Incest/Taboo My Life, My Mother

I began kissing back of her neck, caressing her arms and tried to reach her breasts. I held my penis and started to push it further down the forbidden depths. I felt some thing opening to my pressure and another shove got me in a little. But oh my God that was not Vagina it was her anus, too flamed up to care I pushed ahead.

She shivered and screamed ' Ai.e...ey..eyeeeee maa.., Chinuuuuu....yeh kya..'(what is this) in a surprised and rising tone. She abruptly turned on her back to face me. I raised myself on my arm and when she got settled on her back just lowered my self on top of her. She looked into my eyes with disbelief and shock.

My penis was just on top of her vagina and my hands locked over her breasts and kneading them. I do not know what triggered it, but I started to cum. My hips bucked and I humped the soft tight crevasse formed by our united abdomens, holding her big breasts. I kept humping till all what I had in store for all these days spilled, on her belly.

She sensed it and closed her eyes with an exasperated sigh and said ' yeh kya kiya tumne' (what have you done). I was shocked, embarrassed and scared, orgasm was so intense that for a moment I lost consciousness. I continued to lie on her with my face buried in the valley between her breasts. I did not know how to react.

I opened my eyes, my world had changed for ever, me, amma and the world around us will never be the same. It could be the beginning of destruction of a pious relationship or beginning of an even more divine affection, I did not know and didn't care either. It was as if I was sucked into a twister, tossed, turned and thrown around which left me completely disoriented.

Slowly I got my bearings and became aware of my position. I was lying on top of my mother with my semen acting like glue joining us together. I felt the slimy wet presence of my seed between us. My penis was between our abdomens and suddenly I became aware of prickly feeling of her trimmed pubes on the base of my penis. As it dawned on me that it is her pubes, my penis started to grow. Soon my head got cleared off all confusing chain of thoughts, only thing that occupied my conscious self, my desire to make love to my mother.

Her nightie was bunched beyond her breasts up to her neck. I opened my eyes and was greeted with the wonderful sight of her magnificent breasts. She was a sight to behold, with her face turned left, eyes closed, left hand across her breasts hiding the nipples and right was above her shoulder with fingers entwined with mine. I never realized that I was holding her hand like that. I freed my hand, slid on to her left and raised my head to look at her.

In little illumination that was there her body was glowing fluorescent. She tried to rise using both her arms for support, when she got herself propped on her elbows she looked at me, straight into my eyes.

Those big beautiful eyes seemed big rather vast like expanse of an ocean. I got mesmerized with those looks it was like her entire self was just there in her eyes. I reached up to kiss them and she turned her face to avoid the inevitable. I held her face and with a little force turned her to face me. Looking into her eye again sent shivers down my spine. I just closed mine and brushed my lips gently over her eyelids.

'Chinu ab rahne do, jo ho gaya use bhool jao......'(chinu, leave it now, what ever happened try to forget).

She tried to rise further to leave the bed turning away from me. I snaked my right arm across her chest then underneath her armpit and held her tight. Using weight of my torso I laid her down by gently pushing her left elbow away. She slumped with a muffled cry of protest.

With my eyes closed I moved to kiss her on lips. I ended up pecking her nose, then eventually found her thick full lips. I started with wet licks and tried to pry her mouth open but with no avail. Then I resorted to alternatively sucking on her upper and lower lips. I pushed my left hand under her neck and pulled my right one from underneath her and started to caress her breasts. This evoked a gasp, with a lot of efforts she pushed me up to say 'oof..Chinu, kuch sharm karo beta main tumahari maa hun. Yahin ruk jao aur age mat badho'(have some shame son I am your mother. Stop here don't go any further).

'Shivangi aur bachche ke bare mein socho beta, main kya munh lekar jaungi unke same, maan jao chinoo.'(Think about Shivangi{my wife} and kid, how will I ever face them.)

Her breasts felt like nothing I ever felt before. I did have a liaison with one of our elderly maids, when I was 17 or 18. I remember her short plump body that seemed heavenly to my sex starved self then. Amma's breasts were firm and heavy. With all jostling we did their swaying and shaking was extremely erotic to me.

All this while I kept my eyes closed, I was afraid that if I looked into her pleading eyes I may get on a guilt trip.

I forced her hands from my shoulders and dipped to suck on her nipple while my hand kept caressing her breasts. I sensed her nips getting hard in my mouth, I caught her nipple between my thumb and index finger and started teasing them. On the other nip I was doing the same with my lips and teeth. Teasing caused her to squirm, she was turning her head left and right and giving out muffled sighs. Initially she tried to dislodge me and tried pushing holding my shoulders, but my manipulations weakened her protest to only verbal 'mat karoooo.......hai Bhagwan ...,ooof".(Don't do it. Oh! God)

So finally she is getting there, her body is beginning to react differently from her mind. Was it pure sexuality that had risen in her or it was the erotic taboo feeling of being felt by her own son? It was long before that question got a response.

I dug my heel between her thighs and pried her legs open and got on top of her. My penis touched her vagina she shrieked, 'aree...'(a surprised ouch) I shifted up rested my engorged penis on her belly, it was reaching up to her belly button. I held her face in my palms and turned her to face me she opened her eyes looked straight into mine

'amma, I love you, aaj mujhe mat rokiye, main aurat nahin maa aur devi ke roop mein hi apko pana chahta hun.' (Do not stop me tonight mother, I want to make love to you like a goddess mother, a deity and not like a woman)

'Chinuu mat age badho sab barbad ho jayega, tum itne chchote nahin ho ki iska parinam na samajh sako'(You are old enough to foresee the repercussions of this act, don't go any further everything will be destroyed ) ' maa se sambhog nahin kiya jata.tumahari yaoun iksha ne tumko pagal kar diya hai, beta apne par kaboo rakho yeh pap mat karo.(One is not supposed to have intercourse with his mother, your have lost your mind because of your carnal desire, do not commit sin )

'Kuch bhi nahin badlega amma, Yeh to manav prem ki parakashtha hai'.(nothing will ever change mother, this is epitome of love). 'Jis sambhog mein shrishti ki rachna nihit hai who paap kaise ho sakta hai mera aapke sath sambhog vasna nahin puja hai'.(In intercourse lies the genesis of creation, how ever it can be sin. My intended intercourse is not lust it is worship)

'Chup raho yeh prem nahin vasna hai, maa aur bête ke prem mein aise sambandh nahin hote'.(Shut-up, this is no love, it is lust, love between mother and son is nothing akin to what you are trying to do.)

'tum mere shareer se apni kaam iksha shant karna chahte ho aur uske liye yeh tarq de rahe ho. Tum kaise bhul sakte ho ki main tumahari maa hun. Jis yoni ko tum bhogna aur apmanit karna chahte ho wahi tumhare janm ki kaarak hai'. (You are giving unfound logics just to satiate your desire with my body, Do you realize, my vagina that you want to exploit and insult is the reason of your being in this world.)

Amma maa aur bête ka pyar hi nisswarth hota hai, sambhog to premiyon ke prem ki parakashtha hai. Phir maa bête ke bich yadi ho to burai kyon hai. Putra to maa ke shareer se hi bana hai phir wohi shareer aprapya kyun hai.'(Only love that is selfless in this world is the one between mother & son. Making love is the epitome of affection between two people then why it is sin if happens between a mother and son. Son is formed from mother's body itself, then why it is untouchable to him).

' Aapki yoni ka bhog aur apman to main soch bhi nahin sakta, sirf yoni hi kyon main to aap se sampurna prem ki yachna kar raha hun, aisi purnta jo ek maa putra ko hi de sakti hai. Aur aisi atm tripti jo putra ko kewal maa se hi prapt ho sakti hai.(Desecrating your vagina, thought itself is repugnant to me, Why only vagina I seek fulfillment of my soul from yours, such fulfillment that son can only achieve from mother and which a mother can only give to her son, her own self ).

'aisa nisswarth kaam pati- patni, premi- premika, ya kisi aur sambandh mein sambhav nahin. Stri aur purush ke beech kewal maa our putra ka sambandh hi purna hai baki har taraf to vasna aur swarth hi hai.' (Such selfless love making doesn't exist between man-wife, lovers, or in any known relationship. The only relationship between a woman and man, which can be considered complete and truly divine, is that of mother and son, every where else it is just lust and selfishness).

Amma opened her lips to say something but I didn't give her the chance, I was not going to plead a case before a jury. I jammed my mouth on hers and snaked my tongue inside. She tried to turn away; I held her face softly but firmly to thwart any such move. After few moments of struggle she just lied quietly. I moved my lips to her cheek followed the line to the side of her neck and returned to her mouth. I was surprised to notice that I didn't have to struggle to part her lips. She just opened her lips and, though did not reciprocate, she didn't resist either.

There she was lying in my arms with the only garment on her body bunched up, I was reaching beyond my any pervious known state of arousal. Seeing her resigned, excited and not resisting I held her in my arms like lover and kissed her allover. All along my now confident moves, she kept her eyes closed and stayed still, yet muffled grunts and sighs and hisses did escape her lips. Which I couldn't reckon was resulting from her arousal or discomfort.

I tried to take off her nightie, she did resist a little but my persistence paid off and got her stark naked, with out a stitch on. Then I got up to remove my only remaining garment, my T-Shirt.

As I took it off and slid beside her again, I was surprised that she neither tried to cover herself nor she tried to leave the bed, even though she had the chance. This emboldened me enough to take it to another level.

I got on top of her and started to caress her magnificent breasts. I was now consumed with my passion but I was surprised that it did not elicit any animalistic rough moves as I usually do with my wife in a similar state.

I was calm and gently kissing her breasts and swirling my tongue around her areolas. I lovingly held her each breasts and sucked on nipples then moved my tongue between them feeling their soft pressure on my cheeks, I pressed them further and God it felt heavenly. From the middle of her breasts I started to trace my tongue down. I kissed and licked on her big smooth belly and moved hands to caress her waist and thighs. When I started to swirl my tongue in her deep navel, a shiver ran down her entire body. I kept going down and felt stubs of her shaved pubes on my face.

She immediately clenched her thighs, still I could run my tongue through the top of her slit. Then suddenly I felt her relaxing. With one hand kneading her breast, flicking her nip I snaked other one between her thighs and in a bold move pushed my middle finger in her vagina.

She gasped, shivered and called 'Chinooooo...tum pagal ho gaye ho kya?'(are you out of your mind?)

She was slobbering wet, which fully explained her passive compliance. I kept playing with her vagina, running my finger up and down her slit and gently manipulating her clit. As she relaxed a little I got between her thighs and opened them to gain full access to her. I commenced in-out moves with my finger and went down to lick her clit with my tongue. I inserted my tongue between her closed outer lips. They were thick, big and quite fleshy, I nibbled on them a little before going ahead.

As I started to lap and lick her vagina she gave out a muffled scream, 'ooo...oooof! Chinu yeh kya ho gaya hai tumhe, kya kar diya tumne.(Oh! Chinu what have you done, what has gotten into you). I nuzzled between her lips and sucked her hard pulling her clit into my mouth, 'ooo....oof hey Bhagwan mujhse bardasht nahin ho raha kya karun main.'(Oh god I can't take anymore)

She reached out with her hand and caressed my bald head and then moved to softly touch my cheek. I waited for push and shove to dislodge me but that never came. I knew then, that from here onwards everything will be beautiful. Now that the guilt of forcing myself on my mother was off my back, I started to live the moment. I put my index finger in too and started to rub with a little vigor. At the same time I completely enveloped her vagina with my mouth and started to suck her clit into me.

Her breathing was getting ragged and I sensed small, really small movement of her hips, trying to lift and grind herself on to me. She was oozing juices like a geyser and I was going mad with that musky smell. This continued for some time, which to me felt like a life time. Suddenly she drew back her legs, raised her knees and with her feet firmly on the bed she lifted her ass and did some violent humping of my mouth and fingers. She forced her vagina on my mouth and began to cum.

'Aaa.....rrrgg..rrgh! Chinu Kahin ka nahin chchoda tune mujhe.'(oof, chinu you destroyed me)

She was gushing fluid from her vagina and I was greedily lapping all I could. Then with similar abruptness she threw her legs around my back and caught me in a lock over her vagina.

A muffled cry left her mouth,

'Hai.....yeee....yah....he ishwar yeh kya ho gaya' (oh God how could this happen)

Which sounded as if she is gagging on to something. I raised my head to have look, she was pressing pillow over her face. Her body started to shake violently. She kept coming and her vagina kept pouring her love juice over me.

She propped herself and managed to sit upright. It sure wasn't easy for her bulk, yet she did it alright. Now my face was buried between her thighs but due to the angle I could not reach her vagina. Then amma did the unthinkable, she drew back her legs and with her feet on bed, spread her thighs wide, leaned back on her elbow and raised her hips to give me access to her vagina and in her final throws of ending orgasm, with her other hand she held my head and pushed me firmly on her mound.

With both my hands I held her ass and pulled her on to my face and lapped her flowing vagina. I inserted my finger, wet with her juices, into her anus. She raised herself more and forced my face into her. I started in-out fucking motion in her anus and she screamed 'aaiye.......yeee, kuch baki nahin rakhoge kya?' (you aren't going to spare anything) With that she oozed some more, she shivered and then went stiff. As her orgasm finally subsided, she thumped back on the bed with a loud screech.

'Chinu mere bachche kyun kiya tumne yeh. Ek pal ne sara kuch badal dala'.(Oh Chinu my son why did you do this to me, in just one moment everything changed for ever) she sobbed. My hands were still underneath her with finger deep into her anus. I pulled it out eliciting a gasp and started to lick and nibble insides of her thighs, which too were wet. I guess she came a litre or more.

I rose from between her legs went up to her toe and started sucking them, then ran my tongue on her in step and kept moving upward slowly tracing my path through calves. As I reached just beyond her knee she parted her legs a little and I continued caressing inside of her thigh.

I moved up put my mouth on her vagina again. She again shifted very slowly, coyly opening her thighs a little more. Taking the cue I again lipped and lapped her vagina, the holy place that is the genesis of the humanity. It was not long before her breathing quickened and grunts and hisses escaped her lips. I noticed wave like moves of her hips, which were not blatant but certainly not coy as before.

'Meri jaan mat lo beta, ab bas bhi karo'.(stop now son, do not kill me)

I reached up to lie on her side, slid my left hand behind her neck and with my right began to gently caress and rub her bare shoulder. Then I kissed side of her breast and put my lips on her nipple. I gently started sucking on them as I sensed them getting hard I lightly nibbled on it. She let out a muffled oooo...ooh, but did not try to dissuade me.

I shifted a little and guided her right hand, lying on her belly, to my penis. She at first just held it but then jerked it away. The way she held it, though for few seconds only, put me on a trip to heaven, and then I decided to take the plunge.

All this while she got her face turned away from me and remained quite. I got on top of her and in an instant she was aware of my deed. She tried to turn and rise but I held her firmly and clamped my mouth on hers.

After initial resistance she melted and parted her lips, welcome or surrender I didn't know. I caressed her breasts and then sucked on her nipples, I licked, swirled my tongue around her areolas and nibbled to get her going again. Seeing her loosening up I pushed my hand between us, held my penis and started to rub it along her wet slit. She lifted her hands and clutched the headboard and shrieked.

'Chinuu yeh mat kar beta, main hath se tumhara kar dungi par beta ab is seema ko mat langh'. (Don't do this chinu, do not cross the line, I'll do you with my hands) I knew she is trying to be fair. I made her cum so to get even she was offering a hand job. Her offer laid bare the events of the evening.

She acknowledged achieving orgasm and now she knew that I too need to cum. Her open offer to give me a hand job was blatant enough to encourage me. It was a matter of choice, either I take her offer or she surrenders to my wish.

'Chinu bahut pachchtaoge beta baad mein , maan jao'.(Chinu you will be sorry later, listen to me)

I slid up ran my tongue over her lips and said, 'agar aise he karna hai to munh se kar dijiye'.(If you really want to do, use you mouth)

She said 'nahin, lao haath se kardun'(NO, let me do it by hand). Saying this she snaked her hand between our bodies and held my penis. I made a little room and she started to jack me. I sensed that her jacking off was not perfunctory, she was actually caressing my penis and sighing as she played.

This got me even more excited I allowed her to play awhile, while I mauled her breasts, and fingered her vigorously. She was sighing and giving out sounds that were driving me nuts. I caught hold of her wrists, pulled her hand away from my penis and got on top of her. She said, 'tum nahin maanoge?'( so...Will you not listen) Her tone defied her pretense, it was like as if she really wanted me to go ahead, or may be I was mistaken.

I knew this is it, so I pried her legs open with my knees and dug my knees underneath her thighs. So now I was kind of kneeling between her open thighs and her thighs rested on top of mine. I nudged my penis forward and started to rub it up and down the entire length of her slit.

Her face was contorted, eyes closed and breathing so heavy that her breasts were swaying. I couldn't hold any more, guided my penis to her vagina and parting her lips placed it on the entrance. It was like I am at the entrance of a stove, wet heat emanating from her aroused vagina was driving me nuts. As I tried to press it in, she shifted upward with a jerk trying to avoid the inevitable in her last bid, 'Chinuuooo... nahin....rukajao beta maan jao nah....nahin.....aaaaaah...aaaahh oooo..oof maaaaaa' and in one smooth stroke I violated the most sacred of the moral codes of our society.

I went in half the length, stopped, pulled out and then jabbed firmly yet gently back inside all the way till her stubby shaved pubes pricked my groin. Amma gasped aloud 'oooooooohh! Maa' ,and I stood still trying to soak in the feeling. I closed my eyes and stayed still, her vagina was deep and quite snug. I felt a ring like tightening traversing along the length of my shaft, insides were nice and soft but entrance to her vagina was surprisingly tight.

I opened my eyes to look at her, what a sight she was. Thighs wide raised, legs bent , resting on mine, belly quivering with her short labored breathing. Her arms held high as she was holding the headboard making her magnificent globes rise erect, her large nipples were erect and inviting. Her entire body was glowing in the dim light of the bed lamp. Her large areolas, which are pink, were looking dark and marvelous in yellow light.

I leaned a little, lifted her thighs further and planted my hands on either side of her. Bending my head even lower I kissed her navel and started to fuck her in long and slow strokes.

I looked at the juncture of our body and saw my penis glistening with her juices entering her. This got me going I pulled out completely and then went in slow till bulbous head disappeared in her depth and then jabbed hard. She sucked in breath and her entire body quivered. I repeated the jabs till she was hissing and sighing uncontrollably, and cried out loud 'Hai maa, oof tum kitne nirdayi ho...'(oh mother how can be you be so cruel my son).

I knew that at this frantic pace I may not last long so I decided to lie on top of her and fuck deep and slow. I laid myself on top of her, held her breasts and started to suck on nipples. I mauled her breasts till they turned pink.

I held her shoulders for leverage to resume fucking. I reached up to put my tongue inside her mouth. Now she wasn't even pretending to resist, the instant she felt my face on hers, she opened her mouth to receive me.

Every stroke was like a new feeling. I never felt so aroused and loved before. It was little difficult to do her hard due to her flab and my position atop her, I couldn't ram up to the hilt with out adjusting every time I wanted to give hard. Suddenly to my utter dismay I felt her thighs being spread wider and higher, creating more space for my hips to move and raising her vagina a little to receive my thrusts deeper.

This actually lifted remaining barriers of shame and morality, and I started to fuck with renewed confidence. I raised my head and whispered, 'I love you amma'. She responded with a sigh and a mew. As I continued to ram and jab and playing with her breasts, her breaths became quicker and with every thrust she let out an aa...g...gh or ooo..ooh,.

Room reverberated with her oooooohs , aaahs, ooooof maas, and hard slapping sound of my groin beating down on her pudenda. I grunted with every jab, harmony of grunts and her sounds were like music making my excitement ride higher & higher

Even she was getting more comfortable with the situation, or rather being taken over by her own desire. I felt her tongue moving inside her mouth and brushing my lips. She caught hold of my lower lips and started to suck. I think she was readying for her second orgasm of the evening. I felt her teeth digging on to my lips with a passion that prior to this day I thought never existed in my prim, proper and religious mother. I even felt faint movements of her pelvis. Initially it were not in rhythm with my thrusts, but sure were initiated with a grunt.

I repositioned my jabs and adjusted frequency to match with her moves. Hell broke lose after that. She let go of the headboard and wrapped her arms around my back. Now she was kissing me furiously and matching my every move with gay abandon. When I went back pulling she stayed down but as I went down she threw her hips to receive me with a firm upward jab. I continued till I sensed her tensing up. I knew it is the time.

I held on to her breasts really hard and sucked on her nipple while increasing my pace. Now her hmm..mphs, oo...ooffs and argh..rghs were not muffled. They sounded like music with slapping of our bodies and wet sloshing swishing sounds emanating from her flowing vagina. In her most bold move of the evening she held my naked butt and with her fingers digging in my flesh painfully and started to fuck me roughly. She held my ass firmly and slapped it real hard on her vagina.

She was not just a match rather she had overtaken me in this game of love. Her feet planted firmly on the bed, she held my hip and slammed hers with a vengeance till such time when her thrusts became so violent that I failed to keep pace with, she screamed ' Oh chinuuu...u.....sambhalo hamko..aaaarrrghhhhhh..!'(Chinu cannot hold any more my son).

She was nearing her end and so was I. I mercilessly squeezed her breasts, dug my teeth on her fleshy shoulders and changed gears to a maddening pace.

'Ouuu....uuf! meri jan he le loge kya!' (you are killing me.). I was just there when she arched her back and let out a scream 'Aaii...iiiiyeeeee...maa'.. Worried about someone hearing it I jammed my mouth on hers.

I was there too, I got that knotted sensation, which one feels for just a second before squirting. But for me it prolonged and I desperate to release pounded her vagina like there is no tomorrow. She wrapped her thighs around my buts and held me. That is when I achieved my release. I squirted and squirted and continued with long hard strokes, holding my penis a little longer inside to fill her up.

Her body raked with a series of violent rigors, she kept humping her hips back on to me. We went on and on for what seemed to be an eternity and then as suddenly it had risen it calmed with her slumping lifelessly and me on top of her with my penis still inside her. I felt my penis was swimming in a pool of slush.

Storm passed and we lay like that for a long time. She gently brought her mouth closer to my neck and lightly nibbled giving me a ticklish loving feeling. She caressed my butts lovingly scraping nails through the crack of my bums. She roamed her hand on my rear side, from shoulders to bums for a long time. I almost dozed off.

I sensed her moving under me, she shifted and tried to turn to her right. I slid from atop her and laid on my left facing her. I opened my eyes and found her looking straight with tear filled eyes.

She hugged me close hid my face between her ample bosom and said,'kaise ho gaya yeh sab beta, tune to mar he dala mujhe chinu. Ab kya hoga.'(how did this happen, chinu you took my life away son what will happen now). Freed from that maddening desire and meeting head on with the reality, I did not have a clue to answer. I was equally confused and worried, if not any more, but did not have the courage to hold a conversation. So I just wrapped my arms around her and snuggled close, kissed between her breasts and slept like baby feeling secure around her mother.
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