Update 94
facing dinesh for ? 3.18
In this case I tried to help you but stepped in wrong way, for that you need to excuse me. For what I should excuse you, I know you never commit mistakes deserving excuse he replied. Don’t say like that, no one is perfect in this world, especially me. See it is bit complicated case, I am going to reveal some truth that may shock you, but make your hear enough strong to absorb shock. What is that are you going to explode a bomb; he tried to smile but failed miserably. You can something like that, I don’t want to blame you but very sad do say you are the root cause of this problem.
As I said you are poor in many things, I am not trying to dishearten you but it is truth. You are too good in mathematics and statistics including accounting, and poor in rest of the life. You neither know how to enjoy and give enjoyment or let others enjoy.
He - don’t know about what you are speaking.
me- not specific but in general you do same, even now while drinking despite of my words to go slow, you are hurrying as if you will never get another chance in life. Same story even in bed also. You raise her saree insert your dong and do it for couple of minutes and finish off to roll other side leaving her high and dry.
He- yes that is the way it is done, should I keep mine buried in her till break of the day?. What bullshit you are speaking.
Me – that is what I am conveying bro. have you ever asked her at least once, that whether she reached her orgasm in all these years.
He – what is that, are you aware you are talking about women not men.
Me – this is where you lack of information bro, I pity about you and your knowledge about sex. Have you never seen others fucking or at least blue films? Before marrying you should have gained some knowledge. It is not too late, now also you can get some. Girls also get climaxes and they too be need to be satisfied in bed and other fields. You never worried about keeping them satisfied; you brought groceries to fill their stomach. Have you ever asked about their other needs, I know you never took them to cinema also.
He – they have all the liberty to go, even without me.
Me – that is not the issue bro, you taking them with you with love is different and asking them to go on their own is different. See everyone will have their own likings and expectations, all ladies dream or have dreamt before marriage about their hubbies to take them to places of their wish and care about them and lots of things, which you never bothered to ask her fantasies or expectations. Still she loves you a lot it is your good luck. I know she never grumbled all these days about your ill capacities physically or financially, am I right?
He – you are absolutely right but you are telling as if I have I have kept them starving of food. It is too bad shree you are blaming too much. He was angry and his face flushed with blood on his face making him red.
me – what a fool you are, you could never meet needs of your sis education expenses and you never asked what does she wants, still your family loves you. I know they are aware of your ill earnings and your nature. Though you never care for their desire or interest still they are able to sustain your attitude. It is right time to learn leading your own life. I know your disability to earn more; I am here to help you in that matter, that too officially. You should not curb your desires but you need to learn how to increase your income rather than curbing expenses.
He became curious to know about earning matter than his wife cheating on him, poor guy. He went on asking me the ways to earn more to keep meeting his loans and spending money for his family. I gave him several tips so that he can do better. His face was shining to get some clues, and then he was blaming me for not giving such ideas. I said you are older than me and I thought you know all these as you are master in commerce.
He – as you said I am master only in accounting not in living shree. it is my fate that I never got time to think for myself rather thinking about master’s earning. Let me use couple of your hints to keep my family happy forever.
Suddenly he remembered about what we talking and it was about his wife cheating on him to become pregnant. His face dropped with sorrow, he became gloomy again.
Me- if you allow me to speak truth and should be ready to listen some unwanted news and ready absorb shock. You know me, I never think wrong about you people, whatever I do is for your wellness. Do you have trust in me?
He – sure shree, I am ready to listen, I want to know truth, come on speak now.
Me – first and foremost you should accept that you never satisfied your wife in any way, either in bed or outside bed. How long she can tolerate that. I didn’t know anything of your internal matters till the time you sent me from Bangalore us together. That incident of accident brought us together, later we were becoming closer and closer in every aspect. since the day of your marriage your parents were waiting to have grand children which you never gave them and everyone blamed your wife thinking that she is banj or unable to produce child. For your own reasons you never thought of having one at least. Ultimately entire society was blaming your wife for that, how long or whom all she can go and convince that you are family planning. This all was worrying her since day of marriage. As she is very good and most obedient girl she tried to absorb sorrow without sharing it with anyone including you. it was her fate to get married to a person like you.
Then after marriage of vidya she could hear nonstop loud whispers , hot moans , giggling and at last nonstop creaking of their bed for day and night till her hubby left. You slept like a dumb without bothering what is going across the room and what your wife is thinking. Certainly it must have ignited her sleeping desires of enjoying sex life which she was missing since day one about every girls or boys dream of copulating like cupid, Greek gods. you never made love to her, whenever you felt urge you raised her saree and fitted your tool inside her box gave few thrusts, by the time her desires wake up and she starts enjoying you finish off, filling rubber and roll other side to sleep contended and happy. Have you ever made her ready for sex with foreplay or after play? No never, try to remember those moments when you kissed her with love. I don’t think you can recall.
He – what are those pre and post plays.
Me – how dumb you are, you don’t know what are those terms. today’s high college going kids know them. it is a play to arouse your mate by kissing her every part of the body including her pussy and making her crave to fuck her. When she is completely aroused then you start fucking her. Then only she can reach her climax by enjoying complete coitus. even animals sniff female cunt to see wheter that animal is in heat or not, we men bring them to heat by playing with their body and letting them play with ours. We suck each other’s genitals to bring maximum heat and arousal for fullest enjoyment at both ends.
He – what is this shree, you are using such foul words and talking about licking genitals worst and dirty place. it might be done by only dirty people I have never heard of it in my life time. cant you speak in moderate words, you are speaking like a junglee.
Me – than you teach me how to use proper terms, what do you call for fucking. This too much of thinking without proper goal has brought you to this stage. It is your luck you got such a nice girl for wife, if it was other girl she would have run away with any young boy even if he is not capable to feed her. You should thank god for giving such a naïve and sincere wife.
He – interfered, do you call that bitch naive and sincere who gets pregnant by other man. Who knows since how long it is going behind my back. She should thank me to keep her with me even after knowing the fact. You know since that day I have never touched her.
Me – no need to abuse her, it is you who has made her and it is your complete fault. You don’t have any right to scold her, you have lost it. For your kind information it is none other than me who did it with her. She has become pregnant by me, your parents and all your relatives were praying for a child from her for which you are not at all capable. One who discharges in fraction of minute can he impregnate any woman. Not at all possible, to make baby you should have virile seeds where you lack. I don’t want to call you impotent though it is true.
He – how dare you call me impotent, watch your words. I am keeping quite as you have helped me a lot but now I know you have misused the trust and played with mine and her life. I should not have kept her with me the moment I came to know I should have thrown her out of house.
Me – you fool now stop growling, if you dare to through her out, I am waiting for that auspicious moment to take that queen to my house. it is only really lucky people can get such beautiful and dutiful women with high morale as life partner. You were luckiest to have her and now want to lose her for your foolishness; I will be the luckiest to have her for rest of my life. Never think that I am fool to have a non virgin and older girl as wife. You don’t know what you are losing; only a true gemologist can evaluate a real gem, you are a coward fool, you will never be able to judge her. Accidentally you got her and now you want to lose her, you are most welcome to send her with me. don’t think that I will stealthily take her home or bring here to keep her as rakhel, no boy you are mistaken, I will marry her with all respects and blessings she will come to my home. Entire society will blame for losing such a gem.
He – what should I do now, accept a lady who got pregnant by sleeping with her brother. I should perform pooja , worship her. Though he was shouting he felt becoming softer. At least you tell me how it all happened, I know she is too good to be a wife, she is woman of high morale and anyone would expect her to be wife and many people must be jealous on me for marrying her. But I don’t know why, why- why did it happen and who did it happen.
Please tell me all those in details. I went on telling how we came closer than before after that bus accident case. How we started sharing our feelings and secrets. We were mutually getting attracted to each other but not sexually. I was worshipping her for her good qualities and at other side she was liking my nature.
it was your mom who ignited this, she told me that they want grandchild before old man passes away, they had waited for enough period and when it has not taken place they were getting disappointed by their ill fate. They were accusing their dil for not giving any children; they were calling her childless baanj and were using so many filthy words to accuse her. You have noticed part of the scene many times; she used to express it in most modest way. Then I had to think whether this old woman can bring cyclone in didi’s life. That proved to be right, couple of times she expressed that her bahu is seedless and she wishes to replace by making her son marry other girl. It was shocking for me, but not that much as I had guessed it right. I know these oldies they never think that males too have problems, but they always target women for not bearing.
I had to talk to didi, I didn’t give any hint but with lots of difficulty I inquired about family planning, as expected she told yes and you are planning. I was bit revealed to learn that you are under planning and at any time you can have your child as both of you look so healthy. But unluckily your mom repeated her plan to remarry her son to other girl for that she had already made little arrangement with a poor family through her sister. It was really disgusting and shocking. That time didi tried to say that you are planning and can have children, but your mom abused her saying bad words for didi. Then instead of arguing and convincing that it is your son’s idea and we will stop planning after vidya marriage she broke into cry and ran to her room.
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After she left place oldie continued abusing didi, she had not accepted the fact of planning but what she interpreted is didi will manage you tell that you are planning and she will justify her own inability by giving pseudo alibi. I tried to convince her, she stared blaming that I am taking didi side as I love her like own sis and don’t let her down. She gave me responsibility of making didi accept for second marriage. Where will you afford feeding another life that is waiting for own sis to get married and reduce burden of feeding one life and reduce expenses of education.
When I reached to your room didi was crying when she saw me her cries increased and she fell on me telling all you escapades in bedroom. Then only I came to know about your inability to conceive and she asked me to find solution. (This is partially cooked up story to mislead dinesh)
He – how come I know nothing of this, neither mom said it to me nor your sis.
Me – your mom had made adequate plan and after fixing girl she would pester you for another marriage and somehow convince you. I know you are weak in heart and fail to convince your mom for her crooked idea. And you won’t accept your failure to conceive, you would have tried without those nasty rubbers and after couple of months you would accept your mom’s words.
later I thought of hundred ways to make your mating successful, could have treated with proper medication, that would have consumed lots of time to improve your erection and sperm count by then time would have run out and you accept another girl for additional failure.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.26
To make story short, at last I came to conclusion that I should help you to get child by me. It was too hard to convince didi for this idea. After lots of thinking she consented to have intercourse with me, she had warned that it should be confidential and limit till conceived and should not expect more from her. somehow we managed to do it, that time only she came to know that what is real love making, she too is so dumb in this matter of sex, she too was under impression that it is finished in two minutes. I had good knowledge of sex and could make her reach her goal and save your family. this was to kept secret but things went wrong, your arrival was delayed to unexpected reasons and after your arrival you could not have sex with her and by then her morning sickness had increased and by bad luck I too was out of station. I too could do nothing in this matter. This is the true story, it is up to you to believe it or not.
So entire blame has to go to your mom and relatives or me for making illegal or unethical way to reach goal. I don’t know what you will say, still if you want to leave your wife I am always there to take her as my bride, though we are bro and sis, still then I will give her life, because I love her a lot. I love her more than my life, and these words are final.
With my every completing sentence his expressions went on changing and changing. Some time he looked angry and furious when I said about his mom’s idea of another marriage, and what his relatives and neighbors abused of seedless to his wife. When I said how I was forced to take such a big decision to make his wife by unethical way, he looked soft and sometimes sort of helplessness.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.26
On completing of the story, I lit a cig and took beer bottle still watching at his expressions, I was so tensed about his next action or response to my partially cooked up story. I knew he is not going to believe my words and at any moment he will get up and start beating me for taking disadvantage of the situation, taking big risk to seduce his wife and fuck her to make her pregnant. I was mentally preparing for the big fight with him. How can he accept this crap and destroying of his personal life? I thought at least he would ask me how did I take such steps without his consent. Nothing was happening; he was looking like so cool as if the point before volcano which would explode at any moment. If he pounds on me what should I do, whether to run away or fight against him or defend myself or to let him beat me up for my misdeeds? in one word I could not let my loves life betrayed by this useless husband of her. Whatever is going to happen should happen here only. She should not suffer of any sorts of mistrust or hatredness in future.
He – I am so confused, I don’t know what to say, I hope you are not playing with me and my emotions. Now tell me what I should do now.
Me – to be honest, if you listen to my heart, divorce her leave her forever. I shall take that beauty queen to my house as officially married bride and shall live happily for the rest of life. I will never let her remember you; keep her so happy in my company. I will make it sure that she would never be reminded of you and spending married life with you for few years, either by me or any living ones. Hence forth she will live like queen in big mansion which I will build for only us, me her and our future kids. She will never place her foot on land, she will roam in costliest car which I can afford or else she will step in my palms but never on land. I will be the luckiest guy in the world. I don’t know how you will bear her separation but it will be a boon for me to get such a lovely lady as my wife.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.28
I too was completely lost in emotion, could not stop myself from crying with a luck to have her forever only for me.
When he saw me crying, I don’t know what happened to him he came to me and hugged me tightly, oh shree please don’t cry for god’s sake. I don’t want to be loser either. I will never leave her. She is my breath I didn’t know what all happened behind my back. I don’t have any issue for making her pregnant by your seeds; I take this as your biggest sacrifice. I can never think of separation from her, though I said I shall kick her out of house, no it is not true. These sentiments are so strongly bound I haven’t uttered a single word against her in these past days. I know I can’t live even a minute without her. I can understand you loving her so much it is not new to me, I know it since few days after you people meeting. But attracting in sexy way is news to me.
Me – same with me dinesh, how can I live without her, I really love her more than anything in this world. there is one more option, if you are confident of your semen and its quality, you can very well abort it and have your own in short time. So that you won’t feel that someone else’s child is growing in your house.
He – you have made so much of sacrifice to me and my family and to save our marriage by helping in all the ways. Especially this issue, I don’t think anyone would make such selfless help. I know you have done it to help us but not for lust. As you are so intelligent and handsome richness is added to it. You can get any type of girl for you. Please leave her for me. I shall assure you even in future you can have her with my full consent, I shall promise you I will never be hindrance even for love making.
facing dinesh for ? 3.29
Further I take this as boon to me and I want your son to take birth in my house so that I will be happy you near me in his form.
mmmmmmmm this was too much, I never expected him to surrender so easily. that too this extent was not at all imaginable. I thought it is reaching a dramatic stage or he is too overacting because of his emotions. I had to pacify him for his words and emotions.
No need bro, if at all you want to keep her for yourself I don’t mind. I don’t have bad thoughts for her or you. But what I expect is she should be happy now after. if you permit me, I will give you flat from my new venture. I think you have seen my new site where I am building a big apartment, or if you don’t want that I shall build new independent house for you and my lovely didi and your kids. Are you happy now, I asked.
He – no need shree, whatever you have done to me and my family is enough. I don’t expect any more thing already I am indebted to you. ok if that is your thought, let me make one more clarification. you remember that piece of land for which you had to fight. I shall develop that land for you and make a nice layout. so that you can sell few plots and have a good house for you, I will se that it is developed in such a way, you will become millionaire in short while.
He – do you think so, will I be able to fetch so much amount by selling few plots? But I don’t have money to develop it.
Me – don’t worry instead of giving a fish daily I shall teach you to fish. I shall develop that layout myself; I am ready to spend on it. That is gift from my side to you and your future kid, I stressed on your future kid even I will teach you to how to please woman in bed and outside.
concluding dinesh prob3.30
I have few erotic c d’s. You can watch tem and learn a lot about love making. if problem of premature ejaculation persists I shall arrange treatment for that too. What I want is both of you should live happily. I don’t want you to have any issues left with either her or your mom. You can ask either your mom or your wife to clarify this matter, so that I want trust on me remains unaffected forever.
He – shree we shall conclude this matter here itself, now I don’t want to drag anyone into it. I won’t ask either my wife or my mom regarding this matter, you too don’t discuss with anyone. I shall live and behave nothing happened.
I refilled his glass and took another beer for me, I made it bit stronger for him so that he can have a nice sleep. After couple of rounds we decided to have food, by now he was high enough. I asked that girl to serve food, it was very tasty, he took non veg and I took veg. the gilr cleaned dishes by then dinesh could not walk so he washed his hand in plate, I helped him to bed, soon he began snoring like a tractor.
I was sort of happy to matter concluded so easily without much fuss or fights. I lit a cigarette could, not sit there to his snoring sound; I came out sit in veranda, enjoying cool breeze.
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kanchan and me in room3.31
I was thinking something while I kept dragging my cig. I felt someone is standing near me. But I was in no mood to open my eyes. All the conversation between me and him was rolling in mind like film. Then she coughed to draw my attention, when I didn’t open my eyes she shook me by keeping her hand on my shoulder. I could feel soft hand on my neck. I opened my eyes there standing that girl kanchan eldest daughter of farmer. malik did you take too much, can I help you to bedroom. I said no need I am alright. It is getting late boss, better move to room or else this place is filled with lots of mosquitos. I had to rise on my legs, she thought I may not be able to balance, she hold my arm while I stood. I looked at her, she smiled, why don’t you take less so that you will be safe and steady. I said I am alright you are unnecessarily worried. Why should not I, there are none to take care of you here. Till you are married someone should take care of your boss, she continued. We started walking into house; still she was holding my arm though I was walking steadily. I said no need to hold me, I am not high. Don’t have I liberty of escorting my dear malik to his room she asked smiling. There was no point in argument; I let her hold my arm. We moved inside I was going towards our room where dinesh was sleeping. She led to other room, this way malik. Why that room kanchan I asked, sir dinesh malik is snoring so loud, it won’t be possible to bear and sleep there. Forget that room I doubt you would be able to sleep here too, if the door is open. She lead me to bed, then she made me sit on bed and left to switch on a c. She closed door and returned to me, sir better change your dress now, or else you will sleep in that tight jeans pant, it won’t be comfortable. I said thanks for the concern dear, I don’t think even my wife would take so much care after I get married I said laughing. She too smiled, it is my honor boss.
She started unbuttoning my shirt, when I looked at her in protest she hushed keeping a finger on her lips. I stopped protesting, she took off my shirt and hang in almair. Will you have mild sir, she asked me, no I don’t need. So how is your married life, hope everything is fine I teased her. It is ok sir, will you stand up so that you can discard that tight pant, I said no in protest. I shall change when I am alone I replied. What is so hurry in sending me out babu, she asked teasing. take this lungi wear it now so that you won’t sleep like that once you get sleepy, she placed lungi on legs, she again made me stand, I was getting irritated by her extra care. But she was reluctant, should I open your pant or you can help yourself she asked me in serious tone. She made me stand covering my bottom with lungi, she asked me to remove pant, I looked into he eyes to find any expression, they were blank. Without going for argument I un hooked my pant and wrapped lungi, removed pant and handed it to her. she took it and hanged on hook.
Would you like to have some tea or coffee, but don’t ask for beer, I won’t give she said smiling . I said no thanks, she said she would like to have some coffee and let us have together. She went without waiting for my answer, after some time she returned with coffee, handed me a cup and took one for herself. Would you mind if I sit near you malik, she asked as she drew a chair beside cot. Yes I will definitely mind if you sit on chair and call me malik so frequently. You can call me by name as long as we only two are there. Even when there are others then also you can call me by name. At the most you can call shree bhai, I feel very embarrassed when you call me malik or sir or any such words. I feel like I am mistreating you, by giving pose like malik, see we are like friends, let us be like friends. what do you say, I asked. she said no sir it is grateness of you, I am daughter of your servent and how can I be friendly with you, how can I address you by your name.
It will be too bad on my part to take such liberty.
When I am saying it is final, I never think of poor or rich, it does not matter me much. have I ever treated you like servant, I don’t have such thoughts, for work I don’t spare anyone, for that matter I am very strict whether it is you or your bapu or for that matter even jiju, one has to perform his job perfectly and timely. Otherwise I treat all my fellow members like family.
She – yes sir I know these all, I have seen you at your house and shop also. Some time I have worked in house whenever needed, for this your attitude everyone likes you. badi malkin is found of you, always she praises you for your helping their family.
We were chitchatting for some time, I yawned as it was getting late to sleep. At some point our talks turned to personal life. On inquiry she said her life is not that thrilling there at her in laws house as she lost all her liberties there. She said her fil is good and takes enough care of her, but mil is of old fashioned and she tries to show her position in her house and her son that is hubby follows her instructions.
Me – that is but natural, he is not yet matured, I have seen that boy at the time of marriage, and before also. He is near to my neighbor town no.
she – yes , you might be knowing them, but once after marriage one should grow up to protect his beloved wife, if he still roams holding pallu of his mom what is meaning of getting married, she said in sad voice.
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kanchan and me in room3.34
Me – don’t worry kanchan everything will be all right soon. You can rely on me; I will do my best to settle the things there.
She – thanks sir, I am happy always you are at my side.
Me – sir again? I don’t want to talk to you, get up and vanish from here, I said in bit angry words. If you want to talk with me you need to speak directly without any hesitation and you will have to call me by name. Saying so I pushed her out of her chair, she was startled with my sudden anger.
She – sorry shree bhai I will call you by name but when others are there you can’t expect me to speak so closely.
Me – that is like a good girl, she was standing beside cot after I had pushed her out of chair. Now I hold her arm and made her sit beside me on bed. With lots of hesitation she sat beside me near my legs.
Shall I press you legs bhayya she asked taking my one leg on her lap and began pressing it before I replied. She wanted to change my mood by volunteering by pressing my legs. I tried to pull my leg but she had anticipated my move so hold it tight so that I can’t pull.
She – let me serve my sweet bhayya a little, I am more expert than bapu to massage, and I have seen him massaging your back and legs few times. Now try with me I will give more relaxation than him.
Me – why both of you and your dad after massaging, he too forces like you. I don’t need any massage, your bapu also presses legs while he gives general reports on farm. I am not that old to get those massages, but used accept for fun, but why do you want to press. I know he will have his eyes on my English drinks so he tries to please me by doing those things.
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kanchan and me in room3.35
What is your vested interest in pleasing me, my dear jkanchan I asked her looking into her eyes? She blushed but didn’t speak anything, later after a pause she said what will I need bhayya, whatever help I needed got it every time. Hardly anything is left out, still we poor people need one or other things from our loving bhayya. Though she tried to act normal but there was something in her mind but I failed to recognize what it is. I sat up resting my back on head board, still my legs stretched. She too slides forward taking my leg, placing it again on her lap continued pressing. Though she was speaking to me her mind was elsewhere, couple of times she failed to answer my questions.
she was pressing same leg since long time, when she failed to answer me, I bend forward pinched her cheek, where this doll is lost, is she missing her hubby, must be remembering those lovely moments spent together, I teased her. She blushed again but immediately recovered. Nothing of that sort bhayya, I was thinking if I had accepted your words to continue education, by now I would be studying staying in hostel, I could be away from all these house hold silly problems.
who had stopped you from continuing education, I was after you to continue but you wanted to get married and enjoy with hubby rather than studying those boring subjects, hope you got what you wanted. I said smiling at her to tease the newly married girl. She understood what meant, she blushed a bit. No bhayya I was not after getting married I wanted to study but my parents didn’t afford the cost, though you were looking after financial part still they thought one day you may ask them to return money.
In this case I tried to help you but stepped in wrong way, for that you need to excuse me. For what I should excuse you, I know you never commit mistakes deserving excuse he replied. Don’t say like that, no one is perfect in this world, especially me. See it is bit complicated case, I am going to reveal some truth that may shock you, but make your hear enough strong to absorb shock. What is that are you going to explode a bomb; he tried to smile but failed miserably. You can something like that, I don’t want to blame you but very sad do say you are the root cause of this problem.
As I said you are poor in many things, I am not trying to dishearten you but it is truth. You are too good in mathematics and statistics including accounting, and poor in rest of the life. You neither know how to enjoy and give enjoyment or let others enjoy.
He - don’t know about what you are speaking.
me- not specific but in general you do same, even now while drinking despite of my words to go slow, you are hurrying as if you will never get another chance in life. Same story even in bed also. You raise her saree insert your dong and do it for couple of minutes and finish off to roll other side leaving her high and dry.
He- yes that is the way it is done, should I keep mine buried in her till break of the day?. What bullshit you are speaking.
Me – that is what I am conveying bro. have you ever asked her at least once, that whether she reached her orgasm in all these years.
He – what is that, are you aware you are talking about women not men.
Me – this is where you lack of information bro, I pity about you and your knowledge about sex. Have you never seen others fucking or at least blue films? Before marrying you should have gained some knowledge. It is not too late, now also you can get some. Girls also get climaxes and they too be need to be satisfied in bed and other fields. You never worried about keeping them satisfied; you brought groceries to fill their stomach. Have you ever asked about their other needs, I know you never took them to cinema also.
He – they have all the liberty to go, even without me.
Me – that is not the issue bro, you taking them with you with love is different and asking them to go on their own is different. See everyone will have their own likings and expectations, all ladies dream or have dreamt before marriage about their hubbies to take them to places of their wish and care about them and lots of things, which you never bothered to ask her fantasies or expectations. Still she loves you a lot it is your good luck. I know she never grumbled all these days about your ill capacities physically or financially, am I right?
He – you are absolutely right but you are telling as if I have I have kept them starving of food. It is too bad shree you are blaming too much. He was angry and his face flushed with blood on his face making him red.
me – what a fool you are, you could never meet needs of your sis education expenses and you never asked what does she wants, still your family loves you. I know they are aware of your ill earnings and your nature. Though you never care for their desire or interest still they are able to sustain your attitude. It is right time to learn leading your own life. I know your disability to earn more; I am here to help you in that matter, that too officially. You should not curb your desires but you need to learn how to increase your income rather than curbing expenses.
He became curious to know about earning matter than his wife cheating on him, poor guy. He went on asking me the ways to earn more to keep meeting his loans and spending money for his family. I gave him several tips so that he can do better. His face was shining to get some clues, and then he was blaming me for not giving such ideas. I said you are older than me and I thought you know all these as you are master in commerce.
He – as you said I am master only in accounting not in living shree. it is my fate that I never got time to think for myself rather thinking about master’s earning. Let me use couple of your hints to keep my family happy forever.
Suddenly he remembered about what we talking and it was about his wife cheating on him to become pregnant. His face dropped with sorrow, he became gloomy again.
Me- if you allow me to speak truth and should be ready to listen some unwanted news and ready absorb shock. You know me, I never think wrong about you people, whatever I do is for your wellness. Do you have trust in me?
He – sure shree, I am ready to listen, I want to know truth, come on speak now.
Me – first and foremost you should accept that you never satisfied your wife in any way, either in bed or outside bed. How long she can tolerate that. I didn’t know anything of your internal matters till the time you sent me from Bangalore us together. That incident of accident brought us together, later we were becoming closer and closer in every aspect. since the day of your marriage your parents were waiting to have grand children which you never gave them and everyone blamed your wife thinking that she is banj or unable to produce child. For your own reasons you never thought of having one at least. Ultimately entire society was blaming your wife for that, how long or whom all she can go and convince that you are family planning. This all was worrying her since day of marriage. As she is very good and most obedient girl she tried to absorb sorrow without sharing it with anyone including you. it was her fate to get married to a person like you.
Then after marriage of vidya she could hear nonstop loud whispers , hot moans , giggling and at last nonstop creaking of their bed for day and night till her hubby left. You slept like a dumb without bothering what is going across the room and what your wife is thinking. Certainly it must have ignited her sleeping desires of enjoying sex life which she was missing since day one about every girls or boys dream of copulating like cupid, Greek gods. you never made love to her, whenever you felt urge you raised her saree and fitted your tool inside her box gave few thrusts, by the time her desires wake up and she starts enjoying you finish off, filling rubber and roll other side to sleep contended and happy. Have you ever made her ready for sex with foreplay or after play? No never, try to remember those moments when you kissed her with love. I don’t think you can recall.
He – what are those pre and post plays.
Me – how dumb you are, you don’t know what are those terms. today’s high college going kids know them. it is a play to arouse your mate by kissing her every part of the body including her pussy and making her crave to fuck her. When she is completely aroused then you start fucking her. Then only she can reach her climax by enjoying complete coitus. even animals sniff female cunt to see wheter that animal is in heat or not, we men bring them to heat by playing with their body and letting them play with ours. We suck each other’s genitals to bring maximum heat and arousal for fullest enjoyment at both ends.
He – what is this shree, you are using such foul words and talking about licking genitals worst and dirty place. it might be done by only dirty people I have never heard of it in my life time. cant you speak in moderate words, you are speaking like a junglee.
Me – than you teach me how to use proper terms, what do you call for fucking. This too much of thinking without proper goal has brought you to this stage. It is your luck you got such a nice girl for wife, if it was other girl she would have run away with any young boy even if he is not capable to feed her. You should thank god for giving such a naïve and sincere wife.
He – interfered, do you call that bitch naive and sincere who gets pregnant by other man. Who knows since how long it is going behind my back. She should thank me to keep her with me even after knowing the fact. You know since that day I have never touched her.
Me – no need to abuse her, it is you who has made her and it is your complete fault. You don’t have any right to scold her, you have lost it. For your kind information it is none other than me who did it with her. She has become pregnant by me, your parents and all your relatives were praying for a child from her for which you are not at all capable. One who discharges in fraction of minute can he impregnate any woman. Not at all possible, to make baby you should have virile seeds where you lack. I don’t want to call you impotent though it is true.
He – how dare you call me impotent, watch your words. I am keeping quite as you have helped me a lot but now I know you have misused the trust and played with mine and her life. I should not have kept her with me the moment I came to know I should have thrown her out of house.
Me – you fool now stop growling, if you dare to through her out, I am waiting for that auspicious moment to take that queen to my house. it is only really lucky people can get such beautiful and dutiful women with high morale as life partner. You were luckiest to have her and now want to lose her for your foolishness; I will be the luckiest to have her for rest of my life. Never think that I am fool to have a non virgin and older girl as wife. You don’t know what you are losing; only a true gemologist can evaluate a real gem, you are a coward fool, you will never be able to judge her. Accidentally you got her and now you want to lose her, you are most welcome to send her with me. don’t think that I will stealthily take her home or bring here to keep her as rakhel, no boy you are mistaken, I will marry her with all respects and blessings she will come to my home. Entire society will blame for losing such a gem.
He – what should I do now, accept a lady who got pregnant by sleeping with her brother. I should perform pooja , worship her. Though he was shouting he felt becoming softer. At least you tell me how it all happened, I know she is too good to be a wife, she is woman of high morale and anyone would expect her to be wife and many people must be jealous on me for marrying her. But I don’t know why, why- why did it happen and who did it happen.
Please tell me all those in details. I went on telling how we came closer than before after that bus accident case. How we started sharing our feelings and secrets. We were mutually getting attracted to each other but not sexually. I was worshipping her for her good qualities and at other side she was liking my nature.
it was your mom who ignited this, she told me that they want grandchild before old man passes away, they had waited for enough period and when it has not taken place they were getting disappointed by their ill fate. They were accusing their dil for not giving any children; they were calling her childless baanj and were using so many filthy words to accuse her. You have noticed part of the scene many times; she used to express it in most modest way. Then I had to think whether this old woman can bring cyclone in didi’s life. That proved to be right, couple of times she expressed that her bahu is seedless and she wishes to replace by making her son marry other girl. It was shocking for me, but not that much as I had guessed it right. I know these oldies they never think that males too have problems, but they always target women for not bearing.
I had to talk to didi, I didn’t give any hint but with lots of difficulty I inquired about family planning, as expected she told yes and you are planning. I was bit revealed to learn that you are under planning and at any time you can have your child as both of you look so healthy. But unluckily your mom repeated her plan to remarry her son to other girl for that she had already made little arrangement with a poor family through her sister. It was really disgusting and shocking. That time didi tried to say that you are planning and can have children, but your mom abused her saying bad words for didi. Then instead of arguing and convincing that it is your son’s idea and we will stop planning after vidya marriage she broke into cry and ran to her room.
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After she left place oldie continued abusing didi, she had not accepted the fact of planning but what she interpreted is didi will manage you tell that you are planning and she will justify her own inability by giving pseudo alibi. I tried to convince her, she stared blaming that I am taking didi side as I love her like own sis and don’t let her down. She gave me responsibility of making didi accept for second marriage. Where will you afford feeding another life that is waiting for own sis to get married and reduce burden of feeding one life and reduce expenses of education.
When I reached to your room didi was crying when she saw me her cries increased and she fell on me telling all you escapades in bedroom. Then only I came to know about your inability to conceive and she asked me to find solution. (This is partially cooked up story to mislead dinesh)
He – how come I know nothing of this, neither mom said it to me nor your sis.
Me – your mom had made adequate plan and after fixing girl she would pester you for another marriage and somehow convince you. I know you are weak in heart and fail to convince your mom for her crooked idea. And you won’t accept your failure to conceive, you would have tried without those nasty rubbers and after couple of months you would accept your mom’s words.
later I thought of hundred ways to make your mating successful, could have treated with proper medication, that would have consumed lots of time to improve your erection and sperm count by then time would have run out and you accept another girl for additional failure.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.26
To make story short, at last I came to conclusion that I should help you to get child by me. It was too hard to convince didi for this idea. After lots of thinking she consented to have intercourse with me, she had warned that it should be confidential and limit till conceived and should not expect more from her. somehow we managed to do it, that time only she came to know that what is real love making, she too is so dumb in this matter of sex, she too was under impression that it is finished in two minutes. I had good knowledge of sex and could make her reach her goal and save your family. this was to kept secret but things went wrong, your arrival was delayed to unexpected reasons and after your arrival you could not have sex with her and by then her morning sickness had increased and by bad luck I too was out of station. I too could do nothing in this matter. This is the true story, it is up to you to believe it or not.
So entire blame has to go to your mom and relatives or me for making illegal or unethical way to reach goal. I don’t know what you will say, still if you want to leave your wife I am always there to take her as my bride, though we are bro and sis, still then I will give her life, because I love her a lot. I love her more than my life, and these words are final.
With my every completing sentence his expressions went on changing and changing. Some time he looked angry and furious when I said about his mom’s idea of another marriage, and what his relatives and neighbors abused of seedless to his wife. When I said how I was forced to take such a big decision to make his wife by unethical way, he looked soft and sometimes sort of helplessness.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.26
On completing of the story, I lit a cig and took beer bottle still watching at his expressions, I was so tensed about his next action or response to my partially cooked up story. I knew he is not going to believe my words and at any moment he will get up and start beating me for taking disadvantage of the situation, taking big risk to seduce his wife and fuck her to make her pregnant. I was mentally preparing for the big fight with him. How can he accept this crap and destroying of his personal life? I thought at least he would ask me how did I take such steps without his consent. Nothing was happening; he was looking like so cool as if the point before volcano which would explode at any moment. If he pounds on me what should I do, whether to run away or fight against him or defend myself or to let him beat me up for my misdeeds? in one word I could not let my loves life betrayed by this useless husband of her. Whatever is going to happen should happen here only. She should not suffer of any sorts of mistrust or hatredness in future.
He – I am so confused, I don’t know what to say, I hope you are not playing with me and my emotions. Now tell me what I should do now.
Me – to be honest, if you listen to my heart, divorce her leave her forever. I shall take that beauty queen to my house as officially married bride and shall live happily for the rest of life. I will never let her remember you; keep her so happy in my company. I will make it sure that she would never be reminded of you and spending married life with you for few years, either by me or any living ones. Hence forth she will live like queen in big mansion which I will build for only us, me her and our future kids. She will never place her foot on land, she will roam in costliest car which I can afford or else she will step in my palms but never on land. I will be the luckiest guy in the world. I don’t know how you will bear her separation but it will be a boon for me to get such a lovely lady as my wife.
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facing dinesh for ? 3.28
I too was completely lost in emotion, could not stop myself from crying with a luck to have her forever only for me.
When he saw me crying, I don’t know what happened to him he came to me and hugged me tightly, oh shree please don’t cry for god’s sake. I don’t want to be loser either. I will never leave her. She is my breath I didn’t know what all happened behind my back. I don’t have any issue for making her pregnant by your seeds; I take this as your biggest sacrifice. I can never think of separation from her, though I said I shall kick her out of house, no it is not true. These sentiments are so strongly bound I haven’t uttered a single word against her in these past days. I know I can’t live even a minute without her. I can understand you loving her so much it is not new to me, I know it since few days after you people meeting. But attracting in sexy way is news to me.
Me – same with me dinesh, how can I live without her, I really love her more than anything in this world. there is one more option, if you are confident of your semen and its quality, you can very well abort it and have your own in short time. So that you won’t feel that someone else’s child is growing in your house.
He – you have made so much of sacrifice to me and my family and to save our marriage by helping in all the ways. Especially this issue, I don’t think anyone would make such selfless help. I know you have done it to help us but not for lust. As you are so intelligent and handsome richness is added to it. You can get any type of girl for you. Please leave her for me. I shall assure you even in future you can have her with my full consent, I shall promise you I will never be hindrance even for love making.
facing dinesh for ? 3.29
Further I take this as boon to me and I want your son to take birth in my house so that I will be happy you near me in his form.
mmmmmmmm this was too much, I never expected him to surrender so easily. that too this extent was not at all imaginable. I thought it is reaching a dramatic stage or he is too overacting because of his emotions. I had to pacify him for his words and emotions.
No need bro, if at all you want to keep her for yourself I don’t mind. I don’t have bad thoughts for her or you. But what I expect is she should be happy now after. if you permit me, I will give you flat from my new venture. I think you have seen my new site where I am building a big apartment, or if you don’t want that I shall build new independent house for you and my lovely didi and your kids. Are you happy now, I asked.
He – no need shree, whatever you have done to me and my family is enough. I don’t expect any more thing already I am indebted to you. ok if that is your thought, let me make one more clarification. you remember that piece of land for which you had to fight. I shall develop that land for you and make a nice layout. so that you can sell few plots and have a good house for you, I will se that it is developed in such a way, you will become millionaire in short while.
He – do you think so, will I be able to fetch so much amount by selling few plots? But I don’t have money to develop it.
Me – don’t worry instead of giving a fish daily I shall teach you to fish. I shall develop that layout myself; I am ready to spend on it. That is gift from my side to you and your future kid, I stressed on your future kid even I will teach you to how to please woman in bed and outside.
concluding dinesh prob3.30
I have few erotic c d’s. You can watch tem and learn a lot about love making. if problem of premature ejaculation persists I shall arrange treatment for that too. What I want is both of you should live happily. I don’t want you to have any issues left with either her or your mom. You can ask either your mom or your wife to clarify this matter, so that I want trust on me remains unaffected forever.
He – shree we shall conclude this matter here itself, now I don’t want to drag anyone into it. I won’t ask either my wife or my mom regarding this matter, you too don’t discuss with anyone. I shall live and behave nothing happened.
I refilled his glass and took another beer for me, I made it bit stronger for him so that he can have a nice sleep. After couple of rounds we decided to have food, by now he was high enough. I asked that girl to serve food, it was very tasty, he took non veg and I took veg. the gilr cleaned dishes by then dinesh could not walk so he washed his hand in plate, I helped him to bed, soon he began snoring like a tractor.
I was sort of happy to matter concluded so easily without much fuss or fights. I lit a cigarette could, not sit there to his snoring sound; I came out sit in veranda, enjoying cool breeze.
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kanchan and me in room3.31
I was thinking something while I kept dragging my cig. I felt someone is standing near me. But I was in no mood to open my eyes. All the conversation between me and him was rolling in mind like film. Then she coughed to draw my attention, when I didn’t open my eyes she shook me by keeping her hand on my shoulder. I could feel soft hand on my neck. I opened my eyes there standing that girl kanchan eldest daughter of farmer. malik did you take too much, can I help you to bedroom. I said no need I am alright. It is getting late boss, better move to room or else this place is filled with lots of mosquitos. I had to rise on my legs, she thought I may not be able to balance, she hold my arm while I stood. I looked at her, she smiled, why don’t you take less so that you will be safe and steady. I said I am alright you are unnecessarily worried. Why should not I, there are none to take care of you here. Till you are married someone should take care of your boss, she continued. We started walking into house; still she was holding my arm though I was walking steadily. I said no need to hold me, I am not high. Don’t have I liberty of escorting my dear malik to his room she asked smiling. There was no point in argument; I let her hold my arm. We moved inside I was going towards our room where dinesh was sleeping. She led to other room, this way malik. Why that room kanchan I asked, sir dinesh malik is snoring so loud, it won’t be possible to bear and sleep there. Forget that room I doubt you would be able to sleep here too, if the door is open. She lead me to bed, then she made me sit on bed and left to switch on a c. She closed door and returned to me, sir better change your dress now, or else you will sleep in that tight jeans pant, it won’t be comfortable. I said thanks for the concern dear, I don’t think even my wife would take so much care after I get married I said laughing. She too smiled, it is my honor boss.
She started unbuttoning my shirt, when I looked at her in protest she hushed keeping a finger on her lips. I stopped protesting, she took off my shirt and hang in almair. Will you have mild sir, she asked me, no I don’t need. So how is your married life, hope everything is fine I teased her. It is ok sir, will you stand up so that you can discard that tight pant, I said no in protest. I shall change when I am alone I replied. What is so hurry in sending me out babu, she asked teasing. take this lungi wear it now so that you won’t sleep like that once you get sleepy, she placed lungi on legs, she again made me stand, I was getting irritated by her extra care. But she was reluctant, should I open your pant or you can help yourself she asked me in serious tone. She made me stand covering my bottom with lungi, she asked me to remove pant, I looked into he eyes to find any expression, they were blank. Without going for argument I un hooked my pant and wrapped lungi, removed pant and handed it to her. she took it and hanged on hook.
Would you like to have some tea or coffee, but don’t ask for beer, I won’t give she said smiling . I said no thanks, she said she would like to have some coffee and let us have together. She went without waiting for my answer, after some time she returned with coffee, handed me a cup and took one for herself. Would you mind if I sit near you malik, she asked as she drew a chair beside cot. Yes I will definitely mind if you sit on chair and call me malik so frequently. You can call me by name as long as we only two are there. Even when there are others then also you can call me by name. At the most you can call shree bhai, I feel very embarrassed when you call me malik or sir or any such words. I feel like I am mistreating you, by giving pose like malik, see we are like friends, let us be like friends. what do you say, I asked. she said no sir it is grateness of you, I am daughter of your servent and how can I be friendly with you, how can I address you by your name.
It will be too bad on my part to take such liberty.
When I am saying it is final, I never think of poor or rich, it does not matter me much. have I ever treated you like servant, I don’t have such thoughts, for work I don’t spare anyone, for that matter I am very strict whether it is you or your bapu or for that matter even jiju, one has to perform his job perfectly and timely. Otherwise I treat all my fellow members like family.
She – yes sir I know these all, I have seen you at your house and shop also. Some time I have worked in house whenever needed, for this your attitude everyone likes you. badi malkin is found of you, always she praises you for your helping their family.
We were chitchatting for some time, I yawned as it was getting late to sleep. At some point our talks turned to personal life. On inquiry she said her life is not that thrilling there at her in laws house as she lost all her liberties there. She said her fil is good and takes enough care of her, but mil is of old fashioned and she tries to show her position in her house and her son that is hubby follows her instructions.
Me – that is but natural, he is not yet matured, I have seen that boy at the time of marriage, and before also. He is near to my neighbor town no.
she – yes , you might be knowing them, but once after marriage one should grow up to protect his beloved wife, if he still roams holding pallu of his mom what is meaning of getting married, she said in sad voice.
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kanchan and me in room3.34
Me – don’t worry kanchan everything will be all right soon. You can rely on me; I will do my best to settle the things there.
She – thanks sir, I am happy always you are at my side.
Me – sir again? I don’t want to talk to you, get up and vanish from here, I said in bit angry words. If you want to talk with me you need to speak directly without any hesitation and you will have to call me by name. Saying so I pushed her out of her chair, she was startled with my sudden anger.
She – sorry shree bhai I will call you by name but when others are there you can’t expect me to speak so closely.
Me – that is like a good girl, she was standing beside cot after I had pushed her out of chair. Now I hold her arm and made her sit beside me on bed. With lots of hesitation she sat beside me near my legs.
Shall I press you legs bhayya she asked taking my one leg on her lap and began pressing it before I replied. She wanted to change my mood by volunteering by pressing my legs. I tried to pull my leg but she had anticipated my move so hold it tight so that I can’t pull.
She – let me serve my sweet bhayya a little, I am more expert than bapu to massage, and I have seen him massaging your back and legs few times. Now try with me I will give more relaxation than him.
Me – why both of you and your dad after massaging, he too forces like you. I don’t need any massage, your bapu also presses legs while he gives general reports on farm. I am not that old to get those massages, but used accept for fun, but why do you want to press. I know he will have his eyes on my English drinks so he tries to please me by doing those things.
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kanchan and me in room3.35
What is your vested interest in pleasing me, my dear jkanchan I asked her looking into her eyes? She blushed but didn’t speak anything, later after a pause she said what will I need bhayya, whatever help I needed got it every time. Hardly anything is left out, still we poor people need one or other things from our loving bhayya. Though she tried to act normal but there was something in her mind but I failed to recognize what it is. I sat up resting my back on head board, still my legs stretched. She too slides forward taking my leg, placing it again on her lap continued pressing. Though she was speaking to me her mind was elsewhere, couple of times she failed to answer my questions.
she was pressing same leg since long time, when she failed to answer me, I bend forward pinched her cheek, where this doll is lost, is she missing her hubby, must be remembering those lovely moments spent together, I teased her. She blushed again but immediately recovered. Nothing of that sort bhayya, I was thinking if I had accepted your words to continue education, by now I would be studying staying in hostel, I could be away from all these house hold silly problems.
who had stopped you from continuing education, I was after you to continue but you wanted to get married and enjoy with hubby rather than studying those boring subjects, hope you got what you wanted. I said smiling at her to tease the newly married girl. She understood what meant, she blushed a bit. No bhayya I was not after getting married I wanted to study but my parents didn’t afford the cost, though you were looking after financial part still they thought one day you may ask them to return money.
