Incest/Taboo My First (Time) Taboo

So where do I begin. This story is my true life and is mostly about my relationship with my cousin, aunt, and mother. So yes it is about lesbian incest. If that is not what you are into then I would find something else to read.

For new readers who are interested: My name is Lucy. I am a Midwestern science teacher. I stand about 5'7" maybe 5'8". I am a 34F cup and I am in good shape. My mother is a little taller than me and has a 37F bra size. She is just as thin as me. We live with my Aunt Jill who looks remarkably like my mom, though with lighter hair and smaller boobs (only 36D) and my cousin Kristen who is only 5'6" and is a 34D. Her hair is lighter as well. If you haven't read my earlier chapters they start with me coming to grips with being a lesbian and of course having a relationship with my mother and progress to where I am now.

Okay so my mom has a new girlfriend. Her name is Carmen and she is one of the girls I used to cheer with back when I was in high school. That said if you read last chapter you know that both Aunt Jill and I have not only also had Carmen, but we had her together. Now I wouldn't say Jill and I had sex, but I had rode her strap-on while Carmen watched, and Jill had touched my breasts. Thing is Carmen seemed to be so turned on at the time, but so nervous the next day. I told mom and Kristen everything when they got home and they told us all about their fun as well. Mom didn't seem worried at all, just like normal, but as the day went on Jill started to get more and more nervous that we had crossed the line.

Okay so now I need to fast forward a few days. The day after Thanksgiving was the next time Carmen came over. She seemed to be as normal as could be and that let Jill relax a little. Mom and Carmen made love that night and Carmen slept over. Early the next morning, I went into mom's bedroom and stood on the side of the bed where Carmen was laying. I was completely clothed, but my night shirt was so tight and my nipples were practically screaming to get free from the cloth, LOL. So when I started to rub Carmen's shoulder, she rolled over to face me. She had been laying against, but not really on my mom, but when she rolled the covers unveiled my mother's enormous breasts and I couldn't help, but check her out.

She didn't say anything, but she smiled at me, and I just waved my finger at her. She looked over at my mom and so then I spoke and said, "Come here."

Carmen slowly got out of bed, and my mom didn't move. I was actually not sure if she was awake or not, but later found out she was and was just pretending. So Carmen (completely naked, but carrying her clothes) followed me to the door and then I led her by hand to Jill's door. That's when she sort of froze up.

"Lucy, this is a really bad idea."

"Carmen, it's okay. Kristen and Patty are both asleep and will be for another couple hours at least. Trust me I know."

"We're going to get caught!" Carmen said stressing the words, but not really raising her voice.

"I actually liked getting caught by Aunt Jill."

Carmen's face changed. I could tell she was horny at the thought of our last encounter. "Oh shit, Lucy that got so crazy. I can't believe your Aunt is so wild."

"I know it was insane wasn't it?" I said pretending.

"Has it been weird for you and her?" Carmen asked.

"Not really, I mean we talked about it, but no she seemed totally cool, and she definitely will not be telling mom or Kristen. You don't have to worry."

"I can't believe you had sex with her," Carmen said.

"Well it's not like we really had sex," I said. "I mean, I just rode the dildo."

"Still . . ." Carmen began, but I cut her off.

"I know it was so insane. Do you think I went too far?"

Carmen stood their looking at me. I had no idea what she was thinking, but I saw her staring at my nipples so I lifted my shirt. She put one hand on my breast and then she just dove down and started to suck my nipple, gently kneading my breast at the same time.

I just put my hand on Jill's doorknob and slowly turned it and then drug Carmen inside her bedroom. Carmen didn't even look at Jill right away, she was so mesmerized by my big boobs I think, but then she saw Jill laying their sleeping and gave me a sort of funny hesitant smile, to which I gave a pleading look in reply.

I wasn't sure she was going to do it, so I pulled my nipple up to my own mouth and began to lick it, and she surrendered. Her clothes just dropped to the floor, and she began sucking my nipples again. Jill woke up, or already was awake, I'm not sure, and she came across the room and began playing with Carmen's wonderfully round C-cups.

I was worried Carmen might scream or something, just from being startled, but instead she rose up and leaned back into Jill and they actually started kissing almost immediately. I dropped down on my knees and began to lick Carmen. We held this position for a while, but then sort of slowly transitioned to the bed. Aunt Jill was lying on her back, Carmen licking her juicy pussy, and I was underneath Carmen licking away at her.

Well Carmen orgasmed soon, and then she began to give my Aunt her full attention. I jumped up on the bed, and rubbed Carmen's breasts and butt while I watched, until Jill finally came. When she did Carmen climbed up her body and after spending just a couple seconds kissing my Aunt's large breasts she began making out with her.

Aunt Jill is so pretty. She is basically an older version of Kristen, who is gorgeous I might say, and yes I am biased as she is my girlfriend and I am in love, LOL. Plus Jill's big boobs are just so full and round. I'm so glad we all have such curvy bodies and yet we also can stay in good shape.

Anyway, so looking at Carmen's perfect ass, I just, I don't know, went crazy and leaned down and started tonguing her asshole. I have no idea why I wanted to do that so bad, but her butt just looked so tan and sexy. Carmen, said, "Fuck," and sort of turned and looked at me, and so I stopped, but she said, "Oh wow," and so I started up again just for a bit, but then I began to finger her pussy. I ended up pounding the hell out of her until she said, "I want the strap-on again, please."

It was so adorable. Her face seemed so pleading and I just wanted to do anything to make her happy at that point. She climbed off Jill and Jill grabbed it from her night stand and at first I thought she was going to put it on, but instead Jill started putting it on me.

Carmen just laid on her back watching us. Her hands running over her own body as she waited with great anticipation. She looked so sexy. I couldn't stop staring at her. The moment it was strapped tight I was on top of her. I didn't start very hard. I took my time and really enjoyed watching her face as she slowly took the dildo in, and then when her hands were around my ass I knew she was ready. In fact I didn't begin fully doing her before she was yanking on my butt wanting me to go faster. So I let her have it good.

She was doing everything she could not to make noise, but I didn't care. Of course Kristen was sitting on the other side of the wall knowing exactly what was going on as I had told her when I first woke up, what my plan was. My mom didn't know of course as it had been a spur of the moment thing, but she also wouldn't care of course. Though I did want to keep the illusion of this secret sex we were having. It was so much fun that way.

Well Jill laid down next to Carmen and she played with her boobs and kissed her while I continued to make love to her. My own boobs were really swaying at this point and so Jill said, "Carmen, don't you want to touch Lucy's big boobs."

Carmen did, and held them tightly. That's when Jill started talking really dirty.

"Squeeze those huge boobs, while Lucy fucks that sweet pussy."

I was surprised more by the sound of her voice than by what she said. My Aunt was getting seriously horny and I wondered what she would do. Jill was squeezing Carmen's breasts just the same as Carmen was squeezing mine, but Jill was looking at me. "Feel how big and heavy they are. They're so big and lovely, soft and tasty."

I had never heard Jill talk about me like that. It was getting me so hot too, and I suddenly felt such a desire for her that I almost didn't care what happened next. But I didn't have to worry as suddenly Carmen said, "I want to watch you suck them."

I stopped, not like immediately, but I slowed my fucking and then sort of leaned back staring at Jill as my dildo slowly slid out of Carmen. Jill rose up to and there was this moment where I didn't know if she would or wouldn't. But she did it. She leaned forward and started sucking on my nipple.

I closed my eyes and sort of just rolled my head back enjoying everything. I knew Carmen was watching which was incredibly hot. I knew my Aunt was so horny for me that she had finally surrendered to her passion regardless of what might happen. That in itself was so exciting that honestly I nearly orgasmed just feeling her lips on my nipple, but then suddenly I felt Jill pushing me over and I found myself on my back and she was attacking my breasts.

I opened my eyes and looked over at Carmen and she was rubbing her own clit like there was no tomorrow. She said, "Oh yes, just like that."

Shit Carmen was a horny girl just like us. She was so into what was happening and that made me relax and just enjoy the moment. Jill never kissed me, she just sucked and squeezed at my boobs for a long time, and then she mounted the dildo and began to fuck herself. That's when Carmen orgasmed. Jill and I both turned and watched her, but Jill didn't stop bouncing on the dildo. Then when Carmen was done she sort of closed her eyes and rolled over and we both looked at each other wondering if now that the pleasure had passed if she would still be into what was going on, but luckily she quickly rose and said, "Lucy squeeze her boobs."

I did, I squeezed them and rolled my thumbs and forefinger over her nipples, until Carmen leaned down and started to suck my nipples. Jill orgasmed again and she rolled off me and almost fell off the end of the bed. We all laughed and it was just a really cute moment. Jill then sat there looking down at us, and then she just started taking off my dildo. I was sort of thinking that meant we were done, and Carmen probably did too, but then Jill said, "Come here," to Carmen, and she positioned her between my legs.

Carmen began to lick my clit while Jill rubbed my breasts and pinched my nipples, sort of rolling them between her thumbs and forefingers like I had done to her. I heard Jill say, "Don't ever tell anyone about this," to Carmen and that made me cum.

Jill and Carmen made out then and I just laid there watching them, and then Jill said, "Oh wow that's what Lucy tastes like." It was totally hot and Carmen seemed to think so to, because she started kissing Jill again even more passionately. I wondered if we would ever quit having sex, but after they made out for a while longer, Jill sort of stood up looking for her clothes, and that snapped Carmen out of her sex crazed trance. We all got dressed, and started to go down stairs and Carmen stopped me and gave me another kiss before we left the room.

I said, "This morning was incredible."

She said, "It was the best sex of my life, but we need to be more careful."

I just smiled at her and we went down stairs.

My mom and Kristen actually did take another couple hours before they came down stairs. In that time the three of us just sat and talked after eating breakfast. At first it was just small talk, but then Carmen kept talking about how Jill and I had done stuff, and Jill to her credit actually did a good job of acting for a change, pretending like she was shocked herself and even embarrassed, but that she was doing it just for Carmen's sake. There was a moment when Carmen and I were alone, while Jill filled her coffee and Carmen leaned over to me and whispered, "I think your Aunt is so sweet, but I'm not sure if she's doing this all for me. Is this going to get weird?"

"I don't know. But it's been fun."

"And so insane," she said. "We're going to get caught."

"Not if we're smart," I said and put my hand on her leg. Just from me touching her, I saw this look in her face of lust. She started to lean forward to kiss me and I said again leaning back, "Not if we're smart."

She smiled.

Well when mom and Kristen finally showed up, my mom acted all happy that her sister and her daughter were down here getting along so well with her new "girlfriend". I think Carmen hearing that word sort of freaked her out. She smiled, but I could tell it was fake. It seemed to pass after a bit, and we all had a fun morning talking and we even played some cards and had lunch before Carmen left.

I talked to mom afterwards about what I saw, and my mom didn't seem to care, though I suppose why would she?

Okay so funny thing, that night Kristen was out and ran into Monica, and I guess they actually went over to her house, which was empty as Monica's Husband had taken the kids to a movie, and Kristen had sex with her over there. I was shocked that Monica had taken such a chance, but I do know how seductive Kristen can be, so not too shocked, LOL.

I was really happy for Kristen as she seemed so excited by it all, and I think she liked the idea of her having someone on the side as well. Which made me want to get her involved with Carmen.

Okay so nothing really happened for the next week. Carmen had come over a couple nights, but didn't spend the night. She did have sex with my mom both times, but no one else. We didn't push it for one thing, but also she wasn't there very long. Then the next weekend Kristen and I went out on a triple date. Jessica was back in town and she was still seeing Tabitha. Plus Denise and Lyndsey came out with us as well. We had so much fun, and ended up back at Denise's place.

(Okay so for those new, or for people who have just forgotten: I have dated Denise, Jessica, and Lyndsey in that order. Also Denise and Lyndsey are sisters and yes they are lovers. Long story on that one, but you'll have to read back as it's too long to explain here. Also Tabitha doesn't know most of my life's adventures, but she was at a crazy pool party once where we played some blindfolded games and so she witnessed my mom and I messing around (nothing too much, she just grabbed my boobs), but not knowing it was the other person, supposedly. Long story short, she doesn't know I have sex with my mom. And she doesn't know that Denise and Lyndsey are sisters.)

Okay so we had some wine (not me) and sat around and looked for something on TV, but we mostly just talked and soon enough Tabitha brings up the pool party. We talked about the crazy game we played and Tabitha says, "Oh my, gosh the best part was when Lucy's mom grabbed her boobs. Sorry Lucy, I'm sure that was embarrassing, but it was so great."

I just said, "Yea it was," and was going to leave it at that.

But Lyndsey says, "Yea that was HOT!"

I just shook my head and called Lyndsey a dork and we all laughed.

So then Lyndsey and Denise are sitting super close and Lyndsey was rubbing Denise's leg and Tabitha says, "You two are so cute together." Denise and Lyndsey both said thanks at the exact same time. It was adorable, and then Tabitha says, "You look so much alike it's unreal. You could be sisters."

Denise just says, "We are."

I was surprised, but not as much as Jessica was. Jessica laughed as if it was a joke, but Lyndsey said, "Yep, we are."

Wow, I was so proud of them. It was so brave. I think I cried, but Tabitha didn't believe them at first, but Denise said it again. "We really are. She's my little sister, and I love her."

I was looking at how beautiful they both looked together and just beaming, but I glanced over at Tabitha and she was just starring with big eyes and an open mouth. She finally said, "Are you shitting me?"

Lyndsey said, "No we're serious." Lyndsey snuggled up against her sister, and Tabitha just stared at them for a bit.

Jessica's eyes were just darting at everyone, and then Kristen said, "I think it's beautiful."

And I said, "Me too."

That's when Denise started getting teary eyed and Lyndsey gave her a kiss on the cheek.

Then Jessica said, "Me too," and she smiled so big, and Tabitha said, "You all knew."

I said, "Of course."

Okay so there was no crazy orgy this night or anything wild at all. I just wanted everyone to hear this because not only was it an important moment in their lives, it was just as important to me. Now that said, Kristen and I drove over the next day and had some amazing sex with Denise and Lyndsey, LOL. So anyway Tabitha seemed to be okay with it, though obviously shocked and sort of weirded out at first. It really didn't change the mood of the night, I don't think, and we all hung out for another couple hours.

Denise did tell me the next day that Jess called her and said that Tabitha wasn't going to tell anyone, and that is probably best. That said, Tabitha called me up later that day and we talked about it more. She seems to be infatuated more with it than bothered by it, though I'm not sure what all is going on in her head.

Okay so back to the Carmen Saga. So there is no denying that my girlfriend slash cousin Kristen and my mom slash lover share a special bond. In fact it used to make Aunt Jill jealous as she wished she made Kristen feel like my mom does. Well believe it or not Kristen was actually starting to get jealous. Which surprised me to be honest. My mom had a girlfriend and my Aunt and I had made love to her as well, and of course Kristen was feeling left out, and I didn't blame her, but worse she wasn't getting as much alone time with my mom as she normally does which was making things even worse.

So I asked her if she wanted to get involved and of course she said yes, duh. Thing was we weren't sure how to make that happen. So my mom suggested that Kristen just start flirting with Carmen. Instead of us all making sure I had my alone time with Carmen, the next time she came over, I helped my mom and Jill in the kitchen and gave Kristen her chance to make a move. The first and even second time nothing much happened, but the third attempt was more successful. Kristen had flirted for sure, but nothing too pushy or obvious, but finally on a night where we all (except me) were drinking, Kristen got Carmen alone and after doing some major close talking with her, she just pulled her night shirt up and showed off her perfect 34D's. That got Carmen horny. She said she asked her a question about her boobs. She was drunk and couldn't even remember when she told me about it what she had asked. But whatever she asked, Carmen answered and then flashed hers to Kristen.

That got it started, though nothing happened then. But later when my mom was acting like she was super drunk, Kristen pulled Carmen aside and asked her how amazing it was to have sex with my mom. Carmen went into detail, and Kristen listened intently. But like before nothing happened, and we all just listened next door while my mom pounded Carmen with a strap-on.

Jill, Kristen and I sort of touched one another while we listened, but we also were trying to come up with a plan and yet no one could that seemed reasonable.

Funny thing happened and I'm pretty sure it was because of all this, but I came home from work late one night and when I walked in there was Lyndsey sitting in the living room talking to my mom and Jill. I talked with them for a while, until Lyndsey brought up that Kristen was having sex with Denise upstairs. I think Kristen might have been feeling undesired, which is ridiculous, but I was happy she was having her fun. Though I was surprised that my mom and Jill weren't molesting Lyndsey, ha.

Then guess who showed up unannounced, Monica. She came in and sort of was talking small talk, and then of course asked where Kristen was. We told her and I could tell right away she wanted to go up there and join them, but she didn't for the longest time, until Jill said, "You should go upstairs and say hi to Kristen. She always likes seeing you."

I thought that was adorable that Jill suggested it, and also perfect for Monica to not feel weird about doing it. Monica made an excuse as to not want to bother the two of them, but when I said, "I really think she'd like it," Monica made no more excuses and quickly went upstairs.

Lyndsey and I ended up messing around on the computer while Mom and Jill made dinner for all of us. Lyndsey and I had a great talk and I told her again how great it was that she admitted her love for Denise in front of Tabitha. We talked about how scary it all is that we are living such taboo lives, but she admitted that she was proud of herself as well. Then she said, "I wish Denise and I could tell mom and Dad."

I agreed, but also made sure that I told her that I thought that wasn't a good idea. I knew her parents well and I think they wouldn't be too happy about that at all. She agreed of course, but just wished she didn't have to hide it from them. Their mom especially is always asking if they are seeing anyone and it just gets tiresome. Their mom and dad do know that they are both lesbians though so at least they don't have to hide that.

Well dinner was fun, though Monica didn't stay. Denise and Kristen talked about their adventures upstairs and how they sort of dominated Monica, and that got most of us pretty horny. By the time dinner was over we were all ready to have some fun, but I told my mom I thought Kristen would like some alone time with her and that's exactly what happened. Mom led her upstairs by the hand and Kristen looked back at me smiling and I said, "Have fun."

Well Jill and I had to clean up everything, but Lyndsey and Denise helped some though mostly just kept us company. I remember at one point looking over and seeing Denise sitting on the counter and Lyndsey was standing facing away from her, but between Denise's legs. Denise was rubbing Lyndsey's huge boobs (same size as me now by the way as I've gotten a little bigger). They looked so cute that I said, "Awww you are both so adorable together," which got them to kissing, and soon they left Jill and me alone to finish cleaning.

When we finally got done I expected to walk into the living room and see them having sex, but they were nowhere to be found. So then I expected that they had gone upstairs to join Kristen and my mom, but when I went upstairs I found Kristen bending over the bed and taking it up the butt with a strap-on. My mom was giving it to her hard just like she likes it, and no sisters to be seen.

So then I went into my room and there was Lyndsey with her legs spread and pulled back above her head, and Denise was rubbing her clit and fingering her at the same time. I almost joined them, but instead I went to find Jill, who was now standing in the doorway of my mom's room, watching her daughter getting fucked by my mom/her sister.

That's when the doorbell rang. We were like wow Monica is back. We assumed wrong, but luckily everyone had stopped having sex and was cleaning up by the time Carmen walked into the front room. Jill and I said her name loud enough, and I don't think she had a clue that anything wild had been going on, by the time all four of them came down stairs.

I introduced Denise and Lyndsey to Carmen and I could tell that she was sort of in awe of their beauty. Denise and Lyndsey are both really pretty and just so busty that they make an amazing first impression, especially as they are also both so easy to talk with and so personable.

Well we all ended up talking again in the living room, and Carmen seemed to get along great with everyone. It wasn't ten minutes though before she leaned over and whispered to me, "Are Lyndsey and Denise sisters?" Someone else was controlling the conversation at that point and no one, not even Kristen, who was sitting on the other side of me, even noticed her question. I just nodded and that was all for a while, but later as Lyndsey and Denise were holding hands and sitting very close, I noticed Carmen give me a funny look. I started to feel bad that I had given away their secret. I figured if they didn't care that Tabitha knew they wouldn't care if Carmen did, but I guess it really isn't my place to do that.

So later on in the evening when I went to get a drink, Carmen followed me into the kitchen and asked me, "So Lyndsey and Denise are sisters?" again. I almost lied to her, but then I decided it was too late and just said, "Yes."

I was just going to leave it at that, but Carmen said, "They seem very close, very close."

Well Lyndsey walked in while she was saying that and I knew she knew what Carmen was saying right away. As soon as Carmen saw her she quickly changed the subject knowing she had been caught talking about them. It was sort of funny, but I still felt bad.

Lyndsey came up right next to us and started filling her glass with wine, and she said, "So Carmen, what's it like coming over to this house day after day and seeing the sexist woman alive . . . and then sleeping with her mother?"

Now I want to point out that Lyndsey herself is way hotter than I am and I would say Kristen is as well, but I know Lyndsey was saying this more just to get a rise out of Carmen, but I still was embarrassed and felt myself blushing. Now Lyndsey knew about Carmen having sex with Jill and me. I had told her and Denise everything. I was hoping that in her tipsiness that she wouldn't reveal that she knew our "secret".

Carmen sort of started to say something, and then stopped, then she said, "Well Patty is . . ." but then she looked at me and stopped again.

Then Lyndsey said, "Oh I know Patty is super sexy, I just wondered if you have ever thought about driving the newer model."

Carmen was about to take a sip of wine and her eyes got super big and she pulled the glass back, but she didn't answer right away or even at all as Lyndsey stepped away right after the question was asked. As soon as she was out of the room, Carmen said, "Does she know?" I assured her (lying) that she did not know. Then Carmen surprised me and said, "Do you think she can tell by just how I look at you, like I can see there is something weird going on between her and Denise."

I was thinking to myself, wait does Carmen have feelings for me, but I instead just said, "What do you think is going on?"

Carmen seemed to whisper even more quietly, "What? Don't you see how physical they are?"

I didn't really like either direction this conversation was going, so I redirected her again and said, "How do you look at me?" Carmen noticeably blushed and took another drink from her wine. I loved being in control right now. Though I wasn't sure I actually wanted the answers to the questions I was asking. I decided that this route was safer than the other one however. So I pushed it. I assumed I wouldn't even get an answer, that maybe she might get so embarrassed that she changed the subject or even walked away, but I asked, "Carmen, do you have feelings for me?"

But wow I didn't expect her to say, "You know this hasn't really been fair for me." She took another drink of wine and said, "I was so into you at the wedding, and your mom was so forward and you were taken. I like your mom Lucy I really do. She is really great and loving and just . . ."

I started to feel really bad so I just said, "I know."

"Then you and I . . . oh shit, and then Jill got involved. It's all very confusing."

"It is, I know," I said and I held her hand.

Right then Jill walked in and we separated, but Jill cozied up in between us and said, "Dang, you girls are getting more daring, what if I had been Patty walking in."

And ironically my mom did before we could even say anything. The conversation of course was over and we found our way back to the living room and talking about whatever moments later. But I was silently thinking about just what I had been doing to Carmen. It's not like she was a total victim here, and I knew my mom had no real intentions of dating her forever, but I think Carmen was very confused. She certainly was enjoying everything, but I wondered where she thought all this was going to lead. I desperately wanted to get her alone again and just talk. It didn't happen for a long time though and after many bottles of wine. Soon Jill was saying, "Well you girls can have my room and I will sleep on the couch," to the sisters.

I immediately thought, or will she be sleeping with the two of them and she is just saying that for Carmen's benefit.

My mom had gotten pretty drunk and Carmen and I actually had to help her up the stairs. (Yes, my mom has always been a big drinker and I'll admit that is one of the main reasons why I do not drink, but I love her so much in spite of her flaws.) My mom talked for a bit after she hit the bed, but I waited around for a moment hoping to talk to Carmen. I actually sat and listened for a bit and heard two doors shut and I knew that Kristen had gone into our room and the girls had gone into Jill's.

After a while when mom had finally dozed off, I went over and closed my mom's door and looked at Carmen. She had this look like, "Oh shit are we going to have sex right now," but I really just wanted to talk. I walked over to her and said, "We should probably finish our conversation."

Carmen looked over at my mom, and she seemed passed out to the world already, but Carmen said, "Maybe this isn't the best place or time."

So I just said, "Well then we better get her ready for bed."

So Carmen and I undressed my mom. Mom helped some, but she was so out of it. At one point mom was completely naked and I reached in the dresser to get a nightgown or something which is how she usually slept if she wore anything at all, and Carmen said, "Don't bother."

I gave her a sexy look and she said, "She'll probably wake up in a couple hours and want to have sex." She knew my mom well.

So I asked, "Do you want something to wear?"

Carmen just shook her head no, and started to take off her clothes. I was so hot for her right then. I loved doing things with my mom nearby it was so sexy, but I also wasn't sure if I should be messing with her mind anymore.

She said, "Do you think Kristen is wondering where you are?"

I said, "She probably assumes I am down stairs cleaning up, or maybe she is already asleep." I said this to put her already stressed mind at ease, but she took it the wrong way and started to lift my shirt.

I was a little confused myself at this point, but I didn't stop her and soon she was sucking my nipples. I whispered, "Carmen, I want to know where you are in all of this. I have to know how you feel about me and my mom."

Carmen whom I was so worried about surprised me again and said, "Sorry Lucy I realize how insane this must be for you and how difficult it must be." It really wasn't at all, but I thought it was sweet that she said that. "Here all I have been thinking about is how incredible it is that I have been having sex with the three of you, but you must be just going crazy."

I didn't expect this, but I said, "It's been surreal, that's for sure." She squeezed my boobs. She was totally saying one thing, but so horny she couldn't stop herself from playing with me. I just suddenly got super serious and said, "Do you have feelings for me?" I wanted to know if I was destroying her or giving her the time of her life.

"Lucy, I like you and I like your mom. I don't love . . . this is a very odd relationship. There are times that I am making love to one of you and thinking of the other, but I don't want to confuse this for more than what it is. With all we have done I couldn't possibly continue this forever with either one of you, my, gosh, I have had sex with you both and that's just a line we should never have crossed. There are just too many secrets for this to last."

I stood there staring at her. She had stopped touching me and we were just standing face to face. I still wasn't entirely sure what all was going on behind those eyes, but I knew how confused and logical I had tried to be about all of this at one point and so I just said, "How do you feel about me?"

She said exactly what I wanted to hear and I believed her too. "I'm not in love with you Lucy. I'm sorry." She paused for a moment and then said, "Do you want me to leave?"

I said, "No," immediately, and then I put my arms around her. "I'm in love with Kristen, and I love that woman lying behind you. I just didn't want you to get hurt."

We kissed and it was super sexy, and I wanted to have sex with her so bad, but she said, "Do you want to go listen in at the sister's door and see if they are having sex?"

Wow, she was becoming a little freak. I had a feeling they might be and I wasn't sure if I wanted to go down that road, but I figured what the hell. So we quietly snuck down the hallway and listened outside the door. We heard moaning and panting almost right away and Carmen's eyes got so big and she whispered, "I told you so."

I just smiled and shook my head, but I just loved seeing how excited Carmen was. We listened for a bit longer and I said, "Do you want to peek inside?"

She said, "What if they see us?"

So I said, "What if they ask us to join?"

Carmen put both her hands on her chest one over the other and mouthed, "Oh my, gosh."

So I said again, "Do you want to?"

She nodded yes, and so I slowly opened the door as quietly as I could. Well I sort of wish I had peeked first, but we both were sort of positioned so her head was underneath mine and so we both saw it at the same time. Lyndsey was laying naked on her back leaning against the head rail sucking her own nipples and there was Kristen licking her pussy. Kristen's butt was up in the air and Denise was licking her pussy from behind standing at the edge of the bed. It was incredibly sexy to behold, but Carmen freaked out.

She jerked back and put her hand over her mouth and stared wide eyed at me. I shut the door and she whispered, "Oh Lucy, I am so sorry."

I wasn't sure what to say at first and that made her lean in to hug me, but I finally said, "It's okay Carmen, we have an open relationship."

She pulled back and looked at my face and said, "Are you sure you are okay?"

"Yes, it's fine. I mean I've been messing with you and Jill."

"You're not upset," she said almost insisting that I should be.

"No, I'm not. It actually turned me on."

"Really?" Carmen said, her face now changing from shock to this adorably suggestive grin.

"Do you want to join them?"

"Do you?" she asked.

"At this point, I would do anything and everything you asked me to do," I said and I began to play with my own breasts not so much as to turn her on, but just that I was so horny at this stage of the game.

"Anything I want?" she asked almost devilishly grinning.

"Yes, anything, everything with anyone?"

"Lucy I don't think you understand just how naughty my mind is," she said and squeezed my breasts over my own hands.

"I promise Carmen. No matter what you tell me to do, I will do it, and love it."

She kissed me and then said in this adorably cute voice, "Will you hide in the closet and watch me have sex with your mom."

"I have a better idea," I said.

So my mom was pretty drunk, but she wasn't passed out. So I set everything up and then Carmen woke my mom up and told her she wanted her. My mom of course was ready for sex, but then Carmen asked, "Will you wear a blind fold?"

My mom grabbed for one from the dresser and soon she was laying on the bed wearing it. I had been hiding in the closet just like Carmen had wanted me to, but as soon as my mom had it on I crept out and knelt at the edge of the bed and watched as Carmen's hands wandered all over my mom's body. I was enjoying this as much as she was, though I'll admit I had actually wanted to go have sex with Kristen and the sisters in the guest room. Still this was unbelievably sexy.

She sucked my mom's breasts and when she started to rub my mom's pussy I rubbed mine at the same time. Then she went down on my mom, and I began to finger myself. Then Carmen said to my mom, "What if I brought either Denise or Lyndsey in here with us, would you like that?"

I was surprised, though I shouldn't have been. My mom loves dirty talk, and I am sure they had fantasized before together.

My mom said, "Oh I bet you'd like that wouldn't you?"

Carmen didn't answer at first she just gave my mom a good tongue lashing and then finally said, "Yes, very much."

My mom said, "Is one of them watching us right now?"

My mom is pretty smart. I think she knew someone was there, I actually assumed however that she thought it was me, but she actually did think it was either Denise or Lyndsey, I found out later.

Carmen just said, "Yes," and started fingering my mom really fast. Her super soaked pussy was making such amazing sloppy noises as Carmen's fingers (two of them) darted in and out. Carmen then looked at me and said, "Come here Lyndsey." My eyes got big. I couldn't believe this was happening, plus I had to pretend like I had never made love to my mother. I wasn't sure how far I should go, but then Carmen said, "Lyndsey was just telling me how she'd do anything I asked."

I leaned forward and waited for a command. My mom's hand reached out and touched my shoulder and then she ran her hands across my chest and squeezed one of my breasts. Then she pulled me close and I started to suck my mother's nipple while Carmen watched us. Carmen let out this crazy moan and started to finger my mom even faster. I was pretty hesitant and not fully getting into it, but then Carmen said, "Patty, suck Lyndsey's nipples." I stood up and leaned over my mom's mouth, but my mom rose up and sitting there she put both her hands on my breasts and started to suck me and squeeze me and just devoured my breasts.

I looked down at Carmen who looked like she was going to have an orgasm and she mouthed, "Thank you."

To which I mouthed, "Don't tell anyone."

And so she smiled and said, "Never, I promise."

We didn't do anymore. My mom orgasmed. Carmen told me to leave and I did. I went down and told Kristen and the sisters what happened, and Kristen and I went to my room. Kristen apologized to me, and I assured her that not only had she not done anything wrong, but that it had actually worked out better than I could have imagined.

Kristen and I didn't have sex. I kissed her and tasted Lyndsey, and just held her tight to me wondering what would happen next.​