Incest/Taboo Rustic Nights in Khokhapur

A continuation from the earlier chapter, please read that to know and understand the rural background and the characters, all of them are mature and consensual.

"Please leave me alone for some time." Sangeeta had requested her aged mother-in-law and she looked at her sadly and went to her room besides hers.

I tried to remember all that my mother-in-law had spoken to me and it was astonishing that she had allowed it to continue. Coming from an even older generation, such relations are taboo in her eyes.

Did she actually feel they love each other? I then tried to remember Sharmila's face when they were making out and it was pretty clear that she enjoyed it with him, and as far as I know, she's not the type to just throw it around for anyone.

What about my son Arjun though? Did he love her? It is clear that he's fond of her but to remain marriage-less for an older lady. Is he willing to go that far?

One thing was for sure. That night's scene had burnt deep into my consciousness & it had awakened something in me which I had tried so hard to bury after my husband Anand's death.

It's almost a year, since that day and we are now in the present. Arjun hasn't married yet and Sharmila has left the house to stay at her parent's place in Gurgaon.

I haven't had much of a chance to talk to Sharmila on what transpired then and since that night, I have also noticed that she avoided Arjun for a few days till she went back to her parent's place. She has stayed there for the whole year and she hardly picked calls or replied to any messages from anyone in the house.

It was only three days ago that Amrit, my husband's brother, expired due to an accident because of drug overdose and we informed her family immediately and Sharmila came back to visit for the funeral yesterday.

There wasn't very much to grieve for anyone, especially for her and she continued to maintain a stoic silence throughout the rituals of Amrit's funeral.

Inside her, he was long dead for her.

I couldn't fail to notice that she looked haggard and a lot skinnier than when she had left us a year ago. For the first time in this whole year, I felt a stab of pity for her.

I, in my shameless jealousy and the fer of losing my son to her, had ensured in return that two precious lives suffered for so long. I needed to quickly make amends before I permanently lost both of them.

I had a small doubt to confirm before I decide to act.

I needed a plan of action. Something to justify my actions and consequences.

I kept myself shut for the rest of the evening until dinner was served. I could see Sharmila didn't come out of her room and I heard from my mother-in-law that she mentioned something like having a slight journey related tiredness & fever.

"Arjun also looks disturbed to see her this way" saying this Kavita Devi retired to her room.

After a few minutes, Arjun came & knocked at my door to question about my well-being.

I shooed him away, "Don't you know why women fall sick every month?"

"Sorry Mamma". I could hear him gingerly stepping back and retire to his house to sleep.

After what seemed like an hour, I gently opened my door and stepped out into the porch and gingerly looked around. All felt silent and I walked over & gave Sharmila's door a faint knock to check if she's sleeping or not.

She took a few seconds to open the latch and was shocked to see me and immediately averted her sad and tired eyes to the ground.

"Will you not invite me inside?" I asked in a stern tone.

"Who am I to invite you Bhabhi. This is your house, please come in!" she faintly smiled back at me to check my reaction.

She bolted the door behind me and immediately turned towards me & fell on my feet.

"I am so sorry Bhabhi ... I uh ... I don't know if you will believe me but I always tried to tell you everything ... I tried hard Bhabhi but could never muster the courage to face the aftermath of this sinful disclosure.

"It not that I was afraid of being thrown out ... I was scared to death about losing you and Arjun forever. Both of you have always meant the world to me ... You are the elder sister I never had and Arjun is ..." she tried to search for the right word.

I couldn't help sneer at her "What ... my dear sister? Your son ... huh! God knows you have indeed a lousy way of showing your motherly affections, no?"

She looked more pitiful.

"That's precisely why I couldn't bear to be around both of you and yet be so far and distant. You can't understand how this year has been for me. It was hell."

She collapsed at my feet and sobbed like a child.

I immediately realized my mistake. The words must have felt like ice daggers as she became more disconsolate than ever.

I shouldn't have been so venomous. I always consider myself a mature person and I had come this far anyways to forgive her and understand from her if she has explanations for her actions, no matter how bitter they sound to me.

I picked her up softly, "Please don't cry ... you are an adult and you need to take the burden of your own actions, darling."

"Sorry Bhabhi ... I just couldn't bear to see you reserved and this cold ... I know that I caused you hurt even though unknowingly, and you can't imagine how much it has pained me."

I nodded understandingly and smiled at her.

I held her drooping shoulders and gently made her sit on the sofa and sat across her. I leaned towards her and put my hand on her lap and comfortingly asked, "Please tell me all ... how it all began ... why you did do what you did and what you intend to do, now that I know? I need all details, no matter how harsh or explicit it may sound to me. Please pour out your heart to me as you have always done."

She relaxed & took a few deep breaths and contemplated at the carpet below my feet. She was readying her thoughts and I needed to give her that time.

I gave her some seconds & went out to bring a jug of cold water from the kitchen and laid it out between the both of us, on the table.

She thanked me & poured a glass for herself and sipped, as she slowly began.

"Before I tell you anything, I need you to promise me one thing."

"What!"

"You will not judge Arjun for any of this. It was I who brought all this on us and only I should be held accountable for any punishment you think befits me. But promise me that you will never disclose it to anyone else nor blame Arjun. Is that all right?"

I nodded my head and she seemed to relax as if a big burden was taken off for the first time in a year, she smiled radiantly as she always did. This confirmed my doubt, I had on her love for my son.

She loved my baby boy more than herself.

"It was may be 2 years ago and one evening Arjun came running to me with tear in his eyes. Do you remember the day Bhabhi? You had scolded Arjun for not doing well at high school and not concentrating properly, instead always busying himself with magazines and all that."

I remembered that incident but how could I say to her, it wasn't only that.

Arjun was nineteen then and did really poorly in the exams. I had caught Arjun many times checking out adult magazines and enough was enough & I had slapped him that day. It was the only time I had raised my hands on him and I remember he looked hurt and stomped out, and Sharmila immediately hugged him and consoled him and took him to her room.

It was so awkward to even talk about that when she asked me the reason, so I just averted the topic by saying to her that he never studies at all.

"Bhabhi ... Can I dare to say that you behaved like a parent, but not as a mother should. I thought I will get something out of him, in privacy. So, I took him to my room and made him sit on the sofa and I put his head on my lap and caressed his hair. He looked really embarrassed, but calmed down after a few minutes.

You know that Arjun has never known how to hide anything from me, although he never says his secrets to you. He idolizes you but fears you. I was the female friend in whom he could confide anything, pretty much how you have always treated me."

"He tried to keep it from me but I knew something was troubling him. He finally opened up and said 'I think I am dying'. I was shocked to hear that; what could kill a healthy teen. I asked him if he has fever or pain somewhere and he nodded shyly. He pointed at his groin and said, 'I have a dull pain most of the time and my dick keeps getting bigger and I feel ashamed to go to high school like that."

I instantly worried and rebuked Sharmila why she or Arjun never talked to me on his health problems. After all I was his mother and it's my right to be the first to know.

She replied, "I really didn't know what to do Bhabhi. How could I talk to you about something like that? Later when I got to know, Arjun told me that you saw him and yet you didn't come out with the truth, when I had asked you."

She had a point. I let her continue.

"I had no idea what to do then and told him to show me what he meant by dull pain. Arjun was adamant not to and I kept insisting saying this is purely medical and I won't judge him. I even switched off the lights and drew the curtains to make him comfortable. After a long time of indecision, he sighed, stood up and lowered his trunks. He wasn't ready but I kept insisting that this is the only way I could find out the problem to help him and then he reluctantly agreed. I instantly realized his discomfort when I saw what it was."

"He had a dick the size of a horse'!"

"Even soft, it was huge; his penis tip was hanging halfway through his well-shaped thighs and the head was almost as thick as my fist. You know Arjun was always a well-built boy but I wasn't prepared to see this at all. His balls looked so devilishly dark and full of semen and there was hardly any hair in his groin. It was like seeing a young bull and I am ashamed to admit to you that my body started to stir that instant without any reason."

Sharmila's words were like a bolt to my heart.

I imagined, "My baby boy is built like a bull. Is he bigger than his father? His father was always big and wide and I loved it so much whenever he pushed it roughly and took me like an animal from behind. What am I thinking!", I immediately brushed off such obscene thoughts from my head and nodded to her understandingly?

"I told him to pull up his trousers again and brought him back to the bed. He sat there and told me what was troubling him. Arjun told me that when his penis got big and hard, it kept paining until a white liquid came out eventually. One day he realized by accident that, moving his two fists up and down would make the white liquid come out sooner and then his penis would go down. But this only helped for an hour or so and again he would hear the same old throbbing in his ears and the dull pain had started to haunt him."

"Poor guy never knew what to do. If he didn't attend to it, the pain would start to spread to his belly area and he couldn't even be able to walk properly. 'How could I go to school in this condition. All the girls will laugh at me and if mommy finds out, she will throw me out of the house.', Arjun looked afraid, 'That's why I stay at home and when I have the pain, I see the magazines as it helps me to have a quicker coming.'"

"Imagining the poor boy's helpless condition, I cried then & there in front of him."

"He was such a chivalrous gentle boy, that even in that young age, he forgot his own troubles and instead saw my pain & began to comfort me, ' I will get OK soon and will love you always."

"That moment, I decided to take him to the best doctor in Delhi and then no one will ever make fun of my poor baby."

"Do you remember I had told you I will take Arjun to my parents' house in Gurgaon, for a change of scenery and we will be back in a few days. I wanted to sort matters."

I faintly remembered and nodded yes.

"The day we reached Gurgaon, I called up a doctor relative of mine and inquired about the best urologist in Delhi. I booked a quick appointment for next day and the doctor was a mature lady and helped Arjun feel comfortable. She examined him in my presence as Arjun had insisted. After a lengthy procedure of feeling, weighing and rubbing his penis and testicles, she proceeded to sat Arjun and ask some questions about pain points while she kept pressing at different areas of his penis and testicles."

"After being reasonably satisfied, she provided him a collection cup and asked Arjun to go into the bathroom and ejaculate his semen for further tests. Arjun looked at the size of cup strangely and both the doctor & I were piqued. After a few seconds of hesitation, he turned towards me shyly & asked for a larger cup as his semen might overflow the cup."

"Both the doctor and I were shocked. The doctor later said to me, 'Even the most energetic men produce only about a fifth of this cup and rarely around a third of it. I have never heard anyone say about the cup getting overflown.'"

"Arjun kept standing there and finally she got exasperated & told him to use the mug in the bathroom instead, as she didn't have any larger ones. Once he left, we both looked at each other & waited with baited breath to see what Arjun meant by overflowing."

"After what seemed like half an hour, he came out sweaty, but smiling & relaxed. We practically ran into the bathroom to check the mug and if you had seen our face that moment, you would have died Bhabhi."

I was flabbergasted at the details and truth to be told shamefully, excited also.

I tried to hide my expressions to Sharmila and shyly looked away at the wall.

"The mug was almost full to the brim with warm milky white thick cum. It seemed like a bad porn prank or a bukkake collection from may be fifty people. I came back dazed and stuttering and took Arjun back to my house. The doctor had promised to call and explain once the results are out in a few days."

"One morning as I was doing Yoga in the garden with Arjun, I heard the landline ring. It was the doctor & she was anxious to say the least. What she explained to me is it's a very rare scenario and one that she has seen the first time in her career as a urologist."

"In simple terms, Arjun has a rare case of penile hypertrophy caused by excessive testosterone hormone production. It had resulted in his balls to become unnaturally large and hanging lower than usual with the weight. They get full really quickly as they produce sperms at a highly accelerated rate. They make so much sperm that he needed ejaculation at-least 7-8 times a day, sometimes multiple times at one session."

"The excess hormones had also resulted in an abnormal size spurt resulting in a much larger penis than she had seen in any of his patients. She re-assured me that there was no threat to his life but he needed regular discharge of semen otherwise he can suffer from painful bouts as well as absentmindedness."

"She also mentioned that he needed a larger diet than regular males along with vitamins supplements, as his semen discharge was analysed to contain large quantities of sugars and minerals like magnesium and zinc which when not replenished in time, will result in gradual obesity and low metabolism."

"In fact, were calories actually counted, a single discharge from his balls contained approx. hundred calories of nutrients, and she laughed mischievously into the phone."

I thought to myself, "Sugar and vitamins in my son's semen ... who would have thought that my boy is a God of love with aphrodisiac sprayed from his cum!"

I looked distracted and Sharmila noticed it.

"Bhabhi if you are uncomfortable, I needn't talk about it."

I persuaded her to continue as I wanted to know all as a concerned mother.

She reluctantly resumed, "I convinced myself that I couldn't allow Arjun to fall into the wrong hands in his teen years, but also feared disclosure in the family. How would others take it? No. It was only me who can help him."

"I persuaded Arjun that from that day, he should only come to me, and no one else, when he needed relief and I would help him ejaculate from that day onward. He reluctantly agreed. That night I went with him to the bathroom and knelt in front of him as he lowered his straining trousers."

I was getting turned on and it ashamed me but also awoke something in me. A fire within started to creep its ugly head.

I blurted, "How did you manage to do this with him? Wasn't it embarrassing?"

She replied with a smile, "Not at all Bhabhi, at that time my only thought was to help him as I could and it wasn't a sexual thing at all. I convinced myself that I am only a nurse to him. So that night, I pulled my nightdress off and held the dress in my hand. His eyes immediately went to my chest. I looked to where his eyes were & saw that my breasts were wobbling in their supportive bra. Eyes up here, Arjun, I mildly rebuked him.

"I reached up and pulled down his underwear. My giggles stopped dead when his warm steel-rod like penis sprung out in front of me. The purple head swayed only inches above my face. A large drop of precum dripped down on my eyes. It wasn't just a penis. It was a proper fucking pole. Good God! I said out loud & hoped this was the right thing to do. It is, Mommy, Arjun stepped out of his underwear and stood before me in only his shirt. It really hurts.

Arjun called me Mommy and it startled me, but I strangely found it endearing.

"Let's get this done, I put my shirt by my knees, reached out with both hands, and placed them on his thing."

"It was thick and the bulging veins pulsed slightly under my fingers. I carefully stroked him back and forth. It's a very manly tool, Arjun, my hands moved faster on the shaft."

Like Amrit Chacha (Father's brother in Hindi)? I was stunned at his thought but couldn't help smile at his naughty question."

I interrupted Sharmila, "Did you get attracted when you saw an avenue to please yourself better? You were obviously not getting any from your husband then."

She thought back hard, "I don't know actually. Maybe it was starting to affect me, my hands on his giant warm throbbing tool, was awakening my lust and I was not clearly thinking, I agree.

"I replied to his question on the size, 'Different' I shook my head and looked up at his handsome face. Yeah.' Arjun put his hands on his hips and looked down at my face and my jiggling boobs inside the bra. Definitely. His face showed me that the hand job was quickly becoming his new favourite moment."

His precum had made his cock slick and the sound of wet hands sliding on skin was all that I heard for a while, and I started to tire. I now understand what you meant about not being able to finish soon. Are you close, Arjun? I looked up at him with glazed eyes."

Arjun grunted and shook his head. Just like that, I leaned forward and took his head into my warm mouth. I can swear on my dear God, I had never done this even for Amrit, and his thing was so puny and different from Arjun's monster. Mmmmmmmmmm.' I groaned and murmured around his fat, purple head."

A groan must have slipped from my mouth as Sharmila looked at me quizzically, but I hid my face from her gaze and she continued again.

"Arjun started to buckle after a few minutes. Mommy ... you're going to ... uh ... make me ... Arjun shook all over. Realizing the moment had come, I pulled my mouth off his thing with a pop and picked up my shirt in front of his dick. As I held it up to his penis with my right hand, I continued to stroke with my left.

Finish, Arjun. Please, finish. Moooooooommmmmmm, Arjun erupted."

"Spurt after spurt of the hot, thick liquid soaked into the shirt. I could feel the pulsing force as it pushed against my left hand. His orgasm continued, and soon the shirt could hold no more and cum dripped between my fingers and down onto the tiled floor. When he was finally done, the shirt, my hands, and the floor were a hot, sticky mess."

"Afterward, I made him promise that this was to be our little secret. Sure, Arjun nodded, bent down for his boxers, and pulled them on. His hard dick poked out of the elastic waistband. He pulled his shirt over it and pulled on his pants, It's a secret.'"

Sharmila took up the glass of water and sipped some more. Recalling this tale was making her horny I could tell as her face looked flushed.

"Before we came back to Khokhapur, I was already giving him daily blowjobs, may be 4-5 times a day and he rapidly started getting used to fill my mouth and spurt the rest on my face and breasts. His cum was really sweet and so addictive, it tasted like hot milk dessert and before long I started to crave and imagine about swallowing it all day."

"Sometimes in my lustful desperation I would hang a towel under my chest and collect the rest of semen. Once he left, I would lick the towel and wrung its contents into my mouth. I didn't even realize in those days of pure ecstasy when I had fallen so deeply for his magnificent cock."

"This continued after we were back and I had very soon convinced you to send him to me for tuition. In those alone hours we would fill our sexual urges to our heart's content."

"I slowly learnt to take his full cock in my throat so that he doesn't make a mess in the room every time ... it was such a painful process with his immense girth and my jaws used to hurt for days but I never gave up. As we continued, I learnt new ways to relax my mouth sufficiently to allow his length and girth fully in my warm throat and also keep sucking him & breathing so as to not choke."

He used to love that so much that in a few minutes he always spurted straight into my belly and after a month or so, I started to see physical changes in my body, like a glittering glow on my skin. It was as if all those minerals I sucked off him, were helping me maintain my youthful form."

I winked at Sharmila, "I think I know now why you used to eat so less and yet looked so beautiful and radiant I was positively jealous of you."

Even though we were discussing a taboo topic, we were after all two horny ladies with unrequited love life and it was strangely erotic to hear about your own son and his sexual prowess.

"How did it turn to making out and doing those dirty things I saw that night?"

"Bhabhi, a woman is born to love and submit and I had finally met my soulmate if I can dare to say ... In the confines of my room, we continued to experiment and we were both content with our lives. Arjun was quickly developing into a young and able man and seeing him so close to me, invariably made me wet and horny. It was obvious to me that we were physically dependent on each other and Arjun had also started to behave more possessively with me."

"He started to hug & kiss me more, around my waist and chest whenever I used to wear a saree and I could feel him kissing my intimate parts delicately. Sometimes when I would be lying on the bed he would come and kiss me on my lips while his fingers would roam on my bare midriff. His manly touch was like a stingray to my fluttering heart. He would kiss me, smile & leave, and I would wet myself and finger myself for hours."

"Maybe it was not only true love, but also a deep yearning of a woman who recognizes the ideal partner who can slake that ever-ending itch. I don't know why, only he caused my body to stir. I never realized that here is a boy who's may be young enough to be my son and yet I started to feel like a young married woman with him, something which I never felt with my own husband."

"It wasn't long before I started to reciprocate his kisses and hugs. I would naughtily grab him at the groin and wink mischievously many times when he's not attentive. He took it as a hint to proceed further. Sometimes when I would be sleeping, as a dare, he would come and shag on my face and breasts and I would wake to the burning lava hitting my skin. He would aim that monster at my face and shamelessly I would lick his cum from my face and massage it on my body in front of him."

"I can understand your situation Sharmila. Although I am his mother, your words have started to affect my physically. He's really manly & no wonder you couldn't handle that intimacy."

Sharmila nodded and hugged me, "Thanks Bhabhi for finally realizing this. You must understand that I never could say No to any of his fetishes. In fact, inside my heart, I would long to be used more cheaply than ever before. It was a never-ending game of who can go lower in this lust craze."

"I started to notice my features were changing. My skin had turned smooth as a baby, maybe with all the cum intake. Also, I saw my breasts and butt had increased from being just big to freakishly large in that year or so."

"Your son was changing me to what he wanted from my body and I loved the fact that he owned me. I couldn't wait for him anymore to just possess my womanhood. Before I continue, I want to know if you are really OK with the details or you want me to tell you gist?"

I immediately said, "No no my dear, please go into as much details, I am also loving this tale of seduction although it's my son you are talking about."

"Ok Bhabhi, but I have never opened up about this with anyone and I feel wickedly horny to talk to you like this", she smiled at me.

"One day I decided it was enough, and I needed to take this a notch further. When he was in the room, I came out from the bathroom, & deliberately dropped my towel when Arjun began to say something to me. I acted to fumble while picking up the towel, and I didn't make any effort to cover my exposed cunt, when I crouched low to pick it up. Anticipating that moment, I had been shaving it daily and it must have looked like a freshly bloomed rose to him."

"Dutifully, Arjun stood up to help me but on seeing him I stumbled & fell on his arms and kissed him on his neck. I slowly dragged his palm to my pussy which was already dripping wet with my juices. Ohhhhhhh ... Mommy ... Arjun said between kisses as he moved his mouth along my lower lips. I pushed his face into it and Arjun stuck out his tongue. It went between my wet slit and he tasted my tangy flavour. I shook uncontrollably as I felt my beloved son/lover's tongue working inside me. Ooooooohhhhhhh An orgasm swept over me right then."

"No one has ever done that for me, before. I leaned against the wall to catch my breath. Arjun pulled off his half-wet shirt and threw it on the floor. Mom, can I? Arjun didn't wait for an answer, with my hands still cupping the bottom of my boobs, he turned me toward him, bent a little, and took my right nipple into his mouth."

"I shivered & let go of my left tit and dropped my hand down to Arjun's raging erection. I wanted to take care of him that day as a woman would for husband. I rubbed his dick on my wet lips and he looked at me with inquiring eyes. Really? Arjun asked & took my hand in his. Walking naked hand in hand we groped each other all the way to the bed. I tried to hold my titties from swaying about."

"We were finally going to do it. I had longed it so much Bhabhi, it was burning me from inside. His dick pulsed with every heartbeat. He watched my butt shake as I jogged into the bathroom. I came back in from the bathroom holding a small virgin coconut oil bottle. I hope yours fits inside me.', I was feeling dreamy, euphoric, and high."

My mind drifted to a happy place as if I was drugged. I knew my brain wasn't working quite right, but I didn't care. How are we going to ... um ... get my dick ... in you? You're too tight.', Arjun hesitated but I ignored the nagging thoughts that scratched at the back of our minds about morality, decency or even physical damage that he could do."

"I poured a large amount of oil on his dick and rubbed it from the bulbous tip to the base and also spilled a copious amount around my pussy for better lubrication as this was my first time taking his monster and I didn't want to die before being I was satiated."

"I made Arjun lie down on the bed and I wanted to take him on top. Arjun understood & his nostrils flared with passion and hunger. May be could smell my wetness and it must have been heaven's scent. I lowered myself and to my surprise, I felt a great spreading sensation as inch after inch of the penis penetrated me. Gosh, Arjun ... uuuuuggggghhhhhhh ... you fit,' the most animalistic impulses I'd ever felt welled inside me. "

After a few painful thrusts, I gritted my teeth and in one downward push, I bottomed out and sat perfectly still on Arjun's hips and asked evilly, It's in my belly. How ... does it feel ... to you?

He was breathing in my beauty, your pussy feels ... uh ... Arjun grunted as he felt his dickhead push up against something. ... amazing.'

"I placed my hands on Arjun's chest and rocked my hips experimentally. I wanted to feel him pushing around my insides. It was both unsettling, and exquisite. My hips rocked faster. You're ... so deep ... uh ... uh ... uh ..., soft grunts escaped my lips."

"I'd never made such sounds before. I leaned back, placed my hands on Arjun's thighs, and bounced up and down. I was so used to my husband's little thing, that I kept thinking I'd dislodge Arjun at the top of my motion, but like him, his penis never left me alone."

"Amazed, I bounced higher and still he stayed. My eyes rolled inside my head. Why had no one told me sex could be like this? Wow, wow, wow, Arjun was mumbling to himself as he watched my teardrop boobs swinging obscenely above him. I shrieked as an orgasm overtook me. My shoulders convulsed and my body shook. I couldn't believe that I could bounce and writhe as I did."

"I seemed a woman possessed. Maybe I was."

"When my orgasm passed, I couldn't stop myself & rode Arjun harder. I put the soles of my feet on the bed and held my arms out to the side. My fingers flexed and made odd gestures as rapture moved through my whole body. I'm humping ... uh ... uh ... uh ... you, Arjun. I'm humping you.' I kept shrieking at the top of my lungs."

"This continued for an hour or so and I didn't count to be frank. It was just too much pleasure to take in and still be level headed. I kept working my ass through multiple orgasms that night. I would go back to bouncing on him with astonishingly long strokes, and then he would push me and take me sideways as he grabbed my boobs and kissed my back."

"I remember I kept looking at his young, handsome face and admired the vitality of his youth. I revelled in his raw, physical stamina and power and that moment it clicked; I am his forever."

My mouth felt parched, maybe it was my body, but I wasn't sure. I took some water and asked Sharmila, "You didn't tell me yet, why Arjun called you Mom?"

She sighed and looked away, "Because he sees you in me!"​