Fantasy Didi ne Porn Dekhte pakra or Phir

Agle ek dedh hafte main kaafi busy raha. Assignments, kuch aur kaam, aur Tanya ke saath kabhi kabhar dates, in sab mein itna busy raha ki jyaadatar main ghar se door hi raha. Agar Dolly didi ne agale Friday ko mere gahr se nikalne se pahle wo baat na boli hoti to ab tak main kaafi pareshaan ho chuka hota. Hum dono ek doosre ko bata rahe the kaise hum itna jyaada busy hain aur stress mein bhi hain (didi bhi kaafi busy thi is beech). Hum dono is baat se sehmat the ki kaise kaam ke pressure ne hamaare mood aur hamaari dosti aur paas aane par pratikul prabhav daala hai. Didi mere paas aayi aur usne hanste hue kaha, mujhe lagta hai humko kuch special karna chahiye. Maine poocha aisa kya special kar sakte hain? Didi ne apna honth kaatate hue kaha, kyon na hum dono nange hokar bina ek doosre ko touch kiye masti karein? Mujhe aisi paristithi mein koi raasta najar nahi aa raha tha. Maine bas haan mein apni gardan hila di.

Ye soch soch ke ki humne kya karne ka decide kiya tha, intejaar karna mushkil hota jaa raha tha. Haalanki 2 hafte beet chuke the lekin na to maine porn dekhi thi aur na muth maari thi, Tanya ek mahine ke baad bhi apni choot dene ko tayyar nahi hi. To us Friday ki raat ko jab mummy papa sone ke liye apne bedroom mein jaa chuke the aur hum dono drawing room mein movie dekh rahe the, maine didi ki taraf dekha, hum dono ek doosre ko dekh ke muskuraaye. Didi uth ke mere paas 3 seater sofe par baith gayi, maine didi ki faili hui baanh par apna sir rakh diya aur didi ko apni dono baahon mein bhar liya. Hum us decision lene ke kaaran, dono aaj kuch jyaada hi pyaar aur care dikha rahe the. Hum aaj se pahle kabhi aise nahi baithe the, is tarah maine didiko kabhi baahon mein nahi bhara tha, didi ka sir meri chhati par tika tha, lekin aaj ye sab uchit lag raha tha.

Thodi der baad hum drawing room se uth ke TV band karke bedroom mein jaane lage. Bina kuch bole hum apne duplex ghar ki seedhiyon par upar chadh ke mere bedroom tak pahunche, aur door ko apne peeche band kar liya. Didi meri taraf dekh ke smile karte hue paas aayi aur meri ek jhappi le li. Maine bhi didi ko apni baahon mein lete hue didi ko apne aur paas kar liya. Kuch der hum ek doosre ko aankhon mein aankhein daal ke dekhte rahe aur muskuraate rahe. Didi apna honth daanton se kaat rahi thi aur apni eyebrows ko chadha rahi thi. Hum thoda hat ke kuch foot ki doori par khade ho gaye.

Maine poocha, to fir tayyar ho didi? Didi jaise pahle se tayyar thi usne excited hokar turant haan mein apni gardan hila di.

Hum ek saath apne kapde utaarne lage. Main jab apni t-shirt utaar raha tha tab didi apni pant ke button khol ke neeche kheench rahi thi. Hum thoda ruke, aur ek doosre ko thoda nervously lekin excited ho ke dekha, hum dono underwear pahne khade the. Thoda jyaada hi masti mein didi ne apni bra ka hook khola aur use dheere dheere utaar ke door fenk diya, didiki mast mast chunchiyan ab mere saamne thi. Bra se azaad hone ke baad didi ke nipple khuli hawa milte hi thoda kadak hona shuru ho gaye.

Didi ne bra fenkne ke baad mujhe aasha bhari nigaaah se dekha. Main kuch der ke liye sankoch karne ke baad apne boxer ko neeche karne laga, didi ye sab dekh rahi thi. Maine boxers mein se apne paer nikaale aur fir seedha khada ho gaya, mera lund poori tarah khada tha, aur upar didi ki taraf point kar ke salaami de raha tha. Didi use kuch der dekhti rahi, aur fir mujhe dekh ke muskuraayi. Didineeche jhuki aur panty neeche karke didi ne mere upkaar ka badla de diya, didi ne jab apni panty ko neeche ki taraf sarkaaya to didi ki mast makhmali tvacha aur wo halki halki trim ki hui jhaantein jo didi ke done paeron ke beech ghus rahi thi, unka deedar ho gaya. Didifir seedha hui aur apne ponytail mein bandhe baalon ko theek kiya, meri taraf smile kiya, mujhe apne sundar nagn sharir ki taraf dekhta hua paakar, sankoch mein apne honth ko daanton se kaatane lagi.

Didi wakai mein bahut sundar thi, unka sharir ek dum gathila aur bedaag tha, didi ki ubhaar lajawaab the. Mere ko ye soch ke bada ajeeb laga ki main apne sharir ki tulna didi se kar raha hoon, didi ki komal tvacha, ek jaise kandhe, aur ek jaisi muscle tone. Didi bhi mare nange sharir ko dekh rahi thi, aur mere khade lund par uksa vishesh dhyaan tha. Didi ne apni aankhon mein aaye kisi eyebrow ke baal ko nikaala, fir meri taraf dekha aur muskura di.

Didi ne mujhe chidhaate hue kaha, aisa lagta hai ki tum poori tarah tayyar ho. Tum chaho to main aur jyaada jhuk ke thodi jagah bana deti hoon?

Vishal: Haan didi, bhagwaan ke liye please.....

Didi muskuraayi aur mere bed par ulti hokar let gayi, aur apne dono haath bed par apne sir ki taraf rakh diye. Apna ek ghutna upar utha ke, meri taraf apne kandhe ke upar se peeche ghoom ke dekha. Didi ki choot ab poori tarah se dikhayi de rahi thi. Didi ne mujhe paas aane ke liye encourage kiya, main ab didi ke peeche kareeb 4 foot ki doori par khada tha, didi dekh rahi thi main kaise apna lund hila raha hoon. Main didi ke gaand ki golaiyon ko ghoor ke dekh raha tha, aur unke beech andar ki taraf dhanse kar chhipe hue gaand ke ched ko, main didi ki choot ke donon hothon ko ghoore jaa raha tha. Main kalpana kar raha tha ki choosne par inka swaad kaisa hoga, wo choone par kaisi lagenge, aur saath saath muth bhi maarta jaa raha tha.

Tum hone waale ho kya Vishal? Didi ne dheere se poocha. Jab maine haan mein sir hilaaya to didi ne kaha, abhi nahi, thoda ruko, mujhe bahut majaa aa raha hai, aisa bol ke didi khadi hone lagi.

Main ruk gaya aur lund ko apne haath se chhod diya, thoda ajeeb laga lekin mujhe didipar vishwaas tha. Didi bed par pahle meri taraf moonh kar ke baith gayi, aur fir ghoom ke bed par peenth ke bal let gayi. Didi ne meri baanh pakdi aur apni taraf kheencha, aur fir apni nasheeli aankhon se meri taraf dekhne lagi.

Hum ek doosre ko touch nahi karenge.... lekin tum mere upar to aa jao?

Main bina ek pal ganvaaye, apne chaaron haath paeron par bed pe sarakne laga. Mera lund ab bhi qutub minaar ke maafik khada tha, lekin main is cheej ka dhyaan rakhe hua tha ki kahin wo didi ko galti se bhi touch na kar le. Didi ne apne dono ghutne thoda upar kiye aur taangon ko thoda faila diya, jis se main didi ke aur paas jaa saka, aur apne dono haath gadde par didi ki chhati ke dono taraf rakh diye. Ek pal ke sankoch ke baad main thoda aura age khiska, ab meri dono jaanghein didi ki jaanghon ke beech thi aur mera lund didi ke pet ke upar fanfanaa raha tha. Humne ek doosre ki taraf thoda ghabraate hue dekha. Maine didi ki chunchiyon par ek najar daudaayi aur fir didi ki taraf smile karne ka saahas kiya. Didi ne bhi smile kiya.

Tumko ye achhe lagte hain, Vishal? Didi ne poocha. Main bas muskura kar rah gaya. Didine apne dono haathon apni chunchiyon par le gayi aur unhe mere saamne sahlaane lagi. Kaash inko tum daba rahe hote Vishal? Didi ne apni thodi se nervousness ko chupaate hue kaha.

Didi, aap soch bhi nahi sakti, ye mujhe kitne achhe lagte hain, maine kaha. Main dekh raha tha kaise didi ki ungaliyan un mulaayam mummon ko halka halka daba rahi thi aur jaise hi didi ki ungali khade hue nipple ko chooti, didi andar andar hi andar sisak uthati. Yakayak maine apne aap ko ek baanh par sambhaala aur doosre haath se apne khade lund ko pakad ke aage peeche karke hilaane laga.

Didi ne neeche dekha kaise main apni hatheli mein lund ko pakad ke, lund ki lambai tak upar neeche kar raha hoon. Main dekh raha tha didianpi chunchiyon ko masal rahi thi, aur ab apne nipples ki thoda jyaada chutki bhar rahi thi.

Didi ne poocha, Kaash ye haath tumhaara hota? Maine haan mein sir hilaaya, aur kab apne aap meri jeebh mere honthon par ghoom gayi mujhe pata bhi nahi chala.

Main bhi aisa hi chaahti hoon Vishal, didi ne kaha.

Maine didi ke chehre ki taraf dekha, didi ab bhi neeche mere ko muth maarte hue, main kya kar raha hoon ye dekh rahi thi. Didi ne apna ek haath choonchi par se hata ke neeche apni panasliyon par firaate hue apne pet par le aayi. Maine apni peenth thoda peeche ki jis se main najaara le sakoon, maine dekha didi ka haath apni jhaanton par se rengta hua apni dono jaaghon ke beech pahunch gaya tha. Dheere lekin yakinan didi ki ungaliyan neeche ki taraf jaa rahi thi, pet aur choot ke beech, jhaanton se ghire us thoda uthan liye hue bhaag se hoti hui, ab choot mein sarak chuki thi. Hum dono kisi aur hi duniya mein kho gaye the, aur ek doosre ko dekh rahe the, main apne lund par jhatke maar raha tha, didi ki choot se bas 6 inch upar, jahan didi ki ungaliyan dono jaanghon ke beech kahi gayab ho gayi thi. Didine apne ghutne thode chaude kiye aur halka sa kaanpi, maine apne muth maarne ki speed ko thoda dheema kiya aur didi ke haath ki kalaai ko hilte hue dekhne laga, jis se ye pata chal raha tha ki ungaliyan kya kar rahi hain. Maine upar ki taraf dekha to didi ka ek haath apni chunchiyon ko masal raha tha, maine fir neeche dekha.

Didi ab haanfne lagi thi. Wo jor jor se saansein le rahi thi, aur mere lund ki taraf dekhte hue kaanp rahi thi. Didi ne apna nichla honth daanton se kaata, fir halke se karhaahi, aur apne hips ko thoda ghuma ke apni choot aur upar kar di. Didi ne apne taangein aur chaudi kar di, didi ne apne paer ke panje meri pindliyon par rakh diye, aur apni jaanghon ke beech mujhe jor se jakad liya. Didi ke apni chikni choot par fisalti ungaliyon ke awaaj aur mere lund ke precum chodne ke kaaran aayi chiknaayi ke mere lund par failne ke baad muth maarne ke kaaran aa rahi awaajein humaare liye nayi nahi thi. Kuch der baad didilambi lambi saansein le rahi thi aur kaanp rahi thi, usi tarah se jaise ki main, didi ke chehre mein apna chehra ghusa ke haanf raha tha. Didi ne apna haath chunchi se hata ke maeri gardan mein daal diya, aur jor jor se sahlaane lagi aur mere ko jor se pakad ke gurrate hue hilne lagi.

Maine pahle se chetaawani dete hue kaha, didimain bas chootne hi wala hoon !!

Didi gurrayi... hey bhagwaan... nikaal do Vishal....fir didi ne apne haath ko apni choot se hata ke mere kandhe ko pakad liya.

Didi ke kaanpte hue paeron ne mujhe jor se jakad rakha tha, aur wo apni gaand aage peeche kar rahi thi. Kuch jhatkon ke baad main jhadne laga, lund ne virya ki pichkarayon se didi ke poore pet aur chhati ko geela kar diya. Didi ne karhaate hue apni gaand thodi upar uthayi, aur didi ki choot ka saamne waale uthe hue jhaanton se dhake bhaag ne meri goliyon ko choo gaya. Maine bina hile apni goliyon ko didi ki chikni tvacha par thoda aur daba diya, is harkat ke baad mere moonh se bhi gurrane ki awaaj nikli aur main virya ki dhaar par dhaar didi ke upar chhodne laga.

Ab bardaasht karna mer bas ki baat nahi thi, maine apne lund neeche kiya jis se wo didi ko jhaanton ke upar choo sake. Didi ki mere virya se sani skin ke upar maine apne lund ko dabaya aur aage peeche karne laga, didi ke moonh se siskiyan nikalne lagi aur wo apni gaand uthaane lagi. Maine apne lund ko didi ki chikni skin ke upar har jagah ghisne laga, jis ke kaaran mere virya ke paani saari jagah fail gaya, didi ki jhaantein bhi geeli ho gayi. Didi ne mere sir ko pakada aur mere chehre ko apni taraf kheencha aur ek bhookhi sherni ki tarah mujhe kiss karne lagi. Maine bhi apne lund ko haath mein se chhod diya aur didi ke upar poori tarah let gaya, mera lund abhi bhi didi ki jhaanton ke trikon aur pet par fisal raha tha. Maine didi ko apni baahon mein bhar liya, jab hum ek doosre ko gale laga kar ek doosre ke sharir ko ghis rahe the, tab didi ki chunchiyan meri chhati se dabti hui mehsoos ho rahi thi. Didi ne mujhe apne paeron se mujhe jor se apne taraf jakad rakha tha, aur main apne lund ko aise upar neeche kar raha tha maano hum sex kar rahe hon, didi bhi apni gaand utha utha ke mera saath de rahi thi. Didi ki jeebh ko maine apne honthon par mehsoos kiya, aur bas kuch palon mein hum French kiss kar rahe the, apni jeebh ko doosre ki jeebh par bilkul magan ho kar fira kar choos rahe the.

Bilkul jannat ki tarah mehsoos ho raha tha, jab tak dono ka climax thanda padta hum waise hi ek doosre ko baahon mein liye lete rahe. Ye ek ajeeb si feeling thi, jo kuch hum dono ne abhi abhi kiya tha. Mere dimaag mein bahut kuch chal raha tha, meri sagi badi behan mere neeche, mere virya ke paani sani hui, nangi leti hui thi. Didi ko apni baahon mein liye mujhe ab ehsaas hua ki didi ki saansein aur heart beat ab normal ho chuki hain, to mujhe kisi cheej ka pachtawa nahi hua. Aur jab didi ne meri taraf ghoom ke meri gardan par ek naajuk sa kiss kiya, to mujhe yakin ho gaya ki didi ko bhi is baat ka koi pachtawa nahi hai.

Hum ek doosre ko apni baahon mein liye aise poori tarah nange hi lete rahe, paseene se bhige hue aur virya ke paani se sane hue. Subah kareeb 5 baje didi uthi, aur apne sundar nagn sharir par mera ek blanket odha, apne kapde uthaaye aur chali gayi, par jaane se pahle aadhi neend mein ek pyaara sa khushi se bhara smile de gayi.

Kaale ghane baal jo lehron mein neeche ki taraf aa rahe the, mano ugte hue suraj ki roshni mein samundar mein lahrein angdaaiyan le rahi ho.... aankhon mein sharaarat bhari chamak... komal gulaabi honth... jo ki pyaar ka rahasya chupaye hue the...

Vishal?

Uske halke se touch se mano mere sharir mein bijli ka current daud gaya...

Vishal !

Main apne khalayon mein doobe hua tha, apna naam sun ke hosh mein aaya aur Tanya ko meri taraf kheejkar dekhte hue paaya.

Tanya: Ab tumhaara turn hai Vishal, aaj tum kis duniya mein khoye hue ho?

Sharam ko chupaate hue mujhe ahsaaas hua ki main din mein fir se aaj bhi didi ke sapne dekh raha tha, ye aaj pahli baar nahi ho raha tha. Main hosh mein aakar khada hua aur Tanya ke paas se gujarkar bowling ball ko return se uthaane chal pada. Mera pahla shot bekaar gaya. Ball ke return hone ka wait karte maine Tanya ki taraf dekha, wo mujhe ghoor rahi thi aur uski aankhon mein khushi nahi thi.

Mere agle shot mein aur bhi kam pins giri.

Jaise hi main baithne ke liye lauta, to Tanya ne mujhe rok liya. Tanya ne poocha, tumhaare saath problem kya hai Vishal? Aisa lag raha hai jaise tum yahan hokar bhi yahan nahi ho.

Main turant bachhav ki mudra mein aa gaya, aur bola, Tanya, please thoda chup rahogi please, main theek hoon.

Shayad maine galat kaha tha. Maine Tanya ki aankhon par parda daalne ki koshish ki, lekin wo parda ab deewaar ko roop le raha tha. Tanya boli, ok theek hai, aur uthkar bowl karne chali gayi.

Agle aadhe ghante hum dono ke beech shaanti chhayi rahi. Bowling ka khel, maano masti na hokar ek aisa kaam ho gaya tha jise hum jabardasti kar rahe the. Mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha tha. Haalanki aaj Tanya ek dum sexy mast maal lag rahi thi, lekin usne hum dono ke beech physical na hone ki jo deewar bana rakhi thi – ek aise deewar jo mere aur didi ke beech nahi thi. Mujhe ye deewar bilkul pasand nahi thi. Main Tanya ke saath wo sab karna chahta tha jo main didi ke saath kar raha tha. Ye naarajgi ab gusse aur niraasha mein tabdil hoti jaa rahi thi.

Main jaanta tha, main ye sab hote hue dekh raha tha. Mujhe maloom tha ki main ye sab nahi chaahta tha, jo kuch bhi ho raha hai. Main usko apne aap se door kar raha tha.

Finally game khatam hua, humne shoes wapas kiye aue maine payment kar diya. Tanya mera intejaar kiye bina gate se bahar chali gayi. Jaise hi hum bahar nikle, is se pahle ki main kuch bolta aur Tanya se maafi maagta, Tanya ka mobile baj utha. Tanya entrance gate ke side mein chali gayi aur main us ke paas khada ho gaya, Tanya ne apne chhote se purse mein se mobile nikaala aur baatein karne lagi.

Tanya ne usko Namaste kiya, jis kisi ne bhi call kiya tha, Tanya ke chehre ka rang ek dum ud gaya, KYA? Tanya ne poocha. Ek pal ko shaant hokar wo sunti rahi. Kaise.... mera matlab hai Kab? Tanya ki aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Phone ko kaan par lagaye hue hi, apne doosre haath se apne gaalon par ludhak rahe aansoo ko poncha. Okay.... theek hai...main.... phir main aapko kal call karoon? Uski awaaj bharra gayi thi. Bye.... Namaste.... Tanya ne call kaat diya, aur najrein upar kar ke sitaaron aur parking mein jal rahi peeli halogen lights ko dekhne lagi.

Kya hua Tanya? Is se pahle ki main ye bol bhi paata, Tanya beech mein bol padi, Mujhe jaana hoga, thanks for taking me out, Tanya ne bas inta kaha aur apni car ki taraf chal di. Main wahan par mook ban ke khada raha, aur dekhta raha, Tanya ne car start ki, light jalaayi aur drive kar ke chali gayi.

Jaise hi maine apni jeb mein haath daala, mujhe yaad aaya ki aaj to Tanya mujhe apni car mein lekar aayi thi.... mere paas to car thi hi nahi.

Maine poore ghatna kram ko apne dimaag mein dohraya, fir apna mobile nikaal kar didiko dial kiya. Didi ne teesri ghanti par phone uthaya, usko bada haasyaspad laga ki main bowling alley par akela khada hoon. Didi ne meri awaaj sun ke samjah gayi ki kuch to gadbad hai, aur boli tum chinta mat karo bas main kuch der mein wahan pahunchti hoon.

Main parking ki choti si boundary par baith gaya aur jo kuch us shaam hua tha uske baare mein sochne laga. Tanya ke prati apni feelings ke baare mein sochne laga – achhi bhi aur kharaab bhi. Main samajh to raha tha ki us call mein kya baat hui hogi, lekin sure nahi tha. Tanya ne mujhe kuch bhi us baare mein nahi bataaya tha, is ka matlab uski bhaavnaon ko maine bahut thes pahunchaayi thi.

Main jab is aatm chintan mein dooba hua tha, tabhi parking ki boundary ke paas jahan main baitha tha tej speed mein, ek car aakar ruki, main ekdum thithak gaya. Didi mujhe ghabraaya hua dekh ke car ki window mein se jor jor se hansne lagi.

Achha sorry Vishal, ab andar aa jao, mere liye didi ne car ka gate khola aur main car ke andar baith gaya. Kya hua bhai? Wo tumko yahan akela kyon chhod gayi?

Didi ne car back ki, fir parking se bahar nikaal ke sadak par le aayi.

Vishal: Uske mobile par kisi jaan pehchaan wale ka call aaya tha, unki baton se aisa laga ki shayad kisi ka accident ho gaya hai ya aisa hi kuch. Mujhe lagta hai ki shayad wo bhool gayi ki hum dono aaj ek hi car mein aaye the.

Kuch der ki shaanti ke baad didi ne meri taraf najar firayi aur poocha, uh..huh... aur kya hua? Maine didi ki taraf dekha. Didi aage boli, mujhe lagta hai kuch aur bhi hua hai.

Maine apne lips ko ek doosre ke daaton ke neeche dabaate hue kaha, shyad main usko ignore kar raha tha.

Didi ek pal khamosh rahne ke baad boli, tumko pata hai tumne aisa kyon kiya? Mujhe lagta tha ki tum usko wakai mein bahut pyaar karte ho.

Main ab bhi karta hoon didi ! Par pata nahi kyon. Mujhe lagta hai wo ab bhi mujhse doori bana ke rakhna chaahti hai. Main us se kareeb aakar pyaar karne ki umeed nahi rakhta. Lekin mere ko ye baat samajh nahi aati ki wo mujhko apne kareeb samajhti hai ya nahi, us tarah se jaisa hum ek doosre ke saath karte hain.

Thodi der ke liye fir se khaamoshi chaa gayi.

Vishal.... main ye poochna to nahi chaahati, lekin kya tum din mein bhi ye hi sapne dekh rahe the ki hum aaj raat kya karne waale hain? Kahin is wajah se to tum usko ignore nahi kar rahe the?

Maine jhijhakte hue kaha, Haan didi...

Didi ne turant car ko sadak ke side mein rok liya, main ek pal ko chaunk gaya- bahut saari gaadiyan hum ko pass kar ke jaa rahi thi, didine parking lights on kar di.

Didi: Vishal, sach sach batao, tum usko pyaar karte ho ya nahi?

Yeh koi bahut kathin sawaal nahi tha, maib turant bola, Haan didi, karta hoon....

Kuch bolne se pahle Dolly didi ne meri taraf dekha, to fir tumko hosh mein rahna chahiye, aayi samajh mein, okay? Tumne pahle mujhe bataya tha ki wo jaldi se kisi par vishwaas nahi kar paati. Wo us haadse se abhi poori tarah ubar nahi paayi hai, aur tumne aaj uske dil par gahri chot pahunchaayi hai.

Didi jis tarah se jor jor se mujhse bol rahi thi, wo mere liye chaunkaane wala tha. Jis imaandaari se didi ne ye sab kaha tha, wo mujhe bura lagna chahiye tha, lekin main didike Tanya ke prati daya bhaav ko samajh paa raha tha.

To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Mera matlab, usne phone par baat ki aur bas bye bye kar ke chali gayi... kitni bewkoofi ki baat hai...

Tanya rahti kahan hai? Didi ne poocha. Is se pahle ki main kuch batata didi ne car sadak par chalaani shuru kar di thi.

Didi: Main nahi chaahti ki jo kuch hum dono kar rahe hain us ki wajah se tumhaare aur Tanya ke beech koi gadbad ho. Okay? Aaya samajh mein? Main seriously kah rahi hoon. Main tumhaari behan hoon Vishal, aur hum dono pyaar nahi kar sakte, okay? Tanya tumko utna nahi samajhti jitna main tumko samajhti hoon. Wo tumhaare saath itna jaldi nahi khulegi, jitna jaldi tum chaahate ho.

Kuch door jahan Tanya ke apartment ki building thi, us main sadak par didi ne car ko mod diya.

Vishal: To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Agar in case aaj humaari baatcheet hoti hai, to usko beech mein rok kar, apni relationship ke baare mein baat karne ko, main to us se nahi kah paunga.

Didi ne ek gahri saans li, aur boli, nahi tum apni relationship ke baare mein koi baat mat karna. Ladkiyaan chaahti hain ki tum unka peecha karo, unko baaki logon ke gandi najron se bachao. Hum ladkiyan ummeed karti hain ki jab jaroorat ho tab tum humko protect karoge. Aaj raat tum usko jaroorat se jyaada bhaav do, jis se usko lage kit tum uske liye kisi se bhi ladne ko tayyar ho.

Main didi ko sawaal bhari najar se dekhne laga.

Didi ne mujhe aise dekh ke pehchaan liya, didike honthon par ek kutil muskaan aa gayi. Didiboli, Okay, jab tumne call kiya tha, tab main ek romantic novel padh rahi thi. Ruko, sachhi main sahi kah rahi hoon. Aaj Tanya ke saath aisi bewkoofi bhari koi harkat mat karna, nahi to main tumse kabhi baat nahi karoongi, aisa kahkar didi muskura di.

Hum Tanya ke apartments par pahunch chuke the, didi ne parking mein car ko park kar diya. Ek lambi saans lete hue maine car ka darwaaja khola, aur car se bahar nikal aaya. Ek last baar didi ki taraf ek najar ghumaayi, didi mere ko encourage karne ke liye muskura di, maine apna mobile jeb se nikaala aur Tanya ka number dial karne laga.

Do baar call karne ke baad Tanya ne mera call receive kiya. Uski awaaj se pata chal raha tha ki so bahut thaki hui hai, lekin uski awaaj mein thoda sa maafi maangne wala andaaj tha, usne chootate hi kaha, I’m sorry, main bhool gayi thi ki aaj hum dono ek hi car se gaye the.

Mere dil ki dhadkan badh chuki thi. Maine kaha, Hey, it’s okay, Tanya. Mujhe maloom hai aaj maine bahut bewkoofi bhari harkatein ki, please mujhe maaf kar do.

Dosori taraf se koi jawaaab nahi aaya. Didi car mein baithi hui sab dekh rahi thi.

Tanya (kuch pal ke baad) : Haan, tum aaj na jaane kaisi harkatein kar rahe the, par chalo theek hai lam se kam tumko realise to hua.

Vishal: haan seriously, I’m very sorry. Main... bahar... matlab tumhaare apartment ke bahar hi khada hoon. Kisi se lift maang ke yahan tak aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai wo jo call aya tha wo important tha aur us se tum pareshaan ho. Main isi wajah se yahan aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai ki tum mujhse abhi naraaj ho, aur ye sahi bhi hai, main sab kuch maanane ko tayyar hoon, main tumhaare paas aana chahta hoon.

Tanya (fir se thodi khamoshi ke baad): Tum yahan ho?

"Mm hmm."

Tanya ne gahri saans lete hue kaha, main kisi se nahi milna chahti.

Maine Tanya par jyaada jor nahi daalna chahta tha, lekin...., main kisi tarah aage bola, Tanya main tumhaari wakai mein bahut care karta hoon, sach kah raha hoon. Mujhe nahi pata ki kya hua hai, lekin ek baat pakki hai ki agar tum pareshaan ho, to main bhi tumhaare saath utna hi pareshaan hoon.

Tanya ne kuch bhi bolne se pahle kareeb ek minute tak intejaar kiya. Aur jab boli, to mere dil ki dhadkan mano band ho gayi.

Tanya: Main.... mujhe lagta hai mujhe tumhaari is samay jaroorat hai. Main abhi tum se milne neeche aati hoon.

Mere ko vishwaas hi nahi hua, bas usko sunata hi rah gaya. Maine didi ki taraf thumb-up ka ihsaara kiya, didi muskura di, aur parking mein se apni gaadi nikaal ke drive kar ke chali gayi. Kuch der baad Tanya ki parchaayi entry waale raaste mein lage sheeshe par, jis par dhool jami hui thi, dikhaayi di. Thoda sa darwaaja khulne par wo theek se dikhaayi di, Tanya ki aankhein sooji hui thi aur laal ho rahi thi, baal bikhare hue the, aur usne boxers aur t-shirt pahan rakhe the.

Aaj se pahle wo itni khoobsurat mujhe pahle kabhi nahi lagi thi.

Main aage badhkar uske paas gaya, uski pareshaani se bhari aankhon mein dekha, aur hum dono ne ek doosre ko apni baahon mein le liya. Thodi hi der mein uski aankhon se nikalte aansoo ne meri t-shirt ko kandhe par geela kar diya. Kuch pal ke baad, wo mujhe apne saath upar apne apartment mein le gayi. Door ke paas Buddha ki badi si murti rakhi thi, wo mujhe apne saath andar le gayi. Usne bataaya ki uske mummy aur papa pichle do dinon se gaanv gaye hue hain kyonki Tanya ke dadaji ki tabiyat kuch dinon se kharaab chal rahi thi.

Us raat hone ko kuch nahi hua, lekin bahut kuch badal gaya. Hum dono sofe ke upar ghanton baithe rahe, Tanya ne ek halka sa garam chadar odh rakha tha, usne mujhe bataya ki uske dadaji ki aaj death ho gayi hai, aur wo apne daadu se kitna pyaar karti thi. Wo apne daadu ke saath beete hue palon ki kahaniyan mujhe subah hone tak sunaati rahi, kuch majaak bhari aur kuch dard bhari. Jab wo roti to main us ko sambhaal leta, uski peeth par haath firaata aur usko sambhalne ke liye encourage karta, jo kuch main kar sakta tha, wo best karne ki koshish kar raha tha.

Neend ke aagosh mein jaane se pahle, Tanya ne meri aankhon mein dekha, aur fusfusaayi, I Love You, Thank You. Aur apne kaanpte hue honthon ko mere honthon par rakh diya, aur itna jordaar kiss kiya, jiski maine kalpana bhi nahi ki thi. Uske baad Tanya ne ek gahri saans li, aur mujhse chipak kar so gayi.​