Update 13
Discovering Mum Ch. 07
I had turned my morning alarm off yesterday and was officially on holiday time. So, when I awoke, it was slow, coming into consciousness piece by piece. The first thing I realised was that I had woken with my usual morning glory. Nothing unusual about that except that it was pressed up between a pair of beautifully warm ass cheeks that were ever so slowly gyrating in small movements. The first thought that went through my head was, Fuck, that feels good. The second thought was the realisation that the entire length of my body was pressed up against someone else's. Again, it felt amazing and so right. She smelt good, and I realised at the same time that I had an arm around her body. She had a T-shirt on, but it was bunched up, and my arm and hand were pressed against naked flesh. I could feel a breast pressed against one side of my hand, and the thought of that made my cock swell and twitch between her cheeks.
I had underwear and a T-shirt on as well, and it was hard to tell if she had underwear on or not. If she did, it was obviously buried deep between her cheeks.
It was at this moment that it dawned on me where I was and who I was with. The memories of yesterday came flooding back in a confusing swirl of emotions. And I tried to focus on one thing. Just one thing to ground myself and make the right decision. The thing my brain went to focus on was the fact that I was spooning with my almost naked mother. That my cock was wedged firmly between her cheeks and I could feel her bare breast against the back of my hand. My cock swelled and twitched again, and this seemed to give a signal to her to grind back against me again.
Oh fuck, that felt so good.
She seemed to still be asleep, and I felt like maybe I was taking advantage of the situation. That she might be angry if she wakes up in this compromising position. Would she yell at me? Call me a pervert? I wasn't going to risk that. I began to slowly move my hand and roll over onto my back, but before I had moved very far, she took hold of my hand and pulled me back in against her. She whispered just loud enough for me to hear.
"Don't go away; I want you to hold me."
She then, very deliberately, placed my hand, palm down, against her naked breast. I could feel her hardened nipple between my thumb and my forefinger. She gave my hand an encouraging squeeze, then pushed her ass back against me until my cock slipped back between her cheeks.
"Mmm, that's better."
"Oh, God. Are you sure this is a good idea?"
She wiggled her ass against me again. The hand that was holding mine released it and moved from her breast down her body until it slipped down and between her legs. She was lying on her right side, and she raised her left leg a little. As her hand slipped down between her legs, I sensed that she wasn't wearing any underwear after all. She sucked in a sharp breath as her fingers found their target and her hips began a more intense back-and-forth motion. She moaned quietly, then whispered back at me.
"It's probably a terrible idea, but I don't want to stop or think about it."
I lightly squeezed her breast and gently pinched her nipple between my thumb and my finger. She growled softly and pushed back harder against me. It felt so good, but at the same time, it was a bit frustrating being so close yet so far away.
I wriggled my right arm up between us, pushing her shirt even higher up her back, and pulled my own shirt up as well. I wanted to feel her skin on mine. Apparently, she did too because she moaned again.
"Oh, yes. That's better."
I leaned forward and kissed the warm, soft skin of her upper back. It was slightly damp and salty as she began to heat up. She was breathing heavier, and I recognised the sounds of her impending orgasm from the sounds she had made last night when she came in front of me in the street and in the car earlier. The memory of that mixed with what was happening pushed me even closer to my own orgasm.
She turned her head towards me, and I watched for a moment the bliss on her beautiful face as she began to pant. Then, before I knew what I was doing, I was kissing her savagely, and she was returning it with just as much passion. She pulled away for a moment and looked me dead in the eye.
"I want you to pull your underwear down. I want to feel your cock and your cum on my skin. Just don't put it inside me, okay?"
I wish I could say that I at least thought about it or that I hesitated, but the truth is any ability to think rationally had left me at this point. I released her breast, shoved my jocks down to my knees, and reached back up to take her breast in my hand again in seconds. The feeling I felt as my cock slid deep between her cheeks was one I will remember for the rest of my life. It was hot and damp and silky smooth. Then as she clenched them and began rocking her hips, sliding up and down the length of my engorged cock, I was propelled into an orgasm that I couldn't have stopped or held off if my life depended on it.
She heard my groans of delight, then turned her head to me again and kissed me deeply as I came all over her ass. My cock throbbed with each spurt of cum, and there were a lot of them. We both held still for a few moments as I began to come down from the incredible high. She released my lips and whispered to me.
"That was a big one. Can you stay hard while I finish?"
I chuckled despite feeling a bit embarrassed that I hadn't lasted very long, and then I nodded. The reality was, I could have stayed hard enough to possibly cum a second time, but that would take a lot longer. She smiled at me, then I felt her fingers graze gently over my balls as she began working on her pussy again. She continued to hump against my cock, which was now very well lubricated by the sheer quantity of cum between her ass cheeks. Between my cock slipping around wildly and her fingers working her very wet pussy, it was beginning to make some very wet sounds.
I could feel her becoming erratic with her movements, and she humped harder and faster until she began gasping and making keening sounds as she began to cum. It was incredibly erotic, then she pushed a little further than before, and when she pushed back, I felt my cock shift and begin to slide inside her. It was the single most exciting sensation I had ever felt in my life, and the way she shuddered and groaned as the head of my cock sat just inside her opening was incredibly erotic. She wrapped her hand around my cock immediately to stop it from penetrating any further, and it was all I could do to not push against her.
She seemed torn between letting me slide deep inside her and getting me out of there as quickly as possible. She sighed and moved forward and off me, then pushed back again. This time, though, she guided my cock with her hand so that it didn't slide back inside her. Instead, it protruded from between her legs. Her pussy was wrapped halfway around it on the top side, and the heat and moisture coming from her were amazing. She squeezed it between her thighs and used her hand to support it from underneath, pushing it up and against her clit as she gyrated her hips. She continued to rock her hips back and forth slowly, allowing my cock to slide back and forth between her parted pussy lips. Her wet skin and her fingers felt amazing as they gently stroked the underside of my cock as she shivered through another small orgasm.
Eventually, she stopped moving, and we just lay there holding each other until my cock softened to the point where it would no longer stay between her thighs. She reached up and pulled the sheets down off our bodies, then carefully got up off the bed. She stood there and removed her shirt. I know we had just effectively fucked, and my cum was all over her ass and thighs, but it was so exciting to see her standing in front of me completely naked. My body responded, and my cock twitched, which she noticed and chuckled.
"Surely you couldn't go again so soon."
"Seeing you standing there like that is enough to make me want to."
Her already flushed cheeks turned a shade darker.
"Under different circumstances, I think I would like to put that to the test."
She began to wipe her body with her T-shirt and looked at it a little appalled.
"I should have brought a towel in, but I didn't think... Well, you know."
"I don't think either of us expected that to happen."
"No."
She looked at me with a look of concern on her face.
"Jeff. We really shouldn't have done that. I don't know what's coming over me lately."
"Apart from me, obviously."
She laughed but shook her head.
"Well, yeah. There certainly was a lot."
Suddenly there was noise coming from the kitchen, and we both stopped and stared at the door. The thought of someone walking through the door right now was both terrifying and exhilarating. She was naked and wiping my cum from her body. I was lying there with my cock on full display; I was smeared with cum all over my belly, thighs, and cock, and the smell of sex was strong in the air. There would only be one conclusion to come to for whoever walked through the door, and it would have been awkward at the very least.
Once we knew someone wasn't about to burst through the door, she hurriedly grabbed a clean T-shirt and slipped it over her head. It was a longish one that she often wore to bed, so she didn't even bother putting any panties on. She put her hand on the doorknob, then stopped. She turned to me and spoke quietly.
"Look, Jeff, we really need to talk about this, but now isn't the time. I'm going to go have a shower; when I get out, I will let you know so you can go and have one too. For now, though, make the bed, please, and open a window so we can get some of the smell out before someone else comes in here."
I nodded, pulled my jocks up over the sticky mess that was my crotch, and got to work. She was very quick in the shower and was coming back in through the door by the time I had made the bed, opened the window, and sorted out what clothes I was going to wear for the day. It was warm already, and there was a nice breeze coming through the window.
Now that the risk of being caught was gone and she was clean once again, she was grinning like the cat that had caught the canary. I couldn't help but respond to her smile with one of my own.
"It's so nice to see you smiling."
She chuckled but shook her head.
"It's so strange. I feel like I have good reason to be smiling this morning. I haven't started the day with a hard cock and an orgasm in more years than I can remember, but at the same time, I feel so guilty. I feel guilty because that just happened but also guilty for being happy while my mother is right here dying of cancer. Does that make me a bad person? Am I a horrible daughter, a horrible mother?"
I thought about it for a few seconds and then shook my head no.
"I don't think it makes you a bad person. We are capable of having more than one emotion at a time. You can be happy about one thing and sad about another. I can't tell you how to feel about our situation. It's unconventional, for sure, but we will work it out. As you said yesterday, we just need to be careful."
She nodded as she thought about it.
"Either way, we can't stay in here talking about it. You go have your shower, and I will organise some breakfast."
