Update 05

The signs of sexual arousal in her was obvious. Her cunt juices started flowing out profusely, her cunt lips and clitoris swollen and engorged. He continued to french kiss her possessively and with all the love that he could muster. With her lips and hands and hair and their bodies pressed together in the most intricate and intimate manner, he did not stop. He wanted to be there with his arm cupping her cheeks sometimes briefly pulling her hair, sometimes pushing her to the very edge and she was being absolutely ravishingly submissive and receiving and reciprocating forcefully.

For her, there was nothing.. Nothing in this whole world.. just Shiva, his lips, his tongue and his hands, her needs, his desires, his happiness, and her urgent need for love, to be taken by him, to take him into her. Shyamala's muscle tension increased, heart rate quickened and breathing is accelerated. Her skin became flushed and her breast nipples become hardened or erect.

His overpowering maleness made her submit herself to me. Her whole body was aching with irresistible, unbearable and uncontrollable desire. She became aroused and excited beyond control, the blood running fast, her nerves electrified and tensed, her pulse rate and breathing quickened. Her heavy huge breasts became painfully heavier and swollen, areola expanded and enlarged, her nipples became stiff, hard and jutting to come out of the bra and blouse straining at seams. Her clit swollen, engorged and stiff, and her soft cunt lips enlarged and opened like flower petals. Cunt juice from her pussy was overflowing and running down between her thighs. She could not think of anything else except that her hungry burning insatiable desire to be quenched. She was like a simmering volcano with hot lava ready to explode. A throbbing from her pelvis overwhelmed her body. She could not bear the urge. She wants my cock inside her cunt. She wants to be fucked. She wants her cunt opened, filled and fucked. She was ready and waiting for me to initiate.

He lifted her by slipping a hand under her arm and around her back, leaned over her placed my other arm behind her knees and scooped her up into my arms. She put her hands around my neck holding on to me, buried her face on my shoulder and groaned. He carried her to the bed room, dragging her sari pallu, illuminated by soft sunlight diffused through white curtains and thrown her on to the white bed sheet that covered the bed.

Shyamala lay down on the edge of the bed, her feet touching the floor and her hair spread wide on the bed. He could see her flawless blemish less glowing smooth skin, full extra-large voluminous conical mountainous big breasts with large dark areolas and hardened jutting upright erect big nipples, her mound of deep navel, the rise and fall of her abdomen.

Lying back down on the bed, her partially nude erotic body revealed in the soft diffused light that came through the window curtains. Her extra-large huge mountainous breasts had proportionately large conical areolas with big long elongated and stiffened nipples that pointed out from the considerable mound of her firm tits. Her huge breasts hung on her ribcage, upthrust with huge nipples pointing the ceiling. He sat next to her, cupping, stroking and feeling her huge voluminous firm pendulous conical extra-large breasts. he unhooked and removed her blouse and bra as she lifted her hands up willingly to ease them. Her naked heavy breasts were firm; big enlarged areola and engorged nipples were long stiff and jutting out. He bent down to kiss her big mountainous breasts. He nibbled and stroked her erect engorged stiff nipples. His hand sipped through below her sari and petticoat feeling her big thunderous thick fleshy soft thighs. Her blood flow to her cunt increased, clitoris and labia swollen and her vaginal lubrication began. Her breasts become fuller and the vaginal walls begin to swell. Her muscle spasms in the feet, face, and hands are clearly visible.

You bitch, You are ready!

Yes, my Master. I am ready for you.

Yanking off his shirt and lungi he undressed completely. He walked towards her flaunting his long thick amazing, colossal, imposing, incredible, exceptional, gigantic, ginormous, incredible, marvellous, massive, monstrous, gigantic, gargantuan, huge, striking, unimaginable, whopping cock with huge knob proudly. Shyamalavathy was surprised, shocked and fascinated by seeing the enormous size of his erect long thick rigid big pulsating monstrous young and virile cock. It is so extraordinarily long, very thick and meaty. She never seen such a huge gargantuan cock with such a huge knob and never imagined that a man can have such a big cock. It is a like a horse's cock. She was amazed and terrified, her eyes wide and eyebrows rose seeing the enormous size of his monstrous cock in surprise and disbelief. Her surprise is not unexpected to him.

He stood there in front of her showing his cock.

'Oh my God, Your cock is gigantic like Shiva lingam,' she said.

Take it, hold it and feel my cock, my baby.

She took his rigid long thick erect hard turgid pulsating cock into her hands with awe, feeling it and held it in both of her fists. She was able to contain only part of its length and thickness. It was the first time in her life to see and hold such a big long thick monstrous enormous sized cock with rock hardness. She never even heard a man can have such a big cock. She never imagined a man can have such a big cock as big as horse's cock. She remembered the sculptures on the temples and also thought of Lord Shiva's lingam. She felt his cock and squeezed. It was like a long thick hard rod with very big menacingly huge knob. She was overwhelmed to hold such a massive monstrous long thick cock in her hands. She held the knob in the palm of one hand and caressed it with her fingers of other hand slightly squeezing the knob.

She was afraid, terrified and very much apprehensive whether she could take all this meaty enormous cock in her cunt. She could not help but compare the enormous size of the cock she was holding with that of her husband's timid small soft lifeless cock. She was holding and stroking his cock in her hands. Her hands running along the shaft lovingly and ran her index finger nail on his bigger pink knob. She took hold of his scrotum, feeling the balls and then her fingers reached encircling the big knob of his cock as if to measure. She was afraid that her cunt may not be able to take this monstrous cock with its even menacingly bigger knob and her cunt his get torn and ripped apart. Yet, she was excited with anticipation and want to be fucked by such a massive cock as big as horse's cock. Her surprise on seeing his massive cock is not new to him.

I am happy, Sir, I am fortunate to hold your beautiful gigantic lingam.

Do you like it bitch?

I love it, Sir.

Do you want to take it in your cunt,

I want to but I am afraid, sir

Shyamala gawked at the exceptionally long, thick shaft pointed directly at her. "There is no way in hell that horse dick is coming near me. You are not ripping my pussy in two," she shrieked, clamping her legs tightly.

Though she was afraid, she wants his big monstrous cock to open and fill her cunt. She was excited, her cunt petals enlarged, clitoris became stiff and hard, and her cunt juices started overflowing with excited expectation. Excited by the arousal, she sucked in a tight breath, the scent of her arousal and body language telling him just how needy she was to get fucked. She kissed the knob and ran over her tongue over the knob.

She thought finally her dreams come true. She always was unhappy about her husband's timid cock. she said, 'Oh, my god, Shiva, I cannot wait, Please do it. Come into me. I want your lingam inside me,' she said holding and stroking his cock.

He took off her sari and petticoat as she lifted her big wide ass to ease out. She was naked and spread her legs and thighs wide apart. Her beautiful thick wet juicy cunt flower and engorged glittering stiff big clit were inviting. She has beautiful thick cunt lips, erect big clitoris and long triangle of thick black soft pubic hair.

She put her hand and covered on her cunt. he took her hand off, bent over her between her fat fleshy thighs and rubbed his cock on her wet cunt lips and massaged her clitoris, gently.

He had never been able to thrust into a woman without worrying about hurting her, so his sexual encounters had been lessons in control -- painful struggles to be gentle and hold back. He'd taught himself the art of slipping just the head of his power peter into a woman's pussy and then thrusting ever so slow until she'd reached her limits. His cock had never been more than halfway in.

He opened her cunt lips with his hands, slowly and firmly entered into her cunt opening going in deeper and deeper between the clinging lips of the vulva. His cock entered tightly, opening and widening her soft cunt walls.

When his cock knob entered her, she gasped. It was painful. It was the first time in her life she had ever experienced what it was like to feel a cock opening her cunt, stretching her cunt and full from the inside her cunt. Despite her cunt filled with juice it was extremely painful for her. The truth was that she was definitely turned on, and her cunt overflowing with juices, the size of his cock did hurt her.

Shyamalavathy cried in pain and said, 'You are hurting me, Sir, Please be gentle.'

He shoved himself inside her, fought to push his hardness inside her as far and as fast as he could. She was too tight and he was too wide for speed, but whereas before when he felt resistance he'd hesitated, now he shoved harder. Her body resisted, and his body crashed through. He shoved all that hard, wide meat inside her. He forced his way in, while her body was still trying to figure out if it was a good thing or a bad thing.

His thick cock stretched her vagina to the utmost limits. In the next few attempts forced his cock deep slowly inch by inch got into her touching the bottom of her cunt. He kept his cock still without moving. Her cunt was completely filled and stretched to the limits by his cock. She never felt that way with her husband's small timid cock. She could feel his cock filling inside her cunt stretching and expanding. It was a surprise for her that his big long thick enormous cock filled her cunt to the bottom and still some length of it is outside her vagina. Her hand was on his cock which remained outside. She raised her bottom slightly to take more of his cock into her cunt. Her cunt muscles were gripping his cock tightly like a fist. It was obvious that she never had such an experience of her cunt filled by a big cock. She was tightly encircling and gripping his cock as if she wanted to take all of him into her.

On one hand she felt amazing, so hard, so long, so wide, and all inside her. It felt good. It flung her back against the bed, tore screams of pleasure from my mouth. It made me writhe around him, wriggling and struggling, caught between orgasm and my body telling her that maybe she shouldn't be doing this. It turned almost-pain to unbelievable pleasure. It made her throw her body around him, over him, fling her upper body against the pillows, over and over again like a puppet whose strings had been cut. she writhed and screamed, and fought, and danced under him. And he shoved himself as far inside me as he could, hitting the end of me when there was still some of him yet to go.

He looked into her eyes, and said, 'You bitch Your cunt is filled and stretched by my cock. Do you want more'

Yes Sir, whatever pleases you, Sir. she said.

She wants more. Her cunt muscles opened up, stretched by the enormous size of his thick long cock, and her hands on his hips were pressing me more into her. I took her breasts into his hands fondling them. It was a moment of unison, of their bodies and souls.

"Sir, It feels like your cock split me in two. I feel your cock in my throat!" she stammered. She slowly turned to look in the mirror across from the bed behind her. What she saw horrified her. Her cunt was stretched wide open by his huge cock. There was at least half of his cock still out of her cunt. 'Oh, God I feel like I'm a virgin getting fucked. "It's so big...do you know, sir, how much your stretching me?" she whispered.

He looked down in front of her. The juice had traveled down his cock and was staining the sheets. He looked into her eyes keeping his cock still to enjoy the feeling, He was not in a hurry. He wanted her to feel and enjoy enormous size of his cock. Slowly he slid back and forth. 'I want to fill you and fuck you slut', he said and took his cock out to the knob and entered her again to the bottom.

He is boring into her cunt enlarging her cunt hole as a boring machine turning to widen and deepening.

Oh my God, Shiva, You are tearing me apart.

He settled down to a steady, relentless rhythm, fucking her straight and hard.

She said, 'fuck me, deeper, more and more. I am your slut. She urged him as his cock was going in and withdrawing to the tip and then sliding into her cunt slowly and steadily. He could feel her cunt muscles opening every time his cock going in deep.

She was moaning, and said, 'Oh, fuck me, fuck your Slave, fuck me, fuck me hard. Tear me apart. I need it. I have been waiting and hungry for so long all my life to take your cock. Give it to me all the way in.' She was repeating the words again and again, cooing and crying loud, while moving bottom up to meet each of his strokes. 'Fuck me. I am your slut. Fuck me hard,' she said. Her pussy juices were flowing out running down his cock and his balls were soaking wet.

He lifted and placed both her legs on both sides his shoulders, slightly lifted her ass just off the bed, re-entered her cunt and fucked her slowly, steadily and rhythmically deeper and deeper. He whispered, 'Shyamala, You are a sexy bitch and your cunt is like a heaven, and you need to be fucked by me.' I fucked fast with all his energy digging into her deeper and deeper opening her cunt with each stroke with more and more energetic thrusts. She was making husky and horny sounds, cooing and groaning very loud with pleasure.

Shyamala, my sweet sexy baby, you are a cunt. You are a sexy bitch and slut. You are a tramp and whore. I am going to fuck you so hard and rip off your cunt.

'Yeah, I am a bitch in heat, I am your slut. I am your whore. Fuck me, my Lord and Master. Fuck your Slave. Fill my cunt. I am yours. I am your slut and whore. Your fat cock is so long and big. Fuck me deeper and more and more, rip me off. I have been waiting for you all these years to fill my cunt.

'Fuck me, use me, she said huskily.

She was thrusting upwards raising her arse with equal vigor and enthusiasm making erotic sounds. She was like a bitch in heat now. She wanted his cock in her. Their bodies with each stroke were trying to unite with each other, attempting to unite, to become one, to achieve oneness. It was a beautiful unique and ultimate expression of love and desire between man and woman and their souls to become one and achieve oneness.

Her hands around him, her legs spread wide, her cunt inviting and receiving his cock each time. he was digging and rotating his cock in her cunt making it bigger and wider, as a thick iron crowbar rod digging and deepening into rain drenched soft earth, taking his massive hard cock out and sending back with more vigorous force and rotating in circular motion to make her cunt wider and deeper. After few minutes her hips began to rise and fall with me in harmonious perfect rhythm and made undulating circular movements that quickened and heaved, and she began to emit throaty erotic exciting orgasmic sounds. She squirmed and moaned as he pulled almost all of the way out and then thrust back in to hilt with full force again and again rapidly gaining speed.

The rhythm became faster and faster as he placed his hands under her ass cheeks bringing his cock into her cunt deeper thrust to the hilt. As he fucked deeper with more forceful thrusts, digging and rotating in her cunt holding her arse cheeks, she came violently crying a loud as if a simmering volcano erupted, as if an earthquake occurred and shook her, her whole body in frenzied uncontrollable spasms and she dug her finger nails deep into his back scratching wildly drawing out blood. Her orgasm was visible in her reaction of complete abandon, her legs and pussy tightening around me in a squiring movement. She moved back and forth, up and down and wiggled tighter and tighter. She screamed and moaned with absolute pure pleasure and it was more than obvious that she was having a great time. He pumped mindlessly faster and faster deep into her cunt. I kept his cock rooted in her cunt without moving and her cunt muscles gripping, releasing and squeezing his cock like a fist, repeatedly.

He massaged her clitoris slowly until she lifted her hips and came again. Her body was shaking in a frenzied motion sweating profusely. Keeping his cock still in her cunt, he massaged her cunt and clit smoothly and she had three more consecutive endless orgasms. She came as if all her pores opened up and juices coming out of her body crying out loud like a wild animal. Her muscles of her vagina contracted. Her uterus was undergoing rhythmic contraction. He kept on fucking her more and digging into her cum filled cunt. He fucked on with all his energy continuously.

Suddenly her fingers dug into his shoulders and she was ready again. She was orgasmic phase again and experienced multiple orgasms Finally we came together in unison and in a harmonious motion. She surrendered to orgasm as her entire body contracted and convulsed in frenzied movements. She cried out very loud with joy and her fingernails dug deeper and deeper scratching his back violently, drawing blood profusely. Her fingers dug in deeply drawing blood.

He had just finished banging Shyamala's cunt and she was recovering from a series of mind blowing orgasms. She was satisfied, he wanted more, but her cunt was too sore.

you bitch, you scratched my back and drew blood . You need punishment.

I could not control Sir. You have gave me such a powerful orgasm.

I have to punish you now. You should realize who is your Master. He turned her around.

He forced his cock up her ass. She was on her knees with her chest against the bed and her tight, round, huge creamy ass hanging there just waiting for him. He positioned his precum lubed cock head against her virgin asshole and pushed. He pushed harder to force his cock past her tight ass-ring. A bit more force and he penetrated about an inch. He began to push deeper when it occurred to him that her virgin asshole was so tight around my thick cock that he is causing her pain. He stopped pushing and asked Shymala if he was hurting her.
"Yes", she gasped.

I pulled back an inch or so and asked again.

"You're so big and my ass is so tight. It hurts," she whimpered.
"Do you want me to stop?", I asked.

"I don't know. Sir, It hurts so much, but I think I can take it."

You have to take it my bitch.

He forced his cock further and suddenly his cock surged up her ass -- with too much effort his cock was half way up her ass.

He asked her."Am I hurting you?" I asked.

"yes," she cried.

"Excellent," he thought.

"Do you want me to stop," I asked.

"No, I like it."

He slowly pressed deeper into her ass and began to stroke her. he could tell she was liking it because her breathing became more and more ragged and her face was flushed.

"Deeper," she gasped.

He pushed and sank deeper into her asshole, but the position we were in did not permit full penetration. So she took the initiative and they rolled over so that she was on top and he was beneath her. In that position, she could use her weight to force his entire cock up her ass. She supported herself with her arms as she rode up and down on his cock while he rubbed her clit. Soon the sensations that she was feeling made her weak and she could no longer support herself. We then rolled over and with Shyamala face down and somewhat spread-eagled, he rode her tight, round, pumping ass. She was really turned on and loving the sensations caused by my huge cock thrusting into her slippery, silky, smooth asshole. He wants her to feel the whole cock in her tight ass and was hurting her, so he was t using his entire cock. The way she was pumping her ass and pushing back at him made him think that she wanted more cock.

"Do you want it deeper?" I asked.

"More Cock.! Give me More Cock. Shove Your Huge Cock up my ass", she gasped.

So he pushed all the way in.

"Fuck yeah! give it to me hard!", she moaned as he pushed his cock balls deep into her tight, round ass. He rested a bit with his cock buried in her asshole. Her face was flushed and her breathing was ragged from the sexual excitement. Her tight body writhed and her ass pumped trying to get me to ride her and drill deep into her asshole.

"Oh God It feels so fucking good. Fuck me. Fuck my tight ass.", she pleaded.

He began to thrust into her with full strokes making her breathing even more ragged. He then reached down and began to rub her clit. She was so hot that she grabbed his hand and began to rub herself with his hand to reach orgasm. Picture it if you will, a hot, tight-assed mature forty seven year Shyamala taking the entire length of his long thick monstrous huge big thick cock up her tight asshole -- she was writhing, pumping her ass, rubbing herself to orgasm and begging for more!

Knowing just what she needed for a mind blowing orgasm, he pulled out his cock of her ass. He ordered her to position herself bent hands resting on the bed, legs spread wide.

She felt his slippery fingers pressing against her anus, two sliding in working her cunt juices in. A third and fourth finger followed, twisting and turning, stretching her arse hole open.

He took the big wax candle from the side table and went to the bathroom and coated the candle with cream. He brought the cream bottle. She looked back and wondered what he will be doing.

She asked, Sir, What are you going to do to me?

Can't you wait bitch for the punishment, he slapped her on the ass.

He applied cream on her ass hole and inserted the cream coated ribbed Wax candle into her ass. She cried with pain. Sir, Please, I can't take it.

You whore! You have to. Remember you are my slave. I hired you for the night.

Sir, It is paining like hell. Please take it out.

You bitch, You have to learn to enjoy the pleasure and you will.

He rotated the candle in her ass hole, removed the candle from her ass.

She sighed with relief. Thank you sir.

Wait, you slut. he again pushed the thick long candle deep her ass stretching her ass. She had unbearable pain, yet it was stimulating for her.

Keeping the candle deep inside her ass, He penetrated his cock into her cunt .

Her cunt filled with his cock and asshole filled with candle sent shockwaves throughout her body.

He started fucking her cunt violently and fucking her ass with Candle.

She was crying with pleasurable pain.

In a matter of a few strokes, he had her screaming and writhing as her orgasm took hold.

"Fuck me, Master" she screamed over and over.

Her orgasm started to peter out, but it started up again -- she was having multiple whole body orgasms! He was utterly amazed as he continued to bang away at her pulsating cunt making her scream and writhe. Finally her orgasms were over, but he wasn't finished, he hadn't come yet and he was getting close.

"Oh fuck yeah. Come in my ass. Fill my cunt with your hot come." she moaned.

After long fucking, he could not control anymore and came very big. He ejaculated thick loads of sperm into her cunt, pouring his thick hot sperm filling her cunt.

She squeezed all his juices with her cunt contracting muscles. All his thick sperm juices drained to the last drop filling her cunt. She almost went into a trance. She experienced cervical orgasms which is so different from clitoral orgasm. Her body slowly returned to its normal level of functioning, and swelled and erect body parts returned to their previous size and color and felt a sense of well-being, satisfaction, enhanced intimacy and fatigue and closed her eyes.

When she opened her eyes, he looked into her eyes and saw her blushing. Her blushing, feeling shy at that moment was amazingly beautiful to see. It was the shyness a woman feels naturally, after being fucked thoroughly to orgasm and submitted her body and herself completely to her man. She kissed him all over his face. Her eyes and face were glowing with contentment and satisfaction. She looked at him with love, devotion and submission and said, 'Oh! God, Shiva, You have shown me heaven. You seeded and filled my cunt with your potent sperm.

'Shiva, You are so knowledgeable about sex psychology, women's feelings and sexual behavior. You aroused me to uncontrollable desire, made me forget the circumstances, and time, opening me up and fucked me for so long. It was almost one hour since we startedand you have been playing with my body and my mind. You are saying that I am a sadist after fucking me for more than half an hour like a wild animal. You filled, stretched, widened and tore my cunt apart. Your cock is so big that filled my cunt and stretched to the extent of tearing me apart. You made me unleash my sexual energy and overcome inhibitions and talk dirty words shamelessly like a slut.. But I enjoyed it. You are a fucking animal. I have been ,ved for sexual satisfaction. There was so much pent-up sexual frustration stored in my mind and body. You made me overcome and release all my energies. You drained out all my stored juices. I cannot even walk. Now I need to go to the bathroom to pee.'

Shyamala, 'I am happy to hear you that I helped you to bring the real slut in you.'

As she walked naked to the bathroom, her long braid swinging, he watched her bouncing hips moving in rhythm provocatively in harmonious motion with her long braid on her back. He watched with admiration, love and possessiveness her naked sensuous and curvaceous body, her huge extra-large full heavy voluminous breasts hung from her chest swinging up and down. He made her sit on his lap naked. She put her hands around my neck and my hands were holding her protectively. She was hugging him, her face buried on his chest and he cuddled her.

He said, Shyamala, you are a beautiful bitch and sexy slut.

She said, "You are my God. 'It is the first time in my life I have experienced such beautiful orgasm while fucked. You made it safe enough for me to be my truest sexual form and from that came the flood of euphoria and ecstasy that is a cervical orgasm for a long time. I had orgasms repeatedly which was entirely new experience for me. My entire being was alive. I had awareness of every molecule in my body. I knew we were in the same place at the same time feeling the same thing and that was it. You have taken me to a state, the closest thing to God I have ever felt. Now I know what it is like being fucked. It was filthy and rough and selfish and it was amazing.' I know it is selfish on my part. Where were you all these years, lover? Why did not you come to me earlier, claim me and fuck me? You should have claimed me long ago. I am your property. I belong to you. Why did you deny me this heavenly pleasure all these years? Ever since you wrote your first letter, my long hidden suppressed dormant desire surfaced. This is going to sound crazy, but from the moment you I received your letter I haven't been able to stop thinking of and about you. You have occupied my mind and body. The very first time in my life, I ever felt passionately in love. It was a feeling so loving, so tender, so wild, so overwhelming and breath-taking, and all-involving, a feeling I did not know before. I know that you are the tall handsome man I have been dreaming about since my childhood. It was my dreams come true. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, in your arms as your woman. I experienced the pleasure of submission of myself, surrendering my soul and body to you transcending all limits. Finally I found my man, my Master who owns me."

She laid down keeping her head on his lap, and looking into my eyes with love, devotion and submission. I was fondling her body feeling the smoothness of her skin, caressing her glowing face and lovingly fondling her big breasts.

Shiva asked, 'Shyamala, my baby how do you feel now?

Shiva, At this moment, I still feel your cock in my cunt. You are calling me Shyamala baby now, after fucking me thoroughly for so long time and calling me a bitch, slut, tramp and whore?' she said smilingly. I deserve that because I fit the description of all these words and I thoroughly enjoyed you calling me such filthy abuse derogatory words.

'Shiva, You ask me 'how do I feel? I experienced orgasm for the first time during fucking. I am fucked thoroughly. I am the luckiest woman on the earth. Finally, I am with you, my master to whom I belong. I need you. I am your slave. You should have claimed me, your property long ago. I have been waiting as a fertile land parched waiting to be ploughed properly deeply, watered and seeded to flourish. Why were you born later than I was? You should have born earlier to me to claim me and fuck me ever since I was a young virgin girl. I feel like a virgin girl fucked for the first time. You should have impregnated me many a time and produced many son and daughters '

"Shiva, You filled my heart with love and my cunt with your monstrous cock. You filled the void in me, fulfilled me and gave me such a wonderful unbelievable life time experience, made me forget everything, the pain, the agony, the grief and the sorrow of losing my son. I feel happy. Nothing else matters in this world except you for me now. I experienced pure heavenly pleasure perhaps banal, carnal and animalistic pleasure akin to nirvana. It may be an unpardonable sin to experience such pleasure on this day in the eyes of other people. I do not care even if I go to hell for committing this sin.

Shiva, my Lord, I do not care even if the whole world call me a slut and whore. I experienced unimaginable, ultimate, abandoned uncontrollable blissful pleasure akin to nirvana of highest level, which I never thought even in dreams that such happiness and pleasure is plausible to experience during sex. I do not hesitate to admit such a thought, even if it is called kinky, sexual obsession or abnormal behavior. I am supposed to be crying being grieving widow. Every one expect me to do so. Instead, I enjoyed being thoroughly fucked by you. My mind is filled with pleasure instead of pain. My mind, body and soul is occupied by you, filled by you, owned by you and devoured by you. You have shown me that being fucked can be powerful and pleasurable beyond words can express and also gave me divine pleasure akin to nirvana and moksha. I submitted and surrendered myself to you happily. You are my Lord and Master. You are my God.

I am ready to do anything and everything you want me to do.

Chapter14

Shyamala becomes Slave

Shiva drove his tongue inside her, setting off another shattering moan that was music to his ears. She was quite an instrument to play, so finely tuned, and if he touched her right, she made the most glorious sounds —raw, intense, absolutely delicious noises of pleasure as he plundered her with his tongue. She grabbed his hair, yanked and pulled him closer as he'd told her to do. He thrust one finger inside her, crooking it and hitting her in the spot that turned her moans into one long, high-pitched orgasm. She shuddered against him, her legs quaking, and when he finally slowed to look up at her, her face was glowing."

'You are mine,' he grunts out, pumping into her, the length and level of his arousal brutal. 'Mine,' he swears, as he releases her mouth and turns her around, pushing her forward as he yanks her legs back, one hand hard on her back, the other gripping her ass. He doesn't slow the movement, giving her full, hard thrusts, the mirror giving a full view of her slut dom. He pulled her hair, tilting her head back.

"He kissed her ear, as he said, 'I don't want you ever forget this night.'

"She answered by plastering her mouth on his and kissing him in a way she'd never thought possible, her hips moving against him, knowing there must be more. Shiva settled himself between her legs. She cradled his hips with her thighs. And then he was at the portal. The sharp pain she had once endured was a distant memory, and nothing, absolutely nothing in this world, felt as good as the sensation of his enormous cock slowly sliding into her.

"'Are you all right?' he asked. He sounded as if he was holding himself in check, as if it took all of his will to do so.

She arched and stretched beneath him. Her movements sent him deeper, and she liked that and said, 'I've never been better,' she practically purred."

He leans back... looking into her face, his slave, so beautiful in her passion. His hands reach for her legs, drawing them up... and at that moment he sinks his hot thick, rigid cock into her, the buttery, spasming pussy embracing him fully and completely, and they both know exquisite pleasure.

As he fills her so fully, so right, her body arches, clamped nipples to his chest with a sob, and she looks into his eyes, soft hands finding his face and holding him close. As he takes his pleasure she worships his face in hot, tender kisses, lips pressing over his shoulders... any part of him her mouth can reach. Each kiss met with whispered words of adoration, of worship. She was home again.

He simply walked around her, taking her in silence. He placed his hands behind his back and instructed her to keep her eyes on the floor. He sat down and watched her standing there, waiting for his next command. Finally, ordered her to his knees. He asked her questions. When she answered she looked at him. So he slapped her hard across the face.

The shock and the pain were soon replaced with sweet pleasure as her mind relaxed and she sank lower into submission.

When he spoke, his voice was soft and quiet. "Everyone needs a purpose in life. You are here because you have a need. You need to be given a purpose. I am here because I need to find a purpose. What you need and what I need happen to be opposite sides of the same thing. Don't you think?"

"Yes Sir," I replied.

When he hit her brutally. He is a sadist after all. she accepted each blow and lean into the pain. The chemicals release and she startedto float. Her mind is completely clear. She exists only in the moment. This is what she came for. This is her purpose.

I know this is deliberate because he needs to cause me pain. And he knows I need it because I've not felt the pain. They did not speak much throughout because although words are important, the spaces in between are where truth lies.

But she did make the mistake of calling him a sadistic ba,d. Then she laughed when he hits me.

She is not supposed to laugh. But when it hurts so bad it's good, She get the giggles. And it frustrates him because he gets off on the fear and the pain. But she can't help it. She giggling and it's hard to stop. He knows what to do though.

He hit her several times so hard on the ass that she screams and scrambles on to the ground to beg for mercy. When she says the word mercy, he laughed.

And then the chemicals release and the pain flows into pleasure and she is heading into marshmallow mode.

She is on the ground on his knees, curled around his leg, kissing his foot.

He says "this is where you belong."

I whisper, "Yes Sir."

"Louder," he says.

"Yes. Master."

It just slips out.

"Again?"

"Yes, Master."

There it is, that word. A slip of the tongue.

He grabs me and pushes me against the wall and lays into me so hard that I can't catch his breath. But I'm an empty vessel, at peace, at home. I have surrendered. There is only silence inside. I exist only in the moment. When his soft, gentle kisses trailing across his shoulder jolt me from his reverie, I am falling backwards into his arms and I am sobbing.

She thought, 'He inspires the groveling, subservient bitch in me. I find myself ongoing for more discipline, more pain, more degradation, more chances to serve. I like being on the ground at his feet, used and abused.'

Chapter 15

Shiva: Did you enjoy? You have become a tantalizing temptress to every man after being a widow. Now you have become my slut and slave.

Shyamala: Sir, You brought out the temptress and slut in me. I realized, now after being fucked by you, how a woman can experience heavenly unimaginable pleasure and enjoy eternal bliss reaching nirvana through ecstatic orgasm. I have been doing meditation, yoga and puja worshipping the God to control, channelize and divert my sexual thoughts, desire and energies, when my husband was alive because he never fucked me to orgasms.

Shiva: Were you able to divert your mind from sex when he could not fuck you.

Shyamala: No. I was hungry and starved for sex. My husband never fucked me to orgasm. He used to fuck and ejaculate soon leaving me unsatisfied. He could never fill my cunt with his small lifeless cock and fuck me to orgasm. he became diabetic and could not get erection. Sometimes I became hysterical. Many a time I even thought of having affair with another man. It was not possible because I did not meet you. I used to masturbate. Now, you made my dreams come true, achieve multiple continuous orgasm and reach much higher levels of nirvana, ultimate pleasure, satisfaction and unknown to me so far. You have become my religion ever since I read your first letter, thinking of you even while doing meditation, yoga and puja and you have become my God. I wish I have become a widow much earlier.

Shiva: Whom do you worship? Shyamala, I asked.

Shyamala: Lord Shiva. 'I worship Shiva lingam. I have been fascinated by Shiva lingam. It may be surprising to you but I have to tell you the truth. I am so much fascinated by Shiva lingam and bought a big lingam. I used to masturbate with Shivalingam and imagined that Shiva is fucking me. All my prayers to Shiva lingam made Lord Shiva came to me in your form. Your lingam is like Shiva lingam. I never imagined a man can have such a huge hung virile long thick monstrous cock. Shiva, a woman submits and surrenders herself and worships the man who can fuck her and give her sexual satisfaction. She becomes his subject, Bhakta, dasi and devotee. I submitted to you. You are my God, Lord Shiva and Master. Even now with you surrounding me, my whole body is reacting with enthusiasm and expectation. You have the sensuous touch to ignite me, put me on fire and capacity to make me explode.

Shiva: Shyamala, now that I have you. I will explore every part of your sensuous and sensational beautiful body, enter, open and fill all your holes dear. You need to be fucked now. Her sari pallu dropped to the floor, I removed her blouse and bra, releasing her huge voluminous heavy firm hanging conical breasts. Her firm jutting brown nipples was hard in my fingers as I stroked them, and then lifting her breasts up stroking from bottom.

Shyamala : Sir, I was never fucked like this that too with such big cock in both the holes. If I am permitted to say sir, You are like an animal Stallion, a Stud and donkey. I have seen donkey's and Stud's cock and yours is as big. I am fortunate to have your cock. You are born with such a beautiful and big cock. I'm so sore I can hardly walk! This has been the most wonderful night of my life but I'm so sore I just can't believe it. I'm a wreck! You fucked my cunt and ass so deep thoroughly. I did not know that ass fucking is also pleasurable.

Shiva: You need to be fucked. You are born bitch to be fucked. Did you ever fantasize to be fucked by a Horse or Donkey?

Shyamala: Yes Sir. I have seen a cow fucked by an Ox in my village. Its cock is almost two and half feet long. I have seen donkey's cock. I am always fascinated seeing dogs fuck. Even after fucking the dog's cock is inside the bitch's cunt for a long time. I wish humans also have that phenomenon.

Shiva: You have fertile and wild imagination..​
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