Incest/Taboo My First (Time) Taboo

YES!! Summer vacation! Okay if you are starting this story on this chapter, wow, I'm not sure you'll be able to follow along, but feel free to try. I am going to try to do my best to give some backgrounds and descriptions of people. So that said, for those who aren't avid readers, my name is Lucy. I am a science teacher at a high school so I am so pleased to say that I have the next two and a half months off. Of course I don't get paid, but oh well that's how teaching works. I am a tall fit brunette that has been blessed/cursed with very large breasts. It runs in the family. My mom is even bustier than myself and looks like an older version of me.

My first Monday off I slept in and when I woke up I had the house to myself. It was sort of nice and yet sort of lonely too. I live with my mom, my Aunt Jill, and her daughter Kristen. Kristen is also my girlfriend and not only do our mother's know this, but they are our lover's as well. So if lesbian incest is not your thing, please stop reading now. My life isn't for everyone, but I am very happy.

Okay so I pretty much just relaxed all day, and didn't do much of anything except watch a little Netflix. My Aunt Jill was the first to come home. She is a slighter lighter haired version of my mother (and her younger sister). She isn't as busty as Mom and I, but believe me she is still very voluptuous at 36D, and in amazing shape as well. She came in and sat down next to me on the couch and we started talking, and I don't know I guess I got horny all day because I suddenly started to rub her leg, and next I was sliding up her skirt. She started to kiss me, but I wanted to please her. So I just crawled down on the carpet and pulled her panties to the side and just started to lick her. She lay back on the couch and just enjoyed it.

I love our lifestyle. I love the love we all share and I mostly love our eagerness to all please one another (though no one has the sexual drive my mom has). I love my Aunt Jill. This isn't just sex to me. She is almost as close to me as my mom and I sort of think of her as a second mom. Watching her leaning back and taking my tongue, made me feel so happy. I loved to please her.

I was totally giving it to her, when we heard the garage door opening. I was a little disappointed to be honest. Of the four of us, Jill and I are alone the least. My mom seems to find time to get with Kristen all the time (mostly fucking her with strap-ons) and of course I sleep with Kristen every night, and Jill sleeps with my mother, Patty, but Jill and I don't connect as often. Jill said, "We should probably stop." We knew it was Kristen coming in from work as she almost always beats my mom home, but I think Jill was afraid that Kristen might have brought someone home or something. Which I want to point out she has never done.

So I just ignored her and started licking her clit even faster. Jill put her hand on my head to stop me, but really presented no force to remove my tongue and so I kept going. Of the four of us Jill is the most conservative (though I suppose a woman who has sex with her family isn't that conservative, LOL). Sure enough it was just Kristen and when she walked into the living room she said in the cutest voice, "Oh is my cuddle bunny horny after being home all day alone." I think she was sort of making fun of me (as she has never called me cuddle bunny before, though I sort of liked it), but I just nodded without stopping my licking.

Kristen stood behind her mom on the couch and leaned over her, placing her hands on my Aunt's round mounds. She smashed them together and I loved watching her touch Jill. Jill looked up at her and had this completely lust-filled look. I love it that they share the same sexual desire that mom and I do. It just makes me feel so validated for the love I have and it makes me love them even more.

I slid my hands up and pushed Aunt Jill's shirt up and then Kristen helped lift her bra up and soon Kristen and I were both fondling her mom while I continued to taste her delicious pussy. When we heard the garage door a few minutes later it made Jill orgasm. I'm not sure if it was because she was excited that my mom was home, but she said, "Patty's home," right before she came.

My mom loves Jill so much and being sisters must just be the most amazing relationship. They had actually messed around a little as kids, but nothing like the relationship they share now. My Aunt Jill had actually left (divorced) her husband to come and live with us. And now Mom and Jill were more like a married couple than sisters. I sort of feel that way about Kristen too. She's my cousin and there is this huge background we share, but she is also my girlfriend, my lover, and even more she is my partner and what I think about first each morning. That said my mom is also everything to me. I can't begin to retell everything that led us to where we are now, but I love my mom on so many levels. She is actually the sexiest woman I have ever met and that includes Kristen, but far beyond that we share a love that cannot be compared. In all honesty if I could I would move away with my mom and marry her, and I know she feels the same. But of course that can never happen. Oh wow, I really have a wonderful life.

Okay so back to our situation. I started fingering Jill, and Kristen was leaning down to suck her nipples when the door in the kitchen opened and we heard my mom say, "We have company!"

Holy shit did we move fast. I actually wiped my mouth off on a pillow and then threw it into the den. I wanted to laugh I felt so dumb, but I was too nervous. Jill yanked her undies up quickly and pulled her shirt down fast enough, but her bra wasn't even on her boobs, and she was up and sort of leaving the room when my mom walked in with her guest. It was Kimberly.

Not sure if you remember her, but she is one of my mom's prettiest friends. She saw Kristen and immediately began talking to her (who I think she is falling for after their fun night of sex, long story), and that gave Jill a chance to fix her bra. My mom could tell we had been doing stuff just by the look on my face and she actually grabbed my ass, when Kim wasn't looking. I one up'd her by squeezing her boob. My mom and I have get this huge rush from danger. I love the idea of getting caught and if you've been reading you know we love being watched as well, but Kim has no clue about our weird family love so we had to be careful, which was most of the fun.

Well Kim didn't stay long, she was just borrowing something from my mom, but Jill sure gave a huge speech afterwards about being smarter (see I told you she was conservative). Kristen and I sort of made facing back and forth when Jill wasn't looking and it made my mom smile. We all had sex in mom's bed later that night, but I'll save the details for myself this time.

Okay so an update on the Jessica-Tabitha affair, as my friends and I are calling it. They are still dating and Jessica (who was my second girlfriend ever, and still one of my close friends and knows all about us) hasn't had sex with her yet, or back-slid with any of us for that matter so I think it's going slow but well. I think Jessica really wants to have a normal relationship after spending so many years doing group sex with me and my friends. I haven't run into Kylee (an ex student of mine and girl I coached, who is friends with Tabitha and has a girlfriend, but wants me bad) or anyone for that matter, so all is quiet on that front. I did however run into Candice (my mom's ex-gf) and her girlfriend Gabi. I actually sort of flirted with them, not overtly, but very subtle, enough to make Candice a little nervous and a little horny, and enough to make Gabi notice me. I guess I will just always be a tease, but when I caught Gabi checking out my boobs when I sort of nonchalantly rubbed my hands over them like they barely itched or something, I got a great thrill out of it. She definitely liked what she saw, LOL.

Any who, so I was feeling adventurous that first week and I'm not sure if it was because I ran into Candice or just because I really felt horny that week, but I had this crazy fun idea. Okay so I'll also admit that I honestly think about what I will write and what other people might want to hear about so I started brainstorming. Plus, I just have fantasies, and I want to live them out (wouldn't you if you could). Well for whatever reason it led to a lot of masturbation while I was home alone.

So I had my plan (though not much of one), but the thing was it was going to require the help from a few people and also me being able to talk them into being very daring (something I am good at, but not everyone). Surprisingly they all seemed to think it was a fun idea except for one, who I had to twist an arm a little to get motivated, but anyway here was my plan. I talked Monica into going on a triple date. That actually was the hardest part and she was my main target in all of this. Monica is a neighbor that Kristen and I have been having sex with occasionally. She is married and has a daughter that goes to the school at which I teach. She is pretty and in great shape for her age, and has gorgeous hair and a nice body, though not as voluptuous as the women in my family. Thing is what I really wanted to do was see how Monica reacted with what I had planned.

Carol (who is also a married woman and the mother of one of my ex-girlfriends, and who has slept with all of us at orgies including her own daughter - that's right folks further validation that my mom and I are natural) was also a little trouble at first, but I think she was horny enough to see me that it wasn't too hard to twist her arm, plus I know her and Kayla rarely get together unless they are with us (though it happens some).

Kayla (Carol's daughter) and Lyndsey were on board right away. They are two of my dearest friends. Lyndsey and Denise (my first serious girlfriend ever) are sisters, and through my magic have become lovers. Now I know this all must sound crazy to some, but again if you take the time to read everything you'll see why we all have these unusual, and yet deeply fulfilling lives. Lyndsey still has a crush on me, which in all honesty floors me. She seems to have this amazing relationship with Denise and I am so happy they love one another, and yet she can't get over me. I'll admit she is very tempting to me each time I see her, but it is definitely more sexual than intimate, though I admit freely that I still "love" each girlfriend I've had (Denise, Jessica, Lyndsey, Kayla, Nikki, and Kristen). We all share this amazing bond that is for sure and have no secrets (LOL that I know of).

Back to the plan: So I wanted to see how Monica would react if she saw Kayla and Carol (who are mother and daughter in case you've forgotten) do something sexually together. My mom and Jill are so terrified that Monica is going to find out something about us all, and so I figured if Monica was cool with Carol and Kayla she would be okay with us four, and vice versa of course. So this was pretty important to me. I didn't even tell my mom or Jill about any of this. They just think Kristen and I are meeting up with Carol and Kayla. (My mom was a little disappointed she wasn't going to join us, but I think Jill was happy to have a weekend alone with her.)

So this was the funny part I explained to Monica that Carol and Kayla were mother and daughter and that I was setting them up on a double date with Lyndsey and her. The thing was I didn't want Monica to know which one she was on the date with. I don't know maybe I watch too much TV, but I did my best to be very vague and then I was going to have both Kayla and Carol both flirt with Monica at different times of the night, and have Lyndsey pretend to be just as confused as her. Kristen and I were going to be there as well, just because I so wanted to see how it all went down, but also because Monica wouldn't even do it unless we were.

Also Monica wouldn't go on the date anywhere near Fort Wayne or where we live so we had to drive to Indy to go on the date, though that was closer to Carol and Kayla so it wasn't that big of a deal. Only problem was we needed to get hotel rooms then. Okay sorry for that huge explanation, but I thought it best you knew it all going in to this hilarious evening (or at least it was to me).

I'll tell you what Carol almost didn't do it when he found out Monica was married, and then she almost didn't do it, because she was just scared that someone would see her, but after a few drinks she completely fell into her role, LOL.

So we all met at this fun restaurant called Twin Peaks. Not sure if you have ever heard of them, but they are like a Hooters, but I think even better. There were some gorgeous girls there so we all were pretty ready to get some after just a few minutes of being there, ha. (Side note: menu is really small, but food is decent.)

I actually took a picture with a group of the waitresses just so I could show my mom later. So anyway, Kayla and Carol sat on either side of Monica as we were at this circular table. Then I had Lyndsey sit next to Carol instead of Kayla, which was the first thing that sort of threw Monica off. We all talked and multiple times Carol and Kayla made mother daughter comments to make sure that Monica remembered. In fact, Monica even said, "Wow so do you two go on many double dates together?"

To which Carol said, "No this is our first, but we have always wanted to."

Then after a lot of group conversation I gave the sign and Kayla started talking and flirting with Monica and Carol did the same with Lyndsey. Monica actually gave me a look during the meal, like WTH is going on, that I of course ignored.

So then we were all driving to the hotel later to check in and Monica of course road with Kristen and I. She was like, "Just who am I on a date with?"

Kristen wanted to laugh and I actually started to, so Kristen said, "Well actually I'm starting to wonder the same thing."

There was a lot more questions, but I did my best to sort of not answer them, and soon we were all checked in. We got only two rooms and I paid for both of them (not bragging) so that we would end up doing something wild before the night was over no matter what, plus, dang, hotels are expensive. Then we were off to a club where we danced the night away and where most people (not me) got drunk.

So Carol and Kayla both flirted with Monica, but they also both did with Lyndsey some. Then stage two of my plan began. I waited till Carol went to the bathroom and I had Kayla come on strong. We happened to be sitting at a table at the time, and it was secluded enough and they were drunk enough that Kayla began to rub Monica's thigh. It wasn't two seconds later and they had their first kiss. (Now don't quote me on that two seconds, I wasn't being literal.)

Monica seemed to enjoy herself, but she was shocked when Kayla took Monica's hand and stuck it between her legs. Actually come to think of it I was a little shocked too, ha. Even more so that Monica got a long feel before Carol came back and then Kayla suddenly wanted to dance with Lyndsey.

Carol plopped down next to Monica in the now empty chair and struck up a conversation right away with Monica. I remember hearing Carol say something about how sexy Lyndsey was, and Monica agreeing and then they both watched on while Kayla and Lyndsey kissed on the dance floor. I think Monica felt bad for Carol, because she gave her the saddest face. It was so adorable and I sort of felt bad at that point, but then Carol made her move on Monica.

I think Monica was completely shocked because while Carol began to touch and snuggle against her, Monica just sat there frozen. She gave me a look and I mouthed, "Go for it!"

It actually looked like it was going to happen until a bunch of boys came over and ruined everything. In fact soon Lyndsey and Kayla were getting so much attention that they left the floor. There was actually a large group gathered around us, guys and girls, and suddenly everything was tense, and I was very frustrated. We ended up leaving. I was so upset, but I admit I should have known better.

I was all ready to go back to the Hotel when Lyndsey said, "We should have gone to a lesbian bar." No one had a clue where one was, so to our phones we went and not only are there several gay and lesbian bars in Indy, but we weren't far from one. I can't (won't) tell you the name of the place (as we will probably attend again), but I will say it was really nice. There were two floors and everyone was just great and we ended up having the most fun, so much so that I sort of forgot about my plan for a couple hours.

The tone of the night totally changed though, maybe because everyone was nervous now about attention, but to be honest we just had the best time. We played a little pool and that was fun as I hadn't since college. Lyndsey and I were partners most of the night and we totally dominated everyone (yea, I'm bragging this time). Lyndsey started flirting with me of course, but I didn't reciprocate much.

Thing is I noticed at one point that Kristen was sort of getting super flirty with Monica and I had to remind her why we were doing this, which also kind of reminded me that I was even doing this at all, LOL. So it took like almost two hours but Carol and Monica finally kissed. It was so cute, and I almost felt bad for setting this whole thing up as Monica seemed to suddenly gel with Carol and they were holding hands and everything. They are so cute together. I managed to ask Carol how she was doing afterwards. She was super drunk and she held my ass while we talked, so I wasn't sure I felt as bad as I think she was just ready to get some from anyone.

Then I just suddenly had this weird thought. Here are two married women who are out enjoying one another's company. They were probably going to have sex with one another tonight and they obviously both needed that outlet. I wasn't sure what I was thinking about all that, but the fact that they never even talked about men, made me think it was somehow not cheating, though maybe there husbands would think otherwise, I don't know.

So it was time to go back to the hotel. I drove of course, the only sober one there, but I had Kristen whispering in my ear a time or two to let me know if anything fun happened, though I admit I was looking in the rearview mirror more than I should have (Hey, we lived so I can't be that bad of a driver).

Carol was sitting with Monica in the back seat, and Lyndsey and Kayla were just behind us. The four of them were all talking and Kayla and Lyndsey were turned around and looking at the older women in the back. Kristen and I would occasionally say something, but we mostly just listened. When we were stopped at a red light I saw Carol and Monica kissing, but then ten minutes down the road I peeked up and as planned Carol was talking closely with Lyndsey and soon they kissed as well. I sort of swerved some, trying to watch Monica's face, but luckily no one was around us. Monica didn't seem upset, but she didn't look turned on by it either. I think she was confused, and I started to wonder if this whole night was just me being stupid, but I figured either way I was going to have fun.

By the time we pulled into the hotel, Kayla had moved to the back seat and was sitting on Monica's lap. That wasn't one I had thought of, but I was loving how these girls were teasing the hell out of Monica. Kristen and I sort of just sat and watched them talk for a bit. Kayla was saying, "This has been the best night mom, I am so glad you decided to come out on this double date with me."

Carol said, "Me too. I'll admit I was a little nervous about this whole thing, but it's been so much fun." She reached forward and pulled on Lyndsey's clothes yanking her forward and meeting her half way, they started to kiss again. I saw Lyndsey's hand squeeze Carol's boob, and then Kayla started kissing Monica. I know Monica was super drunk and I wondered what she would have been thinking if she had been sober.

We were a mess going into the hotel. We were all sort of handsy with one another and by the time we got to the elevator I found that I wanted to alter the plan. I wasn't supposed to go into the bedroom with the four of them, but I just couldn't stand not being there. So I told Kristen to kiss Lyndsey and keep kissing her and have her take her to our room. And when she did I stepped over and began to make out with Carol.

I looked over out of the corner of my eye and saw that Kayla was kissing Monica. It was so hot. I sort of wanted to just have an orgy by that time, but I also wasn't sure just how far Monica would go.

So when we went to the rooms, which were side by side, there was this moment of awkward silence. No one really knew how we were splitting this all up. I'll be honest, my plan sort of fell apart probably due to the fact that I didn't have a very good plan to begin with, but to make a long story short, Kristen and Lyndsey went into one room and Kayla and Monica went into another. So I grabbed Carol by the hand and I followed Monica and Kayla.

Monica looked surprised. I think we all looked nervous. I'm not even sure how it happened, but soon I was in the bathroom with Kayla and we were changing into some sexy nighties. I had on this sexy baby doll that I got at Victoria's Secret (if you boys don't know what that means you need to look them up). My boobs were practically falling out of it. (Actually when you are as busty as me either everything is baggy as hell or you are busting out of it. It's honestly not funny, though I suppose it's sexy.) Kayla also had on the most adorable and sexy slip that really showed off her tone body (remember she was a dancer). I had bought it for her years ago, so hot.

So we must have messed around too long, because when we came out the lights were off and sure enough Carol and Monica were in bed together. Not what I had planned, but I just went with it. At first Kayla and I were touching and making out, but then we started whispering, in fact we were also texting Kristen under the covers on my phone. We are so stupid. So out of nowhere I hear Carol let out this loud like grunt/moan. I don't know if she was climaxing or what, but that made Kayla start to giggle, which made me start to giggle and we were doing everything we could not to make a sound, but we were just dying laughing.

We kept trying to come up with how one of us should join them or just anyway to make us all have sex, but I think Kayla was scared and I was actually totally exhausted, and soon it was morning and I never had sex. I woke up and was lying there with my arm nuzzled in next to Kayla's butt. I sort of stretched a little and rolled over and looked over at the next bed. Monica was awake and looking at me. I smiled at her and she winked at me. It was so cute.

I whispered, "Did you have fun last night?"

She nodded but didn't say anything. I sort of leaned up on an elbow and looked over and Carol was zonked out. Monica pointed at me and I looked down and saw that one of my boobs had decided to breathe the fresh air. I gave it a rub and I was going to put it back in, but instead I started massaging it and gave it a lick. Monica seemed to like it, which got my juices flowing (love being watched). Monica pulled her covers down a little and showed me the top of her breasts. That turned me on more than if she would have shown them all to me.

I put my nipple in my mouth and began to suck on it. It felt so good and my hand went instinctively between my legs. I was so wet and my finger slid in so easily. I didn't think I just acted. I slowly pulled the covers back as I slid my legs out of the bed and I tip toed (though for no good reason as the floor was concrete and carpeted, LOL) over to her bed. She sort of looked at me like she wasn't sure what I was doing. I just pulled her covers up and crawled in bed next to and sort of on top of her. Her body looked so great and so much more tan than the last time I saw it. I was rubbing my soaked snatch against her hip and she was fondling my breasts, but she looked incredibly nervous and kept peeking over at Carol.

I whispered, "Trust me she won't care."

"I'm not sure what we have, but I don't want to screw this up. Carol and I have a lot in common and . . ."

I stopped her talking by kissing her and she didn't resist me. I'm guessing she was caught up in the excitement. When we finished I whispered. "I've had sex with Carol a lot. She's had sex with all my friends too."

Monica looked over at Carol again and then back at me, and we kissed once more. My fingers found her clit and she sort of went soft in my hands giving into the passion. I really like Monica. She is just this very confused and sexy woman. I can't imagine what all was going on in her head. I know from talking to her that she has always wanted to have sex with women, but that she does love her husband. Thing is she was acting like she wanted to have a relationship with Carol. I'm not the one to make that decision of course, but I wasn't thinking that would ever happen, and honestly what sort of relationship could that even be? They would never be able to tell their husbands I wouldn't think. I almost felt sorry for her as I have to lead such a secret life as well.

After the kiss I sort of leaned up, and Monica and I were both a little surprised when Carol's hand reached out and cupped my boob. My nipple was so sensitive and I reflexively pressed my chest out and sucked in a gulp of air, grinding my clit a little firmer against Monica's hip.

Monica was staring at Carol, and Carol said softly, "Mmmm, are we going to share her, Monica?"

Monica looked at me and I was nodding. No one said anything else for a bit, and Carol leaned forward and began to nibble on Monica's nipple while she continued to play with mine. I loved where this was going. I had all, but forgotten about Kayla until after a while of fondling Monica asked, "What about Kayla?"

I was about to say something, when I heard Kayla say, "Oh don't mind me. I'm enjoying the show." She was actually sitting up on the bed and only Carol had noticed and said nothing. Now Kayla moved over to us and at first just stood behind me and looked down at the three of us. Carol continued to suck on Monica's nipple and squeeze my full breast, and I continued to rub Monica's clit. I kept looking at Monica's face. I could tell she was both consumed with lust and confused about everything that was happening. I decided to take it up a notch and I reached back and pulled Kayla down for a kiss.

I could tell Kayla was a little nervous as the kiss seemed forced, or maybe she was just trying to decide what exactly she would do if anything. Then I stopped kissing her and leaning back into the bed, I pulled Kayla down toward Monica. There was a weird staring contest going on for a very long couple of second, but then Kayla started to kiss Monica. I wish I could have seen it better as hair kind of blocked the view. I couldn't see Carol either, but when Monica and Kayla finally parted, there was Carol still sucking on Monica's nipple.

That's when it got really good. Kayla kept leaning forward as if she was ready to kiss Carol now. Carol took her mouth of Monica's nipple and looked up at Kayla. I could see the conflict, Carol wanting to be with Kayla, but also too scared to do it in front of Monica. There was so much tension, but I thought it was so hot. Then Monica spoke and I'm not sure, but I think it actually made it even more tense than before, "Oh shit, this is just too weird. I don't know if I can do this."

Carol looked away from Kayla and right at me, and I mouthed, "Do it."

But she didn't do it. In fact, she rolled away and said, "I'm sorry, you're right."

I was disappointed, but in no way upset. I totally remembered being terrified when my friends were finding out about my mom and me. But then Kayla surprised the hell out of all of us. She sort of crawled around me over the bed and right up her mom. Carol said, "Kayla don't." But just like Carol, Kayla didn't listen. She first reached out and put her hand on Carol's breast. Her hand lifted it up and squeezed it and Carol's mouth opened and she looked like she was about to cum from just that slightest touch. I'm serious her face looked as if she were about to climax and she let out the cutest little sigh/moan, and Kayla just started making out with her. Holy shit was it hot!

Monica actually said, "No," out loud, like really loudly, but it didn't stop them.

Monica looked at me and I said, "Wow, it's so beautiful." I wasn't acting anymore. I had no plan. I was actually a little dumbstruck at that point. Sure mom and I had done that just recently in front of Candice (my mom's ex-girlfriend) and ended up doing a threesome with her (which had always been her fantasy anyway), but this just seemed so daring. I was overwhelmed. I actually began to cry. Not like gushing, but I teared up and I felt such a strong emotion that I couldn't do anything but stare. I was so happy for both of them and sort of scared for them too. They were on the same strange ride as me, and taking steps that had taking me years to take.

Then next I was almost laughing as Kayla and Carol couldn't seem to get the covers out of the way fast enough. They were frantic to touch one another and I can't even recall who did it first, but they both took turns sucking one another's nipples as their hands darted back and forth from face to breast to pussy. It was the most wild I had seen either of them, other than maybe the first time Carol strap-on fucked Kayla at my party (long story, you'll have to read back and find that one).

Monica wasn't speaking or even moving, she was just staring like me, and soon my finger began to rub on her clit again. When I did she looked at me again and this time whispered, "This is wrong." I noticed she wasn't pulling my hand away from her pussy though.

To which I said, "Look at them. There is nothing wrong with what they are doing. That's love."

"It's incest," she said even more quietly than before. I thought it was cute that she didn't want them to hear her disapproval which sort of made me think that maybe she was in conflict with herself about it.

I continued rubbing her and leaned down into her ear and said, "It's not like they can get pregnant from it. They are just sharing their love with one another. I think it's beautiful." Monica was watching them and I sort of felt her press my way as if to distance herself from them. I'm sure she was completely confused at what she should think at this point and with me gliding my finger around her clit wasn't helping her think straight at all. I kissed the side of her face a few times, but she kept watching them, and so I added, "I believe you wanted to have sex with Erin and Lacy." Erin of course is another one of the mom's in our neighborhood and a good friend of Monica's, and Lacy is Erin's college aged daughter. That got Monica's attention. She looked at me with wide eyes. I could tell she was even more confused now. "Wouldn't you like that?"

"That could never happen. I would never do that."

And yea that was that. Monica was done. She didn't throw me out of the bed, but she couldn't wait to get off of it, so I moved. She went into the bathroom and I sat there bemused. Not kidding, Kayla and Carol just continued to have sex like I wasn't there. They were so into it, I'm not even sure if they heard anything we said or even cared. They were grinding their pussies together now and I would have joined them, but I felt like I had to go be with Monica and figure out what she was thinking.

When I went into the bathroom she was just staring into the mirror, still naked. She looked at me and I smiled at her. I closed the door and leaned against the sink counter. We talked. She explained to me how she was having a hard time dealing with all of this and not just the two incestuous lovers that were currently rocking each other into blissful ecstasy. She hated it that she was "cheating" on her husband, even though she had said several times before that she didn't feel like she was cheating, since it wasn't with a man. Obviously she must still feel guilty. Then she went into great detail about how she had been lusting after Erin for years and had had many fantasies about her until Lacy began to blossom and now she had seemed to captivate her mind. She didn't like how she felt when she was hanging out with Erin anymore, as if she was actually making love to her daughter behind her back, and yet she did still have feelings for Erin as well. I just listened mostly, though I interjected an occasional thought when I felt my life circumstances seemed relevant. Thing was, Monica wasn't upset or crying, she was just talking everything out. She was trying to decide what she wanted, and I had definitely been there. For years I had no idea what I wanted.

Finally Monica said, "I guess it comes down to happiness, and not mine. I could never have sex with Lacy, because I could never hurt Erin. I never wanted to ruin the friendship that Erin and I have, or worse have my husband and kids find out that I secretly have desires for women, so I never ever thought about pursuing Erin. Then you and Kristen came along." She smiled really big and that made me smile and we both sort of had a nervous laugh at first and then we really laughed. She reached out to me and I took her in my arms and we embraced, oh wow did we embrace. I loved feeling her body against me. It felt so intimate. She actually shivered for a moment, and that made me want to hold her even tighter. We were quiet for a while and I thought about kissing her, but I could tell she was thinking. She sort of looked off really quickly and then snapped her eyes right back to mine and said, "You two make me happy."

I didn't say anything but my right hand slid down to her very firm rear and I cupped my hand under it.

"Very happy," she said and smiled really big again. "I'll admit I get sort of turned on thinking how you and Kristen sneak around your home and are secret lovers. I love the sneaking too." Then she threw her head back and said, "Holy shit, what am I doing?"

I said, "Being happy."

We kissed a little then and actually ended up taking a shower together (we didn't have sex, but it was very intimate). When we got out and dried off we made out, and then I thought we'd have sex for sure, but she sort of broke it off and said, "I don't even know if I can go out there and look at them."

"Monica, you shouldn't be so hard on them."

"No it's not that, I mean I feel embarrassed," she said.

"They may be too. In fact they probably will need us to help them get through this."

"Oh my, gosh, you're right. I'm so selfish. I can't imagine what must be going on in their minds right now. Maybe they were still drunk from last night, I don't know, but they can't ever go back from this."

I remember those last words she said so clearly, cause that's how I felt the first time with my own mother. I couldn't ever go back. "No, and they shouldn't have to be embarrassed," I said trying to sound confident. "They are just two people who love one another and who shared something special. There is nothing wrong with that."

Monica looked at me nodding, but I could tell she wasn't totally sure she believed that. "I've had fantasies about being with Erin and Lacy together," she admitted.

"I know," I said.

"This just seems too real, too . . . holy shit Lucy."

I held her again and said, "I know. That's how I feel when I look at Kristen. She's my cousin and it's not just sex between us. I love her."

Monica gave me an odd look. She was shaking her head, I wasn't sure if she was disgusted at first or just confused, until she said, "I don't understand. How can you make love to all of us, Kayla, Carol, me and Kristen is with Lyndsey right now? How is all that love?"

She had a good point I guess, so I was just honest with her. "Kristen and I love sex. It's just that simple. We love sharing girls and living wild. We're not total sluts or anything. It's not like we have sex with just anyone. But things like this, I don't know, we just trust one another, and we are happy for one another. Cousins, mothers, daughters, sisters, it's how we show we care, but us two . . . I love her. I really do." I sort of felt on the defensive at first, but I think she sort of understood, though maybe couldn't agree until I said, "I mean you love your husband right?"

She nodded. She nodded and thought really hard, and then looked at me and smiled. "Yea, I do." I'm not sure why, but she suddenly felt very naked. I think I had gotten to her, because she grabbed a towel and covered up, and looked sheepish. I held her hand and we walked out into the room. Kayla and Carol were dressed in their night clothes and fixing up the room. They both froze when they saw us, and I said, "We've been talking."

Then Monica let go of my hand and went up to Carol and said, "I'm sorry I freaked out. I think what you two did was very special." I was smiling and Carol looked at me and then gave Monica a big hug. Kayla went over to them and hugged them both.

That was pretty much the most of it. The four of us talked for a while and then Kristen and Lyndsey joined us for breakfast. When the weekend was over, I think Monica was okay with what happened, but she was definitely not into it. It's been a week and Monica hasn't had time to talk to me much (in other words avoiding me). I think my plan was a failure, but at least I know that I won't be letting her in on our secret. Oh well. That said, the night we got home, mom and Jill told us all about their fun together, and then mom and I ended up showering together.

I know what that means when she asks to shower with me and soon I was on my knees and licking her asshole (which she loves way more than me). When I was doing it, I couldn't help but wonder what Monica would do if she saw us doing this. I slid two fingers inside her beautiful pussy and fingered her while licking her ass until she let out the most amazing moan, quivered for a while and then sort of collapsed to her knees. I wrapped my harms around my mom's enormous breasts and held her under the running water, and I felt very, very happy. I know not everyone can understand this type of life style, but only love could make me lick someone's asshole, LOL. (And yes that was a joke.)

Okay this one is not as long as the last for sure, but hopefully you enjoyed it as much as I loved the experience. I know things don't always work out like I want them to, but I know at the end of the day, I have three women who love me and that is what matters most.​