kharab tha aur woh preet ko aisi time pe yaha aur leke aa gaya ..usne ache se toh ni suni thi baatein preet ki aur mummy k bich me jo hui ...par jaise usne suna tha ki woh preet ko kaise jaleel kr rahi thi aur besharam bol rahi thi ki woh kyoo aayi yaha .)
Shubham : plzzzz preet tum kisi bhi baat ko dil pe mat lo na .....aise socho ki jo bhi baat unhone boli hai woh ek kaam se suno aur dusre se nikaal do ..i know unhone bahut kuch bola hoga tumhe ...beta main hu na tumhare sath ...tumne uss time kyoo nhi bola meri mummy ko ...unko bol deti ki kami sab mujhe main hai ..isliye ni ho raha baccha aur hoga bhi nhi ...ham dono kaafi hai ek dusre k liye .. ....aur ham dono hai hame kisi ki bhi jarurat ni hai life me ..ham dono kaafi hai ek dusre k liye ...
(Shubu bike rokta hai aur bike rokte ke sath hi preet jaise jaldi se bhaagke unke ghar me jaati hai aur ghar ja kr woh sidha bedroom mei jaati hai.... aur shubu ka saamna krne ki himmat nhi hoti toh door lock kr leti hai aur bed pr pet ke bal let jaati hai aur pillow ko kass ke hug krte huye apni footi kismat pr rone lgti hai...jisse shubham ko bahut hi tention hoti hai ...woh door ko knock krta hai piche se ...)
Shubham : preet ..kyaa hua hai tumhe ...plzzz door kholo na ....plzz dekho mujhe andar aane do
.. mai hu na tumhare saath... aur hum mil kr kuch sochte hai na.....(Shubu ko tention hoti hai ki kahi preet kuch kar na le)
Preet shubu ki baat sunti hai shubu samjha raha hai usse pr woh iss state of mind mei nhi hoti ke woh kuch samjh paye...woh toh apne mind mei depression ke andhero mei gumm ho rahi hai. aur aisa lgta hai ke roshni mei aate hi shubu ki maa aur samaj ke log usse taane de dekr maar hi daalenge...
preet kuch bhi sidha nhi soch paa rahi... woh khud ko kho rahi hai bss... aur woh ghar jakr bhi andr roye jaa rahi hai.. jaanti hai shubu takleef mei hai... usne door bnd kiya hai toh.. usse apne dil mei boht tez pain hoti hai shubu ko aise dard dekr... preet ne kabhi aise nhi kiya tha.... woh andr se hi kehti hai... shubu tum jaao... mujhe nhi kholna door.. mujhe akela chod do....
Jab shubu usse mera beta, mera bacha keh kr baat krta hai toh preet ko apni mummy ki boht yaad aati hai aur dil paseejne lgta hai...jaise chahti hai ke abhi darwaja khol de aur khud ko shubu ke hawale soup de... pr zindagi bohajj (heavy) si lgti hai.. aur woh nhi chahti hai ke shubu uski vjah se iss bohj ko aur sahe... preet boht jyada overthink krne lgti hai
(Shubu ko jaise bahut tention hoti hai preet ki andar woh akeli hai...pata ni pahele hi woh kam stress me thi kyaa uski injury ki wajha se ...aur unki life pahele hi track pe nahi thi ...aur ab aisi me uski mummy ne bina kuch soche samjhe preet ko ulta sidha suna dia tha ...aise me usse aur jiyada tention hoti hai ....)
Shubham : plzzz preet ...main tumhe aise pareshaan ni dekh sakta hu ...plzzz main janta hu tumhe bahut hi bura lag raha hai..par ab sach bol raha hu mujhe sach me koi baccha ni chahiye ....mujhe bas tumse mtlab hai ..aur kisi se nahi plzz door kholo baccha...ham dono ek dusre k liye kaafi hai...kisi ki sunne ki jarurat nahi hai tumhe ..
plzzz agar tum bolo to ham dono yaha se iss city se hi dur chale jate hai agar tumhe woh sahi lag raha hai toh ....ham dono iss jagha ko hi chor dete hai jaha pe itna sab negativity hai ....aur aaj k baad tum mummy se kabhi koi baat ni krogi ..woh iss layak ni hai ki unse koi pyaar se baat bhi kare ...(Shubu ko jaise apni mummy pe bahut gussa aata hai )
Preet shubu ki awaz sunti hai aur jab woh kehta hai ke usse bacha nhi chahiye.. toh woh rote huye kehti hai
Preet : shubhu.... mujhe bacha chahiye.. mai nhi reh sakti aur... mai marr jaungi pls... kuch kro... (Preet nhi sambhal pa rahi khudko.. aur pta nhi kya soch kr bedside table pr shubu ki jitni bhi medicines padi hai usse nikal kr apni muthi bhar leti hai.. pta nhi kaise woh itni depression mei chli gyi ke itna bold step lene ki soch rahi hai aur bahr shubu pareshaan hokr door ko forcefully open krne ki koshish kr rahe hai... )
Preet emotional hokr kehti hai ... im sorry shubu... pls ho sake toh mujhe maaf krna... meri vjah se tumhari life spoil ho gyi .. jab se tumhari life mei aayi hu tumne ek bhi din khushi ka nhi dekha.. pehle gharwalo se door kr dia tumhe... aur tumhari achi patni bhi na bnn paayi... hmara saath shayad itna hi tha.. pls tum move on kr jana..mujhe ek bura sapna samjh kr bhool jana....
(Preet ki baatein sunta hai shubu toh jaise andar se ...bahut buri tarha se ghabra jata hai woh ...jiss tarha se preet ek dam depressing batein kr rahi hoti hai ....shubu ka dil jor jor se beat hone lagta hai aur andar se jaise ek dam toot sa jata hai woh preet ki halat dekhke ....aur bahut tention hoti hai ki preet kahi kuch kar na le ...to uska kyaa hoga woh to jeete jee mar hi jaayega .....shubu jor jor se door ko dhakka marne lagta hai aur har pal jaise time ek ...tik tik karke clock chal rahi hoti hai...
Preet ke andr se jaise jeene ki saari icha hi marr gyi ho.. aur woh sari dawayi khaane hi wali hoti hai ke Shubu darwaja ko jor jor se dhaka deta hai aur finally woh door toot jata hai....shubu jaldi se andar jata hai aur preet jo krne wali thi usski wajha se ....ek dam se usse kas ke hug kr leta hai woh ek dam .....preet ki aakhe suji hui hoti hai aur ek dam buri halat dikh rahi thi uski.... aur shubu preet ka hath jhatak kr woh sari dawayi niche gira deta hai ...preet ke baal bikhre huye hai.. kajal bhi ro ro kr chehre pr faila hua hai.. and she look really terrible
Shubham : shitttt yeh kyaa krne ja rahi thi tum ....preet ...jara bhi apne shubu ke bare me socha ni tumne .....kyaa halat bana li hai tumne apni .....yeh baccha itna important hai kyaa hamari life me ....tumhe kuch ho jata to mera kyaa hota kabhi socha bhi hai ...(Shubu ek dam kas ke ..preet ko apne se chipka ke hug kr leta hai jaise woh uski body ka hi hissa ho ....aur uski pith ko lagataar masalta raheta hai...)
mera baccha ...agar tumhe kuch ho jata to main mar jaata ....tumhare sath hi meri life hai ..preet ...agar meri preet nahi hai toh fir shubu bhi kuch ni hai samjh lo iss baat ko
(Preet ki neck ko uske chehre ko shubu kiss krta hai bahut sare .....jaise uska dil buri tarha se toot sa jata hai apni preet ki yeh halat dekhke ....) muaaah muaah muaaa muhaaah ....baccha plzz hosh me aao ...meri preet hi mere liye sab kuch hai .....tum plzzz dil se nikaal do yeh bacche wali baat ....aur meri mummy ne jo bola ...mujhe bacche se jiyada apni soulmate se mtlab hai samjhi tum
Jaise hi Shubu preet ko kass ke hug krte hai, preet ko pehli baar shubu ki hug se kuch feel hi nhi hota.. jaise woh bss sab khatam kr bethi hai apne andr... aur firse bechain hokr niche padi 3-4 golian muh mei daalti hai pr shubu uske muhh me ungli daal kr unhe nikaalta hai aur bss khudse buri trah chipkaye rakhta hai .. aur preet jaise apne hosh mei hi nhi hai.... Preet shubu ki chest pr peeth pr maarne lgti hai ke woh door ho jaaye usse... aur abhi bhi keh rahi hai...
Preet : kyu roka mujhe shubu.. marr jaane do mujhe... mujhe koi hak nhi jeene ka.... ( aur boht roti hai.... jab Shubu bache ka kehta hai ke kya bacha itna jaruri hai toh woh rote huye kehti hai ).. pls shubu mujhe mera bachaa chahiye... mujhe maa bnna hai shubu... mera bachaaa... mera bachaaa kehte huye preet ki saansein ukhadne lgti hai jaise saans lene mei boht takleef ho rahi ho.. aur woh aur mental trauma na jhelte huye shubu ki baahon mei hi behosh ho jaati hai....
( Shubu jaise preet ki yeh halat dekhke ek dm buri tarha se toot jata hai ...jaise hamesha se preet ko sambhala hai usne ...jab preet ki mom ki death hui thi shubu ko woh din yaad aa jate hai issi tarha se tab bhi woh preet ko sambhala karta tha ...aur uske baad preet ne hi usse bola tha ki shubu ki mom hi ab uski bhi mom hai ..aur aaj ussi saas ne preet ko itna suna dia tha ....shubu jaise preet ke muhh se kaise taise woh pills nikalta hai ) plzzzzz beta hosh me aao plzzz aisa mat kro ..tumhare bina mera kyaa hoga uska toh socho plzzz ..mai rahe sakta hu kyaa tumhare bina ...preet mera jo bhi hai sab tum hi ho ...baccha ho jaayega agar kismat me nhi hai to kyaa log rahete nhi hai kya uske bina ..
tabhi dekhta hai ki preet ko blackout hone laga hai aur aakhe band ho jati hai preet ki.. woh aise preet ke chest pe hath se push krta hai ....uske upar paani ke cheete marta hai ...aur uske hotho se saase deta hai ...shubu jaise rone lgta hai ...aur uski tention ke karam jaise saas hi rukne lagti hai ..uske samne preet behosh padi thi ...kuch jaise samjh ni aa raha tha ...woh jaldi se doc ko phone krta hai....aur doc ko ghar pe bulata hai ..jaise preet ko hosh ni aa raha toh shubu ki bechaini ke karan halat khrab hone lagti hai )
(Preet ki life mei sirf uski mom hi thi.. aur jab shadi ke badh unki death huyi.. tab bhi preet ko panic attacks aane lge the.. pr shubu ka saath tha toh woh uss loss ko bhi overcome kr gyi.. pr ab itne time se bache ke liye jo preet ki mental and emotional halat ho rahi hai.... aur upse shubu ki maa ki jali kati baaton ki vjah se preet ka mental breakdown hua hai aur usse ye panic attack aaya tha )
Shubu preet ko uthane ki usse samjhane ki boht koshish krta hai pr woh iss haal mei hi nhi hoti ke kuch samjh paaye ya shuhu ke point se bhi cheejein dekhé aur samjhe... aur blackout hone je baadh doc ghar aata hai ..
Preet ki pulse and eyes and stethoscope se bhi uska checkup krta hai... aur shubu se poochta hai: kya ye panic attacks first time aaye hai.. ? And ye kabse aise stress mei hai ?
Shubham : doctor sahab mai kyaa batau .. pahele aisa hua hai ...jab meri wife ki mom ki death hui thi ....par kuch din se bahut stress hai ,...bacche ki wajha se ...6 sal hone wale hai hame baby nhi hai ..
in dino toh atleast ...1 mahina hi ho gya iss stress ko aur abhi kal se kuch jiyada h
Doc shubu ki baat sun kr serious hote huye kehta hai..
vese abhi jyada tension lene ki jarurat nhi hai... dehydration and stress ki vjah se behosh hai .... mai neend ka injection de deta hu. Jisse ye poori raat rest kr ske.. pr jaise aapne bataya ke pehle bhi aise panic attacks aate rahe hai.. toh aapko thoda jyada dhyan rakhna hoga... jitna ho sake inhe stress se door rakhe aur kuch dino ke liye bache ki baat bhi na hi kre...usse shayad inka stress aur badh sakta hai.....
And ye kuch med likh raha hu.. ye 1 week tak regular deni hai inhe.. it will help her to stay a bit calm and relaxed... aur agar firse panic attack aaya toh baat bigad bhi sakti hai.. ( doc dekh leta hai ke zameen pr pills bikhri padi hai toh he knows what preet was trying to do . )
Ho sake toh koshish kro thoda mahol change krne ki.. inhe kahi ghumane le jao.. ya kahi aur jo inko acha lgta ho..
doc ki baat sunta hai shubu aur jaise usse sab baatein sahi lagti hai doc ki ...) Shubham : haan doc sahab main pura ache se dhyaan rakhunga apni wife ka ...aur ab bacche ki baat bhi nhi hogi ....par meri wife maa banne k liye bahut pareshaan hai ....issi wajha se usko bahut stress bhi ho raha hai ....but i can't help it ...kyoki kami mere andar hi hai ...
haan aapne sahi bola main preet ko iss mahool se hi kahi bahar le jaata hu ...doc aur toh koi major issue nhi hai na meri wife thik ho jaayegi na ....( shubu tention me bolta hai )
Doc: (kuch sochte huye.. ) dekhiye aapki wife ne aaj jo attempt kiya hai. Ye woh firse bhi kr sakti hai... this is a case of hyper depression... aur inki mental halat itni shi nhi hai ke woh cheejeon ko shi se samjh paaye... toh aapko hi koshish krni hogi ke chahe kuch bhi krna pade pr dubara aisa panic attack nhi aana chahiye.... you are lucky that you saved her today... but next attack can be even worst...
Baki agar koi help chahiye toh ye ek psychiatrist ka visiting card hai.. aap inse therapy start krwa sakte hai apni wife ki...It will help her with the depression
( doc ki baat sunke jaise Shhbham thoda tention me aa jata hai )Shubham : ..doctor sahab mai aage aur ache se dhyaan rakhunga ...mera pura attention sirf apni wife ko dunga ...usse agar aaj kuch ho jaata toh mai toh jeete jee mar hi jaata ...
mai jaisa woh chahegi waise hi krunga ....i love her so much ...plzzz mujhe phychiatrist ki jarurat nhi hai ..mai khud hi uska ache se dhyaan rakh lunga ....thank you doctor ...
( Shubu ka dil kafi beth jaata hai ...ab agar preet ne bache k liye fir se zid ki toh kyaa bolega ab usse ....better hoga ham god hi le lenge kisi bacche ko....preét se yeh bat karega sochta hai)
Doc : well ok then.. and aap bhi rest kro... you dont look well either...
Shubham : haan doctor sahab mai khudka bhi dhyaan rakhunga ..meri wife thik ho jayegi na to meri tabiyat apne aap sahi ho jaayegi .
aur itna keh kr apni fee lekr aur dawayi ki prescription shubu ko de kr chla jata hai....doctor ke jaane k baad shubu jaise bed pe ek dam preet se chipak ke so jata hai ..aur ussee preet ki bahut tention ho rahi hai ..aur preet ke face uske mathe pe hath se sehlaa raha tha shubu ...aur puri raat jaise preét ko dekhte hue ...hi nikal jati hai uski....ki kab preet uth jaye ...is wajha se Shubu sota ni hai....ki preet uth ke kuch fir se koi step na le le ...
Preet abhi bed pr poori gehri neend mei behosh hai.... aur usse koi khabar nhi hai ke uski aaj ki harkat se shubu pr kya hi beet rahi hai.. shubu dhang se so bhi paya yaa nhi
Jab doc aaya hua tha tab Richa didi ne shubu ko call bhi ki.. aur boht se texts bhi kiye,
ke kaha hai woh dono... pr shubh busy tha toh dekha nhi ...
Saari raat dawai ke asar mei kaise behoshi mei preet ki nikal jaati hai usse pta nhi chalta.... subah bhi preet abhi behosh hi hai..
shubham ab dekhta hai ...didi ka call hota hai toh ....Preet jab so rahi hoti hai aise me unko call krta hai woh early morning koi 7 bje unko call krta hai ) Shubham : hello haan didi ...maine msgs dekhe the aapke ...ab kyaa hi bolu aapko mai khoo hi deta kal preet ko ...
Richa : kya hua shubu aise kyu bol rahe ho.. kya hua hai preet ko.. kl bhi tum dono achanak se gayab ho gye... chachi ji tum dono ka hi pooch rahi thi.
Shubham : abhi bhi woh bechari beshosh hai ....kal raat ko usne suicide ka try kia hai didi ....kal itna khcch suna dia hai . mummy ne preet ko kyaa hi bolu ....ab baccha ni ho raha hai to usme uss bechari ki kyaa galti hai ..
unhee itna ni sunana chahiye tha na ...isliye aana pada hame wapas ..itna jiyada jaruri hai kyaa baçha unke liye ke apni hi bahu ko itna suna dengi ...
Shubham ki baat sun kr Richa didi ek dum shocked ho jaati hai ke ye sab kya ho gya... aur samjhti hai ke shubu pr kya hi beet rahi hogi iss time... didi ek ke baad ek sawalo ki jhadi lga deti hai...
Shubu... kya preet theek hai abhi.. ?
Tum toh theek ho na...
Tumne kl kyu ni bataya.. mai aa jati tumhare paas.. kyu aise akele pareshaan hote ho..
Mai abhi ke abhi aa rahi hu ghar...
And haan mmi ki taraf se mai sorry kehti hu.. tum toh jaante hi ho ke unhone tumhe love marriage k liye abhi tak maaf nhi kiya hai toh... aise mei woh jyada bol jaati hai...
And pls tum tension na lo tumhe bhi bhagwaan ji jldi hi bacha bhi denge... pr pls tum dono apna dhyaan rakho..
Mai nikal rahi hu bss.
Shubham : thík nhi h didi woh behosh hai abhi .. dawai di h doc ne usko . usko kal raat panic attack aaya hai ...jo usse .uski mom ki death ke time aaya krte the ...abhi fir se aaya hai kal raat ...kyaa apni mummy uski mom ki tarha usse treat nhi kr sakti kyaa itna kyo sunaya ..
nhi didi abhi thik hai ham mai thik hu ...but mujhe preet ki bahut tention hai ..
ruko ruko didi aap na aise direct ghar mat aao aisa krna aap shop pe aao din me ...but abhi ghar pe iss bare me preet se baat mat krna ..usse fir se agar panic attack aaya toh kuch bura bhi ho skta hai iss bari ..
Didi Shubu ki baat samjhti hai aur uski chinta bhi.. aur kehti hai.. haan mujhe ache se yaad hai uski mom ki death ke badh bhi uski halat boht buri ho gyi thi.. pr tumne boht pyar diya usse aur woh uss cheej se bhi recover kr gyi.. tum dekhna kuch nhi hoga preet ko.. boht strong ladki hai woh ... aur kehti hai theek hai mai aaj shop pr aati hu aur pls tum dono apna dhyaan rakho... preet ko himmat do... uski takkat bno... and tum tension na lo.. mai time dekh kr mmi se bhi baat krungi...
Shubu sochta hai ki didi kitni samjhdaar h ..aisi uski mummy kyoo nhi bann sakti h agar woh aisi hoti toh aaj usse woh ghar bhi nhi chorna padta ..) shubham : thanks didi mujhe itna samjhne k liye ....haan mai àche se khyal rakhunga preet ka ...haan uski.taqat hi hu main kuch hone ni dunga usko ..haan aap din me aa jaao waha milta hu main abhi bas mai preet ko akela ni chorke aana chahta hu jara bhi woh fir se kuch na kar le ...
Itne mei udhar Preet ki ankh khulne lgti hai aur dawayi ke asar ki vjah se boht hi gnda headache ho raha hota hai.. woh dekhti hai ke room abhi neat and clean hai aur yaad aata hai ke kaise raat ko floor pr pills hi pills thi.. aur ehsaas hota hai ke woh kal kitni bdi galti krne jaa rahi thi...
Preet boht sad and sorry feel krti hai kal ki apni harkat ke liye.. pta nhi Shubu ne saari raat kaise nikaali hogi aur abhi bhi kya hi chal raha hoga uske mann mei.. pr poochne ki himmat nhi hoti...
Shubu jaise puri raàt se issi baat ka intezaar kr raha tha ki kab Preet ki aakh khule .....woh puri raat se nhi soya tha jara bhi Preet ke uthte hi woh kas ke hug krta hai : uth gya mera baccha ....kyaa krne lagi thi kal raàt tum ..jara bhi ni soçha na apne shubu k bare me ...malum hai kitna pareshaan tha mai
tumhare bina kyaa hota mera agar tumko kuch ho jaata preet
Jaise hi Shubu preet ko kass ke gale lgata hai toh preet ko sukoon milta hai aur woh bhi shubu ko hug krti hai.. aur aankhein firse num ho jaati hai..
Preet : im sorry shubhu... kal raat ke liye... mujhe nhi pta mene aisa kyu kiya... i love you alot baby... im so sorry.... (mind mei abhi bhi mixed depressing thoughts hi ghoom rahe hai... pr woh kuch kehti nahi. aur 2 min shubu ko aise hi hug kiye leti rehti hai )
(Shubu bhi jàise koi bhi bacche se related baat ni krna chahta tha preet se aur usse jara bhi stress ni dena chahta tha ab )
Shubham : preet ham dono kaafi hai ek dusre ke liye life Spend krne k liye ...to ab fir se kabhi aisa mat sochna ki ham dono akele hai ....aur fir se mujhe chorke jaane wali bat toh sochna bhi mat ..tumhe kuch ho gya toh mai bhi jinda ni rahe paaunga ...i love you more than myself ..
bolo tumhara mood thik krne k liye kuch din kahi bahar chle kyaa ham ..( Shubu preet ki pith ko thap thapate hue bolta hai jaise kisi bacche ko pamper krte hai ..)
Preet ke mann mei abhi bhi shubu ki mom ke words hi goonj rahe hai ke woh baanj hai.. Shubu ko bachaa bhi ni de payi.. aur uske jaisi ladki ho toh bhagwaan bhi hath piche kr lete hai... firse kal raat jaisa feel hone lgta hai...
Shubu ki baat sun kr firse rona aa jata hai.. aur usse gale lgaye huye hi kehti hai...
Preet : pr shubu... mujhe bachaa chahiye.... maii.... maaiiii baanj.. nhi hu shubhu.... nhi hu na.. !!!
Aur mujhe kahi nhi jana.. mujhe bss bachaaa chahiye... (Preet firse bache ke liye tadapne lgti hai aur Shubu se jid krne lgti hai.. jaise ye samajhana hi nhi chah rahi ho ke woh kyu maa nhi bnn sakti.. uss mei koi kmi nhi hai.... bss usse baanj ka kalank mitana hai apne maathe se... )
Shubu apne finger ko preet ke soft hotgo pe rakhta hai usse chup karwaane k liye aur kehta hai: ab baby plzzz jo baatein meri mummy ne boli hai un sab baton ko plzz bhul jaao unki taraf se main tumse sorry maangta hu ...aur tum janti ho na próblem tumhare andar toh hai bhi nhi ..tum koi baanj nhi ho ...you are fit and fine ..
aur baccha bhi ho jaayega tum maa banogi dekhna .ham koi na koi solution dhundte hai préet aur meri mummy ka bhi fir muh band ho jayega ...abhi mood sahi karo baby ....dekho kaisi halat bana li hai tumne apni ...chalo aao tumhe aaj mai apne hatho se nehlaata hu chalo kaisi halat bana rakhi hai apni ( smile krta hua bolta hai preet se )
Preet shubu ki baat sun kr thoda shaant hoti hai aur kehti hai....
Preet : baby tum sach keh rahe ho na... mai maa banugi na.... (thodi khushi hoti hai andr ke shayad Shubu sach keh raha ho .. ye possible hai... iss liye thoda relax feel krti hai .. )
Aur Shubu ki agli baat pr thoda ajeeb feel krti hai.. aur kehti hai
Preet : nhi mai theek hu shubu... tum naha lo ... mera mann nhi hai abhi....
Shubham : haan preet tum bilkul banogi maa ...dekhna bahut jald hi banogi ...ham baad me krte hai na iss baare me baat tum bas jiyada socho mat kisi baat ko ...abhi chalo aao mére sath ..
( pr Shubu aur jid krta hai... aur pyar se khud hi preet ko apni baahon mei utha kr bathroom le jaata hai.... àur usse niche bithata hai .. aur uske kapde kholne lgta hai.... usse ek chotti bachi sa feel krate hai apni inn harkato se, jisse sahi mei aksar Preet kho jaati hai shubu me
Shubham : dekho toh kitni gandi ho rahi ho 2 din se nahayi nhi ho tum .chii ..( preet ko hasane ke liye jaan boojh kr aise chedte huye kehta hai aur usse dekhke muh bigadta hai shubu )
Jab Shubu preet ke kapde nikalta hai toh usse thodi sharam si aati hai... jab ke ye koi first time nhi hai ke woh dono sath mei nahane lge ho... aur Preet firse memory lane mei chli jaati hai... jab shubu ne usse propose kiya tha.... She felt like she is the luckiest girl in the world... aur unki shaadi wali raat bhi woh kitna khush the ek dusre ki baahon mei..pr usske bad jaise samjh hi nhi aaya ke zindagi kab iss mod pr le aayi hai ke ek ek pal jeena bhi itna mushkil lgta hai ab.... pr aaj bhi shubu ka pyaar preet k liye waise ka waisa hi hai...
Aur dekho itni tough situations nei bhi kaise usse hasane ke liye ched raha hai... preet shubu ki aankhon mei dekhti hai aur ek sad smile krte huye poochti hai...
Preet : shubhu tum itne strong kaise ho....
Mai toot rahi hu shubhu.... bikhar rahi hu... mujhe darr lgne lga hai ab.... (kitna kuch hai jo shubu ko kehna chahti hai pr words hi nhi mil rahe ... dono fully nude khade hai shower ke niche... aisa feel ho raha hai ke shower ka paani preet ke sab emotions baha kr le jaa raha ho... (kinda relaxing in a way )
(Shubu ko bhi jàise yeh kal ki si hi baat lagti hai jab usne preet ko propose kia tha aur dono kitne jiyada happy the ek dusre ke sath ....àur jaise woh dono ko hi nhi malum thi yeh baat shuru me ..unhone socha tha ki unki life bahut hasi khushi jiyenge dono ...aur 2 bacche bhi honge unke sath ..kab unki life ..iss mod pe aa gyi thi sach me malum ni chala tha ..
(Shubu jaise preet ki aakho me dekhta hai uske kapde kholta hua aur dekhta hai preet ki body ko ek dam closely ...ki kitni sexxy body hai uski ...aur fir bhi ab tk woh usse pregnent nhi kr paaya tha) Shubham : mmmmm preet jiyada kuch socho mat ...kuch nhi hoga tumko mai hu na tumhare sath ..kuch nhi hoga tumko ... aur itne bure din sath me hi dekhte hai na yeh bhi nikal jayenge.. abhi mat socho jiyada... aur bas mujhme dhyaan lagao
yeh bolke shubu Preet ke boobs ko apne hatho me pakad leta hai aur dheere dheere unhe sehlane lgta hai....... Shubu ka lund jaise halka errect hota h kych kuch der k liye fir woh Beth jata hai....
