Incest/Taboo My First (Time) Taboo

For new readers who are interested: My name is Lucy. I am a Midwestern science teacher. I stand about 5'7" maybe 5'8". I am a 34F cup and I am in good shape. My mother is a little taller than me and has a 37F bra size. She is just as thin as me. We live with my Aunt Jill who looks remarkably like my mom, though with lighter hair and smaller boobs (only 36D) and my cousin Kristen who is only 5'6" and is a 34D. Her hair is lighter as well. If you haven't read my earlier chapters they start with me coming to grips with being a lesbian and of course having a relationship with my mother and progress to where I am now.

So the next day after Carmen had blindfolded my mom and had me pretend to be Lyndsey was interesting. The night before I had been on cloud nine. Carmen was exactly the type of wild girl I had hoped and was obviously into me doing something with my mom. Now of course she had no idea we were lovers, but this (I thought) was a good start. Problem was my mom really had thought it was Lyndsey, and the next morning when my mom grabbed Lyndsey by the waist right in front of Carmen and said, "last night was fun," made for some drama. Now of course Lyndsey knew and was even willing to play along, but why would she have? So Carmen freaked out and got super noisy and whisked my mom away. It was incredibly awkward. Luckily only Lyndsey and I witnessed it, but I started to think how bad of an idea that was afterwards. I'm not sure what Carmen said to my mom for sure, but my mom of course "believed" whatever she had told her and behaved differently later.

I knew sooner or later this secretive game was going to have to end, but darn it, if it just isn't so much fun. Anyway so that drama was over.

As for the week after Christmas, that is when my vacation from work really began. No shopping to do everyone in my house had off several days and the four of us, my mom, my Aunt, and Kristen all just enjoyed each other's company that weekend. But the best part of the week started on Monday. Okay so some of you will remember that Jocelyn said she wanted to come visit. Originally she said she would come alone if she had to, then her sister Jasmine said she would join her. They by the way have had some fun together. Mostly just exploring and nothing major, but I was surprised when Jocelyn told me.

Now the real surprise was that Wendy, their mom, also came. She told Jocelyn that she didn't want the two of them traveling alone. I think she meant that she didn't trust us to be with them alone, but I also think, and my mom thought the same thing, was that Wendy wanted to be with us again.

Okay, so for those of you who are new to this, the three of them are black. Wendy is divorced. Jocelyn is just 19 years old, and we met in Florida when she was just 18 and out of High School. Her sister Jasmine is almost 23, she is tall like her mother and has 36C chest. Basically she and Wendy look more like sisters than Jasmine and Jocelyn do. Jocelyn is shorter and is very busty (36DD) just the way I like 'em.

So mom and I picked them all up at the airport. We gave hugs all around, and Jasmine even asked where Kristen was. Which I thought was cute, since they kissed in Florida, but nothing else. We hadn't brought Jill and Kristen to make more room for them and luggage in the van as they were staying for the week.

I was so happy to see Jocelyn I actually cried, and that made her cry which was so cute, and my mom hugged us both which just made me so happy. Wendy seemed less excited, but I could tell she was happy to see us, she just also seemed very nervous.

I want to say that I was feeling something so much more than lust. The whole way home in the car I couldn't stop smiling. I was giddy. I was slap-happy and just couldn't stop looking at Jocelyn and just the sound of her voice made me feel so happy.

So I have to explain, or remind everyone who knows what. Okay so Jocelyn found out all about her mom having sex with all of us and she confronted her. Jocelyn did not tell Wendy that she had actually snuck in and licked Wendy's pussy while Wendy was licking Kristen. Wendy had thought it was my mom. So also Jasmine and Jocelyn had messed around at college and Jocelyn had told her everything that had happened at our house. So the fact that Jasmine had wanted to come up to our home meant she wanted to have sex. Why else would she have flown here? I was shocked that Wendy ever wanted to see us again after how upset she was when she left, but I think she honestly did enjoy us, and also felt protective of her daughters. If she only knew how wild Jocelyn was and what she had done with my mom and me and of course with her.

Okay so I hope that wasn't too confusing.

So when we arrived at the house, Kristen and Jill had changed clothes since we had left them and they were both looking super sexy. Jill had on some yoga pants and a cute shirt that was showing off her boobs. Kristen was wearing some cute jeans, but her top was equally revealing. She made me smile the moment I saw her. Now my mom and I had worn hoody's as it was cold, but we had actually brought some for Wendy, Jocelyn and Jasmine just in case they weren't prepared for the cold, but they surprised us and had coats. They still froze. Now that they were at our home and their coats were coming off, I got a nice eye full of Wendy. Her top was not only tighter than tight it was low cut and I was surprised how much she was showing off her boobs. She looked great. Jasmine's top wasn't low cut, but it was also tight and I noticed Kristen checking her out (and okay I did a little too I'll admit). Jocelyn was wearing a sweatshirt that wasn't the slightest bit flattering, but I had forgotten just how beautiful she was and I just kept finding myself staring at her beautiful eyes and getting lost in them and then she'd smile at me and I'd melt, but at least snap out of my trance.

We had the most fun night. We can all make each other laugh so well, and we just talked the whole night away. But as bedtime drew near Wendy surprised me by saying, "So I want everyone to know that I am under no illusion. I know Lucy and Jocelyn will be sleeping together, and unless I'm mistaken I think Kristen and Jasmine . . ." and she just sort of paused and looked at them. WOW! Talk about awkward. Yes Kristen and Jasmine had been flirting all night. It was obvious I'll admit that, and yes Wendy had been drinking, but I (and I think everyone) was definitely shocked that she was suggesting it. This wasn't the same Wendy from the last two times our families were together.

Kristen was surprised, but I think pleasantly so, and she leaned over a little and pretended to whisper to Jasmine, but we all heard her. "I'm thinking that leaves my mom and Patty for Wendy to share a bed with."

Yes Kristen is bold. Wendy could just have easily slept on the coach, but Kristen just had to suggest what most of us were thinking. Wendy didn't say anything she just smiled and reached over and touched Jill's leg. I was like wow so this is how this week is going to be. I knew that their family had, had the last couple months to talk about everything, but I couldn't believe how open everyone was becoming.

So we talked longer, but soon we were making our way upstairs and I kissed Kristen goodnight in front of everyone before she walked with Jasmine to the guest room. I did it without thinking, and I hoped that wouldn't cause Jasmine to feel uncomfortable, and I found out later it didn't.

The moment we were behind my bedroom door Jocelyn and I started kissing, and I realized at that point that I hadn't kissed her yet. I just took in the moment and enjoyed her embrace and her amazingly kissable lips.

I'm not sure how long we kissed, but I actually would have been happy enough with that, but soon she was leading me to the bed. We sort of playfully touched one another while we stripped, but mostly just kissed, but soon we were grinding on one another. She was on top of me and soon my left leg was straight up in the air and she was rubbing her clit against mine so well that she began to orgasm after just a couple minutes, she sort of froze at one point and I could tell she was ultra-sensitive because when I tried to move she gave me this don't you dare look and she actually bit my leg. Not hard or anything, but wow was she sensitive. I let her raise off of me, but then I took over. I had her on her back and at first I was just fingering her gently, but then I'm not sure what came over me, but at first I sort of licked her asshole (I think I was just being playful), but then I found myself sneaking a finger in her butthole. I had one in her butt and two in her pussy and I just started pounding her. She had her hands over her mouth, but was just screaming by this point, and the louder she got the harder I wanted to finger her.

She said, "Oh Lucy, I love this!"

And I said, "I love you too." I'm not sure what happened. I think I thought she was going to say she loved me, and I just said it without thinking.

Her face just lit up and her mouth dropped open and she seemed as if she might cry, but instead she moaned so loudly and started yelling "Oh Lucy, Lucy, Lucy!"

I slipped my thumb over her clit and she lost it. She was cumming and shaking and just completely out of control. I had never done that to her before, made her feel so completely overwhelmed with pleasure and she made such loud and intense noises it almost scared me. I thought she was having a seizure or something. She gripped on to my hands and wouldn't let me move them, if I did just a tiny bit she would be so loud, and finally she gushed cum like I had never seen before. The sheets were simply ruined for the night. I have never been with anyone who came so much.

Jocelyn was scared too. It was so unreal and at first we both sort of just were staring at each other and she kept twitching and having spasms, basically orgasming even though I wasn't touching her anymore, and then she pulled me to her and we laid together just breathing hard for the longest time. Then she kissed me and it was so magical. There was so much passion. Then we started laughing. I'm not even sure why, we just couldn't stop laughing. So anyway we so had to shower after this, but first I carried all my sheets and stuff into the laundry room and started the load, LOL.

My mom came down to check on us, I think she was concerned maybe, and she walked in and saw the two of us standing naked in the laundry room and says, "Well this is not what I expected you two to be doing tonight."

I knew she was joking. I told my mom everything, and she seemed like she was turned on by the idea of Jocelyn doing that. Jocelyn looked a little embarrassed, but she was smiling. Mom said, "We could hear you. I think your mom was worried." My mom was not naked by the way, but she was just wearing a sexy see-through nightie and I reached over and gave my mom's boob a squeeze in front of Jocelyn just to be playful.

"Oh don't get me started. Wendy will freak out if I am not back soon," my mom said.

Jocelyn said, "Are the three of you having sex?"

"Not yet," mom said and she brushed her fingers across Jocelyn's boob.

Jocelyn stuck her chest out and seemed to delight in my mom's touch. That turned me on so badly. I wished the three of us could have sex right then and there, but my mom was right.

So anyway she went upstairs, and we followed shortly after. Shower time was great, but we weren't having sex. We just washed one another, and kissed a lot. It was very romantic, until Kristen came in to go to the bathroom. She apologized for interrupting. She is so cute, and I peeked out the curtain and smiled at her. She was naked as well, and sat down on the toilet as quick as she could. Jocelyn peeked out at her and seeing her naked, said, "Oops, sorry."

Kristen didn't even seem to notice, but then when she was finished peeing she peeked inside our shower and said, "Since you got a peek I figured I should too."

Jocelyn seemed embarrassed, though I couldn't imagine why she was. But even more so when Kristen said, "Well aren't you yummy."

Jocelyn said, "Thanks," and had the cutest smile, and then said, "I could say the same about you."

Kristen blushed which surprised me, and she winked at me, but then said to Jocelyn, "Well I have to get back to your sister."

And she did, but not until after some more longing sexy looks were shared.

Well after the shower, we got some more sheets and redid my bed and we just went to bed. The next morning I was woken up by someone climbing into bed with us. It was like six in the morning, and I (for just a second) was sort of aggravated, but when I saw it was my mom, I was instantly turned on. She snuggled up against me and put her hand on my boob right away and gave it a good squeeze. I didn't even check to see if Jocelyn was awake I just leaned in and started kissing mom. She was wearing the nightie again, but I still enjoyed feeling her body against mine. Her hand left my boob and slid down between my legs and she slid inside of me right away. I love giving myself to her and I just felt a calmness come over me.

Mom pulled back and we stopped kissing, but her finger was still sliding in and out of me. She had the cutest smile on her face, and when she looked over at Jocelyn I looked too. She was asleep. She was laying on her tummy facing away from us. I looked back at mom and she said, "Should we let her sleep?"

I shook my head yes and we slowly crawled out of bed. I thought Jocelyn was going to wake up because she moved, but she didn't. I grabbed a robe off my chair, and walked out of the room holding hands with mom. When I closed the door she kissed me again. I dropped the robe and we both felt one another's breasts while we kissed.

I was wanting to be fucked bad at this point and so I grabbed mom by the hand and led her to her bedroom so we could get a strap-on. Well mom started putting it on right away and I whispered, "We need to go down stairs. Wendy has said before that she doesn't want to do things with me, because of Jocelyn."

My mom said, "I bet if she watches she'll change her mind."

Just hearing her say that made me so horny. I lifted my mom's nightie off and began to suck her breasts in the closet, but as soon as she was done she lead me back into the bedroom and leaned me over the dresser. She was sort of forceful and I liked it. I was so wet she slid right in and she was giving it to me good almost immediately. We were kind of at an angle to the wall so when I leaned back to look at her I could see Wendy and Jill on the bed too. They were still asleep, but once I started moaning Wendy woke right up, and Jill did soon after.

Jill said, "Oh is there a show this morning."

Neither of us said anything, but mom reached around and grabbed my boobs and squeezed them and began to fuck me very hard. The more excited mom got the louder I became, but I was staring right at Wendy and Jill and not my mom. I'm not sure what Jill was thinking, but she suddenly excused herself to the bathroom and never came back. Then it wasn't long before Wendy began to masturbate. She did for a while under the covers, until I asked if I could see her pretty pussy and she obliged. She was sitting on the edge of the bed with her legs hiked up and with her fingers rubbing over her clit. She was completely naked and I loved seeing her sexy body quiver from time to time.

I started saying, "Mommy yes!" and other things like that just to get a rise from Wendy and it worked. She started dirty talking too, saying things like, "Yes, Patty fuck her pussy," and more than once she said, "You dirty, dirty girls, you are so filthy."

I ended up cumming. It felt so amazing, and my legs felt a little week. I put my right hand on my mom's (which was on my boob) and I gave her hand a squeeze. Mom pressed my breast up near my mouth and said, "Suck it!" as if she were ordering me to. I took the nipple into my mouth, but as I was still orgasming, I could barely do anything.

Still mom wasn't finished with me. She took me to the bed and she positioned me on my back next to Wendy and mom entered me again. She wasn't pounding me hard, she was just fucking me rhythmically and I liked seeing my big boobs jiggling around as I looked at my mom's breasts swaying with each deep thrust. I reached out and put a hand on Wendy's leg, and I think it made her orgasm. She definitely made a wild noise and then stopped rubbing herself.

She rolled over on her side then facing us and said, "Oh shit, Lucy, you know I can't do anything with you. I can't do that to Jocelyn."

I gave her leg a rub, and said, "I know Wendy. I just needed to have some mommy time." Wendy was staring at my body and she grabbed her own breast and just pulled on the nipple. That made me want to suck my own nipple some more, and so I pulled the one nearest her into my mouth and started sucking it. Then I looked up at my mom and said, "I love you."

That got my mom hot and she started giving it to me harder. I began to moan again and let go of my breast and put my hand back on Wendy's leg. It was near her pussy. She spread her legs just a little and I wondered if she would let me touch her, but I didn't because I wasn't going to do that to her. If she could resist joining us then even though I wanted her to join, I was happy that she loved her daughter so much that she wouldn't.

She put her hand on my hand and I thought it was cute. She just laid there watching me getting pounded. I was so turned on by her watching me, but I also was thinking just how wonderful she was. But then she said, "Did you fuck Jocelyn like this?"

"I fingered her so hard," I said, "and up her ass too."

When I said that she slid a finger inside her pussy. My mom saw this pulled out of me and grabbed Wendy by her legs and yanked her over to the edge of the bed. Wendy looked kind of intimidated. She just said, "Patty." Then my mom pressed Wendy's legs back and entered her.

My mom gave it to her good, and Wendy put her hands up around her own neck with her arms over top of her boobs almost as if she was bracing herself for it. My mom wasn't going as hard as she just had been with me, but still Wendy was being pounded just the same. Wendy's beautiful breasts looked so sexy smashed by her arms, and that made me want to touch them even more. Still I didn't, but the moment she began to orgasm she put one hand over her eyes and the other reached out for me. Her hand brushed my tummy, then my breast then up to my shoulder. I reflexively arched my back and her hand slid back down to my boob and she held it.

That electrified me. I wanted to kiss her, suck her, rub her, anything, but I didn't. I resisted. That said, I couldn't resist saying something. "Oh Wendy, you are so sexy."

Wendy turned her head to face me, but her hand was still over her eyes.

She pulled her hand from my breast and she said, "This house is so crazy. We must be crazy."

I could tell she was confused and wanting me, but I was happy with everything just how it had gone, but for some reason I found myself saying, "Would you rather have sex with Jocelyn or Jasmine?"

"Oh shit," she said and she turned her head away from me, but she still had her eyes covered. "Shit don't ask me that."

My mom said, "Mmmmm, they are both so yummy. Jasmine looks like a young Wendy, but Jocelyn has such a tasty body doesn't she?"

Wendy made a few noises while my mom was talking, and she just nodded her head yes. So my mom pressed her and said, "So which one do you want more, Wendy?"

"Jocelyn," Wendy said and she pulled her hand away and looked at the door making sure it was closed and then looking at me, and then my mom. She looked embarrassed. My mom started fucking her just a little faster and she reached down with one hand and started playing with Wendy's boobs.

After a while Wendy turned to me and said, "Don't say anything to Jocelyn, Lucy. I would never touch her."

"What if she didn't know it was you?" I asked.

She turned away from me and said, "I'm not like you two. I could never do that."

I could tell she didn't mean it. I could tell that she secretly wanted it as much as my mom and I enjoyed one another. I said, "What if you walked in and caught Jocelyn and Jasmine having sex." She turned and looked at me with wide eyes maybe wondering if they had. "Jasmine laying on top of Jocelyn rubbing her pussy against hers, their breasts smashed together."

Wendy said, "Fuck," pretty loudly, and she put her hand over her eyes again. Her hand that was on me was now down at her clit. She wasn't really rubbing it, just pressing it with her thumb. After a while I was about to say something more, when she suddenly looked at me and said, "Have they had sex together?"

"Mmmm, maybe they are right now," I said without really answering.

She seemed nervous when I said that and she sat up on her elbows. My mom kept fucking her though. My mom put her hand on the back of Wendy's neck and said, "What would you do if you saw them together?"

Wendy didn't answer right away. My mom leaned forward and started kissing her. They kissed for quite a while and I slid a finger inside my pussy without even realizing I had done it. When they finally stopped kissing, my mom leaned forward sticking her enormous breasts near Wendy's face and said, "Your two beautiful daughters grinding their sexy bodies together, such a forbidden thought, believe me I completely understand." My mom then leaned over and began to suck my nipple. I rose up to make it easier for her and my breasts were very near to Wendy's face. My mom spoke between suckling and nibbling on my nipple, "I don't blame . . . you . . . for having desires . . . for Jocelyn. Her breasts are so . . ." My mom just kept sucking me and I wondered if she was really picturing sucking Jocelyn.

Wendy started sucking my nipple. I just looked down at her and smiled. She was looking at me occasionally, but more at my breast or at my mom sucking my other breast. My mom stopped first and she kissed Wendy on the neck, and then she spoke right into Wendy's ear while Wendy continued to nibble on my nipple.

"Your baby girl has such big round breasts," she said and squeezed mine.

Wendy said, "They're so big."

"Close your eyes, Wendy," my mom said and Wendy did. "Picture Jocelyn laying on her back while Jasmine is licking her yummy pussy. Lean over your beautiful daughter and suck that big round tit.

My mom was out of Wendy at this point and Wendy pushed me over and half laid on top of me and continued to suck my nipple. My mom entered her from behind and began to fuck her again.

We did this for a while, and Wendy even fingered me a little, but soon we were up and getting dressed and I could tell Wendy was upset with herself. She wasn't talking much until my mom pointed that out, and Wendy said, "Don't think it's going to happen for one minute. That was just a fun fantasy, nothing more."

My mom hugged her and gave her a kiss and said, "I know," but I think we both knew Wendy might be kidding herself.

So I went back to my bedroom and Jocelyn either woke up or was already awake when I got there. She didn't ask where I had been, but I told her just the same. The last time she had been here she had wanted her mom to be with me while she watched. Instead Jocelyn had ended up sneaking in and licking her own mom, while her mom was unable to see. It had been their first step together, and so I wanted her to know that her mom was just as horny for her. Problem was, Jocelyn didn't seem to be too happy about it. She wasn't jealous, just confused. Then she surprised me by saying, "I often imagine you and me going off one day. Just the two of us. Maybe marriage, definitely living together. I don't know where our families would play in all of that, but I don't think about that. I want just us."

I kissed her and then I said, "I don't know if I can give you that, Jocelyn. Kristen . . . my mom."

"I know. Believe me I know. It's just dreams. Then I have fantasies that my family is just like yours. I think about having sex with Jasmine and how wonderful it was. Tasting my mom . . . wanting them to want me. Part of me wants just you and part of me wants to be like you. Does that make sense?"

"Yes, so much so." I kissed her again, and we made out for a while before we talked again. I explained how I had gone through all this before. She obviously saw the conclusion I had come to, and she didn't ask me if I had second thoughts, instead she asked me if I ever thought I'd change my mind someday and want to be monogamous. I told her I had asked myself that same question, but that I didn't think I would be true to myself if I didn't act on my desires, but I also said that with time you never know.

It was quite a serious talk, and she made me think for sure. When we got dressed and went down stairs everyone was there and my mom and Kristen were making breakfast. Jill, Wendy, and Jasmine were just talking at the table.

Wendy looked uncomfortable to see us. I knew why. We all talked for a while and then ate Breakfast which was so good. My mom makes great French toast and Kristen had put together a terrific fruit salad. Anyway so afterwards Wendy volunteered herself and me to clean up the kitchen. I figured she wanted to talk, and talk we did.

She was very open and frank about everything. She actually referred to my mom's house as her "Vegas." She said she didn't regret what had happened that morning, but that she didn't want it to keep happening. She said that with her hand on my ass, LOL. She was having a hard time resisting, and so I decided then and there to make it easier for her.

Okay so enough about me, I have to say that Jasmine and Kristen were totally hitting it off. They were adorable together. Almost as cute as Jocelyn and I, LOL. When we were alone in our room changing, Kristen told me she didn't have strong feelings for her, but that she seemed more like a good friend (and then she jokingly whispered "friends with benefits"). Still I could tell they had some chemistry. She asked me how Jocelyn and I were doing. She didn't seem jealous at all. She seemed excited for me, and I told her everything about our big talk and all that had gone down with Wendy and Kristen seemed so interested and also really excited for me. Still I couldn't help, but wonder if she wondered what I was thinking. And sadly I admit that spending my life alone with Jocelyn would be a wonderful life, but the thought of giving Kristen and my mom, and even Jill up would be devastating.

So the next day was pretty much the same. We spent our days shopping or site seeing or skating or just whatever, we went out to eat and to a hockey game at night, then when it was time for bed we split up the same way as the first night. The difference was that my mom never came to my room in the morning and I didn't go their either.

The next night was different however. Lyndsey and Denise had stopped by and even had diner at our house. And at one point it was just us younger girls sitting together in the living room and Jasmine asked, "So you two are lovers, and your sisters, right?"

Denise who had her arm around Lyndsey simply said, "Yes," and Lyndsey turned to look at her and they gave each other a short kiss. Kristen said, "Awwww." And we all sort of giggled, but I think Kristen had been sincere and it was adorable.

Then Denise gave Lyndsey's huge boob a squeeze and a shake and Lyndsey wiggled away from her and shoved Denise. It was cute, and actually just seeing her boob jiggle was sexy too.

Then Lyndsey looked at Jasmine and said, "Have the two of you ever messed around," referring to Jasmine and Jocelyn. Jasmine looked at Jocelyn, I think to see if she'd say anything. She didn't, but Jasmine finally said, "Yes, we have."

So that got the four of them talking and honestly Kristen and I hardly said a word for the next hour. I think it was a really good talk for them and Jasmine really was open about her feelings and desires, and I think Jocelyn was really happy afterwards mostly because she understood what all Jasmine was feeling. Jasmine is probably bi-sexual. She has a boyfriend, but not sure she is still in love with him. She admitted that this was just a fun vacation where she was wanting to experiment. I think she is confused about her feelings for Kristen and even for Jocelyn.

So then Lyndsey and Denise seemed as if they were about to go home, and I saw Lyndsey talking to Jasmine so I sort of listened in on their conversation as best I could and I heard Lyndsey suggest that Jasmine sleep with Jocelyn tonight, especially since their mom was already upstairs with Patty and Jill and had been for so long they were probably already asleep. (I wasn't sure about that last part as my mom has some serious stamina, LOL.)

So Kristen and I both kissed Denise and Lyndsey goodbye at the door, and then switched and kissed the other, and then Denise and Lyndsey went to say goodbye to Jasmine and Jocelyn, and I was surprised, but Jasmine went right in for the kiss with Lyndsey, and so seeing this Jocelyn started kissing Denise. It wasn't like full out, but there was some tongue for sure, and it made me horny. Then when Denise and Jasmine started kissing Jocelyn not only kissed Lyndsey, she felt her up. I think Lyndsey actually started groping Jocelyn first, but Jocelyn was really feeling Lyndsey's boobs with gusto.

When Jasmine stopped kissing, she said, "Oh my, gosh I am such a slut."

Which made us all laugh. Then we closed the door and Kristen had her arm around me, and I looked at Jocelyn who was standing right next to Jasmine and said, "So are we mixing it up tonight? Do you two want some sister time?"

Jasmine looked embarrassed, but she didn't say no, and Jocelyn was smiling super big. They did it, and Kirsten and I even listened at the wall for a while, though we didn't hear much. So I asked Kristen if she wanted to go wake up Wendy and our mom's and have fun, but then she said, "Yea think about that." And I realized how dumb that was, because then Wendy would know that her daughters were sleeping together.

I started to say, "Oh I am so dumb," but then I said, though honestly I think Wendy would love the excuse to see them having sex, or even join them.

Kristen said we have more days yet and to let them have their privacy, and I agreed, and Kristen and I had a wonderful night together (I'll save those details for me.)

So the next morning I woke up early and went to our guest room right away. I wanted to make sure Wendy didn't see her daughters together. I was going to come and get Jocelyn, but when I snuck in the room I just froze and stared at the two of them for the longest time. Jocelyn was laying against Jasmine with her head on Jasmine's boob and her leg over her body. It was super sexy. They were laying there with no covers and I wondered if they got hot and threw them off, because I noticed the house was a little warmer that morning.

I'll admit I was tempted to lean down and take Jocelyn's dark nipple into my mouth, but I didn't. I just put my hand on her shoulder and she stirred awake. I whispered, "How was last night?"

Jasmine woke up and sort of reached for the covers, but unsuccessfully and I wondered if she could somehow be modest after all of this. Jocelyn smiled up at me. Jasmine looked at her and Jocelyn kissed her. It was so cute.

Finally when they stopped Jasmine said, "It was nice."

Jocelyn said, "It was wonderful," and she kissed her again. This time she cupped Jasmine's breast and rubbed her leg on her a bit. They started making out and I felt myself getting super wet.

Then Jocelyn said, "Maybe we should let Lucy join us."

Jasmine didn't say anything, but I could see in her eyes she was interested. I didn't give it a second thought. I threw caution to the wind and climbed on the bed. Soon my head was between Jasmine's legs and Jocelyn was sitting on her face. Jasmine came so fast (That's right I'm good, LOL), and when she did I slid a couple fingers inside of her and fingered her hard. Jocelyn came soon after and she climbed off her sister and watched me pleasing her. They started kissing and it made me feel so happy for them. Jasmine was so breathless, but she wanted to keep kissing her, so adorable.

After a bit I stopped fingering her and I rubbed my nipple on her clit a little. Jasmine was still a little sensitive, but she didn't stop me. I licked her cum off of my nipple and then I rubbed my nipple up in her pussy for a bit as best I could getting it soaked. Then I climbed up her and put my nipple near her mouth. She didn't even blink. I wondered if maybe Jocelyn would have gone for it instead, but Jasmine attacked my breast and squeezing it with her hands she drank her cum from it, sucking and then licking it all up. SHIT that turned me on. Kristen had told me that Jasmine had been fun, but I had no idea how eager she was. I told Jocelyn to suck my other nipple and she did, and this went on for a bit, but then they started kissing again.

Not sure why, but suddenly I felt stressed and I said, "We should probably get Jocelyn to my room before Wendy finds out what happened in here last night."

Jocelyn said, "Mmmmm, she can join."

But Jasmine didn't seem to think she was serious, or maybe she was suddenly nervous, because she said, "She's right, you better go."

Jocelyn looked sad, but she kissed her sister one more time and then grabbed her clothes up and followed me to the door. We got back to my room and then Kristen, who gave me a funny look, darted out and went to the guest room with Jasmine. Kristen told me later that she was just giving me a "did you have fun" look, so it was no big deal.

So Jocelyn and I talked for a while and then we walked downstairs and had some breakfast. Today was a big day and I was excited and nervous. It was New Year's Eve and we had a big party planned, and we hadn't told our guests about it yet. I kept my mouth shut and was going to wait for my mom to spring it on them. That said, when Wendy came down stairs she seemed to be in an amazing mood. Jill and my mom looked pretty happy as well. I pulled my mom aside and asked her what was going on, and she just said, "Wendy knows what went on last night. She was listening from the balcony. We all thought that Denise and Lyndsey would have sex with all of you last night so we were spying to see the orgy, but it never happened."

I was shocked that Wendy was handling it so well, but then I wondered if maybe she was just feeling nervous or something and that's why she was smiling so much. I still wasn't sure how to read her. Then I thought wait, what all do they know? So I said to mom, "So she knows that Jocelyn and Jasmine had sex all night in the guest room?"

"Yes," my mom said and she grabbed my butt and got super close to me. I was so attracted to her right then. My mom was wearing this camisole and her boobs looked so amazing and her hair was pulled up high and back and the way a few hairs escaped the hair tie and flowed down the side of her face made her look so pretty.

"Are you sure?" I said moving in close to her and putting my hands on her hips. My mom now had both hands on my ass and she sort of glided her lips across my face teasing me.

I tried to kiss her and she didn't let me, but said, "Yes, we talked about them all night. Wendy stood outside the door and could hear them, but Jill and I couldn't talk her into going in the room. She's horny for them though."

That was exciting. I was getting so pumped up for tonight. "So when are we going to tell them about the party?"

My mom gave me an evil grin and said, "Jill and I already told Wendy. Last night she was ready for it, but the more we talked the more she feels like she might not be able to go through with an orgy with her daughters. She doesn't even know if she wants them involved."

I could understand her trepidation, I wasn't even sure if Jasmine and Jocelyn would do it, though after having sex with them this morning I was starting to think they might. I said, "We'll just have to get them ready."

Well I told Jocelyn that her mom knew and she sort of freaked out, but then when she could tell her mom didn't seem upset she felt at ease, and then even a little nervous at what might happen next. She told Jasmine, but Kristen and I were both with her and she behaved pretty much the same way at first, but when Jocelyn hinted that they might have sex with her, Jasmine seemed upset by that. She didn't like the idea of doing anything with her own mother.

By 3 o'clock my mom started to prepare for the party, mostly cooking, and we all helped clean the house. I found myself alone with Wendy and I had to talk with her about last night and the upcoming party. She seemed very nervous about the party, but she really opened up to me about her daughters making love, and she didn't seem upset about it, which still shocked the hell out of me. But then she admitted to me that her and her sister had messed around a little when they were younger and I understood.

"So you're ok with them having fun?" I asked.

"I mean I don't want them to let it become something more than what it is, something unhealthy (I wondered if she was referring to mom and me), but as long as they don't get too attached."

I ignored her possibly unintentional insult and said, "So what if later tonight, I could arrange for you to maybe suck Jocelyn's boobs or lick her pussy without her knowing it is you. Would you do it?" The whole time I was asking the question she was making this face like I was asking her to peel her own skin off her body, but then she didn't answer me. She just sat their shaking her head, and so I asked her flat out, "Do you want Jocelyn? Don't you want to feel her body beneath you?"

She still didn't answer the question, but she said, "Jasmine would see us even if I would want to do something like that."

I just said we'll see and then I reached out and cupped her breast. She began kissing me immediately, and I mean serious making out and I knew she wanted Jocelyn and was just using me. I lifted my shirt up over my breasts and whispered, "Suck my nipples."

She did so immediately and was squeezing them and pressing me against the wall. I said, "What if this was Jocelyn's body?" Wendy paused for a moment and looked at my breasts and kneaded them a second before starting to suck them again. Then she slid her hand down the front of my shorts and right inside of me.

It couldn't have been better timing, but Jocelyn walked right into the den and saw her mom attacking my body. She did a good job of not making any noise, but the shock on her face was clear. So I said again, "Yes suck your little girls big round boobs and finger her soaked pussy. I know you want her."

Wendy said, "Yes," between slurping on my nipples, and that made Jocelyn mouth, "Oh my, gosh!"

Jocelyn didn't watch us much longer, she snuck back out, and Wendy didn't make me cum. Soon she was back in control and telling me that I could never tell her girls about this. I of course was in a room alone with Jocelyn a few minutes later and she couldn't stop smiling. She kept saying, "This is so crazy!" In fact at one point I think she was actually hyperventilating and I had her lay down and she had to just chill for a while because she was freaking hard core.

It was at this point of the day that I honestly thought about getting in a car and driving away with Jocelyn and just not even coming to the party. I realized I cared for her a lot. I don't know if LOVE is the right word, but I certainly didn't want to see her hurt. Thing is the more we talked the more I realized that she was so much like me. She actually did want this to all happen. Jocelyn wanted Wendy just like I wanted my mom. Just like Kristen wants her mom. Thing was I wasn't sure how that made me feel. Validated for sure, but also a dream of me leaving all this and going off with her was suddenly gone. I'm not sure I ever could have done that, or if I really wanted to, or if I did whether I could stay away from my family, but either way it was gone.

I think I felt a little loss. I wondered what life would be like to be "normal" to have a love that I didn't have to hide. I find myself thinking this sometimes, but I always come back to what makes me the most happy and that is where I am now even though I can't share it with most of the world.

So anyway enough of that, it was time for the party. New Year's Eve is a great time and even though we didn't have the pool for fun I knew just having a group of amazing friends over would be awesome. We had invited a lot of people and we had even invited some that we didn't expect to join in the orgy, just because we wanted the night to start off as just a huge fun party. And it was such a great party.

Of course Denise and Lyndsey were invited and they were the first to show. Candice (my mom's ex-girlfriend) and her girlfriend Gabrielle showed up next. We didn't expect them to stay for the orgy of course, though I bet Candice would have. Jessica showed up next and she brought her girlfriend Tabitha. We invited Erin and Monica and they both came and I was surprised. I never expected Erin to show up, but she said her husband hated New Year's parties and so she was happy to get out of the house. What shocked me was that she said her daughter might show up later if her party sucked and if that was okay. Erin's daughter is super sexy. Her names is Lacy and she is this cute little blonde, tiny petite thing with 34C's. My mom has been hitting on her for years behind Erin's back, and I also found out that Monica secretly has the hots for both Erin and Lacy. So I wondered if this night just might get crazy between them. Erin and Lacy are both super ding bats, and sort of oblivious to the world, but also sweet fun people who I think are just great people.

Of course Stephanie and Amanda came. I work with Mandy as I call her and Stephanie is her girlfriend and they have been involved in several of our orgies. Also Melissa, Kelly, Kim, and Sarah who are all my mom's good friends showed up, though they would not be staying for the orgy.

Of course Carmen came, as she is my mom's girlfriend (wow that still sounds weird to say) she would be staying the night and was about to get her eyes opened for sure. And Carol and Kayla showed up later than expected, but I was so happy to see them.

Everyone was dressed up. We were all in dresses mostly and wanted to make this something special. Everyone looked so amazing, and I especially loved Lyndsey's dress which was tight and low cut more than most. Jocelyn was wearing one of mine and wearing it well considering how much shorter she is than me and her butt is a little bigger too, LOL. Jasmine and Wendy were wearing Jill and Kristen's clothes.

So we played games all night and people were drinking and everyone was having a great time. Now Erin was the only woman there not gay, and a couple of my mom's friends were hitting on her, and she didn't even have a clue (it was fun to watch). Then when Lacy did show up, my mom started to flirt with her and Carmen acted all jealous, but I'm not sure if she really was. Either way my mom stopped. Lacy had no clue everyone there was a lesbian, and she seemed to hit it off with my friends pretty well, and especially seemed to enjoy talking with Jocelyn.

All my friends loved Jocelyn, but Jasmine seemed to be a little more stand-offish. I think because she knew what would be coming later and she was incredibly nervous and basically undecided at this point just how far she would go. I actually saw Kristen holding her hand at one point which I thought was adorable.

So then Mandy brings up playing the game that we had last summer when we had to guess people, but my mom shut that down and I think it was because she didn't want a few of the people there getting the wrong (though actually right) idea about what goes on in this house.

I was actually disappointed and said to Mandy, "Maybe later."

So when the ball dropped (and yes we all watched it on TV and toasted with Champaign) everyone seemed to partner up and kissed. Honestly it wasn't until this moment that Erin realized that she was in a house full of lesbians (I mean obviously she knew some of us were). I of course kissed Kristen, which left Jocelyn no partner. I kept an eye on her wondering how she would feel about me kissing Kristen instead of her, and I was shocked to see her lean in as if she wanted to kiss Lacy. Jocelyn had no idea that Lacy wasn't a lesbian, (How would she know? I hadn't told her.) and I had no idea how Lacy would react. Well Lacy didn't kiss her, but she didn't freak out either. Like Erin I don't think she realized just who was and who wasn't a lesbian. Lacy acted surprised and then she seemed as if she took it as a compliment, and Jocelyn didn't seem to be upset so that was good.

It was then that I noticed Carol trying to kiss Monica, but with Erin nearby she refused, and I think that made Carol a little sad, but she leaned over and kissed Kayla and I wondered if Erin knew she was her daughter.

Either way Erin was suddenly very uncomfortable, I could tell. She was also pretty drunk, very drunk and I wondered if she would flip out or what, so I walked up to her to get a feel for how she was handling this sudden surprise. She seemed to just be flustered, but she was at the point where she was almost slurring her words and I knew she had been drinking more than most.

She made an excuse to go to the kitchen, but she walked into the front sitting room instead. I followed her wondering if she was going to walk out the front door, but she just went into that room and sat down on the couch. So I sat down next to her and started talking to her.

As we talked I could tell she was beyond drunk. I've only seen my mom that drunk a few times. When she was talking to me she kept touching me, not inappropriately if that's even possible, LOL, but just constantly putting her hand on my leg or my shoulder. So just to be sort of funny I started touching her. I was a little nervous, not sure if Lacy would walk around the corner at any minute, but at one point I put my hand on her chest, not on her breasts mind you, but right above them in the center of her chest and I was whispering close to her and making her laugh.

Finally that's when she said, "I had no idea there would be so many . . . you know . . . here. I thought this was going to be just a party. Monica and I are so out of place here."​