Incest/Taboo The Book of Attraction

Her room was very neat and tidy. She took to decorating it herself with fairy lights and candid photos. Her room smelled of vanilla and flowers. I tucked her into her bed. I gave her one last hug before leaving. Her hand gripped mine tight before I let go.

It took some time in finding my mother. She was at the bar downtown, drinking by herself. When she saw me she sobbed. With no thought or concern for who saw. My mother was distraught in my arms. Today I really felt like the man of the house. It was not a proud moment given the circumstances, it was a sort of heavy feeling. I drove her home as she slept in the passenger seat of the car. Her head rolled with the movements of the car and the stench of wine polluted the air.

I carried my mother into the house and straight to her bed. I thanked myself then for working out, over the years my mother had grown larger and she was not light in weight. Like I did my sister I tucked her into her bed and kissed her forehead.

I was not completely sure of how I felt about Roberts death myself. He wasn't my father, mines had died years ago. But he had taken care of me for a large part of my life. I couldn't imagine what my mother and sister were going through.

I returned to my room that was set in darkness. I could hardly make out the shapes inside my room when I slithered into my bed the sheets were cold, but I found the mattress welcomed me. As soon as my head hit the pillow it was evident I wasn't alone. Someone was in the bed with me.

"Lucy?" I asked. Breaking the silence in my dark room.

"Sorry Matt, this isn't too weird is it? I didn't want to be alone tonight and I couldn't sleep."

Her voice was quite but I could tell she had still been crying. The pain in her voice echoed from her whisper. Her leg brushed up against mine, it then came to me she was not wearing a lot. Her bare thigh was hot and brushed mine.

"Lucy..." I began.

"Please Matt, I don't want to be alone. When I fell asleep in your arms earlier I felt so safe. Like everything would be okay".

I felt her hand grip my wrist, she pleaded. She knew it was wrong for us to share a bed at this grown age, but if she wasn't bothered by it then neither was I. I had to admit I was not used to sharing a bed with another person. Let alone my sister. Her face was closer to mine than I had anticipated and I felt her breath on my neck.

I battled against my erection. I couldn't help the feelings I had manifested for my sister over the past few weeks. Now that she lay beside me, with little clothes on my imagination could not help but think what it was that she had on. Was it a nightie? A bra and panties? Just shorts and no bra? No, not that but perhaps the first two.

"If this helps you then I'm okay with it. If you'd like I'll keep my distance and just be here with you." I spoke into the darkness.

"Thank you..." I heard her voice say quietly.

Her hand remained around my wrist and she gave it a little squeeze as thanks for being there for her. I lay on my back with her relatively close to me. I could still feel her breath against my neck and I still battled with my arousal.

I couldn't remember drifting off, my eyes could not adjust to the darkness of my room. Some light had crept in from behind the blinds and it cast shadows all around me. My alarm clock read 3:45AM. I turned to my side to reposition my head. The way I had been lying hadn't been easy on my neck. When I did my foot felt something against it. Realising Lucy was still in my bed my first thought was to back up, but I didn't. I stayed frozen in bed touching her with my foot. I could no longer feel her breath against me, maybe she had turned to face the wall.

I adjusted my position again and felt my hand brush up against her back. She had a t shirt on at least. She was right next to me. Not the other side of the bed. Right against me. Moving any closer I'd be up against her. For a while I stayed quiet, holding my breath, to make sure I did not wake her.

It could have been five minutes or it could have been an hour. I was no longer tired, I was wide awake still in the same position. For a while I wondered if she was awake herself. Her breathing had changed and she shifted a little. I felt her back against my stomach, I felt her ass come together with my crotch. I only wore boxers and now I knew. Silk shorts, I felt them rub against my leg as she came against me. She must have still been sleeping because I'm way at all would she do this intentionally. She was my sister, she did not feel the way I felt. My mind raced at the thought of were my cock was. I could feel her peachy ass, the curve of her crack between her filled cheeks. The silk may as well have not been there.

I could no longer help it, my natural feelings overcame me. Like being drunk and horny I resisted the urge to thrust. My cock tented in my briefs and it now pressed hard against her firm cheeks. My breathing quickened and if she was awake I'm sure she would have felt me against her.

Lucy groaned and shifted back again. This time I dug into her and pressed between her cheeks. Like it was trying desperately to enter her. If it had not been for the silk of her shorts and my boxers I most certainly would be inside her.

The friction was stimulating to me. The head of my cock rubbed away at the waistband of my boxers until It was poking out of them. As if my cock was trying to escape and reach my sister. The head pressed against her silk. I could not do this. Not to my sister, she had just been through something traumatic and this had gone on far enough. I was just about to tuck myself back into my boxers when I felt her press harder against me. Lucy let out a gentle moan. This had to be a dream.

"Lucy?..." I whispered.

She did not answer, but press firmly against me once more. Precum oozed from my prick and dribbled down my shaft. I damped parts of her silk shorts and she slid against me. Rubbing her ass against the underside of my cock head. The only noise that could be heard was the sound of us awkwardly thrusting against each other. Lucy moaned again and that did it. Cum erupted from me like it had never done before. Like it was the first time I climaxed all over again. My cock was pulsating against her ass and I shot streams of hot goo all over her shorts.

I panicked. Lucy did not move. Her breathing continued. She was asleep! I'd just dry humped my sister when she was asleep! What had I done? I'd just took advantage of her vulnerability. I was sure she was awake. She pressed against me, many times to the point it was practically grinding. Or maybe it was all in my head and she had been innocent sleeping the whole time. I escaped the bed silently and retreated to the bathroom. The light switched on and my eyes immediately hurt. I was sweating and my shorts were a wet mess.

I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror. Partially due to the light but partially due to shame. I changed my clothes with the clean ones I found folded neatly in the corner next to the wash basket. It took a personal pep talk to find the confidence to enter my own room again. The light from the hall invaded what was once dark. My bed was empty, she had gone. Had she woken up and seen what I'd done? Then ran out of fear? Was she scared of me? Was she disgusted? What if she told Mom? She must have fled to her room. I was tempted to knock on the door. But what would I say?

I returned to bed and felt the mess that I had left. My sheets still smelled of her. I'd never cum so much in my life. After I changed the sheets I fell into bed and buried my face into my pillow. Sleep was a mercy to me. It swept me away like a boat sailing in the sea. Until it crashed against the rocks in an instant. The morning came but the shame had not left me. Light filled my room and the shapes I could not make out before were clear to me. I heard birds chirping outside from my open window. I half expected mom to Burst into my room to pack my things, with my sister in tears behind her.

But nothing happened. I lay in bed alone with my thoughts. Until I heard footsteps behind my door.

My mother entered my room, still in her dressing gown with her hair in knots.

"Matt, I want to apologise. Last night I should have been the parent and I should have been taking care of you and Lucy. But instead if was you. I just want you to know I'm sorry but I'm also thankful. You're really growing into a brilliant young man." Mom smiled in the kind caring way she did.

It only made me feel worse. I wasn't the man she thought I was. That man wouldn't take advantage of his younger grieving sister like that.

When she left I had to drag myself from bed. In the kitchen my sister sat with Mom and ate breakfast. She looked kind of rough but not like she had been crying. Lucy did not even look my way until I was sat next to her. Still wondering If she had been awake or not. When her eyes met mine I could not depict how she felt.

"Morning, Matt." She smiled.

"Morning, Lucy."

"How was your sleep?" We exchanged glances.

"I slept well... how was yours?"

"Hot, sweaty, but good." Her eyes gave nothing away.

Mother poured me a hot cup of coffee and set my plate before me.

"Since you were so good to us last night Matt we thought you'd like your breakfast made for you." Mom was smiling and I could tell she was proud. But they both were still in pain. The regular silence confirmed that. The pain was still raw and Matt wanted to give them space.

"I need to get some things today from the store, so I'll be out most of the day. Let me know if you guys need anything."

Lucy looked confused.

"Are you sure you don't want to spend the day with us?" She asked.

"I do but I need to stock up on a few things. Besides fresh air would be good for me."

I ate the rest of my breakfast in silence as my mom and sister continued conversation about the funeral and memories of Robert.

The next few weeks were hard. Lucy hadn't asked to stay in my bed again after the first night. Part of me thought she knew but I could never be certain. Lucy had a camping trip coming up with the school. She had paid a lot of money for it and despite her fathers passing she decided it would be good for her to go and be one with nature with her friends.

The funeral came and went. It was like any other, I did not share their grief to the same extend but I did shed a tear. Memories of me and Robert fishing replayed in my head. He'd bought me my first camera. I took pictures of the lakes and the fish we caught. When I was younger he had been a father figure but not so much as I grew older. Lucy complained of his absence often and it was taking its toll on her up to his death.

For the few weeks that went by I remained the rock of the family. Things had gotten awkward with me and Sarah but every so often we would talk about her grief and I would check in to see if she was okay. My mother and I had grown closer.

With everything going on my grades slipped further than ever before. I think my teachers gave me the benefit of the doubt given what had transpired over the last month.

At school some of my teachers did their best to reach out to me. I tried to focus on my grades but my mind was always elsewhere. Lucy popped in and out my head multiple times a day and I was constantly thinking about what I wanted to photograph next.

The drama club had approached me to photograph their performances. They wanted ideal shots of different scenes and characters in costumes. I agreed to come a long to a rehearsal. Miss Green was not exactly thrilled that I was not using my spare time to catch up with my studies but she preferred it was involving school rather than out doing what younger kids do.

When I arrived nobody seemed to notice me. So I sat at the back of the theatre unnoticed. Clicking away with my camera, I zoomed along the stage with one eye closed. The costumes for Cinderella were well done in all honesty, though some of the acting was questionable. I had almost gotten up to leave when I recognised a familiar face. Keri was Cinderella! She stood in see through heels and a rolling dress. Her hair tied tight in a bun. She looked hot even in consume. If I was getting pictures of everyone else. I may as well get some of her I thought.

I enjoyed watching her act. She was great with her voice and I never knew she could sing so well. I found myself only snapping pictures of her and had to check myself so it didn't seem weird that I had so many of her and so few of everyone else. The ending to the play bored me and I made my exit.

I stuffed the camera back in my bag and realised I'd left the book of attraction in there. I hadn't looked at it in weeks. After what happened with Lucy I felt like it had already gone too far. But if my suspicions were true and she had actually been awake. Maybe she liked it and maybe I could still make her fall in love with me. I'd come to terms with my attraction for her as time passed. I knew in couldn't help it. If I was to be attracted to anyone there would be no surprise in me being attracted to her. She was smart and funny, she cared for me as much as I did for her. We both loved each other as siblings and it made us close. She was the perfect example of a girlfriend. Only if she felt the same.

With the book in mind I headed home. When I got home I opened the book to the chapter I had left it on. Some of the content did not appeal to me. Some of it did not take into account that the person they were attracting could be their sister. So some of the information would be misleading. I took from the book the parts I thought would apply to my life and my situation.

After first physical contact remove yourself physically. This will leave them wanting more of what they had. They will start to forget some of what occurred and they will build their own fantasy, filling in the blanks.

Do not leave it too long. Create opportunity for them to recreate the first contact. If you have followed the guide they will be hoping it happens again.

Never be a stranger when they are upset or are in a bad place. It is important you are a figure of safety and guidance. This will make them look up to you more and hold you on a higher pedestal.

I snapped the book shut. So that was it. I had to allow Lucy to get close to me again. Without seeming like I wanted it myself. I'd need to make sure to check in on her more often, making sure I have her feelings high in my list of priorities.

Just as I'd closed the book. My phone rang. It was Lucy. She should be at practice why would she be phoning me? My brother instincts kicked in and I answered.

"Lucy is everything alright?" I let her hear the concern in my voice.

"No. It's Aaron. He just ended things with me." She was crying.

"Oh Lucy. Where are you I'll come pick you up."

"I'm at the Pool bar. Please hurry." She seemed scared and it concerned me.

"Why what's happening? They're all arguing I think a fight might break out. Please Matt come quick."

I wasted no time. I left as soon as I could and sped to the PoolBar. Dozens of people had congregated outside the bar. Men were arguing and every woman in a dress did their best to split them up. I could not see Lucy anywhere. I parked the car and started to ask around.

I was headed inside when a girl called from behind me. It wasn't Lucy it was Keri.

"Hey you're the Guy from my English class." I was surprised she recognised me.

"You just be Matt? Your sister ran off I think Aaron was scaring her." That asshole I thought.

"Where did she go?" I asked.

"I think they went to his car but she insisted on waiting on you."

Keri looked great but I had no time for her right now. My sister might be in danger and she was the one I loved.

"What does he drive?"

"A blue Chevrolet, I think over there..." she sent me in the direction toward the end of the parking lot.

As I made my way over I heard screams from the blue car at the end of the road. When I got there the door was open and two people were inside.

My instincts kicked in and grabbed the back of the mans shirt. Pulling him out the car and up against another. It was Aaron alright, his smug face smirked. Balling up my first I punched him hard against the temple.

He staggered to the floor and struggled to find his feet. I turned to Lucy to make sure she was okay. Her dress had been up and around her waist. Her mascara marked tears on her cheeks. Instantly I knew he had tried to have sex with her.

Before I could turn around I felt hands on the back of my neck. I was spun around and faced three guys. All a lot taller than I was. Instantly I threw a punch. I connected with a cross on the guy on my left. The contact sent him into the back side door of Aaron's car. Aaron was still making it his feet when his friends grabbed me.

We wrestled together but they outnumbered me. A barrage of kicks and punches were hurled at me. They hurt but I kept myself standing. With each arm spread wide Aaron gave me a punch to the gut that folded me over.

"Nooo!" Lucy screamed.

On the cold floor the kicks still came at me. I protected my face as much as I could. One kick got through my hands and hit my face. The pain angered me and I saw red. Somehow I found my feet. I was bloody and bruised, but my anger flared and the adrenaline kicked in. The first attacker threw two punches and I did well to step away from the blows. With my standing foot I formed the base for a kick to his knee. I heard the crunch and he fell the floor. Me and the other guy traded blows before others jumped in and split us up.

Keri has brought her friends to my rescue. They helped me to my feet when I had taken a knee in exhaustion. Blood dripped from my nose and I felt the taste if it in my mouth.

"Matt!" Lucy cried and she helped me up.

I wrapped my arm around her and she did her best to keep me up. Another guy helped at the other side of me to my car.

The crowds had dispersed and the police had arrived. Avoiding trouble I drove off as best I could. I did not want to get arrested and kicked out of school despite how bad it was going for me.

"Matt stop! You shoutout be driving!" Lucy was right.

Every part of my body ached. I pulled into the side do the road by the forest and rested my head back against he head rest.

"What the hell happened?" I asked.

"He was drunk and he just lost it. I can't explain it."

"No I meant what was he doing to you in the car?" I didn't really want to hear the answer but I did need to know.

"I said I wanted to go, but he wanted to stay. When I tried to leave he went after me. I'd left my things in his car so I went to collect them. I'd looked worse than it was I think. He did not try to do what maybe you thought he did. But he did try to lock me in his car. He said I could wait the in the car until I he was ready to leave. When I tried to get out he tried to keep me in. That's when you arrived."

"That assholes and his friends have broke my hand I think." I could hardly move it.

"You certainly know how to pick them." I said.

Lucy stayed silent. I could tell she felt guilty.

"It's okay, what happened tonight wasn't your fault. It's important you know that." I assured her.

"Matt what would I do without you." She brought her hands up my chest and around my neck. She embraced me in a hug. She grazed my cheek which was bruised. It hurt but I did not mind.

"Can you drive?"

"I can get us home."

When I drove off she sat silent in the passenger seat. Staring out the window.

I couldn't have her beating herself up over this. Aaron was a jerk, and what happened was an escalation of his actions.

When we got to the house mother was asleep in her room.

"Matt stay here let me clean you up."

"Lucy you leave for your camping trip tomorrow. You should get some rest. I'm surprised you even went out tonight."

"I know I shouldn't have. I thought Aaron was different." She was annoyed at herself I could tell.

"Take me to the basement, I don't want to wake Mom."

Lucy helped me down the crooked steps, and onto the couch that sat under the stairs. She gathered supplies form the medicine cupboard and brought them down to me.

"Here drink this." She held out water to my lips.

She cleaned me up pretty well. I winced at her touch of a bruise or graze. We sat close together on the couch as she tended to my wounds.

"I don't know why I choose men like Aaron. I need someone like you."

When she said it our eyes met. I felt like kissing her but I looked away.

"Lucy you need a man who understands what he has when he has you. Someone who would have you the furthest away from danger and keep you safe at all costs. Someone who cares about how you feel happy or sad. Someone who will wipe your tears and tuck you into bed after a hard day."

She looked at me with large blue eyes adoringly. She'd treated my wounds and cuddled into me. Tears welled in her eyes as everything got to her.

"Look at me." Her eyes found mine again.

"You'll be away tomorrow, with your friends on an adventure of a lifetime. Do me the favour of enjoying it will you. You deserve it."

"I haven't even thought about that." She said.

"I'll miss you while your gone."

Lucy smiled despite being sad. She looked great. Her makeup was a little smudged but it did not matter.

"Anyway you should get to your bed Lucy, you're up early tomorrow." I insisted.

"Matt I'm staying her with you. You were there for me so I'm here for you. If I fall asleep with you it won't be for the first time..."

She kissed my cheek and left to gather covers from her room. Had she just hinted at the night we had in my bed? Was this her letting me know she knew what had happened?

I did not want to take any chances. I had to stick by the book. She needed to make the first move. It had to be that way.

When she returned I made no effort to move.

"Well scoot over." She seemed giddy.

I did so and she slumped down beside me.

She covered me as best she could but we could not get comfy. Slumped at either side of the couch we knew we had to reposition.

"Maybe we should lie down together?" She asked.

"Yeah this is hurting me."

I lay down across the couch. The couch wasn't all that big. I did take up most of the space so when she lay down she lay partially on me. She brought duvet up to cover us both and she nuzzled into my shoulder.

Like last time I drifting off. When I woke I remembered where I was. Lucy's body was practically on top of mine. With one leg and one arm across me she slept peacefully. I rested my head against hers and she purred quietly. I felt her breasts squishing against my chest. At some point she had gotten up and changed. Her dress lay on the floor and now she was in a top. But her bare legs rubbed against me. This feeling felt familiar. It too me back to the night we had a few weeks back. Everything felt the same.

Her breath on my neck, her touch on my skin. Goosebumps surfaced on my arms. I felt like it was the first contact I'd ever had with a woman. The fact it was her skin against mine and her breath on my neck. Her body on mine. I wondered in that moment as I stared up at the ceiling. If she would ever feel the same. If I was doing the right thing by using this book to get to her. It was wrong for a brother and sister to be together, but something inside me told me it was the right thing to do.

My arm rested around her back as she lay on it. She adjusted herself slightly and I felt her lips touch my neck. Not a kiss, but a touch. She did not move away. Her lips stayed there attached to me almost. My cock stirred and it became just as awake as I was.

My fingers traced circles along her back and she purred again. This time when she shifted, her knee rested on my crotch. Right on top of my raging erection. If she was awake she would have felt it for sure. After that she adjusted herself more frequently, her knee moved up and down every time she did. If she knew what she was doing, she was doing it as if she didn't. Like she didn't want to admit this was what she was doing.

I stopped tracing circled in her back and I pulled her closer to me. Until her body smaller frame was pressed right against mine. Her lips pressed harder and I felt a kiss. Her lips pushing forwards and back. I felt it. I knew I'd wasn't dreaming. Her leg slipped down next to mine when I felt another one. This was for real, then came another one. Lucy was kissing my neck. She was doing it slowly and gently but she was doing it.

"Lucy?..." I whispered.

When she kissed me next she froze, she sucked in sharp breath.

"If ur awake, nod ur head."

I felt her head nod against me slightly.

"I need to know one thing, were you awake the last time. When you slept in my room. Nod your head..."

She nodded.

I did not know what happened but something did. She kissed my neck harder and quicker. All the way to my mouth. She paused and I could tell she was searching for my eyes. I could still see them in the dark. A deep blue that I loved to get lost in. She kissed me then hard. Her lips met mine and a rough hug. Like she kissed her lover. Like she kissed a boyfriend, someone she wanted to be with. My hands roamed over her body as he kissed me harder. I felt her tongue flicker into my mouth and I accepted it. My cock was now the hardest it had ever been. It ached in my pants and I wanted it free. Our tongues played with each every so often parting for our lips to meet.

We hungrily kissed each other in a passionate frenzy. Her hand slipped to the bulge in my jeans and she unzipped them. With one hand the button came loose. She turned and faced away from like she had the first night. She used her free hand to slide her silk shorts down a little exposing her bare cheeks to me. I pulled out my cock and let it rest against her smooth cold skins. My cock was touching my sisters bare ass. And she was awake. Never mind awake she wanted this. Maybe not as much as me that was not certain but she wanted it all the same.

My breathing quickened and so did hers. We did not say a word to each other. I clocked into to what she was insinuating. She wanted me to hump her like I did before. In my bed when we first slept in each other's arms. My cock naturally found its place between her cheeks and I thrust slowly at first. Her hand came back to rest on my thigh and she helped with thrust harder. Pulling me closer with each hump. I felt the sensation in my balls build. I could not last long. My cock head rubbed against her skin and it all got to me very quickly. I came hard, harder than before. This time not against her T-shirt covered back or silk shorts. But against her bare ass. Between her cheeks and all over them, I sprayed my seed.

I stopped thrusting gradually. My cock now too sensitive to touch. I rested against her as our bodies squished together. The cum rubbed against each other. I knew we could not stay like this but I dared not make the first move. This had been all her. I left myself open for the taking just like the book suggested and she took the bait.

For a while we sat in silence in the comfort of our own company. We did not know the time but it was late. The sunlight started to appear though the small window that sat high in the back porch side wall.

Without word Lucy got up. Her cheeks bounced as she stood and the sun made a silhouette around her perfectly shaped body. I saw her bare ass for the first time and what a sight it was. Awkwardly she pulled her shirt up around her and left. I did not say a thing. I dared not say anything at all. What had just happened was clear to be a secret between us. I just hoped it wasn't a one time thing.
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