If I had known how the summer was going to unfold, would I have done things differently? Regret is a wasted emotion. Wondering if you should regret something is even less profitable. We do what we think is best with what we know at the time. It often turns out wrong, even if it is for the right reasons. I cling to that, believing it is far better than turning out right for the wrong reasons.
In April we had moved a block and a half to a bigger, nicer home with an in-ground pool. I worked as a foreman in a big construction company and Veronica, my wife, was a corporate lawyer. You guessed it. She made more money than I did. She was also a lot kinder to the eye. At five and a half feet and 125 pounds, she was in great shape. Add beautiful and smart to that and you have a package that is very hard to beat. In fact, I have never seen that done. The only question I had, and probably everyone else had, was why did she marry a guy like me? She did though, over 20 years ago. To her credit she never complained much. I knew that she would have been better off if she had married another professional. She deserved a man that would make her proud.
We had two wonderful kids. Dan, our son was 15 while Rebecca was 17, and was the only female on the planet as beautiful as Veronica. Dan was a great kid, good at baseball and soccer. Me? I looked like a regular Joe. I guess that's why my parents named me Joe.
Veronica had been a little cool to me for a few weeks. I wasn't sure why, but I decided it was just a phase marriages go through. Now and then she suggested I might stray. I have no idea where that came from. I had been completely faithful our entire marriage. Still, she seemed to wonder about me.
I remember the first event that indicated it was going to be a season of surprise and learning. Rebecca and her best friend, Jen, were swimming and sunning by the pool. I was sitting in a lounge chair, reading the paper. It was a little after five and Veronica had planned on working late for an important client. Dan was going to go home with a buddy after baseball practice. I had opened a cold beer and was feeling pretty content.
I heard the front door bell ring and Rebecca ran to answer it. I heard her talk with someone for a few minutes, and then she came back out by the pool with a boy. Now my daughter was as cute as a button, but she had seldom brought any serious beaus around to meet Veronica or me. I recognized this situation as a possible turning point for her. I stood as they approached me.
"Daddy, this is Mark Gilbert. Mark, this is my father, Joe," introduced Rebecca.
I looked the lad over as I shook his hand. He was a shade taller and about thirty pounds lighter than I was. He met my gaze and I liked that. He wasn't ashamed or guilty acting.
"Hello, sir," he smiled as we shook hands. Wasn't that the same thing I said to Veronica's father those many years ago?
"Hi, Mark. Good to meet you," I responded. "Is Todd Gilbert from Community Bank your dad?"
I was determined to not embarrass Becky if I could help it, but I always felt better when I knew something about my kids' friends.
"Yes, sir," he responded. "That's my dad."
"Daddy, can I go to the mall with Mark for an hour or so?" asked Becky.
"Jen is here, Becky. You can't just take off like that," I admonished.
"It's okay, Mr. H. I can walk home," volunteered Jen. "I have some assignments to catch up on."
It was not like Becky to be rude to a friend and I sensed there was something going on. I turned my attention back to Becky, ready to turn her request down, when I saw Jen standing beyond Becky and Mark. She was nodding her head quite vigorously as she flashed me a big smile.
I glanced at Becky and her eyes were pleading. Mark was nervously cracking his knuckles and his brow had beads of perspiration.
"If you get changed into something more modest and are back by 6:30 and not a minute later," I relented. Both girls had been sunning in rather meager bikinis. I was not letting my daughter get into a car with some hormonal 18 year-old boy dressed that way!
Becky gave me a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek and headed for her room to change. Mark chatted with Jen and me for a total of three minutes before Becky reappeared. I had never known her to get ready that fast.
"Mark could drop you off at home, Jen. Do you want a ride?" asked my daughter.
"Not now, Becky. I thought I'd do a few laps and then walk home, if that is okay with Mr. H?" Jen responded.
"Jen, our place is yours. You know that by now," I offered graciously. "Stay as long as you like."
With that, Becky and Mark were gone. I turned to Jen with several questions on the tip of my tongue.
"Becky thinks Mark is going to ask her to the formal!" laughed Jen. "She sure didn't need me hanging around, getting in the way."
That was all she had to say. I still remember how awkward and important all those high school social events were at the time. I nodded my understanding and settled back into my chair to finish my paper. Jen jumped into the pool and swam some laps.
I was just reading where that old bastard, Greenspan, was going to raise interest rates when something dropped onto my paper and then fell to the ground. I looked down and saw a bikini top! I looked up and almost had my first coronary.
Standing in front of me, dripping water and topless, was my daughter's best friend! I struggled to remain calm and think coherently. I knew she was a pretty girl but I couldn't believe how ripe and firm her rather large breasts appeared. She had been in our house a thousand times since she was seven or eight and I always thought of her as a young girl. She had turned 18 a couple weeks ago and her body was 100% woman.
"Is something wrong, Jen?" I managed to ask. "Are you feeling ill or anything?"
It was obvious that Jen was extremely agitated. Her lip trembled and her knees seemed to shake.
"Mr. H, do you think I am pretty?" Jen asked in a halting voice.
"Good God, Jen! You are an incredibly beautiful woman!" I blurted. My sincerity could not have been doubted.
She gave me a half smile and asked, "Do you really, truly thing so? Am I as beautiful as Veronica?"
That was a trap women of all ages have set for men since the beginning of time. It was one of those 'yes or no questions' that a man should never answer with a 'yes' or 'no'. I had been married for 20 years and easily recognized the dangers of a one-word answer. I also knew that voting in Baghdad was safer than being with a near naked 18 year-old girl. I had to be very careful.
"Jen, I never knew Veronica when she was your age, but I think she must have looked very much like you do right now," I waffled. "You are both exquisite women and a pleasure to gaze upon."
"Do you think my breasts are as nice as Veronica's?" Jen persisted.
I stood and placed my hands on her arms. I knew I had to bring this situation to a rapid conclusion. I formed my response carefully. Jen was having one of those moments that women seem to have on occasion and the wrong response or action could scar her delicate id.
"I have to say that your breasts are as nice as any I have ever seen, Jen. Your figure is to die for. One of the reasons you are showing them to me now is that you like, and I hope, respect me," I suggested. "If I weren't totally devoted to my wife and my family, you would think less of me. You are incredible and as a man I admit I am very attracted to you. As a husband, and father of a girl your age, I cannot take advantage of you. Neither one of us would like me if I did. It is honestly taking every ounce of my strength to ask you to put your top back on."
"Are my nipples too big for my breasts? Do you see how far they stick out? Do I have too much brown around them?" she quizzed.
I followed her gaze down to her pert nipples. They were nothing if not perfect.
"Jen, please! Your nipples could not be any more perfect. I am sincere about that. Now would you please put your top on before I lose control and do something we both regret?" I pleaded.
"Are you saying that I do excite, ... arouse you?" she whispered.
"Jen, you can take that to the bank!" I replied. "Now please put your top on."
"Mr. H, if I have excited you, then you should be hard right now. I need to know if I do excite a real man. If you let me touch you and it is hard, I will be glad to put my bra back on," she bargained.
Jen wanted proof of her womanly powers. I sensed somehow that it was important to her to feel desired by a man. Why such a pretty girl would need any proof was beyond me. One thing I knew for certain; the proof she sought was in my pants.
"Jen, this will remain between us and please be very brief. Go ahead and feel the proof of your allure," I rasped.
I was sweating and as aroused as I had been in years. Jen looked down and placed her hand on my shorts. Then she gently squeezed my hard cock. She held her hand still for about 20 seconds and then pulled it back.
"Wow, Mr. H! You do like how I look, don't you? I didn't know they got so! How does Veronica fit it inside her?"
"Jen, put your top and come back over and sit in the other chair," I insisted. "Then you can ask me anything and I will try to be as honest as I can." I had to get her dressed before I made a very serious mistake.
So there I sat with a beautiful, if somewhat insecure young woman. I tried to explain love, sex, marriage, temptation and loyalty. I frequently admitted I was far from an expert on any of those subjects, but I had acquired some knowledge of them in my 44 years on the planet earth.
It occurred to me I knew little of her family life and what problems and fears could have led her to exposing herself to me. I did not feel it was the time to ask. She asked intimate questions and I tried my best to answer. An hour later Jen got to her feet and told me she had to get home.
"Mr. H, you are a really good husband and a great dad!" Jen confided and then she started crying.
I stood and held her close and waited. She finally regained her composure and looked up at me.
"Will I still be welcome here, or would you rather I stayed away, Mr. H?" asked Jen with tear stained eyes.
"I love you like a daughter, Jen, and there is no better love a man can offer. Believe me on that. You will always be welcome in our home, any time," I promised.
Jen lifted up on her toes and kissed me on the lips. "Thanks for being you, Mr. H," she smiled. "I love you, too." With that she was gone.
I sat down and considered what had just happened and wondered if I had handled it okay. I had done everything for the best of reasons, but I knew what was used to pave the road to hell. I picked up my empty beer bottle and walked into the house, and right into Veronica!
I was flustered and worried what had she seen and heard. Had she seen Jen kiss me? Stand topless before me? How could I ever explain it?
"Hey, Veronica! I never heard you get home," I sheepishly admitted.
"I just now got in. Where is Rebecca?" she asked.
Mentally, I wiped the sweat from my brow. Veronica hadn't seen Jen!
"She went to the mall with Mark Gilbert. She should be home in the next few minutes, and probably in need of a dress for the formal," I added.
Veronica quickly looked at me to glean whatever information I had, but Becky came flying into the room before she could speak. She was babbling about being asked to the social event of the year and how excited she was. I gave Becky a hug and extricated myself from all the important preparations they immediately began planning. I needed time to think about Jen and how to handle that situation if it came up again. Having a daughter puts things in perspective for a man. I would kill any middle age man that took advantage of Becky. Therefore, I should expect the same. The other consideration was that my wife was my friend, partner, lover and confidant. I could never cheat on her.
Things were normal for the next few days. We were having our first pool party on Sunday and I was busy making sure everything was perfect. Women know that other women will be going through the house and around the property looking for dust or a blade of grass not cut to the right length. Men know that other men will be sticking close to the beer and the pool with the chance to catch a little cleavage or some crotch shots. Men render the need for any cleaning efforts away from the beer unnecessary. Not women. For that reason, Veronica, the kids, and I put some time and effort into making everything perfect.
Sunday came and Dan went to visit his friends and play some ball. He hadn't yet hit the age where it was cool or fun to hang around adults. Rebecca had Mark and a few girl friends stop in. Of course that meant that Jen was there and it looked to me like she had found the smallest top made. Veronica commented on how little Jen left to imagination.
Veronica had a two-piece suit that was not tiny, but it was low cut and really showed off her assets. She had invited several of her associates from work and that always made me a little nervous. These were her equals and coworkers. I worried I would say or do something really dumb and upset Veronica. These people were all lawyers and CPAs and I was a construction worker.
We had invited most of the neighborhood and it seemed that most of them attended. I was in charge of the grill and by 3:00 I must have cooked up 30 pounds of steak and even more burgers. Veronica and Rebecca were keeping the side dishes and snacks refilled and everyone was having a good time. Drinks were in a few coolers and everyone helped themselves.
I had been watching a certain William Patterson devote more time to Veronica than I felt was proper, but I knew better than to ever interfere with her. She was quite capable of handling almost any situation. He was a good-looking guy that appeared to be in good shape. Most of these over achievers made sure they spent time in the gym. He had shown up without his wife and offered some lame excuse when Veronica asked about her. Like most men, I could spot a pussy hound a mile away, and Mr. William Patterson was that.
I finally had cooked every bit of meat we had available and shut the grill down. Several people were splashing around in the pool. I peeled my shirt off and jumped in to wash some of the smoke and grease that had attached to me by the grill. Refreshed I climbed out and grabbed a towel to dry off.
Barbara Brady started a conversation with me as I dried my hair. She was an attractive divorcee that lived down the block. Her breasts were large and she was not against displaying them. I remembered hearing a few women debating their authenticity over the years. Real or implanted, there were quite an eye-full! It wasn't long before I was showing her around the house, at her request.
We had a small room upstairs that we use as an office/computer room. Barbara had expressed an interest in looking at our computer, which I thought was a bit odd. She sure didn't look like a nerd! When we went into the room I noticed the computer was on and the floor was wet. Before I could give any thought to that, somehow Barbara slid up against me with her arms around my neck. Her lips were close to mine as she whispered to me.
"Joe, I know you like what you see. Anytime you would like to see more, just ask!" she smiled. Then she kissed my lips. It happened so fast I never responded. I didn't kiss her back, nor did I push her away.
"Joe, when you finish showing Barbara the house and everything, would you please come back here for a minute. I need you for something," Veronica coldly announced from the doorway.
I turned red and wanted to crawl under the desk! What would Veronica think? I could tell she was pissed, and I am not the most sensitive guy on the planet.
"No need, Joe," smiled Barbara. "I think I have seen about everything. I can find my way to the pool. She gave Veronica a really big, fake smile as she left.
Veronica watched her descend the stairs and then closed the door. She turned to me and she was livid!
"What the fuck are you doing, Joe?" she yelled. "You want that used up slut? Fine! Just pack your bags and sign the deed over. Then you can fuck the shit out of her. Maybe you can trade her tits in for bigger ones!"
I knew Veronica had to be enraged to speak that way. Normally, she never used crude language of any sort. She felt that it would be a bad habit to develop since she was a lawyer and spoke with judges and clients all the time.
"Veronica, I know it looked bad, but I didn't do anything. I was showing her around the house because she asked. She suddenly wrapped her arms around me and told me I could see more of her anytime and kissed me. I didn't kiss her back or put any moves on her. I am innocent, I swear," I groveled.
Besides my kids, including Jen, Veronica was the only thing I truly cared about in the world. I needed her to believe me.
"That sounds like a ration of bullshit to me!" she snarled. "We have company so we can't settle this now. Get down there and entertain, but don't show her another goddamn thing!"
There are times to fight and times to run. I decided it would be better if I let Veronica cool off before I tried to explain myself to her. I left the room and returned to the pool area. Barbara was sitting in a chair by the pool, so I went over by the drinks and chatted with some neighbors.
All I could think of Veronica and the anger I had seen in her eyes. It wasn't long and she emerged from the house carrying more snacks and laughing like she had no cares in the world. That was the lawyer in her. I can't disguise my feelings so easily.
As the day went on, that miserable William Patterson began to monopolize Veronica. I wanted to intervene but Veronica was so upset with me, I held back. My emotions would cause me to embarrass her even more than usual.
Other than that, I had a reasonably good time. It seemed that the new house and pool had lifted my stock with some of our friends and neighbors, especially the women. It seemed like they were friendlier and more interested in my jokes than usual.
Maggie, a pretty friend of Veronica's, and a lawyer, too, asked me to show her how to swim. We spent a good ten minutes going over the basic things she had to remember and she seemed to pick it up quickly. Every now and then she would grab on me if she felt she was sinking, but she never was in any trouble. Not the same for me!
I caught Veronica glaring at me again. I ended Maggie's lesson and went back over by the drinks. I felt like I was walking in a minefield. Every step was dangerous. Jen strolled up to me and smiled an evil little smile.
"It looks like you are pretty popular, Mr. H. The ladies like what they see," she laughed. "All the ladies, but one." With that Jen looked toward Veronica.
"I guess I should not get a good looking husband. A fat, lazy, drunken slob that no one likes would not be apt to attract other women and make me jealous. Am I right?" she asked.
"Jen, the lucky guy that catches you will worship the ground you walk on," I assured her. "He will look like a Greek God and be devoted totally to you."
"Like you with Veronica?" Jen asked coyly. "It seems like she isn't all that happy with her hunk husband being in so much demand. Maybe a slicker; like that Mr. Patterson would make her happier?"
"Jen, what are you saying?" I insisted. "What about Patterson and how do you know Veronica is upset with me?"
"I just know I would expect my husband to keep leaches like that off me, no matter how pissed I am at him," Jen suggested as she walked away.
I watched Veronica and that shithead Patterson as I considered what Jen had said. She was only a kid and didn't understand how complicated relationships could be. Before I could stew on it very long, another lady from the neighborhood began to chat with me. I lost track of Veronica after that.
Half an hour later I broke free from everyone and headed for the bathroom. Patterson was by the pool, charming a senior partner's wife, so I knew he was not chasing Veronica at that moment. I heard hushed voices from the kitchen so I quietly worked my way up close so I could hear what was going on. One thing I had learned from being married and raising kids was that if someone didn't want you to hear something, it was a certainty it was something you should hear.
"Jen, I really do appreciate your concern, but Joe and I have been married over 20 years and he is a little bit bored with me. He may even have a girlfriend already," Veronica complained.
"That is what I am trying to tell you, Veronica. He doesn't even look at other women. He is totally devoted to you. He is the best husband and father, ever!" proclaimed Jen.
"Jen, you are unusually passionate today. I know you like Joe and are loyal to your friends. That is very good, but I caught Joe with a woman in my own house and that is a very serious problem!" Veronica stated as if she were trying to persuade a federal judge.
Jen was not giving in, however, as she revealed, "I saw it happen, Veronica. I was using the computer and hid in the closet when I heard someone coming. She threw herself at Joe. I saw his face and how surprised he was. He would never cheat on you!"
"Thanks for that information, Jen. You are a good friend of this family, but you are quite young. Joe is a man and I am afraid he is having one of those midlife crisis things going on. If I hadn't stopped them, he would have been all over that woman. He has no will power at all. Her boobs are fake and she is a slut, but that wouldn't matter to Joe. If he had time to squeeze her tits he would have, believe me. I am afraid we have a problem," concluded Veronica.
"Does Mr. Patterson have a midlife problem going, too, Veronica?" asked Jen. "Do you have some problem, too, that you would let a guy not good enough to lick your husband's shoes chase you all over?"
Veronica gasped. "You are pushing your friendship now young lady!" she retorted. "I will not be accused of improper behavior in my own home, by anyone."
"Then I suggest you don't behave improperly, Veronica. I know you are real smart and a lawyer and all, but you are acting like any school girl," asserted Jen. "Joe is the perfect husband and you don't appreciate him. You have noticed how the other women look at him, especially with his shirt off, haven't you? They seem to feel you are quite lucky to have him."
"Jen, I am beginning to pick up something here. You like Joe a little more than as a friend and the father of a friend, don't you? Veronica suddenly realized.
The room went silent for what seemed like a long time. Then I heard sobs.
"I would run away with him right now, if he would have me," cried Jen. "All he can think about is you, though. He doesn't like that bitch Barbara at all, and he doesn't want me in that way either."
"Jen, he has no idea that a beautiful girl like you feels that way about him. He would probably take off with you in a New York minute, if he knew. That makes me worry about having you around now. You are way younger and prettier than me. Your figure is incredible. I think your boobs are as big as that Barbara's and are real," granted Veronica. "If he thought you were after him, he would dump me pronto."
Jen broke into bigger sobs with Veronica's statement.
"I tried to seduce him, Veronica! I took my top off and offered myself to him and he turned me down!" admitted Jen.
"Jesus!" gasped Veronica. "He saw you topless and turned you down? Where and when was this, Jen? What happened?"
I listened to Jen retell the whole story and in a very factual way. She even told how she felt my cock, that it was very big and hard, so she knew she had aroused me. But I had refused to take the bait. I had asked her to get dressed.
"He told me how much your respect and love meant to him and that he loved me like a daughter and a man could not love a woman any better than that," finished Jen.
I heard Veronica sigh and I chanced a peek to see her hug Jen and pat her back.
"My father doesn't feel that love for me, Veronica!" she quietly sobbed. "He is drunk most of the time and never pays attention to anything I do unless it is to yell at me. I have seen my mother with different men, too. I know how bad it is when married people don't love each other. I am so sorry for trying to take Joe away from you, but I wanted what you had!"
It was high time for me to leave before I was discovered. I went to the bathroom and left out the side door and returned to the party. I saw old William Patterson had a new game of tossing people into the pool. I knew he was getting some quick feels from the women when he could. The guy was a real shit.
As I watched him I wondered if he was drunk or naturally a prick. He had a strange look and his behavior was starting to really concern me. A short time later Jen and Veronica came outside and they looked to be friends. They laughed as they walked together. I saw them go over to talk with Becky and Mark. Soon they were all laughing and I felt great. It looked like Jen may have helped me with Veronica. Then it happened.
Mr. William Patterson, a lawyer and an alleged very intelligent guy, got behind Becky, grabbed her and tossed her into the pool. As she splashed into the water, the asshole held up her top like a trophy and waved it around. Then he reached out with his other hand and yanked Jen's off! I was moving as fast as I ever had, but I was on the other side of the pool. Jen covered herself with her hands and then jumped into the water. Veronica began backpedaling and Patterson was laughing as he waved two tops over his head.
"Come on, Veronica! We want to see your tits, too. You strut around teasing all day. Now it is time to pay the fiddler!" he shouted as he lunged at Veronica.
I had reached her side and pushed her behind me with my arm. Patterson stopped short and looked at me with a really weird face.
"So you want to protect the whore?" he laughed. "Sluts like her don't..."
That was all he managed before my fist ended his sentence. He hit on his ass, but was back up immediately. I was surprised at that. I nailed him pretty good. Then he assumed a boxer's stance and circled me.
"I was on the boxing team in college," he chuckled in a very strange voice. "Now I am going to kick your ass!"
He hit me twice before I knew what happened. I felt blood on my cheek, tasted it in my mouth, and heard someone scream. Now I was really mad. I plodded toward him, looking slow and unsure. I faked with my left and he went for it, trying to come over it with his right. I had set him up to perfection. He assumed I was slow and untrained in the manly arts. I stepped inside and brought my right in. I felt his jaw break as my fist ripped into it. His head snapped back and he went over backward, out like a light.
I wiped the blood from my cheek and swished my tongue around my mouth and gathered more blood.
"I mixed it up with more than a few shits like this in my stint in the marines," I laughed as I spit blood on Patterson's chest. I was still in the grip of an adrenaline rush as I looked around. I saw Becky and Jen's tops on the ground next to Patterson and picked them up. I handed Becky's to Mark.
"Please give this to Becky, son," I asked.
He moved so fast I wondered if he was worried I would smack him next. I grinned as I thought how he would think twice before he brought Becky home late or treated her with less than the proper respect. I walked over to where Jen cowered against the wall of the pool and offered her the other top.
"No one ever treats my girls like that," I told her. "A man's wife and daughters are not to be touched!"
Jen beamed as she accepted the garment. I felt Veronica at my side and I pulled her to me. She kissed me, blood and all, and I felt great.
Veronica's boss came up to us then. "I have suspected Harrison has been using some illegal drugs. His behavior has been odd. I think that he must have taken some today, along with alcohol. Apparently, it was a cocktail he couldn't handle."
Harrison was fired, but he sued me. Hard to believe, but he did. Veronica pulled some strings with some attorneys she worked with from time to time and they defended me for free. The jury will start deliberating tomorrow. I know I would do the same thing again, regardless of what the jury decides. I know that Veronica loves me, and that working construction is fine with her. I realize she is proud of me for what I am, and I ask for no more than that.
Jen and Rebecca are freshmen and roommates at college now. They still talk about the look on my face when I stepped in front of Harrison as he was trying to reach Veronica. Becky described the whole thing to Dan and he whined for a week that he wasn't there to help me.
"I knew Mr. H would kick the shit out of Patterson," Jen later told everyone. "No one better ever touch Veronica, Becky, or me with Mr. H. around!"
