Incest/Taboo Main Pyaar Aur Apne Pariwaar Ka Deewana

agar tum yeh sochte ho ki tumhari sachchai jaan ne ke baad

main ya koi bhi tumse nafrat karega

toh suno hum tumhari sachchayi jaante hain

aur hum ab bhi tumse utna hi pyar karte hain

[kmaasi ki baat sun lene ke baad mujhe yakeen nahi hua

ki pichhle 2 saalo mein maine aisa kya kar diya jo yeh sab mujhse itna pyar karte hain

tabhi seedhiyo se neeche aati vanya ko main dekhne laga

shayad woh bahut royi thi

uski aankhein laal lag rahi thi

vanya mere paas pahunchi

mujhe laga ki woh bhi kuch bolegi

lekin woh boli nahi

lagatar apne komal hatho se mujhe do thappad maar di

aur rone lagi

vanya ko rota dekh mera dil bechain ho utha

main bmama ki taraf dekhne laga

main wapas room mein aagaya

main samajh gaya tha ki pure pariwaar ko pata chal gaya hai

main dilip nahi shakti hoon

phir bhi woh mujhse pyar karte hain

tabhi gate khula aur mere papa raajveer andar aaye

aur mere paas baith gaye

main apna munh dusri taraf ghuma liya

papa- shakti main janta hoon ki galti mujhse hui hai

lekin uska bhugtaan tumne kiya apne bhai ko kho kar

pata hai jis din tumhare mata pita mare

usi din mujhe ek phone aaya tha

phone mere pita ranjit ke khaas aadmi ka tha

usne mujhe bataya ki dharmesh ne mere pita aur meeta aur uski pati ko maar diya

is baat pe yakeen karna mushkil tha

lekin woh aadmi jisne mujhe phone kiya tha

woh aakhri saanse gin raha tha

mujhse yahi bhool ho gayi maine socha ki koi marta hua aadmi jhuth nahi bol sakta

shakti- mujhe aap se koi shikayat nahi hai

lekin mujhe mere pichchle 2 saal mehsus hi nahi hote

papa- main jald hi koi raasta dhund lunga

[phir papa chale gaye

aur vanya mere room mein aayi

mere paas baith gayi

shakti- jee nahi bhara toh aur maar lo

main uff tak nahi karunga

vanya- mujhe maaf kar dijiye

shakti- koi baat nahi

lekin tumne mujhe kyun

vanya- aap ko yaad nahi hoga

aaiye mere sath

[vanya mera hath pakdi aur mujhe apne sath leke ek room pe gayi

thoda sa gate khula tha room ka

andar wohi ladki baithi meri tasveer ko nihar rahi thi

[vanya mujhe wapas apne room mein le aayi

vanya- woh ladki meri di

uski aisi haalat aapki wajah se hui hai

shakti- maine kya kiya

vanya- aapne us ladki se pyar kiya hai

woh ladki mar ke bhi aapke pyar ke liye jinda hui

[phir vanya mujhe batayi ki kaise mujhe us ladki se pyar hua

vanya- please aap jaldi theek ho jaiye

warna meri di mar jaegi

[vanya ki baat sunke main shock ho gaya

mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha

ki vanya ki badi behen se main pyar karta hoon

aur vanya se bhi

vanya- main bas aap se itna hi kahungi

ki hosakta hai aapko abhi kuch mehsus nahi ho raha hai

lekin agar meri didi mar gayi

toh sabse jyada aapka muksaan hoga

shakti- lekin mujhe yaad hi nahi hai

vanya- aap doctor se kyu nahi baat karte

shakti- mujhe pata hai ki iska koi ilaaj nahi hai

vanya- toh dijiye marne apni vidu ko

jab aapko sabkuch yaad aayega toh aap bhi mar jana main bhi mar jaungi

[ek baar phir vanya rote hue bhaag gayi

main apna sir pakadke baith gaya aur apni aankhein band kar liya

kuch yaad karne ki koshish karne laga

lekin fayda nahi hui

[main ek jhatke mein khada hoke puri taqat se ek punch deewaar pe de maara

tabhi mera phone bajne laga

phone rocky ka tha

main phone cut kar diya

aur apna bag leke room se bahar aagaya aagaya

bmama ko batake ghar se nikal pada...

Shakti- gaon se sheher pahunchne mein mujhe jyada waqt nahi laga

main uska saamna zindagi bhar nahi karna chahta tha

aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai jab main apni training karne ja raha tha toh

usne mujhe i lov u kaha

jab main uska pyar thukraya tha tab woh bahut hansi

lagatar hansti rahi

phir mujhe kahi ki

mere maathe pe kiss karo

main uske maathe ko choom liya

mere aisa karte hi phut phut ke rone lagi

main bhi kya kar sakta tha

mere liye mera laksh jaruri thi

aaj main sochta hoon ki agar main uska pyar sweekaar kar leta

toh main yahan kabhi nahi aata

apna badla lene

kam se kam mera dilip toh jinda hota

peshe se mano chikitsak

is duniya mein meri khushiyo ko agar koi wapas laa sakti hai

army intelligence department mein

bade bade mujrimo ka brainwash uske baaye hath ka khel hai

thodi psycho hai

chahti toh mujhe apna deewaana bana sakti thi

phir woh wapas india aagayi apni maa ke sath rehne

uske pita american aur maa indian thi

woh mujhe kahi thi ki agar mera pyar sachcha hai toh tum mere paas jarur aaoge

yeh sab sochte hue mujhe pata hi nahi chala

ki kab main uske ghar ke bahar pahunch gaya

raat ke 11 baj chuke the

security se bola ki mujhe alina se milna hai

security guard- apna naam batao

[main use apna naam bataya

thodi der baad security guard wapas aaya

guard- aapko andar bulaya hai

main bhi andar chal pada dimaag mein yahi tha ki meri madad nahi karegi toh shayad meri galtiyo ki saza ab mera pura pariwaar bhugtega

ghar ke andar pahunchke main idhar udhar dekhne laga

har deewaar pe meri tasveer tangi thi

tabhi mere kandhe pe kisi ne hath rakh diya

peeche mudke dekha toh saamne alina khadi thi

aankho pe chashma laga tha

thodi der tak woh mujhe dekhti

jaise pehchaan ne ki koshish kar rahi ho

[lekin main jaanta tha ki alina mujhe pehchaan gayi hai

shakti- alina

[main dheere se kaha

alina- itne saalo baad tumhe dekh rahi hoon

thodi der aur dekh lene do

pata nahi phir kab tumhe dekhungi

[pure 30 minute tak alina mujhe dekhti rahi

phir woh mera hath pakadke mujhe bitha di

shakti- kaisi ho alina aur aunty kaisi hain

alina- tumhare bina bhi jee rahi hoon

aur maa ab is duniya mein nahi hain

kaho kaise aana hua

aise milne tum mujhse aaoge nahi

shakti- mujhe tumhari madad chahiye

[phir main alina ko sab bata diya jo baatein mujhe pata thi

meri baat sunne ke baad alina ki aankho se aansu chhalak gaye

alina- bahut dukh hai mujhe tum himmat mat haarna

shakti- please meri madad karo

tumhare siwa koi nahi hai jo meri madad kare

alina- tum mujhe galat mat samajhna

lekin tumhari samasya ka hal mere paas bhi nahi hai

[main janta tha ki alina jhuth bol rahi hai

aakhir woh meri pehli best freind thi.,.

Shakti- tum kyun mujhse jhuth bol rahi ho

alina- tum kyun mere peeche pade ho

please ab chale jao yahan se

shakti- chala jata hoon

lekin main tumhe kuch batana chahta hoon

[bina alina ka jawab sune main use apni poori kahani bata diya

meri maa ke pita se leke meri aur vanya ki poori baat

jo kuch mujhe pata tha

ab woh alina jan gayi thi

uski aankho se ansu beh rahe the

alina- shakti mujhe bahut dukh hai jo tumhare sath hua

lekin main ab bhi yahi kahungi ki tumhari madad main nahi kar sakti

shakti- tum kyun meri madad nahi karna chahti

mujhse badla toh nahi le rahi

[mujhe maaf kar dena

mujhe pata hai ki tum aisi ladki bilkul bhi nahi ho

kya karu agar mujhe kuch yaad nahi aaya

toh vanya ki badi behen mar jaegi

phir vanya aur mere dilip ki aakhri khwahish thi ki main uski vanya ko hamesha khush rakkhu

[alina muskurane lagti hai]

alina- tum mujhe kuch bhi keh lo

chaho toh mere sath kuch bhi kar lo

lekin main tumhari madad nahi karungi

[ab muskurane ki baari meri thi

shakti- iska matlab tum meri madad kar sakti ho

alina- main nahi kar sakti

itne saalo se tumhare bina jee rahi hoon

lekin tum hi nahi rahoge toh kaise jeeyungi

tumhari madad karte waqt tumhare sar mein itna dard hoga

ya toh tumhe sab kuch yaad ajayega

ya phir tum mar

[itna kehke alina rone lagi

alina- please chale jao

[alina ki baat sunke main uske ghar se bahar nikla aur jaise hi main gate pe pahuncha

alina daudti hui mere paas aayi

alina- raat ke 1 baj rahe hain aur agar main keh di ki chale jao toh tum jaa rahe ho

subah chale jaana

[isi liye main alina ko psycho kehta hoon

[phir main ek room mein jaake let gaya

agli subah bina alina ko bataye main gaon wapas aagaya

kisi ne kuch pucha nahi kyunki main bmama ko batake gaya tha

jaise hi main room mein aaya

vanya bhi mere sath sath room mein aagayi

shakti- woh mera ilaaj nahi karegi

vanya- kaun

shakti- alina

vanya- kyun

shakti- kyunki woh mujhse bahut pyar karti hai

aur agar woh mera ilaaj karegi toh main theek ho jaunga

haan ek aur baat jab woh mera ilaaj karegi toh mere sar mein bahut dard hoga

ya toh main theek ho jaunga ya toh main mar jaunga

isse achcha toh yeh hota ki main apne maa ke pet se mara hua paida hota

[main itna hi bola tha ki vanya ke hath aur mere gaal ka milan ho gaya

vanya mujhe thappad maar di

aur mere seene se lipatke rone lagi

pehli baar vanya mere seene se lagi thi

kuch der baad woh mujhse alag hui

vanya- aapka theek hona mere liye ya didi ke liye jaruri nahi hai

aapka theek hona

bdadi ke liye jaruri hai

doctor ne kaha hai ki agar woh jald hi theek nahi hui toh woh mar jaengi

shakti- tum hi batao main kya karu

woh mujhe kabhi theek nahi karegi

puri duniya mein main hi ek bacha hoon

jisse sab ladkiyo ko pyar ho jata hai

[meri baat sunke vanya muskura padi

vanya- aap mujhe uske paas le chaliye

main unhe mana lungi

shakti- woh psycho hai jisse pyar karti hai usse nahi maani

toh tum kahan se mana paogi

vanya- bdadi ke liye kisi bhi qeemat unhe mana na hi padega

main pitaji se puchti hoon

aap ek baar bdadi se mil lijiye

[yeh kehke vanya room se chali gai

main pahuncha bnani ke room mein....

vanya-aap ek baar bdadi se mil lijiye

[yeh kehke vanya room se chali gai

main pahuncha bnani ke room mein

waise toh main kabhi bnani se baat nahi kiya tha

lekin aaj baat karne ja raha tha

bed pe leti bnani sirf saansein le rahi thi

meri maa ke jaane se jaisi haalat hui thi

waisi hi haalat aaj meri wajah se thi

main bnani ke pairo ke paas baith gaya

shakti- mujhe pata hai aapki yeh haalat mere kaaran hui hai

lekin aap jaldi se theek ho jaiye

aur mujhse baat kijiye

mujhe ek maa ki bahut jarurat hai

[bnani waisi hi rahi main room se bahar aagaya

thodi der baad vanya mere room mein aayi

vanya- pitaji maan gaye hain ab hum alina ke paas jaa sakte hain

shakti- tum kehti ho ki tumhari badi behen mujhse pyar karti hai

alina ko manaane ka kaam use karna chahiye tum se toh mera koi rishta nahi hai

[meri baat sunke vanya udaas ho gayi

vanya- tum jab theek ho jaoge toh tum samajh jaoge

shakti- jo bhi lena hai le lo 1 ghante baad hum niklenge

[mere se nikalke vanya apne room mein gayi

meri tasveer ko apne hatho mein leke rone lagi

vanya- tumhe mera pyar hi nahi dikhta hai

aaj bhi tum mujhe takleef de rahe ho

didi se tum itna pyar karte ho

main tum se itna pyar karti hoon

aur ab yeh alina

kahi pe rukne ka irada hai

bade aaye commando

shayad yeh aakhri baar hai jo main tumhare liye kuch kar rahi hoon

[1 ghante baad main aur vanya car mein baithe aur nikal pade alina ke ghar

car main khud chala raha tha

pure raaste vanya khamosh rahi

phir hum alina ke ghar pahunche

security ne bataya ki alina ghar pe nahi hai

shakal se pata chal raha tha ki jhut bol raha hai

vanya kuch bolna chahti thi

lekin usse pehle hi main security guard ko behosh kar diya aur vanya ka hath pakad ke ghar ke andar pahuncha

alina mujhe dekhke apna sir pakadke baith gayi

main vanya ko baithne ka ishaara kiya

aur alina ke paas gaya

alina- shakti main pehle hi keh chuki hoon

ki main tumhara ilaaj nahi karungi

tum mujhe maar daaloge tab bhi nahi

shakti- koshish toh karo

alina- 20 patient mein se ek hi jinda bacha hai

19 maare gaye

tum samajhte kyun nahi ho

tum aise bhi khush reh sakte ho

shakti- dekho alina yeh mere liye ya us ladki ke liye nahi hai

mera theek hona bnani ke liye jaruri hai

alina- meri jindagi mein aisa koi nahi hai jiske sahare main jeeyun

ek tum hi ho

aur waise bhi tum agar treatment ke waqt mar gaye toh tumhari bnani waisi hi rahengi

chahe koi kuch bhi kare main tumhara ilaaj nahi karungi

[main vanya ki taraf mud gaya

shakti- maine kaha tha yeh nahi maanegi

[vanya mere paas aagayi

vanya- main inse akayle mein baat karungi

shakti- kyun

[vanya mujhe ghurke dekhi

vanya- bahar jaiye

[main wahan se nikalne mein hi apni bhalai samjha

vanya bhi ajeeb thi is duniya mein main kisi se bhi nahi dara

aur vanya jab mujhe aankh dikhati hai

toh dar se mere paseene chhut jaate hain

ajeeb baat hai na meri jindagi mein sab kuch badal gaya

lekin ek cheez nahi badli woh hai meri kismat

kabhi bhi palat jaati hai...​