Update 150

Yes surely it makes very good pair, but unlucky me can never be kishan’s rukmani in this life.
Don’t think like a fool. Be rational in thinking. I wont get such a lovely girl who always wishes good of me. Never ever tried to pep in my life other than appreciating goodness of me. Never thought that I toohave darker side.
That is none of my business kishan dear. Whatever you are however you are, you are my love. Only thing is I am abhagan to be your soul mate. That much I can tell.
Please don’t say like that, may be you won’t marry me but you will be my soul mate always. Hope you will agree for this.
I cant understand kishan.
It is nothing when our souls are united; it is nothing but soul mate.
That way it is right you are my love forever.
You know how happy such talks make me. That is the reason I want to be with rest of my life, will you keep me with you.
How many times I should repeat, you are going to be with me as long as you wish. Even you are away from me physically you are in my soul and you will be there. You have occupied that place long back, no one can replace you from that place.
Is it true, she asked me.

If it was possible I would have torn apart my heart and show like bajarangbali showing to lord rama.
She became sentimental and hugged me tight. No need dear i can see my image clearly I can see your heart and its contents. May be there is presence of others but surely I can identify my secured place there.
She hugged me tight and began showering kisses on my face. she had done it several times earlier but this time I felt some difference in it. She was kissing like a lover or else I thought like that. I turned my face a little that made our lips met. I hoped she would stop or shift from there. But alas she didn’t she continued kissing my lips also. Her tender lips felt great on my lips.

I could not control myself I hold her body tight in embrace. She kissed all over my face and her lips travelled back to my lips. This time I responded by kissing her back.s he broke kiss and looked into my eyes then she closed her eyes. I thought she would revert but for my astonishment she kissed my lips back. That was shocking for me. I had never dreamt that she would do something like this.
May be she had become sentimental by speaking well to her. I didn’t want to blackmail emotionally or take advantage of her mental condition. I closed my lips but she continued kissing me.

I begun losing self control my body was responding to such kisses. I was getting excited at the same time I was getting confused. I had proposed her many times in past few hours for which straight away she had rejected. My proposal was not for show off. i had done it with my heart consent. I would not have hesitated to marry her if she had consented.

Subconsciously I opened my lips, she began sucking them. There was no doubt she was either excited or gone mad. She was kissing me like a lover, her eyes closed but her facial expression conveyed me that she is not influenced by anything but her heart. I too kissed back and sucked her honey pot. Her boobs pressed on my chest. Her nipples were felt from her thin blouse. She was not wearing any bra so I could easily feel them. Within short time I felt both of her devil nipples getting erected and piercing my chest. Then I was alarmed it was getting out of control. Though she was still kissing me I pushed her away.

What the hell do you think you are doing I roared.
Nothing, she replied.
This in not the way you ever kissed me.
That is true, but now I am kissing she replied so coolly that nothing has happened.

You are doing wrong thing. We should not do it, when you still think that we are siblings we can’t do.
You only had told that it has become common even in real siblings. There is nothing wrong in it.
No it is not right we can’t do it. if you accept to marry me we can do it right now. We can celebrate our first night before we officially get married. Or else we right now we can go to temple and get married in gandharv vivah style and later we can get married officially in presence of thousands of people. I won’t feel bad for you getting married no need to marry stealthily.
Don’t speak of it now, thatis impossible let me show hw much I love you.
No you are being carried away by emotions. I don’t want that to happen.

Please don’t speak now, I am not in mood to speak. Let me show my love and I want first night to happen now. Without marrying also we can have first night. I want to be deflowered by you and only you. Otherwise I will remain virgin till death. You are man you can’t understand girls feelings. You can understand my feelings as bro not like man and woman. i know you are most brilliant man, but you cant read between lines especially of girls. You don’t know my condition. I have decided to do it no one can stop me, not even you hehehehe
Please stop and tell me what exactly you want to say. I know you love me and there is no need to express it this way. I don’t want to play with your emotions. I don’t want to carry guilt for rest of my life.

Please listen to me carefully. I am not virgin, am not a simple person as what you think of me. I have a complex personality. There are many girls in my life. I am not virgin I man having relation with many girls. But I can assure that if you marry me and ask me to stop those relations whole heartedly I shal stop and be yours and only yours.

Without knowing anything of my darker side you are floating purely on your emotions. No please control yourself. You are best in it. You have been controlling your emotions since the time of marriage till now. It is not difficult for you to control some time more. i shall bring back your hubby all for yourself. I am sure I can handle those people and bring him back for you.

Whether I will go to him or not is apart I don’t want to stop what I am doing now. And about you, it is not my business to know your past or future.
When he can practice adultery why not me?. I am going to do it and that too right now. For that you are the only man I can rely upon. Don’t think that for revenge I am using you. Don’t be under such impression. I am very clear you desire me, whether you accept it or not, I am very clear about it. Yu don’t know I too desire you. If lavanya was not there when we had admitted lavanya in hospital, we three were sleeping on same bed. It was you in middle and we both were on each side. That moment itself I wanted you and wanted get deflowered there and then only. I don’t know how it entered into my mind. I could do nothing in presence of lavanya. That was the first time I felt it that way.

If y9ou remember I had pressed my both boobs on your back, when you turned my side I pressed them on your chest, I thought you would be excited and proceed.
You were getting aroused , your rod was coming into attention. But your heart and conscience didn’t permit. Later I felt guilty for trying to seduce own bro. so remaining days though we slept together I didn’t attempt to seduce you. But still I slept the way couple sleeps, in full body contact like husband and wife sleeps.
I should appreciate you for your ability to control. You were not that much attached to me like bro. of course we had become almost siblings by then but still little effort from your side would have melted me even after I felt guilty thinking of you.

You know always I keep distance from men. I didn’t have any boyfriends even in my college days. I had never allowed any man touch me. It is you and only you whom I have touched, not even my hubby the way I touched or let you touch me. I had spent several days sleeping beside you in Mumbai.
That is the reason dear I want to keep myself away from such thoughts. That is your culture, you were brought up that way,. I should thank your parents for giving such nice culture. Let us not be carried away with emotions or lust.
Don’t interfere me I am not yet done with my talks. I know you have desired me many time I have felt your man saluting few times we were in such compromising conditions. You can’t lie to me. Even today when I was sleeping on you, your this thing was erect. I had pretended to be angry. But inside I was so happy at least one man desires me. But my mental condition was not favorable that time.

Dont think that I am being carried away with emotions with full consent I am devoting my body and soul to you. I would have accepted to marry you, but I want you to marry girl like angel who has freshly come from heaven. I want to enjoy that scene of you marrying such a beauty. I am not fit for that. Even if you insist to marry me I will be vanishing from here and won’t see you in rest of life. Make sure of that and now you can speak anything but that.
What can I say if you lay so many conditions? Still there is time to think. Ok I shall accept to take you and deflower you, will you give a thought even later to marry option will be kept open.

Let us see what will happen in future, who has seen future she replied sarcastically.
That means she was firm on her stand.
Come on let us close discussion we had enough of it. I think you are getting stinky smell fo sweat. Better go and take bath she ordered me. I didn’t have such feelings but as she had ordered I moved to wash room in a way was happy that our long discussion had ended. If I give time she will turn back from such ideas.

I took my own time to shower was happy that she didn’t ask me to join in shower. That means her thinking is taking shape and she might have realized what I had said so far.
When I came out she handed me fresh short and west to wear.
Then she entered washroom. So the things have changed and she is in right track. With hot shower she will get fresh and her mind will be cooled. I wanted to give her enough privacy I closed the door behind her. I waited for water sound to come. Then I left the place.
I returned to hall switched on t v , though my mind was not on t v it was roaming elsewhere. Al the time iwas thinking about days happenings. Both lavanya and her friend had vanished from mind.

I kept thinking and thinking , time was running. She was taking lots of time, I was worried as she had gone since half an hour or so. What she must be doing such a long time. I went near to wash room when I heard some humming sound ,s he was singing some song. So she is also bath room singer I laughed for myself and was relieved and went back to t v lounge.
I waited for her to return and in mean while I had closed eyes and drifted in sleep. When she shook me I murmured without opening my eyes. Come on yaar let me catch some sleep; I have not slept properly in past two days still my eyes closed. if you want o sleep move to bedroom why are you sleeping here she said. Then I opened my eyes realizing I was sleeping on sofa.

When I saw her I was literally shook, she was standing stark naked beside me. I could smell of her perfume. She was freshly bathed and looking like a angel. Her body was shining in light, hairs dripping water, her long hairs cascade over her body. Her body is whiter than compared toher face. I looked from top to bottom, her face was glistening but felt shywhen I looked at her body inspecting each element. When she blushed she looked more beautiful. Her dimple cheeks long neck was adding to beauty. Then I glanced at her boobs, they seemed to be tight, her nipples erect like bullets. Flat stomach, there in not even inch of fat over her tummy. Deep navel she looked like unmarried girl. Then my eyes descend to her joint of thighs, I could have a peek at he pussy, that was also glistening. May be she had shaved just now for me. Long slender legs unlike athletic like lavanya but she looked homely sweet girl. I could survey in few seconds, she felt uncomfortable looking at her nude body.
What is this I came out of shock and asked her.

This is what I had planned why don’t you like what you saw?
That is not the question baby, why the hell did you come out like this. Why are you exhibiting your body to your bhai I asked.
I wanted to show what assets I have. I don’t think in any way I am inferior to any of our girls.
You are like angel but that is not point dear. Just one hour back we had resolved that we would not be doing any foolish acts for which we repent later.
Yes that is wwhat I am here and going to do. I should not repent by losing a chance to be united with my bro. god has created right opportunity for us, and we are going to utilize it. I want to have all theose experiences from which I was so far deprived of. Now I amwith you and we are going to usethese moments to savor for rest of life.

But it is sin baby I mustered courage to tell. I was also shook by her naked beauty. I had desire and it was growing in high streams. But my conscious was stopping me to hold her and hug her nude body.
No more thinking dear. I have already decided and I am dedicating my body along with virginity to you. Please don’t say no now. You can’t understand how much courage it needs for naive girl to prepare herself for such condition.
Come with me let us speak in bed room. She pulled me along with her. Her body was intoxicating. I waslosing all my self control. But still I was holding back.
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Are you going to be my man now she asked.
But I had laid a condition to be your man. If you are going to be mine for life, time than I am ready.
So you wont come to me until you marry me, I am asking for the last time.
Yes you are right I am not interested in mere sex, I believe in love and lovemaking. I don’t want tbe carried away with lust especially whom I love. Hope you get my point.
Than how come you had several girls, did you marry all of them.
That is right question baby. I had not loved them but we had come to understanding that we would be having sex. on mutual consent we did lovemaking in other form of sex. But your case is different I love you more than any one. thatis the reason I have tot hink hundred times before I do anything with you. if you were one of them I would have already deflowered and show what is sex and love. but you are very special to me, hope you understand.
She pulled me to dressing table. Now we can come to one understanding so that bothof our goals will be reached without any guilt feelings.
What is that, are you ready to marry me.
Yes and no.
What is that yes and no means
You are such a stupid, I never thought you would be so dumb. Neither you are allwing me to speak nor you are understanding my words.
Ok yo speak now.
She bent forward showing her shapely ass to me. My cock vibrated in shorts. My cock was already erect by a nude beauty standing beside me. I was making futile attempt o keep it in control. no that bastard has his own way of thinking, he does not need brain. He has formed a long tent and was ready jump out of its confinement.
She took vermicelli (kunkum) looking at vermicelli in her hand I was jumping with joy, it means she is getting married to me. but I waited patiently for her words. I was dying to hear those words she inviting me to marry her and be my wife forever.
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She extended the bowl of vermicelli to me. I was happy to take but I waited for her to saysomething.
Put sindhoor on my forehead and be my hubby for this night.
I had extended my hand to take bowl but when she finished her sentence automatically my hand paralyzed and fell down.
I can’t understand what you are saying dear.
It is very simple, unless you marry me you are not accepting me .
You are right I replied.
So I have found a intermediate route. Apply this to me you will be my hubby, but time duration is one night.
That is very bad dear. I was so overjoyed when I saw this pot in your hand but you have killed all my dreams. This is cheating dear please don’t say like that. Be mine forever I shall keep you in such a way that not even any queen are enjoying that high life. I will love 24x7 I will see that your love never diminishes lifelong.
Her eyes moistened she hugged me tight. no need to express baby I can assume. I am sure I would be high on this world. But my thinking differs from you and don’t compel me to cry.i don’t want to cry on this occasion. One thing is sure always I am yours not as wife or rakhail. but mentally I am always yours. Don’t think that we will be doing this again. You are mine and it will be always, that I can promise you.

So you have decided everything in short time I said looking at her face.
Yes kishan bhai, that I have decided and I plead you to go with my words. It will be better this way. So that both of us won’t have guilty feelings later. For me I will feel that I was united with my husband and you to after me to get married to me. Even if it is for a night we shall become husband and wife. Your desire of marrying me will be met and for me I won’t have guilt of committing adultery. In future if we remember this day I can proudly say that I have not committed any thing with other than husband as you will be my husband for today.
So you are ready to marry me for the day at least. You are going to marry your own brother.
Yes I am going to marry my own brother today. But one thing is after getting married we wil be transformed into wife and husband. Before and after that we are same siblings again. Ihope you can understand what I mean.

I thought for a while, when she is reluctant about her decision I should agree for her proposal. Though ihad desired to make her my wife forever but she has other thoughts. I should be happy to become her husband at least for this short time. Let us think over the matter later also. If possible I can persue her later too. Let me rely on god for this. Let me marry her for the day and make her mine. So that she will also be pleased and won’t have objection. But I kept thinking how she changed her mind inshort time and came to this conclusion. As I always say these women are unpredictable and she proved it again.

If you want it this way and you don’t have any repentance later I shall accept your proposal. But make little amendment in your resolution.
What is that now she asked?
Don’t restrict it to only for today. Say that if we desire later we can have it again. Only on mutual consent I added. It was my feeble attempt that if she agrees for this I will have chances in future not for sex alone but about pursuing her to marry me.
I don’t have such thoughts right now, and I don’t have such desires. But we can leave it to god if he wishes then ……………

Come on dear I am very happy at least you will me give chance to be with you even later. Don’t think that I have lust in my mind but I always dream to be with you. Sex is not everything inlife. Love is most important that I expect from you.
You are stupid to think this way. Do you think I have agreed to marry you for a day because of seex or lust. No you are wrong your love has made me to take such a drastic step. If lust was riding me I woud have agreed or tried to seduce you long back. It is pure love and nothing else, as a part of this love we are going to be united physically and mentally. When yu proposed me to marry me I was so hppy that the person whom I love from bottom of my heart is wishing t marry me. I was flying on clouds but I have my own thinking and my conscious is not permitting me to enter your life this way. What I want is you to be happy forever and not any kind of repentance later.
Let us stop arguing or discussing mahoorth is passing away. Let us not waste any more time now. Apply sindhoor on my forehead and let us complete the rituals.

I hugged her and caressed her face, as my would be wife commands hehehehe.
That is like good boy she replied and kissed my cheeks.
She extended bowl to me. With all the love in the world I took sindhoor and was about to apply.
Wait for minute she stopped me.
I was frightened to death why this stoppage again. Has she changed her mind I thought?
We shall make it different way. I think nobody has wed this way. All the marriages take place in full crowd and gathering of all relatives, well wishers and pandit. But here we are celebrating it alone without any pandit singing prayers or any mangal vadya. Always couple are dressed in wedding attire.
I am standing nude here and in absence of all the formalities and rituals. We shall make it exclusive wedding.
You mean I should get you wedding dress, how is it possible at this hour of night. If you inist I shall try some mall.
You seem to be in hurry dear, you didn’t let me complete my sentence.
Then what do you mean.

Have some patience dear, let us marry in new and unique style. She came forward and removed my west. I thought she would suggest me to change dress. But instead she removed my shorts also. Now I was also nude, standing like her. She looked at me and then she glanced at my limp cock. So long it was standing like a flag pole but after all the discussion and hot argument it had subsided.
What happened to him she asked pointing at my limp cock. So long he was struggling to come out but all of a sudden he went cool hehehehehe.
You made him sleep by your cool gestures. He was eager to come out but you disappointed him by not letting marry you.
It is wrong I have been insisting to marry me for a night. Let me take care of him she said and sat on her knees. Come on dear you can’t sleep when night is becoming young and your bride is getting married very soon. Her face was so near to my cock I could feel her hot breath on my tool. With mere her breath it stirred. She smiled looking at it gaining life. See how clever he is, just by single word he is getting life, but you are such a stupid I had to convince you for hours. She holds my cock very tenderly as if it was going to bite her.

Then she caressed it with her soft fingers. Now it was erecting slowly, then she bent forward and planted a light kiss on the tip. Suddenly it rose harder on the feel of her luscious lips. Hey stupid don’t get exacted so fast she said laughing at it and then stood up.
What do you want me to wear I asked impatiently.
Nothing she replied.
What do you mean I asked?
We are going to marry in these birthday suits, I think for the first time it is happening in this world.i was shocked to hear, so this is your unique plan I asked smiling at her.
Now you are going to fill my forehead with sindhoor ,s he slightly bent forward. I put vermillion and then she bent forward to touch my feet which i don’t like. I moved back this way she hit her face on my groin, I think her lips brushed my hard cock. She began laughing you like this way dear she asked. She pat my coc k lightly and hugged me tight.

From now onwards till morning you are my hubby, don’t call me didi now she reminded. She began kissing me. This time it was voluntary kiss from her side, for the first time she was smooching me. Ilet her go on her own way. By the way she kissed me she looked very much amateur in this. I felt pity for her, though she is married since almost year she had not learnt art of kissing. She wsas sucking my both lips at a time, she didn’t know how to suck each of them. Then abruptly left me, gasping for breath.
Then I took her in my arms and lead her to bed, she was shying anticipating love making from me. I made her sit comfortably she thought I would start fucking her, she was feeling shy. She tried to lie down. But I made her sit and too seat beside her. I had to teach her from abcd.
I placed my hand over her shoulder and asked her how do you feel my dear wife. She blushed and bowed down. I lifted her chin and made her look into my eyes. She was still blushing and bowing down. Again I lifted her chin but she was stealing glances.
Be comfortable darling, now you are no more didi, you are my love, my sweetheart. You are my wife now, when you have become wife there is no need to shy this much.

This is the first time I am looking you as hubby this makes me uncomfortable she managed to utter.
Then feelthat you are with your bro, then you won’t need to shy that way.
How can I be nude in front of brother, it is better to be like wife than sis.
I caressed he back and pulled her at my side. She leaned over me was trying to be comfortable with me. So long she was nude in front of me but then her behavior was different when she became my wife her behavior had changed.
I didn’t want to rush and spoil game, first I wanted to bring her to normalcy then proceed for sexual activities. I began looking at her face and then her body. My cock was jumping with excitement of having new wife beside me who is virgin and loves me a lot. When I glanced at her boobs tight one may not be as hard as lavanya but very firm. They were round in shape having very big areola larger than rupee coin, light brown color. On the top was long nipples always they attracted me, as their impression was always visible over blouse, when she was not wearing bra. Often she didn’t wear bra in house always they were drawing my attention. I had assumed them to be long ones but they were larger than I had assumed. She was already excited but still feeling nervous. See when you make decision is different than acting upon it. When she was getting married she had much courage but she was shivering now.

Don’t be afraid dear you know me very well and how much I care and love you. It is better that to be with me then unknown husband with who you have seldom met. I wont hurt you either physically or mentally, be courageous and expressive I encouraged her. Thanks she uttered in low voice.
After some time she looked at me and followed my gauze and asked why are yu looking like that, have you never seen a girl before.
Not as beautiful as you my darling I replied.
No need to flatter me now, I am already your wife. You are not trapping new girl she tried smile for her own joke.
I am saying truth baby, you are the gem of al my girls. You know that love has boosted the feelings which no other girls do to this extent.
See how your boobs are heaving with every breath I gestured at he round and tight boobs.
She felt sy and tried to cover them wither hands. I slightly brushed away her hands but still she was trying to cover.
If you cover boobs with both hands who will cover this golden gate I gestured at her pussy. This time she really blushed and lay over bed trying to cover herself with sheet. Yu are too bad bhai I mean hubby she corrected.

I pulled her and made her si, she was reluctant to sit. You are shameless fellow you are analyzing each part of mine.
You are right my darling wife, so far you were my sis so I could not openly see your assets but now you are my half shirt(ardhangi),now I am empowered to look and drink beauty of my better half. That made her shy again she covered her face this time. With her blushing, her face was becoming red and that added beauty into her. I am so excited today to have you as my legal wife and now planning and dreaming to deflower you.
Why are you making me shy by speaking all those words? You could do anything you like to your wife. Pease don’t embarrass me by speaking such words. She was protesting mildly but I knew all the girls like to be praised, and my praises were realistic, I was not flattering her false.

Now I need to teach my darling the art of lovemaking. She looked at watch she was worried that I was wasting lots of time.
Don’t worry dear wife we have all the night and day for ourselves. What I always prefer is whatever I do should be perfect one, I should not repent for not completing task without handling everything smoothly and perfectly.
I know that you are an perfectionist but time is running out.
Don’t worry about time we can always extend our agreement period hehehehe.
Not possible dear we have agreed to be couple for night and it will expire on sunset and we will becoe siblings later.
Ok baba as you wish. But please keep some relaxation so that we complete as per our mutual wish. There is no space for any force everything willing as per your wish not mine, satisfied?
Yes darling, now commence the work.
First let me teach you how to kiss that will be right beginning.
I pulled her to me and gave nice smooch. She was not actively participating as she didn’t know the techniques. You have to remember what I do to you and you need to repeat same things to me I convinced her.​
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