Update 83
Harsh Chuzi Nekuch Kaha that Um Se – Uncle Ne Kaha
Harsh Uth Karwahan Se Chala Gaya
Dusre Kaun Sehospital Bheja Gaya Wahan Se – Maine Pucha
Super Specialityinstitute Bhej Diya Gaya Whan Ke Ek Dept. Me Us Ko Refer Kiya Gaya Tha Lekin Rahi Wo Emergency Me Hiraat Tak Halat Waisi Ki Waisi Hi Rahi Din Bhar Paglon Ki Tarah Bhagte Rahe Hum Logis Ummeed Se Ki Bachi Thik Ho Jaye
Upar Se Nicheniche Se Upar Fir Yahan Fir Wahanbhatkate Rahe Der Raat Ke Baad Meribachi Ne Mere Sam Ne Dum Tora – Ye Kahte Hue Uncle Rone Lage
Beta Us Ne Tumko Bahut Yaad Kiya Marne Se Kuch Der Pahle Hi Halite Nizaa Me Wo Barbarayigul Kahan Hai
Fir Us Ne Apnimaa Ko Bahot Yaad Kiya Amma Kahan Ho Mere Paas Aao , Lekin Wo Badnseeb Akhirisamay Me Maa Ke Aanchal Ki Hawa Bhi Na Paa Saki Aur Us Ki Maa Akhiri Bar Uskisurat Bhi Na Dekh Payi – Wo Bole
Janti Ho Harshse Us Ne Kaha Ki Gul Didi Ka Khyal Rakhna – Wo Bole
Mat Kahiye Kuchmain Ansu Ko Pochte Hue Bolikya Karun Kahan Jaun Kuch Samajh Me Nahi Aa Raha , Aap Ki Wo Beti Thi Harsh Ki Bahan Leki Meri to Sirf Friend Thi Jab Main Ahibardhasht Kar Pa Rahi Hun to Aaap Log –
Tum Uski Friendzaroor Thi Lekin Wo Tum Ko Bahut Maantithi Tum Uske Liye Badi Bahan Ek Guardian Se Kam Nahi Thi – Wo Bole
Ab Patanahi Main Kya Karunga Jee Tod Koshishkarta Raha Ki Apni Usko Zinda Rakhun Lekin Rakh Nahi Paya
Main Hun Naauncle Aap Kyun Pareshan Ho Rahe Ho Chuzi to Nahi Hun Main Lekin Aap Ki Betijaisi Hi Hun – Main Boli
Beti Jaisi Nahibeti Hi Ho Yahi Shabad the Chuzi Ke Jeene Ki Bahut Tamanna Thi Us Ko – Wo Bole
Chuzi Ko Kyakuch Aur Bhi Problem Thi – Main Ne Pucha
Kaisi Problem –wo Bole
Chuzi Ne Mujh Sekaha Tha Ki Us Ko Mujh Se Ek Shikayat Hai Ki Main Us Ko Pahle Kyun Nahi Miliagar Main Us Ko Pahle Mil Gayi Hoti to Zindagi Ka Rang Kuch Aur Hota Tab Mainus Ko Daant Diya Tha Lekin Aaj Main Khud Ye Bat Mahsoos Kar Rahi Hun Ki Hum Logpahle Kyun Nahi Mile Ek Hi Shahar Merahte Hue Bhi Meri Us Se Mulakat Nahi Hui – Main Boli
Ab Nahi Hui Tonahi Hui Aur Chuzi Bhi Kaafi Samay Bahr Hi Parhi Thi Wo Shuru Me Yahan Rahi Hinahi Is Liye Kaise Milti Aur Jab Milna Tha Tab Mili – Wo Bole
Uncle Chuzi Koproblem Kyat Hi Main Ek Ek Lafz Chaba Kar Bol Rahi Thi , Aap Baat Ko Kaat Rahehain Mujhe Aisa Lg Raha Hai – Main Boli
Nahi Beta Aisanahi Hai – Wo Bole
Abhi Ap Ne Kahaki Main Apni Beti Ko Zinda Rakhne Ki Jee Tod Koshish Kar Raha Tha – Is Ka Kyamatlab Hai
Kafi Der Tak Wokhamosh Rahe - Fir Bole Chuzi Ko Aisibeemari Thi Jis Ka Koi Ilaaj Hi Nahi Tha Aur Us Ki Zindagi Bahut Kam Hai Ye Wojanti Thi Aur Main Bhi Janta Tha – Wo Bole
Laa Ilaj Beemari– Ye Sunkar Hi Main Shock Ho Gayi Mere Munh Se Awaz Hi Nahi Nikal Rahi Thi
Bas Us Ki Jitnibhi Zindagi Ho Wo Khushi Se Zinda Rahe Main Din Raat Yahi Koshish Karta Rahabadnaseebi to Ye Thi Ki Main Kisi Ko Bata Bhi Nahi Sakta Tha – Wo Bole
Lekin Fir Bhi Woitni Jaldi Kaise – Kya Koi Bhi Rasta Nahi Tha
Jitney Raastethe Sab Ka Safar Taye Kiya Maine Apni Beti Ki Ungli Pakar Kar Lekin Har Raastaek Din Ek Jagah Jakar Khatam Hota Tha Aur Wo Thi Maut – Uncle Ki Siskiyon Kiawaz Mere Kaano Me Nagare Ki Goonj Ban Kar Chubh Rahi Thi
5 Saal Se Zyadazinda Rahi Wo Ab Shayad Is Se Zyada Nahi Thi Us Ki Zindagi
Uncle Us Kobeemari Kyat Hi Jo La Ilaaj Thi – Maine Pucha
Uncle Ne Bataya
Ye Aap Jante The– Maine Pucha Aur Ye Kaise Ho Gayi
Bas Honi Thi Toho Gayi , Shayad Is Liye Hi Wo Tum Se Kah Rhai Thi Kit Um Us Se Pahle Mili Hotikyun Ki Aksar Wo Mujh Se Baten Karti Thi to Tumhara Zikar Bahut Karti Thi , Main Us Ka Sab Se Bada Raazdaar Tha Aur Wo Kuch Nahi Chupati Thi Mujh Se , Woshararti Thi Lekin Kisi Ko Takleef Nahi De Sakti Thi Wo Jhiuth Bola Kar Dil Tobahlati Thi Lekin Jhuth Bolkar Kisi Ka Dil Nahi Dukha Sakti Thi
Mere Itne Closehone Ke Baad Bhi Us Ne Kabhi Mujh Ko Bhanak Tak Nahi Lagne Dii Jab Ki Kayi Barmaine Us Se Pucha Ki Akhir Us Ko Pareshani Kya Hai , Jab Hum Log Nainital Gayethe to Main Uski Halat Dekh Kar Dar Hi Gayi Thi Nlekin Fir Bhi Us Ne Kuch Nahibataya – Main Boli
Kyun Ki Wo Nahichahti Thi Ki Kisi Ko Pata Chale Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Hai Agar Pata Chalta Tolog Us Ko Ya to Haker Nazar Se Dekhte Ya Fir Us Pe Taras Khate Aur Bewajahsuhanubhuti Dikhate Aur Yahi Wo Nahi Chahti Thi – Wo Bole
Kya Main Us Kosamjh Payi Kya Main Us Ko Samjhti Thi – Is Ka Main Apne Aap Me Jawab Talashrahi Thi
Bahut Ache Setum Samajhti Thi Aur Wo Bhi Samajhti Thi , Us Ko Ye Pata Tha Agar Tum Ko Yemaloom Ho Jayega to Tum Pata Nahi Kya Karogi Aur Is Liye Hi Wo Tum Ko Nahi Batasaki Agar Tum Ko Lagta Hai Ki Usne Ye Ghalt Kiya to Us Ko Maf Kar Dena Beti –wo Bole
Nahi Uncle Merichuzi Kabhi Ghalat Ho Hi Nahi Sakti Thikyun Ki Usne Kabhi Kisi Ke Liye Kuch Ghalat Kiya Hi Nahi - Main Boli
Aur Us Kibeemari Ki Baat Mere Ghar Me Mere Siwa Koi Nahi Janta than A Hi Us Ki Maa Aurna Hi Harsh , Is Liye Maine Harsh Ko Bahar Bhej Diya – Wo Bole
Kyaa – Ek Baarfir Maine Harani Se Unka Munh Dekhne Lagi
Haan Beta Humdono Nahi Chahte the Ki Kisi Ko Pata Chale Us Ki Maa Ko Pata Hota to Wo Kab Kimar Gayi Hoti Aur Harsh Ko to Dekh Hirahi Ho Tum – Ur Duniya Walon Ko to Bas Mauka Chahiye Bas , Hum Dono Ke Alawatumhari Principal Madam Ye Baat Janti Thi Aur Aaj Tum Ko Pata Chali
Principal Madamko Pata Tha – Maine Pucha
Haan Wo Bhi Hamarebahut Ache Milne Walon Me Hai Is Liye Un Ko Pata Tha – Wo Bole
Saari Baten Ekek Kar Ke Meri Samajh Me Aa Rahi Thi , Wo Chuzi Ka College Me Mazaak Aurteachers Se Cher Char Un Ko Pareshan Karna Aur Principal Madam Ka Complaint Kebaad Khamosh Rahna Aaj Samajh Me Aa Raha Tha Ki Kyun Wo Chuzi Ki Shararton Koaccept Karti Thi
Aur Chuzi Kitnibadi Khuddar Nikli Itna Bada Dard Leke Akele Hi Chai Gayi Aur Mere Itne Kareebhone Ke Bad Bhi Mujhe Ehsaas Tak Nahi Hone Diya , Jiske Samne Har Pal Har Ghadihar Waqt Us Ki Maut Thi Wo Maut Ka Mazak Urati Hui Ghoomti Rahti Thi Aur Khushrahti Thi
Apne Dard Koseene Me Dafan Karte Hue Wo Har Rote Hue Ko Hansate Hue Khud Mazaak Mazaakkarti Hansti Khelti Chali Gayi
Mujhe Pata Haiki Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi Lekin I Am Sorry Main Ye Aap Logn Ko Nahi Bata Sakti , Kyun Ki Is Baat Ko Jitney Log Jante the Aaj Bhi Utne Hi Log Jante Hain
Aur Mujhe Ummeedhai Ki Aap Log Is Bare Me Koi Sawal Nahi Karenge
Mujhe Pata Hai Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi Lekin I Am Sorry Main Ye Aap Logn Ko Nahi Bata Sakti , Kyun Ki Is Baat Ko Jitney Log Jante the Aaj Bhi Utne Hi Log Jante Hain
Aur Mujhe Ummeed Hai Ki Aap Log Is Bare Me Koi Sawal Nahi Karenge
Ab Age---
Phir Harsh Wapas Aa Gaya Us Ko Bahut Der Tak Samjhati Rahi Main Firaunty Se Milkar Un Se Kaha Main Ja Rahi Hun to Wo Bhi Roti Hui Boli Meri Beti Ho to Ati Rahna Beta
Us Par Main Sab Ko Makool Jawab Dete Heu Wahan Se Laut Aayi
Din Beet Rahe the Jaise Taise Waqt Par Kisi Ki Sardari Nahi Koi Us Ko Pakar Nahi Sakta Bas Wo Bhagta Hi Rahta Hai Shahnaz Bhi Ab Kaafi Had Tak Normal Ho Chuki Thi Lekin Fir Bhi Aisa Lag Raha Tha Jais Koi Mere Ghar Se Hi Chala Gaya Ho
Jahan Shahnaz Apne Room Me Rahti Thi Aur Study Karti Rahti Thi Wahi Wo Ab Mujhe Chorti Nahi Thi Bas Khamosh Kamosh Har Waqt Mere Hi Pas Baithi Rahti Thi Agar Main Kitchen Me Hotio Thi to Wo Wahan Aakar Khari Ho Jati Thi to Main Khud Kursi Lakar Us Ko Bitha Leti Thi ‘
Jab Bhi Puchti Thi Kya Baat Hai Beta – to Uska Ek Hi Jawab Hota Tha Kuch Nahi Bibbi
Main Sochti Thi Ki Chuzi Ko Hamari Zindagi Me Aaye Bahut Waqt to Nahi Hua Tha Fir Bhi Wo Hamari Zindagi Ka Itna Aham Hiscsa Ban Gayi Thi Ki Us Ke Bina Ab Sab Kuch Be Rang Nazar Aa Raha Tha
Main Chuzi Ko Hatakar Apni Piche Ki Zindai Ke Bare Me Sochti Thi Ki Jab Chuzi Nahi Thi Tab Hamari Life Kaisi Thi to Fir Ab Wahi Life Kyun Nahi Ban Pa Rahi Kyun Main Wahi Mahaul Nahi Bana Paa Rahi Hun
Us Pichli Zindagi Me Bhi Apno Ko Khone Ka Bahut Bada Gham Tha Pahle Maa Fir Papa Aur Ab Chuzi
Chuzi Ke Jane Ke Baad Se Ab Mammi Papa Ki Bhi Bahut Yaad Aati Thi Aur Hota Yahi Tha Ki Raat Raat Bhar Na Main Soti Thi Aur Na Hi Shahnaz Wo Rat Ko Bhi Mere Hi Room Me Sone Lagi Thi Kyun Ki Us Ko Pareshan Dekh Kar Main Us Ko Akela Nahi Rahne Dena Chahti Thi
Der Raat Rak Wo Mere Zanu Pe Sar Rakhe Hue Chup Chap Leti Rahti Thi Ek Raat Main Uske Balon Me Ungliyan Fira Rahi Thi Aur Wo Mere Zanu Pe Sar Rakhe Hue Leti Thi Nisef Shab Ghuzar Jane Ke Bad Bhi Wo Nahi Soyi to Main Boli Beta so Jaao Kya Bat Hai Kuch Batati Bhi Nahi Ho Kab Tak Aise Hi Kahmosh Rahogi
Bibbi Aap to Mujhe Chorkar Nahi Jaogi Na – Wo Boli
Nahi Beta Main Kahan Jaungi Aur Aap Aisa Kyun Soch Rahi Hain – Main Boli
Jahan Chuzi Didi Chali Gayi – Wo Boli
Us Ki Is Bat Ka Mere Pas Koi Jawab Nahi Tha , Fir Bhi Maine Kaha Dekho Beta Wahan Se Jiska Bulawa Aa Jata Hai Us Ko Jana Parta Hai Koi Bhi Us Ko Rok Nahi Sakta Ek Na Ek Din Sab Ko Jana Hai Kaun Kab Jayega Ye Koi Nahi Janta
Wo Mujh Se Lipatti Hui Boli Lekin Main Aap Ke Bina Rh Paungi Bibbi Aap Mat Jana – Wo Boli
Main Kahin Nahi Jane Wali Hun Aur Ye Sab Bekar Ki Baten Soch Kar Khud Ko Pareshan Mat Karo Dekho Chuzi Didi Ko Bahut Pahle Se Hi Pata Tha Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Hai Lekin Kabhi Wo Udas Nahi Rahi Zindagi Jitni Uske Haq Me Thi Us Ne Us Ko Bahut Khushi Se Jee Liya Aur Tum Uske Hi Gham Me Udaas Ho Aur Apni Zindagi Ko Bhulkar Maut Pe Tawajjo Dekar Pareshan Ho Ye Thik Nahi Hai Beta Agar Tum Khush Nahi Rahogi Au Raise Hi Rahogi to Chuzi Ko Bahut Dhukh Hoga – Main Boli , Ab so Jaao Aur Kuch Mat Socho Sab Kuch Acha Socho – Maine Kaha
Nind Nahi Aati Hai Bibbi – Wo Boli
Sone Ki Koshish Karo to Nind Aayegi – Main Boli
Main Uske Balon Ungliyan Firate Hue Yunhi Kuch Gunguna Rahi Thi
Bibbi Chup Rahiye Gungunaiye Mat
Ok – Princes- Main Boli – Aur Khamishi Se Uska Sir Thapthapti Rahi
Bibbi – Us Ne Bahut Dhire Se Mujhe Awaz Di
Haan Bolo – Main Ne Kaha
Bibbi Aap Ek Nazam Sunati Thi –wo Boli
Kaun Sii – Maine Pucha
Wo Prayer Wali Bahut Achi Si , Bahut Sunayi Hai Aap Ne – Wo Boli
Han Haan to Kya Hua – Main Boli
Wo Sunaiye Na Wahi Andaz Se Wahi Tarannum Se – Wo Boli
Main Subah Sunaungi Abhi Aap so Jaiye Bas – Main Boli
Sunaiye Na Bibbi Main so Jaungi Aap Sunaiye Please – Wo Request Karte Hue Boli
Thik Hai Rani Sahiba Lekin Wo Nazam Mujhe Puri to Yad Nahi Hai Lekin Jitni Yad Hai Main Utni Parh Rahi Hun – Main Boli
Thik Hai Bibbi – Wo Apne Sir Ko Mere Zanu Pe Aur Upar Karti Hui Boli
Maine Nazam Ko Parha ..
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Zindagi Shamma Ki Surat Ho Khuda Ya Meri
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Door Duniya Ka Mere Dum Se Andhera Ho Jaye!
Har Jagah Mere Chamakne Se Ujala Ho Jaye
Ho Mere Dum Say Yunhi Mere Watan Kee Zeenat
Ho Mere Dum Say Yunhi Mere Watan Kee Zeenat
Jis Tarah Phool Se Hoti Hai Chaman Ki Zeenat
Zindgi Hoo Meri Parwane Ki Surat Ya Rab!
Ilm Ki Shamma Se Ho Muj Ko Muhabbat Ya Rub!
Ho Mara Kaam Ghareeboon Key Himayat Karna
Dard Mandoon Se Zayeefoon Say Muhabbat Karna
Mere Allaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Haaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn
Mere Allaaah ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Nek Jo Raah Hoo Us Raah Pe Chalana Mujh Ko
Mere ,. ' ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Mere ,. ' ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Nek Jo Raah Hoo Us Raah Pe Chalana Mujh Ko
Lub Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Zindagi Shamma Ki Surat Ho Khudaya Meri
Is Nazam Ko Parhte Hue Main Kud Apne Bachpan Me Pahunch Gayi Thi Jab Main Shahnaz Ki Tarah Apni Maa Ki Aaghosh Me Ye Nazam Suna Karti Thi Wo Waqt Ko Yad Karte Hue Aankhen Khud Ba Khud Nam Hoti Chali Gayi
Maine Shahnaz Ko Halke Se Hila Kar Awaz Di to Wo Nahi Boli , Maine Us Ko Zanu Se Hatakar Takiya Us Ke Sir Ke Niche Rakh Diya Wo so Chuki Thi Jab Se Chuzi Gayi Us Din Se to Jaise Wo Sona Hi Bhool Gayi Thi
Apni Soti Hui Pyari Bahan Pe Ek Shafqat Bhari Nigaah Se Main Usko Dekh Rahi Thi Wo Waise Bhi Bahut Bhooli Thi Lekin Sote Hue Wo Bahut Hi Masoom Lag Rahi Thi , Us Ke Maathe Ko Choomte Hue Main Uth Gayi Kyun Ki Main Baithe Baithe Bahut Thak Gayi Thi Is Liye Main Uth Kar Tahalne Lagi .
Maine Apna Mobile Utha Kar on Kiya Shahnaz Ki Wajah Se Maine Off Kiya Hua Tha Ki Agar on Rahega to Shaizan Msg to Karega Hi Ho Sakta Hai Ki Call Bhi Kare Is Liye Main Ne Mobile Off Kiya Hua Tha
Mobile on Karte Hi Msg Ki Line Lag Gayi Aur Inbox Full Dikhne Laga Maine Sare Unread Msh Bina Parhe Hi Delete Kar Diye Fir Kayi Msg Aaye Maine Dekha to Us Ne Yahi Lilkha Tha how Are You Reply to Karo Kam Se Kam Kya Haal Hai Etc..
Maine Mobile Lekar Lawan Me Aa Gayi Raat Adhi Se Zyada Ghuzar Chuki Thi 3:00 Baj Raha Tha Shahnaz so Gayi Thi Mujhe to Nind Khud Se Roothi Hui Lag Rahi Thi , Main Bahar Aakar Lawn Me Baith Gayi .
Maine Shaizan Ko Mis Cal Kiya Fauran Hi Uska Phone Aaya Main Phone Pick Karte Hue Boli
Me – Hello
He – Hello Kaisi Hain Aap?
Me – Main Thik Hun Aap Bataiye Kya Hal Hai
He – Thik Hun Fit and Fine Aap Ka Phone Kyun Off Tha
Maine Usko Bataya Ki Kyun Off Tha
He- Oooh Is Ka Matlab Aap Ki Bahan Bhi Us Se Bahut Close Thi
Me – Han Bahut Hi Zyada Kyun Ki Wo Thi Hi Aisi Ki Har Koi Us Se Bahut Close Rahta Tha
He – Tum Abhi Bhi Us Se Bahar Nahi Aa Payi Ho Shayad Kyun Ki Tumhari Awaz Tumhare Words Se Yahi Andaz Ho Raha Hai
Me – Haan , Koi Kisi Ki Feelings Ko Nahi Smajh Sakta Hai Bas Samjhane Ko Sab Samjha Dete Hain
He – Han Wo to Hai Lekin Ye Death Kisi Ki Bhi Ho Is Pe Sabka Ek Hi Jawab Hota Hai Aur Log Us Ko Hi Kahte Hain Aur Yahi Samjhate Bhi Hai Lekin Jis Pe Ghuzarti Hai Wahi Janta Hai
Me – Bilkul Sahi Kah Rahe Hain Aap
He – Main Aap Se Ye Nahi Kahunga Ki Us Ko Bhool Jao Kyun Ki Dosti Kya Hai Dosti Ka Matlab Kya Hai Ye Main Bahut Ache Se Janta Hun Agar Main Ye Kahun Ki Dosti Ko Muh Se Behtar Koi Nahi Janta to Bhi Ghalat Nahi Hoga , Duniya Me Sab Se Bada Rishta Meri Nazar Me Dosti Hi Hai
Agar Aap Us Ko Bhool Gayi to Fir Aap Us Ki Achi Dost Nahi Kahlayengi Mere Hisab Se Aur Aap Bhi Us Ko Bhool Nahi Paa Rahi Hai , Aur Is Waqt Aap Ko Bahut Bura Lagta Hoga Jab Koi Aap Se Kahta Hoga Ki Bhool Jao Jane Wale Wapas Nahi Aate Waghaira Waghaira
Me – Haan Bilkul Sahi Bat Hai Bahut Bura Lagta Hai
He – Mujhe Pata Hai Agar Kisi Pal Apna Dhyan Hatane Ki Koshish Bhi Karogi to Wo Utna Zyada Yaad Aayegi
Me – Yes
He – Bilkul Mat Bhoolo Us Ko Lekin Apne Ko Takleef Bhi Mat Do Ye Bhi Sach Hai Ki Wo Wapas Nahi Aayegi Lekin Uski Yaden Tumhare Pas Se Kabhi Door Nahi Jayengi Us Ko Apni Yadon Me Har Din Pal Har Ghadi Zinda Rakho , Tumhara Dil Hahta Hoga Ki Har Waqt Tum Us Ke Bare Me Hi Socho Aur Us Ke Bar Me Baat Karo , Ya Koi Aisa Ho Jis Se Tum Sirf Apni Friend Ki Hi Baten Karti Raho
Me – Haan Haan Bilkul Sahi Kah Rahe Ho Lekin Ye Sab Tum Ko Kaise Pata Hai
He – Bas Pata Hai Itni Umar Me Hi Zindagi Me Bahut Sare Tajurbe De Diye Is Liye Pata Hai
Me – Kaise Tajurbe ? Is Baat Ka Tajurba Kaise ? Kuch Samjhi Nahi
He – Us Ko Choro Ye Masla Dicus Karne Ke Liye Phone Nahi Kiya Hai Bas Tum Mujhe Apni Friend Ke Bare Me Batao Jitna Bhi Batana Chahti Ho
Me – Main Batane Lagi to Kayi Din Beet Jayenge Lekin Us Ki Baten Khtam Nahi Hongi
He – Koi Baat Nahi Jab Tak Batana Chaho Batati Raho Main Sununga Tum Bolti Raho Aur Main Zindagi Bhar Suntan Rahun Yahi to Main Chahta Hun
Me – Kyun Aisa Kyun ?
He – Pata Nahi Lekin Kuch to Baat Hai Aap Me Warna Ye Banda Baat Bhi Cuninda Logon Se Hi Karta Hai
Me – Bas Bas
He – Main Jhooth Nahi Bolta Aap Se , Ye Maine Pahle Bhi Bataya Hai Main Jo Hun Jaisa Hun Kya Kya Kiya Hai Sab Sach Bataya Hai
Me – Thik Hai
He – Batao Agar Tumhara Dil Chahe to Main Force Nahi Kar Raha Aap Ko
Me – Kya Bataun Us Ke Bare Me Samajhe Me Hi Nahi Aata , Apni Alag Pahchan Thi Us Ki Har Jagah Kahin Bhi Chup Nahi Sakti Thi Wo Apne Dress Se Apne Alfaaz Se Apne Andaz Se Har Jagah Pahchani Jati Thi
Bahut Badi Pagal Thi Wo
He – Kyun Pagal Kyun Thi
Me – Janti Thi Ki Wo Marne Wali Hai Us Ko Pata Tha Ki Usko Kya Beemari Hai Lekin Fir Bhi Marte Hue Logon Ko Zindagi Dene Ki Koshish Karti Thi , Kitne Bade Dard Ko Lekar Wo Zinda Thi Ye O Janti Thi Kisi Ko Nahi Bataya Us Ne , Mujhe Bhi Ehsaas Tak Nahi Hone Diya Kabhi , Lekin Fir Bhi Rote Hue Logon Ko Hansati Rahi
He – Amazing , Bahut Bade Jigar Wali Thi Wo , Tum Ko Fakhra Hona Chahiye Khud Par Ki Tumhari Dost Aisi Thi
Me – Ab Fakhra Kar Ke Kya Kar Lungi
He – Bahut Afsoos Hai Mujh Ko Jis Ko Dekha Nahi Jis Se Mila Nahi Lekin Aap Ki Zubani Us Ke Bare Me Sukar Bas Yahi Soch Raha Hun Kaash Ek Bar Us Se Mil Leta
Kuch Der Khamoshi Rahi Na Hi Main Bol Rahi Thi Aur Na Hi Shaizan Kuch Bol Raha Tha
Kuch Der Ki Khamoshi Ke Baad
He – Hey Gul
Me – Yes
He – Main Serious Nahi Hota Hun Jo Hun Jaisa Hun Ache Se Janti Ho Tum Mila Nahi Aaj Tak Wo Alag Bat Hai Fir Janti to Ho
Me – Yes – to Kya ?
He – Aaj Bahut Hi Zyada Emotional Kar Diya Aap Ne Mujhe , Main Yad Karne Ki Koshish Kar Raha Hun Ki Is Se Pahle Main Kab Itna Zyada Emotional Hua Tha
Me – Sorry Lekin Aap Ne Hi Pucha Mujh Se Main to Batana Hi Nahi Chahti Thi
He – Lekin Main to Sunna Chata than A Aur Sunana Chahta Hun Jab Tak Tum Kahna Chaho
Me – Ab Kuch Nahi Hai Kahne Ko Bas Mukhtasar Si Kahani Thi Us Pagali Ki Jo Apni Yaden Dekar Mujhe Chali Gayi
He – Aur Kuch Batao Apni Us Friend Ke Bare Me Kya Pasnd Karti Thi Wo
Me – Shararat Sirf Pagal Pan Bhari Bahut Pyari Pyri Sharrten Aur Kuch Nahi , Khud Ke Dard O Gham Ko Bhoolna Jo Chahti Thi Shayad Is Liye
He – Pagal Hi Thi Wo , Kyun Ki Jaan Se Pyare Logon Se Kuch Kuch Parde Lazim Hain Sachi Baat Batane Wale Kuch Kuch Pagal Hote Hain
Me - Pata Nahi
He – Aap Ko Aap Ki Friend Ke Upar Ek Ghazal Sonata Hun
Me – Sunaiye
He – Wait Ek Minute Main Zara Guitar Connect Kar Lun
Me – Ok
Kuch Der Ke Intezar Ke Baad
He – Hello
Me – Yes Kaho
He – Raton Ko Raton Ko Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi , Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Me - Bahut Acha Gaate Ho Shaizan
( Wo Waqai Bahut Hi Behtar Dhang Se Ga Raha Tha)
He – Thank You Lekin Aap Se Achi Awaz Nahi Hai
Me – Aisa Nahi Hai , Tumhari Awaz Bahut Achi Hai
He – Ok Thank You , Aage Suniye
Me – Irshaad
He – Ye Kaun Hai
Me – Mean
He – Irshaad Kis Janwar Ka Naam Hai
Me – Ab Mazak Mat Karo Please
He -- Ok ---
Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Hun Hun Hey Haaaa Hooo Haa Haa
Me – Nice
He – Ankhon Me Khwab Sajaye ---- Ankhon Me Khwab Sajaye Hone Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Neend Ke Gahrre Jhonko Me ---- Neend Ke Gahre Jhonko Me -- Jhonko Me Jhonko Me
Neend Ke Gahre Jhonko Me – Neend Ke Gahre Jhonkon Me Chalne Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi --- Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me – Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me –
Pat Jhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me -- Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me
Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me Phoolon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi ---- Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar --- Mera Nam Ret Pe Likh Kar
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar -- Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar Parhne Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Raton Ko – Raton Ko – Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavvur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi - Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
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Me – Bahut Acha Gaya Tum Ne , Wo Kuch to Aisi Hi Thi Patjhar Ke Mausam Me Phool Sardi Me Barish Ke Pani Me Bheegne Ki Tamanna Rakhne Wali
He – Haan Kyun Ki Us Ke Pas Waqt Kam Tha Is Liye Wo Aisa Karti Thi , Waise Uski Death Kahan Hui
Me – Aap Ke Hi City Ke Super Speciality Institute Me , Lekin Main Aap Ko Ye Nahi Bataugi Ki Usko Beemari Kya Thi
He – Main Puchunga Bhi Nahi , Kyun Ki Main Samajh Chukka Hun Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi
Me – Main Bhi Nahi Puchungi Ki Aap Ne Kya Guess Kiya
He- - I Know – Kyun Ki Gul Tum Ek Bahut Achi Bahut Hi Zyada Achi Dost Hone Ke Sath Sath Kayi Guna Zyada Achi Insaan Bhi Ho
Me – Ye Mujhe Nahi Pata
He – Mujhe Pata Hai Aur Main Tum Ko Bata Raha Hun
Me – Ok
He – Acha Ab so Jaao Fir Jab Tum Ko Lage Kabhi Apni Frind Ke Bahut Yad Aaye to Mujhe Call Karna Aur Dil Bhar Ke Us Ki Baten Mujh Se Kar Lena
Me – Ok
He - - Ab so Jao Thori Der
Me – Thik Hai Mujhe Ab Neend Bhi Aa Rahi Hai
He – Thats Very Good Now Go and Sleep – Good Night
Me – Good Night
Maine Phone Band Kiya Aur Andar Aa Gayi , Maine Dekha Shahnaz so Rahi Thi Main Bhi Us Ke Pas Hi Let Gayi Mujhe Waqyi Ab Neend Aa Rahi Thi Aur Main Apne Aap Ko Bahut Hi Zyada Halka Mahsoos Kar Rahi Thi , Aisa Lag Raha Tha Jaise Koi Boojh Sa Utar Gaya Ho Mere Seene Se Letne Ke Kuch Hi Der Me Mujhe Neend Aa Gayi .
Harsh Uth Karwahan Se Chala Gaya
Dusre Kaun Sehospital Bheja Gaya Wahan Se – Maine Pucha
Super Specialityinstitute Bhej Diya Gaya Whan Ke Ek Dept. Me Us Ko Refer Kiya Gaya Tha Lekin Rahi Wo Emergency Me Hiraat Tak Halat Waisi Ki Waisi Hi Rahi Din Bhar Paglon Ki Tarah Bhagte Rahe Hum Logis Ummeed Se Ki Bachi Thik Ho Jaye
Upar Se Nicheniche Se Upar Fir Yahan Fir Wahanbhatkate Rahe Der Raat Ke Baad Meribachi Ne Mere Sam Ne Dum Tora – Ye Kahte Hue Uncle Rone Lage
Beta Us Ne Tumko Bahut Yaad Kiya Marne Se Kuch Der Pahle Hi Halite Nizaa Me Wo Barbarayigul Kahan Hai
Fir Us Ne Apnimaa Ko Bahot Yaad Kiya Amma Kahan Ho Mere Paas Aao , Lekin Wo Badnseeb Akhirisamay Me Maa Ke Aanchal Ki Hawa Bhi Na Paa Saki Aur Us Ki Maa Akhiri Bar Uskisurat Bhi Na Dekh Payi – Wo Bole
Janti Ho Harshse Us Ne Kaha Ki Gul Didi Ka Khyal Rakhna – Wo Bole
Mat Kahiye Kuchmain Ansu Ko Pochte Hue Bolikya Karun Kahan Jaun Kuch Samajh Me Nahi Aa Raha , Aap Ki Wo Beti Thi Harsh Ki Bahan Leki Meri to Sirf Friend Thi Jab Main Ahibardhasht Kar Pa Rahi Hun to Aaap Log –
Tum Uski Friendzaroor Thi Lekin Wo Tum Ko Bahut Maantithi Tum Uske Liye Badi Bahan Ek Guardian Se Kam Nahi Thi – Wo Bole
Ab Patanahi Main Kya Karunga Jee Tod Koshishkarta Raha Ki Apni Usko Zinda Rakhun Lekin Rakh Nahi Paya
Main Hun Naauncle Aap Kyun Pareshan Ho Rahe Ho Chuzi to Nahi Hun Main Lekin Aap Ki Betijaisi Hi Hun – Main Boli
Beti Jaisi Nahibeti Hi Ho Yahi Shabad the Chuzi Ke Jeene Ki Bahut Tamanna Thi Us Ko – Wo Bole
Chuzi Ko Kyakuch Aur Bhi Problem Thi – Main Ne Pucha
Kaisi Problem –wo Bole
Chuzi Ne Mujh Sekaha Tha Ki Us Ko Mujh Se Ek Shikayat Hai Ki Main Us Ko Pahle Kyun Nahi Miliagar Main Us Ko Pahle Mil Gayi Hoti to Zindagi Ka Rang Kuch Aur Hota Tab Mainus Ko Daant Diya Tha Lekin Aaj Main Khud Ye Bat Mahsoos Kar Rahi Hun Ki Hum Logpahle Kyun Nahi Mile Ek Hi Shahar Merahte Hue Bhi Meri Us Se Mulakat Nahi Hui – Main Boli
Ab Nahi Hui Tonahi Hui Aur Chuzi Bhi Kaafi Samay Bahr Hi Parhi Thi Wo Shuru Me Yahan Rahi Hinahi Is Liye Kaise Milti Aur Jab Milna Tha Tab Mili – Wo Bole
Uncle Chuzi Koproblem Kyat Hi Main Ek Ek Lafz Chaba Kar Bol Rahi Thi , Aap Baat Ko Kaat Rahehain Mujhe Aisa Lg Raha Hai – Main Boli
Nahi Beta Aisanahi Hai – Wo Bole
Abhi Ap Ne Kahaki Main Apni Beti Ko Zinda Rakhne Ki Jee Tod Koshish Kar Raha Tha – Is Ka Kyamatlab Hai
Kafi Der Tak Wokhamosh Rahe - Fir Bole Chuzi Ko Aisibeemari Thi Jis Ka Koi Ilaaj Hi Nahi Tha Aur Us Ki Zindagi Bahut Kam Hai Ye Wojanti Thi Aur Main Bhi Janta Tha – Wo Bole
Laa Ilaj Beemari– Ye Sunkar Hi Main Shock Ho Gayi Mere Munh Se Awaz Hi Nahi Nikal Rahi Thi
Bas Us Ki Jitnibhi Zindagi Ho Wo Khushi Se Zinda Rahe Main Din Raat Yahi Koshish Karta Rahabadnaseebi to Ye Thi Ki Main Kisi Ko Bata Bhi Nahi Sakta Tha – Wo Bole
Lekin Fir Bhi Woitni Jaldi Kaise – Kya Koi Bhi Rasta Nahi Tha
Jitney Raastethe Sab Ka Safar Taye Kiya Maine Apni Beti Ki Ungli Pakar Kar Lekin Har Raastaek Din Ek Jagah Jakar Khatam Hota Tha Aur Wo Thi Maut – Uncle Ki Siskiyon Kiawaz Mere Kaano Me Nagare Ki Goonj Ban Kar Chubh Rahi Thi
5 Saal Se Zyadazinda Rahi Wo Ab Shayad Is Se Zyada Nahi Thi Us Ki Zindagi
Uncle Us Kobeemari Kyat Hi Jo La Ilaaj Thi – Maine Pucha
Uncle Ne Bataya
Ye Aap Jante The– Maine Pucha Aur Ye Kaise Ho Gayi
Bas Honi Thi Toho Gayi , Shayad Is Liye Hi Wo Tum Se Kah Rhai Thi Kit Um Us Se Pahle Mili Hotikyun Ki Aksar Wo Mujh Se Baten Karti Thi to Tumhara Zikar Bahut Karti Thi , Main Us Ka Sab Se Bada Raazdaar Tha Aur Wo Kuch Nahi Chupati Thi Mujh Se , Woshararti Thi Lekin Kisi Ko Takleef Nahi De Sakti Thi Wo Jhiuth Bola Kar Dil Tobahlati Thi Lekin Jhuth Bolkar Kisi Ka Dil Nahi Dukha Sakti Thi
Mere Itne Closehone Ke Baad Bhi Us Ne Kabhi Mujh Ko Bhanak Tak Nahi Lagne Dii Jab Ki Kayi Barmaine Us Se Pucha Ki Akhir Us Ko Pareshani Kya Hai , Jab Hum Log Nainital Gayethe to Main Uski Halat Dekh Kar Dar Hi Gayi Thi Nlekin Fir Bhi Us Ne Kuch Nahibataya – Main Boli
Kyun Ki Wo Nahichahti Thi Ki Kisi Ko Pata Chale Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Hai Agar Pata Chalta Tolog Us Ko Ya to Haker Nazar Se Dekhte Ya Fir Us Pe Taras Khate Aur Bewajahsuhanubhuti Dikhate Aur Yahi Wo Nahi Chahti Thi – Wo Bole
Kya Main Us Kosamjh Payi Kya Main Us Ko Samjhti Thi – Is Ka Main Apne Aap Me Jawab Talashrahi Thi
Bahut Ache Setum Samajhti Thi Aur Wo Bhi Samajhti Thi , Us Ko Ye Pata Tha Agar Tum Ko Yemaloom Ho Jayega to Tum Pata Nahi Kya Karogi Aur Is Liye Hi Wo Tum Ko Nahi Batasaki Agar Tum Ko Lagta Hai Ki Usne Ye Ghalt Kiya to Us Ko Maf Kar Dena Beti –wo Bole
Nahi Uncle Merichuzi Kabhi Ghalat Ho Hi Nahi Sakti Thikyun Ki Usne Kabhi Kisi Ke Liye Kuch Ghalat Kiya Hi Nahi - Main Boli
Aur Us Kibeemari Ki Baat Mere Ghar Me Mere Siwa Koi Nahi Janta than A Hi Us Ki Maa Aurna Hi Harsh , Is Liye Maine Harsh Ko Bahar Bhej Diya – Wo Bole
Kyaa – Ek Baarfir Maine Harani Se Unka Munh Dekhne Lagi
Haan Beta Humdono Nahi Chahte the Ki Kisi Ko Pata Chale Us Ki Maa Ko Pata Hota to Wo Kab Kimar Gayi Hoti Aur Harsh Ko to Dekh Hirahi Ho Tum – Ur Duniya Walon Ko to Bas Mauka Chahiye Bas , Hum Dono Ke Alawatumhari Principal Madam Ye Baat Janti Thi Aur Aaj Tum Ko Pata Chali
Principal Madamko Pata Tha – Maine Pucha
Haan Wo Bhi Hamarebahut Ache Milne Walon Me Hai Is Liye Un Ko Pata Tha – Wo Bole
Saari Baten Ekek Kar Ke Meri Samajh Me Aa Rahi Thi , Wo Chuzi Ka College Me Mazaak Aurteachers Se Cher Char Un Ko Pareshan Karna Aur Principal Madam Ka Complaint Kebaad Khamosh Rahna Aaj Samajh Me Aa Raha Tha Ki Kyun Wo Chuzi Ki Shararton Koaccept Karti Thi
Aur Chuzi Kitnibadi Khuddar Nikli Itna Bada Dard Leke Akele Hi Chai Gayi Aur Mere Itne Kareebhone Ke Bad Bhi Mujhe Ehsaas Tak Nahi Hone Diya , Jiske Samne Har Pal Har Ghadihar Waqt Us Ki Maut Thi Wo Maut Ka Mazak Urati Hui Ghoomti Rahti Thi Aur Khushrahti Thi
Apne Dard Koseene Me Dafan Karte Hue Wo Har Rote Hue Ko Hansate Hue Khud Mazaak Mazaakkarti Hansti Khelti Chali Gayi
Mujhe Pata Haiki Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi Lekin I Am Sorry Main Ye Aap Logn Ko Nahi Bata Sakti , Kyun Ki Is Baat Ko Jitney Log Jante the Aaj Bhi Utne Hi Log Jante Hain
Aur Mujhe Ummeedhai Ki Aap Log Is Bare Me Koi Sawal Nahi Karenge
Mujhe Pata Hai Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi Lekin I Am Sorry Main Ye Aap Logn Ko Nahi Bata Sakti , Kyun Ki Is Baat Ko Jitney Log Jante the Aaj Bhi Utne Hi Log Jante Hain
Aur Mujhe Ummeed Hai Ki Aap Log Is Bare Me Koi Sawal Nahi Karenge
Ab Age---
Phir Harsh Wapas Aa Gaya Us Ko Bahut Der Tak Samjhati Rahi Main Firaunty Se Milkar Un Se Kaha Main Ja Rahi Hun to Wo Bhi Roti Hui Boli Meri Beti Ho to Ati Rahna Beta
Us Par Main Sab Ko Makool Jawab Dete Heu Wahan Se Laut Aayi
Din Beet Rahe the Jaise Taise Waqt Par Kisi Ki Sardari Nahi Koi Us Ko Pakar Nahi Sakta Bas Wo Bhagta Hi Rahta Hai Shahnaz Bhi Ab Kaafi Had Tak Normal Ho Chuki Thi Lekin Fir Bhi Aisa Lag Raha Tha Jais Koi Mere Ghar Se Hi Chala Gaya Ho
Jahan Shahnaz Apne Room Me Rahti Thi Aur Study Karti Rahti Thi Wahi Wo Ab Mujhe Chorti Nahi Thi Bas Khamosh Kamosh Har Waqt Mere Hi Pas Baithi Rahti Thi Agar Main Kitchen Me Hotio Thi to Wo Wahan Aakar Khari Ho Jati Thi to Main Khud Kursi Lakar Us Ko Bitha Leti Thi ‘
Jab Bhi Puchti Thi Kya Baat Hai Beta – to Uska Ek Hi Jawab Hota Tha Kuch Nahi Bibbi
Main Sochti Thi Ki Chuzi Ko Hamari Zindagi Me Aaye Bahut Waqt to Nahi Hua Tha Fir Bhi Wo Hamari Zindagi Ka Itna Aham Hiscsa Ban Gayi Thi Ki Us Ke Bina Ab Sab Kuch Be Rang Nazar Aa Raha Tha
Main Chuzi Ko Hatakar Apni Piche Ki Zindai Ke Bare Me Sochti Thi Ki Jab Chuzi Nahi Thi Tab Hamari Life Kaisi Thi to Fir Ab Wahi Life Kyun Nahi Ban Pa Rahi Kyun Main Wahi Mahaul Nahi Bana Paa Rahi Hun
Us Pichli Zindagi Me Bhi Apno Ko Khone Ka Bahut Bada Gham Tha Pahle Maa Fir Papa Aur Ab Chuzi
Chuzi Ke Jane Ke Baad Se Ab Mammi Papa Ki Bhi Bahut Yaad Aati Thi Aur Hota Yahi Tha Ki Raat Raat Bhar Na Main Soti Thi Aur Na Hi Shahnaz Wo Rat Ko Bhi Mere Hi Room Me Sone Lagi Thi Kyun Ki Us Ko Pareshan Dekh Kar Main Us Ko Akela Nahi Rahne Dena Chahti Thi
Der Raat Rak Wo Mere Zanu Pe Sar Rakhe Hue Chup Chap Leti Rahti Thi Ek Raat Main Uske Balon Me Ungliyan Fira Rahi Thi Aur Wo Mere Zanu Pe Sar Rakhe Hue Leti Thi Nisef Shab Ghuzar Jane Ke Bad Bhi Wo Nahi Soyi to Main Boli Beta so Jaao Kya Bat Hai Kuch Batati Bhi Nahi Ho Kab Tak Aise Hi Kahmosh Rahogi
Bibbi Aap to Mujhe Chorkar Nahi Jaogi Na – Wo Boli
Nahi Beta Main Kahan Jaungi Aur Aap Aisa Kyun Soch Rahi Hain – Main Boli
Jahan Chuzi Didi Chali Gayi – Wo Boli
Us Ki Is Bat Ka Mere Pas Koi Jawab Nahi Tha , Fir Bhi Maine Kaha Dekho Beta Wahan Se Jiska Bulawa Aa Jata Hai Us Ko Jana Parta Hai Koi Bhi Us Ko Rok Nahi Sakta Ek Na Ek Din Sab Ko Jana Hai Kaun Kab Jayega Ye Koi Nahi Janta
Wo Mujh Se Lipatti Hui Boli Lekin Main Aap Ke Bina Rh Paungi Bibbi Aap Mat Jana – Wo Boli
Main Kahin Nahi Jane Wali Hun Aur Ye Sab Bekar Ki Baten Soch Kar Khud Ko Pareshan Mat Karo Dekho Chuzi Didi Ko Bahut Pahle Se Hi Pata Tha Ki Us Ko Kya Beemari Hai Lekin Kabhi Wo Udas Nahi Rahi Zindagi Jitni Uske Haq Me Thi Us Ne Us Ko Bahut Khushi Se Jee Liya Aur Tum Uske Hi Gham Me Udaas Ho Aur Apni Zindagi Ko Bhulkar Maut Pe Tawajjo Dekar Pareshan Ho Ye Thik Nahi Hai Beta Agar Tum Khush Nahi Rahogi Au Raise Hi Rahogi to Chuzi Ko Bahut Dhukh Hoga – Main Boli , Ab so Jaao Aur Kuch Mat Socho Sab Kuch Acha Socho – Maine Kaha
Nind Nahi Aati Hai Bibbi – Wo Boli
Sone Ki Koshish Karo to Nind Aayegi – Main Boli
Main Uske Balon Ungliyan Firate Hue Yunhi Kuch Gunguna Rahi Thi
Bibbi Chup Rahiye Gungunaiye Mat
Ok – Princes- Main Boli – Aur Khamishi Se Uska Sir Thapthapti Rahi
Bibbi – Us Ne Bahut Dhire Se Mujhe Awaz Di
Haan Bolo – Main Ne Kaha
Bibbi Aap Ek Nazam Sunati Thi –wo Boli
Kaun Sii – Maine Pucha
Wo Prayer Wali Bahut Achi Si , Bahut Sunayi Hai Aap Ne – Wo Boli
Han Haan to Kya Hua – Main Boli
Wo Sunaiye Na Wahi Andaz Se Wahi Tarannum Se – Wo Boli
Main Subah Sunaungi Abhi Aap so Jaiye Bas – Main Boli
Sunaiye Na Bibbi Main so Jaungi Aap Sunaiye Please – Wo Request Karte Hue Boli
Thik Hai Rani Sahiba Lekin Wo Nazam Mujhe Puri to Yad Nahi Hai Lekin Jitni Yad Hai Main Utni Parh Rahi Hun – Main Boli
Thik Hai Bibbi – Wo Apne Sir Ko Mere Zanu Pe Aur Upar Karti Hui Boli
Maine Nazam Ko Parha ..
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Zindagi Shamma Ki Surat Ho Khuda Ya Meri
Lab Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Door Duniya Ka Mere Dum Se Andhera Ho Jaye!
Har Jagah Mere Chamakne Se Ujala Ho Jaye
Ho Mere Dum Say Yunhi Mere Watan Kee Zeenat
Ho Mere Dum Say Yunhi Mere Watan Kee Zeenat
Jis Tarah Phool Se Hoti Hai Chaman Ki Zeenat
Zindgi Hoo Meri Parwane Ki Surat Ya Rab!
Ilm Ki Shamma Se Ho Muj Ko Muhabbat Ya Rub!
Ho Mara Kaam Ghareeboon Key Himayat Karna
Dard Mandoon Se Zayeefoon Say Muhabbat Karna
Mere Allaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Haaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn
Mere Allaaah ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Nek Jo Raah Hoo Us Raah Pe Chalana Mujh Ko
Mere ,. ' ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Mere ,. ' ! Burayi Say Bachana Mujhko
Nek Jo Raah Hoo Us Raah Pe Chalana Mujh Ko
Lub Pe Aati Hai Dua Ban Ke Tamanna Meri
Zindagi Shamma Ki Surat Ho Khudaya Meri
Is Nazam Ko Parhte Hue Main Kud Apne Bachpan Me Pahunch Gayi Thi Jab Main Shahnaz Ki Tarah Apni Maa Ki Aaghosh Me Ye Nazam Suna Karti Thi Wo Waqt Ko Yad Karte Hue Aankhen Khud Ba Khud Nam Hoti Chali Gayi
Maine Shahnaz Ko Halke Se Hila Kar Awaz Di to Wo Nahi Boli , Maine Us Ko Zanu Se Hatakar Takiya Us Ke Sir Ke Niche Rakh Diya Wo so Chuki Thi Jab Se Chuzi Gayi Us Din Se to Jaise Wo Sona Hi Bhool Gayi Thi
Apni Soti Hui Pyari Bahan Pe Ek Shafqat Bhari Nigaah Se Main Usko Dekh Rahi Thi Wo Waise Bhi Bahut Bhooli Thi Lekin Sote Hue Wo Bahut Hi Masoom Lag Rahi Thi , Us Ke Maathe Ko Choomte Hue Main Uth Gayi Kyun Ki Main Baithe Baithe Bahut Thak Gayi Thi Is Liye Main Uth Kar Tahalne Lagi .
Maine Apna Mobile Utha Kar on Kiya Shahnaz Ki Wajah Se Maine Off Kiya Hua Tha Ki Agar on Rahega to Shaizan Msg to Karega Hi Ho Sakta Hai Ki Call Bhi Kare Is Liye Main Ne Mobile Off Kiya Hua Tha
Mobile on Karte Hi Msg Ki Line Lag Gayi Aur Inbox Full Dikhne Laga Maine Sare Unread Msh Bina Parhe Hi Delete Kar Diye Fir Kayi Msg Aaye Maine Dekha to Us Ne Yahi Lilkha Tha how Are You Reply to Karo Kam Se Kam Kya Haal Hai Etc..
Maine Mobile Lekar Lawan Me Aa Gayi Raat Adhi Se Zyada Ghuzar Chuki Thi 3:00 Baj Raha Tha Shahnaz so Gayi Thi Mujhe to Nind Khud Se Roothi Hui Lag Rahi Thi , Main Bahar Aakar Lawn Me Baith Gayi .
Maine Shaizan Ko Mis Cal Kiya Fauran Hi Uska Phone Aaya Main Phone Pick Karte Hue Boli
Me – Hello
He – Hello Kaisi Hain Aap?
Me – Main Thik Hun Aap Bataiye Kya Hal Hai
He – Thik Hun Fit and Fine Aap Ka Phone Kyun Off Tha
Maine Usko Bataya Ki Kyun Off Tha
He- Oooh Is Ka Matlab Aap Ki Bahan Bhi Us Se Bahut Close Thi
Me – Han Bahut Hi Zyada Kyun Ki Wo Thi Hi Aisi Ki Har Koi Us Se Bahut Close Rahta Tha
He – Tum Abhi Bhi Us Se Bahar Nahi Aa Payi Ho Shayad Kyun Ki Tumhari Awaz Tumhare Words Se Yahi Andaz Ho Raha Hai
Me – Haan , Koi Kisi Ki Feelings Ko Nahi Smajh Sakta Hai Bas Samjhane Ko Sab Samjha Dete Hain
He – Han Wo to Hai Lekin Ye Death Kisi Ki Bhi Ho Is Pe Sabka Ek Hi Jawab Hota Hai Aur Log Us Ko Hi Kahte Hain Aur Yahi Samjhate Bhi Hai Lekin Jis Pe Ghuzarti Hai Wahi Janta Hai
Me – Bilkul Sahi Kah Rahe Hain Aap
He – Main Aap Se Ye Nahi Kahunga Ki Us Ko Bhool Jao Kyun Ki Dosti Kya Hai Dosti Ka Matlab Kya Hai Ye Main Bahut Ache Se Janta Hun Agar Main Ye Kahun Ki Dosti Ko Muh Se Behtar Koi Nahi Janta to Bhi Ghalat Nahi Hoga , Duniya Me Sab Se Bada Rishta Meri Nazar Me Dosti Hi Hai
Agar Aap Us Ko Bhool Gayi to Fir Aap Us Ki Achi Dost Nahi Kahlayengi Mere Hisab Se Aur Aap Bhi Us Ko Bhool Nahi Paa Rahi Hai , Aur Is Waqt Aap Ko Bahut Bura Lagta Hoga Jab Koi Aap Se Kahta Hoga Ki Bhool Jao Jane Wale Wapas Nahi Aate Waghaira Waghaira
Me – Haan Bilkul Sahi Bat Hai Bahut Bura Lagta Hai
He – Mujhe Pata Hai Agar Kisi Pal Apna Dhyan Hatane Ki Koshish Bhi Karogi to Wo Utna Zyada Yaad Aayegi
Me – Yes
He – Bilkul Mat Bhoolo Us Ko Lekin Apne Ko Takleef Bhi Mat Do Ye Bhi Sach Hai Ki Wo Wapas Nahi Aayegi Lekin Uski Yaden Tumhare Pas Se Kabhi Door Nahi Jayengi Us Ko Apni Yadon Me Har Din Pal Har Ghadi Zinda Rakho , Tumhara Dil Hahta Hoga Ki Har Waqt Tum Us Ke Bare Me Hi Socho Aur Us Ke Bar Me Baat Karo , Ya Koi Aisa Ho Jis Se Tum Sirf Apni Friend Ki Hi Baten Karti Raho
Me – Haan Haan Bilkul Sahi Kah Rahe Ho Lekin Ye Sab Tum Ko Kaise Pata Hai
He – Bas Pata Hai Itni Umar Me Hi Zindagi Me Bahut Sare Tajurbe De Diye Is Liye Pata Hai
Me – Kaise Tajurbe ? Is Baat Ka Tajurba Kaise ? Kuch Samjhi Nahi
He – Us Ko Choro Ye Masla Dicus Karne Ke Liye Phone Nahi Kiya Hai Bas Tum Mujhe Apni Friend Ke Bare Me Batao Jitna Bhi Batana Chahti Ho
Me – Main Batane Lagi to Kayi Din Beet Jayenge Lekin Us Ki Baten Khtam Nahi Hongi
He – Koi Baat Nahi Jab Tak Batana Chaho Batati Raho Main Sununga Tum Bolti Raho Aur Main Zindagi Bhar Suntan Rahun Yahi to Main Chahta Hun
Me – Kyun Aisa Kyun ?
He – Pata Nahi Lekin Kuch to Baat Hai Aap Me Warna Ye Banda Baat Bhi Cuninda Logon Se Hi Karta Hai
Me – Bas Bas
He – Main Jhooth Nahi Bolta Aap Se , Ye Maine Pahle Bhi Bataya Hai Main Jo Hun Jaisa Hun Kya Kya Kiya Hai Sab Sach Bataya Hai
Me – Thik Hai
He – Batao Agar Tumhara Dil Chahe to Main Force Nahi Kar Raha Aap Ko
Me – Kya Bataun Us Ke Bare Me Samajhe Me Hi Nahi Aata , Apni Alag Pahchan Thi Us Ki Har Jagah Kahin Bhi Chup Nahi Sakti Thi Wo Apne Dress Se Apne Alfaaz Se Apne Andaz Se Har Jagah Pahchani Jati Thi
Bahut Badi Pagal Thi Wo
He – Kyun Pagal Kyun Thi
Me – Janti Thi Ki Wo Marne Wali Hai Us Ko Pata Tha Ki Usko Kya Beemari Hai Lekin Fir Bhi Marte Hue Logon Ko Zindagi Dene Ki Koshish Karti Thi , Kitne Bade Dard Ko Lekar Wo Zinda Thi Ye O Janti Thi Kisi Ko Nahi Bataya Us Ne , Mujhe Bhi Ehsaas Tak Nahi Hone Diya Kabhi , Lekin Fir Bhi Rote Hue Logon Ko Hansati Rahi
He – Amazing , Bahut Bade Jigar Wali Thi Wo , Tum Ko Fakhra Hona Chahiye Khud Par Ki Tumhari Dost Aisi Thi
Me – Ab Fakhra Kar Ke Kya Kar Lungi
He – Bahut Afsoos Hai Mujh Ko Jis Ko Dekha Nahi Jis Se Mila Nahi Lekin Aap Ki Zubani Us Ke Bare Me Sukar Bas Yahi Soch Raha Hun Kaash Ek Bar Us Se Mil Leta
Kuch Der Khamoshi Rahi Na Hi Main Bol Rahi Thi Aur Na Hi Shaizan Kuch Bol Raha Tha
Kuch Der Ki Khamoshi Ke Baad
He – Hey Gul
Me – Yes
He – Main Serious Nahi Hota Hun Jo Hun Jaisa Hun Ache Se Janti Ho Tum Mila Nahi Aaj Tak Wo Alag Bat Hai Fir Janti to Ho
Me – Yes – to Kya ?
He – Aaj Bahut Hi Zyada Emotional Kar Diya Aap Ne Mujhe , Main Yad Karne Ki Koshish Kar Raha Hun Ki Is Se Pahle Main Kab Itna Zyada Emotional Hua Tha
Me – Sorry Lekin Aap Ne Hi Pucha Mujh Se Main to Batana Hi Nahi Chahti Thi
He – Lekin Main to Sunna Chata than A Aur Sunana Chahta Hun Jab Tak Tum Kahna Chaho
Me – Ab Kuch Nahi Hai Kahne Ko Bas Mukhtasar Si Kahani Thi Us Pagali Ki Jo Apni Yaden Dekar Mujhe Chali Gayi
He – Aur Kuch Batao Apni Us Friend Ke Bare Me Kya Pasnd Karti Thi Wo
Me – Shararat Sirf Pagal Pan Bhari Bahut Pyari Pyri Sharrten Aur Kuch Nahi , Khud Ke Dard O Gham Ko Bhoolna Jo Chahti Thi Shayad Is Liye
He – Pagal Hi Thi Wo , Kyun Ki Jaan Se Pyare Logon Se Kuch Kuch Parde Lazim Hain Sachi Baat Batane Wale Kuch Kuch Pagal Hote Hain
Me - Pata Nahi
He – Aap Ko Aap Ki Friend Ke Upar Ek Ghazal Sonata Hun
Me – Sunaiye
He – Wait Ek Minute Main Zara Guitar Connect Kar Lun
Me – Ok
Kuch Der Ke Intezar Ke Baad
He – Hello
Me – Yes Kaho
He – Raton Ko Raton Ko Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi , Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Me - Bahut Acha Gaate Ho Shaizan
( Wo Waqai Bahut Hi Behtar Dhang Se Ga Raha Tha)
He – Thank You Lekin Aap Se Achi Awaz Nahi Hai
Me – Aisa Nahi Hai , Tumhari Awaz Bahut Achi Hai
He – Ok Thank You , Aage Suniye
Me – Irshaad
He – Ye Kaun Hai
Me – Mean
He – Irshaad Kis Janwar Ka Naam Hai
Me – Ab Mazak Mat Karo Please
He -- Ok ---
Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Hun Hun Hey Haaaa Hooo Haa Haa
Me – Nice
He – Ankhon Me Khwab Sajaye ---- Ankhon Me Khwab Sajaye Hone Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Neend Ke Gahrre Jhonko Me ---- Neend Ke Gahre Jhonko Me -- Jhonko Me Jhonko Me
Neend Ke Gahre Jhonko Me – Neend Ke Gahre Jhonkon Me Chalne Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi --- Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me – Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me –
Pat Jhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me -- Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me
Patjhar Ke Bemani Mausam Me Phoolon Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi ---- Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar --- Mera Nam Ret Pe Likh Kar
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar -- Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar
Mera Naam Ret Pe Likh Kar Parhne Ka Tasavur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi – Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
Raton Ko – Raton Ko – Raton Ko Uth Uth Kar Khwabon Ka Tasavvur Karti Thi
Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi - Wo Aisi Pagal Larki Thi
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Me – Bahut Acha Gaya Tum Ne , Wo Kuch to Aisi Hi Thi Patjhar Ke Mausam Me Phool Sardi Me Barish Ke Pani Me Bheegne Ki Tamanna Rakhne Wali
He – Haan Kyun Ki Us Ke Pas Waqt Kam Tha Is Liye Wo Aisa Karti Thi , Waise Uski Death Kahan Hui
Me – Aap Ke Hi City Ke Super Speciality Institute Me , Lekin Main Aap Ko Ye Nahi Bataugi Ki Usko Beemari Kya Thi
He – Main Puchunga Bhi Nahi , Kyun Ki Main Samajh Chukka Hun Us Ko Kya Beemari Thi
Me – Main Bhi Nahi Puchungi Ki Aap Ne Kya Guess Kiya
He- - I Know – Kyun Ki Gul Tum Ek Bahut Achi Bahut Hi Zyada Achi Dost Hone Ke Sath Sath Kayi Guna Zyada Achi Insaan Bhi Ho
Me – Ye Mujhe Nahi Pata
He – Mujhe Pata Hai Aur Main Tum Ko Bata Raha Hun
Me – Ok
He – Acha Ab so Jaao Fir Jab Tum Ko Lage Kabhi Apni Frind Ke Bahut Yad Aaye to Mujhe Call Karna Aur Dil Bhar Ke Us Ki Baten Mujh Se Kar Lena
Me – Ok
He - - Ab so Jao Thori Der
Me – Thik Hai Mujhe Ab Neend Bhi Aa Rahi Hai
He – Thats Very Good Now Go and Sleep – Good Night
Me – Good Night
Maine Phone Band Kiya Aur Andar Aa Gayi , Maine Dekha Shahnaz so Rahi Thi Main Bhi Us Ke Pas Hi Let Gayi Mujhe Waqyi Ab Neend Aa Rahi Thi Aur Main Apne Aap Ko Bahut Hi Zyada Halka Mahsoos Kar Rahi Thi , Aisa Lag Raha Tha Jaise Koi Boojh Sa Utar Gaya Ho Mere Seene Se Letne Ke Kuch Hi Der Me Mujhe Neend Aa Gayi .
