Chapter 52


Point of No Return {season 4.7, Time: Past}

Samantha and Chai went for a day of outing on Sunday. First shopping.
While Samantha is immersed in shopping, Chai is silently following.
He notices the attention Samantha is getting from wolfy eyes ogling at her.
This was his dilemma since marriage. He wasn’t sure if he should be happy that
he married a beautiful wife or if he should be mad at those guys for peeping at his wife.

In the evening, they went to a movie.
Outside the screen a couple of guys were obscenely commenting on his wife.

Different guys. Different languages. Different obscene comments.
Look at different parts of Samantha's hot body.
But their target was all one – SAMANTHA.
Unity in diversity Tongue

A Tamil guy: dei Machan, semma kundi da. Nakka nalla ulle sorivi nakki nakki okkanum.
Iva purushana partha dummy piece madiri irukkan. Avana munnadi vechikite nalla okkanum ivale

A Telugu guy: rey mama, emi undi ra.
Deenni podukopetti naalugu rojulu nidra ponivakunda kukka dengudu dengi notlo karcheyali

A guy in English: fucking lovely Boobs. Wish to crush them until she moans and cries and fucking begs me to stop.
Even then I will keep crushing those lovely Boobs until she orgasms in pain.

A Hindi guy: behenchod, keya mast figurewali randi hain, dekh... Aur kaise gaand matak ke chal raha hain..
Sali iski to main dono chuchi aur gaand ko masal ke ragad dunga... En number ka chinal hain.. Ufff

A Bengali guy: Gudmarani, sala ichhe korche ekhane khanki maagitake nagto kore ram choda chudi.. Uff ato hot maal...
Gud aar pod e bara dhukie rakte ichhe korche.. Er ekta barate hobe na, eke gono chodon dite hobe...

Chai certainly didn’t have balls to confront them.
His cock however always rose on such occasions. Today was no exception.
In a flash he remembered Rana’s word about him ‘Cuckold’. It stirred his cock even more.

Samantha born and raised in a conservative setup knew only to ignore men.
And she is totally incapable of handling situation involving men.
The comments these guys however nasty they were, gave an interesting kick to her.
In a new way, different from her earlier way of ignoring them, she felt excited.
She noticed how Chai is responding with ‘non-response’ in such situation.
She recollected how the love notes and poems had made Chai jealous and made him throw them away.

During the movie, Samantha felt something on her ass.
One of those guys who had commented on her ass was sitting behind her back
and was feeling her ass by inserting it in the space between the seat.
Samantha looked back and the guy just giggled.
Again, this version of Samantha did not know how to handle men,
especially this kind of men who aren’t really men.

She didn’t want to make a scene. She felt like crying. She moved a little forward in her seat.
That guy further pushed his toe inside the seat to reach her ass. Samantha started crying silently.
Chai wasn’t even paying attention. The guys continued his groping of her ass.
Unable to bear further, she whispered what was happening to Chai.

The thought of someone feeling his wife’s ass so brazenly in public was a vera level feeling for him.
Chai was not the fighter type, obviously. He took the safe option of switching seats.

Moving to the new seat, Samantha wiped her tears and tried to get back into the movie.
She was disappointed with Chai’s response but what else could she expect.
Samantha thought about how men seems to be so awed by her beauty and were giving her so much attention,
contrasting to her husband who was aloof with her.
She remembered how her husband was not able to perform yesterday night.

Then she thought of VV. Sam imagined what VV would have done if he was here in the theatre.
She got a thrill imagining VV thrashing the ass groper left and right. Vision of Rana beaten to pulp came to her mind.
Her protector Venky Mama. Ohh Mama! She thought about Venky Mama all through the movie.
His manly military physique and behavior…
cheeee cheee… Sam said to herself with the image of VV's cock coming up in her mind again.

Sunday outing wasn’t that fun for either of them. But still it was a try to get back together.

Next day, Chanakya the courier guy shows up again. one more courier.

Sam didn’t make a fuss. “If this student is getting paid a lot of commission for delivering this stuff, so be it.
I will just sign and throw these” Sam thought to herself.

But once inside her home she couldn’t contain her excitement to check out the courier from the anonymous lover.

This time it was a lovely set of pink Tulips

The note read:
“Sweet Sweet Sam. Being Solo is no fun.
Come to me and I will show you fun.”

And there was a poem:

Seeing those flowers, love note and poem, Sam had no anger at all.
In fact, she is in awe of the romanticism expressed by this stranger for her.
The poem in particular struck a chord within her.

The lines from the poem -
“Until one day a man shall come … free from gloom and torment of yesterday” and “she awaits her savior”
were so relevant to her current situation.

She felt a sense of comfort and soothing from these strange couriers from a stranger, that she could not feel with her husband.

She hoped it was not Rana playing some tricks on her.
Although she thought of if VV could be sending them,
but it did not make sense as to why he would send her romantic feelers.

She remembered Chai’s reaction to the courier last time. She wanted to see what he would do again.
She put those lovely tulips in a flower vase and put them on display at the sofa table.
And put the note and poem nearby it.

In the evening she didn’t say a word and was secretly trying to see what Chai’s reaction would be.
Like last time, when Chai saw those, he read the note and poem and threw them in the dustbin.
Sam just silently observed his reaction. What she didn’t know was that Chai’s cock bulged seeing the love note.

On the other side, there was absolutely no change in Chai's behavior towards Sam whatsoever.
Her persuasions, reasoning, discussions and pleading fell on deaf ears.
Chai continued to be completed immersed in Kekron Makron, not his beautiful wife.

Samantha cried at least twice in a day.
Samantha was reading more to understand about marital relationships and more about sex too.
She kept remembering Rana’s comment on her that she was HYPERSEXUAL.
She felt a strange thrill thinking of herself as such a person.
Her sexual needs were increasing. Am I a slut to expect sex from my husband? She thought.

But Chaitanya did not have time for her body or emotions.

Days and weeks passed by and then came Valentines day.

Samantha kept reminding him since 10 days and pleaded with him to take a day off so they could spend some time.
But on that day, he said he had to go to office and they will go to outing later in the evening.
Having no choice, Sam hoped for the best.

In some time, the most beautiful set of Red Roses came in courier.

She knew they were not from Chai.

“Mam, happy Valentines Day” Chanakya said while delivering the courier.

Samantha blushed.

“Mam can I have some water?” He asked.

Samantha thought for a moment and invited him into the house.
As she was pouring juice into a glass, on the side glance she noticed Chanakya’s eyes all over her.
She felt a spurt of excitement. For the first time, she was enjoying somebody other than her husband peeping at her.
She was beginning to get a certain pride about her body which she didn’t possess earlier.

After drinking the juice offered to him, Chanakya asked, “Mam aren't these so beautiful?”

Sam reluctantly nods.

"Mam, this person seems to really adore you so much.
He is constantly sending you flowers and all.
What would you do if he came in front of you Mam?"

Sam did not have an answer to that question.
She didn’t have any anger left for that person.
More a curiosity and a certain thrill about these couriers than anything else.

"Chanakya, I am married. Whoever this person is, he should not be sending these to me.
The only reason I am taking these couriers is so you get paid for delivering them.”

"Thank you, Mam. But please don’t throw these Mam. These are such beautiful flowers"

Samantha smiled silently.
She gave him more money this time and sent him away.

Chanakya after leaving Sam's home, typed a message to someone:
"Sir. Samantha Madam took the flowers. She is not angry today.
In fact she smiled a bit. Sir, I talked to Madam praising the person sending the flowers"

The recipient smiled. He is pleased to receive this message.

As soon as Chanakya left, she excitedly open the love note and poems which she knew would be in there.

“Come into my hands and let me show you a different world.
Lets runaway from sadness, sorrow and negativity.
Into a world of pleasure, satisfaction and thrill.
A world no one but me can show you. Not even your hubby.
Oh my baby! I dream of you when I am asleep and awake."

Poem…

Samantha got a little annoying seeing the sexual undertone of the poem,
but still she was thrilled reading the love note and poem.
She put them on display at the sofa table.
And the note and poem besides it like earlier.
In the course of the day, she kept seeing the flowers and reading the note and poem and giggling to herself.

She was in the best of moods in a long time.
Today I am going to have good time with Chai. We will have sex today, she thought to herself.

But, what to do. Chai had different plans.
It was evening and no signs of Chai coming home.
At 7 he calls and tells him he is stuck in a meeting with David who is in Germany.

For the first time, Samantha yells at Chai in a raised tone.
“GET LOST. I will elope with the stranger who is sending me flowers” she says before ending the call.

Chai was surprised with her tone and shocked by her comment.
That didn’t change the evening. He got back to his call and returned home really late.

Returning home, the first thing he noticed was Sam’s absence and the second thing was the Roses and note/poems.
He read it with a sense of exhaustion but notices the stranger is now sending erotic poems.
His heart races a bit and he throws them into the dustbin.

Chai saw Samantha lying down on the bed. He knew she is awake.
Not taking any effort to console her or make up.
He silently ate dinner put on the table and went to bed.

What Chai did not realize now is that he is putting nails on his own coffin by his behavior.
This ignoring of his wife and his insensitiveness to her would come to bite him in his ass, deeply and painfully.
There would be a day when he would plead and beg her and would get a similar response.

Samantha's crying did not stop all night.

What Chai did not realize is that in their relationship,
THIS IS A POINT OF NO RETURN.
THINGS ARE NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME EVER AGAIN!

Samantha Gets the Much Needed Treatment {season 4.8, Time: Past}

Next day, the red-eyed, unslept Samantha had a big quarrel with Chai.
Chai didn’t even have the patience to apologize for not spending time on Valentine’s evening.

Samantha decided to visit VV.
VV had brought a new home and moved out of Sam parent’s neighborhood after Sam’s marriage.
She had been to his new home only once. It was a modern home with all the luxuries and amenities.

On his door camera, VV is surprised to see Sam at his doorstep but not too much.
As soon as she saw VV, Samantha started crying at the doorstep itself.

“Samantha my girl, come in”, he said, “What happened”?

VV’s happiness on seeing Sam melted away seeing her cry.
He sat her on the sofa and waited for her to stop crying. But she didn’t seem it.

Samantha. He said softly.
Samantha. He said in a slightly raised voice.
SAMANTHA! More loudly.

Sam became a little afraid hearing the raised voice.
She remembered the yelling he gave when she cried on phone.

When she stopped crying a bit. She spoke:
"Venky Mama. I tried everything with Chai but he is not changing. I don’t know what to do, Mama."

VV is as angry as he is irritated.
“Samantha stop being the CryBitch. It is very irritating”

Again Samantha started crying.

“SAMANTHA! Unless you want me to go and beat the hell out of Chaitanya right now.
Stop crying. Your behavior is making me so angry. STOP IT.”

Samantha is stunned to hear him say he will beat Chai.
For a split second that proposition was appealing that she had someone on her behalf to confront Chai.
But, she is afraid if VV would literally do it.

"No. No. Mama. Don’t do anything to Chai. Please"

"Then fucking stop crying."
He is using a swear word in front of her.

Samantha told him how she made efforts to change herself and change Chai.
She said how much she tried from her side and tried to explain to Chai.
She said she pleaded with him and begged him to work on their relationship.
She told him how Chai was completely ignoring her feelings and emotions.
She even opened up about how he is not even having sex with her.
She felt a bit uncomfortable mentioning this to VV but this feeling of desperation was intense
but in the flow of things she couldn’t help but tell this too to VV.

“I don’t know how to get my husband’s attention Mama. I am feeling desperate”

Tears ran down her cheek with she tried to control.

VV spoke in a calm, serious voice.

"You are mixing up 2 things. One is your husbands lack of caring. Other is you are feeling miserable.
Don’t mix them up. You can solve your marital issues but before that you have to solve issues within you.
You have to get rid of self-pity and learn to be positive and have a life of enjoyment and productivity.
That Chaitanya or me or anybody cant don’t anything except you.

Work on yourself first. What is your purpose in life? What do you want to do?
What do you don’t want to do? How do you want to go ahead in life? How do you want to enjoy yourself?
Answer these questions first to yourself. What are your goals in life?
What are your interests? What are your sexual interests?
Once you have thought about all this and you have answers, then you can tackle your husband.

I am saying this once again, Samantha. You are so much filled with self-pity. You think you have problems?
You think you have pains? Do you know what pain is? Do you know what suffering is?
Do you know what the life of a soldier is and what he goes through? That is suffering.
Not this delicate softy type problems. You have a wonderful life.
First learn to appreciate the good life you have.
Then you can think of the problems you need to solve. Live life to the fullest."

Sam:
“But Mama. I am not hopeful that Chai will ever respond to whatever I do.
I feel like committing suicide and killing myself”
saying this she again started crying. She puts her hands on her face sobbing and sniveling.

SLAPPPPPPPPP… came a powerful slap on her face that sent her reeling for a minute.
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

VV caught Samantha by her hair and made her stand up and gave yet another hard slap on her face that she fell down.
ahhhhhhahahhhhhhhh

Again he caught her by her hair and painfully pulled her up.
Ouchhhhhhh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"GO DIE! Die you CryBitch. Die. Not in my home. Go out and fucking die"

You are like your sissy boy husband. No backbone.
You are not the Samantha I know from childhood.
That Samantha is beautiful. That Samantha is bold.
That Samantha was a topper in studies. That Samantha was a happy girl.
That Samantha was smart.

YOU ARE JUST SOME SELF-PITY FILLED CRY BITCH NOT MY SAMANTHA!

You do not have an strength to solve your problems and keep you happy.
If you cannot keep you happy who will?

Again, he slapped her.
Maammmmmmmaaaaaa aaahaahhhh

VV grabbed her by the hair and dragged her out of the home and pushed her out of the front door.
I never want to see this CryBitch Samantha.

If this CryBitch Samantha comes to my home again,
I will spank her ass so hard, that her hubby can feel the pain.

Now get the fuck out of my sight.
And he slammed the door shut.

VV’s anger on Chai was increasing and on Samantha too.
His behavior was typical of him. He really hated seeing women cry.
And more so, he hated anyone without a backbone and filled with self-pity.
But he knew... He knew that she would come back.

Words cannot express the shock Samantha felt about the ‘treatment’ she just received from VV.
She stood there in shock for a couple minutes before heading out.

“Madam, what happened? Are you OK? Asked the cab driver who saw her face swollen and her hair all disheveled.
“Ya” she managed to say as she got into the cab.

All through the way back, she tried to process what just happened.

Once home, she laid down and thought. She was not crying.
The shock of the slap was bearing upon her.
The Venky Mama she knew all her life as a neighbor slapped her and pushed her out of his home.

Samantha lay thinking about her life. She didn’t cook. She didn’t eat.

She felt devastated. No one to turn to.

What is wrong with my life?
From the outside nothing was.
Handsome Hubby. Immense Wealth. Stable Life.

Yet a vacuum, she couldn’t fill. Yet a loneliness, she couldn’t overcome.

I will never go to Venky Mama again. How can be treat me like that?
She got angry at him. She got angry at her.

Again, a cycle of depressive thoughts.

Then… like sunrise… the dawn came upon her.

THIS IS THE TRANSFORMATION POINT IN SAMANTHA’S LIFE!

A wave of positivity and happiness crept into Samantha

Maybe I am thinking about this in the wrong way.
Maybe this was a push and shove I badly needed.

“This is not the Samantha I know” came back to her mind
CryBitch Samantha. That phrase ringed in her mind.

NO! That is not what I am.

Venky Mama is right.

I have to look at myself and think what my goals are and where my happiness lies.

Every word Venky Mama said now made sense to her:
appreciate the good life I have, letting go of self-pity, being positive,
enjoying life, enjoying sexual life, your pleasures are important for you.

PLEASURES! Yes! PLEASURES!
I should make sure I enjoy my life and Chai enjoys and we both enjoy!
VV is right. I should stop being spineless.
I should behave like a modern housewife not like a kitchen bear!
I WILL TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE
Thanks Venky Mama – that was a slap I needed – I owe you a big thanks!

I have to change – for my purpose and for Chai purpose.
I have to take my life back.
I have to live my life.
I WILL CHANGE

One of the best things someone ever said to her was “GO DIE!”
One of the best things that ever happened to her was the SLAP Venky Mama gave her.

These 2 things would help her transform to Bold & Beautiful Samantha.
These 2 things would forever change Samantha for the better.

Season 4 Happy Ending: The Bold & Beautiful Samantha {season 4.9, Time: Past}

Next day morning, as Chai is about to leave to office.
“One minute, Chai!”

Chai turns to Samantha.

“I have had enough. From now on, I am going to make some changes in my life.
And you will have to go along. There is no choice.”
Chai is taken aback at her modulations and words.
“I will tell you more after I think and decide.
Let me be very clear.
But, there is no going back to the old way of life.
You can go now.”

“But Sam!” Chai began.

“Not now, Chai. Later. You can go now.” And she turned and went into the kitchen.

Chai left.
Samantha liked how she was finally able to articulate clearly to Chai.
For the first time, she felt like being in control when she talked to Chai.

Later in the day, she called VV. Once. Twice. Thrice. Ten time. No response.
She immediately left to his home. She felt a strong urge to talk to him right away.
In an hour, she was in front of VV’s front door.

VV is expecting her. He knew she would come.
He opened the door and soon they both were seated on the sofa across each other.

After a few minutes of silence, VV spoke.

“Sorry, Sam. I shouldn’t have manhandled you.
I was so upset at your melting over your life. You are so filled with self-sympathy.
I was angry on you for not taking care of you. I am treating you as an Adult, not a child!
And that’s how you should treat yourself. That is my intent. Hope you understand.”

That was the sweetest thing she heard in a long time.
She hugged him. Tears welled up in her eyes again.

"FUCK. Again the cry bitch"

"No, No, Mama. I was just so happy. it automatically happened" Sam said hurriedly.

"I fucking don’t care – for sadness or happiness or laughter or some asshole reason – NO TEARS!"

"OK Venky Mama, I understand. I will never cry again"

For the first time she is paying attention to VV language – fuck n bitch n asshole.
The kind of words she never heard from VV on a regular basis,
except for the one time when he roughed up Chai cousin Rana.

Strangely she was liking it almost a sexual thrill hearing those words.
"Yes, as Mama said, he is treating me as an adult", she thought.

"So… What else, Sam?" VV tried to change the subject.
Sam also lightened up.
They talked about casual stuff and what was going on in VV life.
VV is a widow. VV is retired from business. He has investments which keep giving him plenty of returns.
He maintains a reserved but close circle – people from all classes and levels.
He has lot of time in the world. Samantha didn’t know a lot about VV.
There was quite a lot she doesn’t know, that she will realize later.

After some time, Sam again brings up her marital issue.
Without crying, in a plain, clear voice, she explains how she tried to do some teasing
and romance and be obedient and affectionate and nothing is working with Chai.

"Thanks Mama, for the slap you gave me. it was a much needed jolt.
I have read so many books and articles and all, but never applied them in my life.
I will begin to do it.
I am an adult and I can handle my affairs!
I am willing to do what it takes to fix the problems in my life and plug the happiness vacuum in it.
Help me by giving some suggestions, Mama!"

VV is impressed.
"SABASH, SAMANTHA!
Now you are the Sam I know! I am so proud of you!"
Sam is very happy hearing this from VV. It was a total contrast from the slap she received yesterday.

VV looks at Sam attentively and slowly the smile in his face reduced.
It was as if her is thinking of what he should say.
He gets up, stands silently for a moment, then begins walking back and forth, turns to Sam and gave her a long stare.
Then he begins to speak:

"Sam I have observed you and Chai for sometime now.
Chai is not the kind of person who can add fun and enjoyment and pleasure to your life.
But, you need it and it is important to get it.
Chai is the kind of person who needs to be pushed into things.

And you… And you…From what you said,
I don’t think you have the ability to change those things by yourself.
You need to be given not only suggestions – but also more than that.
You have to be given TRAINING."

Sam was attentively listening.

"You need to transform yourself.
You need to transform Chai.
But it is important that you don’t do this in a robotic fashion.
You should be willing to change and show the courage and determination.
And in the process you should enjoy too. That way you get the pleasures and satisfactions."

Sam felt like she understood but was not sure

"I will help you out. I am willing to work with you!
But, I need your complete commitment, trust, and obedience.
If you do that, I can promise you your life will be changed for the better.

Are you willing?"

Ye… Samantha was beginning to say – but VV interrupted her before she could say yes.

"NO, Sam – this is not a play or a normal affair.
Think long and carefully, before you answer. Take your time.
Remember I may ask you to do anything.
You should have no hesitations and qualms and fears. You should completely trust me.
As I advised you, even I will not conduct this robotically.
In the process of helping you, I will derive my own pleasures and satisfactions.
I will push you to the hilt and like yesterday I will be very hard on you.
Just understand and trust that I am your best well wisher. And will do you no harm.

There is so much you do not know about me!
Today I will open up to you and be very frank and honest with you.
But before that I give you sometime to let you think about everything I just said.
And think deeply and tell me if you are committed to transforming your life?"

As Samantha is processing everything VV said, he was calmly walking back and forth at a distance.

In some time, VV looked at Samantha with a smile and asked:
So, Samantha? Are you still the CryBitch Samantha?

Sam looked at him for a moment. And said with a smile.
No, Mama! I am the “Bold n Beautiful Samantha”!

That’s my girl!
Then I hope to welcome to into the Masters program at the “Mama Institute for Matrimonial Spicing”

Thus Season 4 ends on a happy ending.
VV hopes that Sam will fall on his lap is materializing &
Samantha is hopeful for a more cheerful & PLEASURABLE future.​
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