Episode 81
Listening to that he started laughing!**
Abdul:"tera age kya hai? 16? Hahaha"*
I was confused about this reaction of his, tabhi he said:*
"accha hua horlicks nahi bola tune! Hahaha! Bacche log ka drink kya peeti hai re! Mujhe laga u r a grown up girl!"*
Me:"I am a grown up girl!"*
My ego was hurt so I got little annoyed! Then Abdul said while putting hand in my waist again*
Abdul:"are meri hottiee! Yeh sab baccho ka drink hai! Tujhe aaj mein mast whiskey pillaunga! Scotch!"*
I was not anyway gonna oppose any of his demands, so I agreed, and as a reward he slid his hand down, now his hand was resting on my butt, he started caressing it and came close to my ear and whispered*
"you have such a sexy butt, so firm and so curvy!"*
I was blushing with this new compliment that I was getting....I loved it....he was now roaming his hand all over my back and feeling my curves, between my hip area and my butt...*
Me:"thank you Abdul! You like it more than her's?"**
Abdul:"who's?"*
Me:"Sadia"*
That statement gave great joy to Abdul, he smile and said:*
"you were feeling jealous baby? She's girlfriend of Saif and they both had a fight today morning they had a massive fight and since we had already made this plan, they had to come against their will..as we were gonna be meeting after long!! I met Sadia and she told me about it and since she wanted the fight to end, so she told me to make him feel jealous a little bit! So he goes running to her again! And now see he's gone to her! He's giving her all the attention!"*
I thought to myself, how smart Abdul is! He has remedy of every problem!*
Me:"still I didn't like it, but I am sorry that I judged you Abdul"*
Soon everybody joined us on the table and this time Abdul wasn't even looking anywhere my whole attention was at Sadia and she was with Saif while Abdul was caressing my back..I could see that he was telling the truth! He again proved my intuitions wrong and for the token of sorry, I went to kiss him on his cheeks and since he was looking at me at that time, I happened to kiss him on his lips! My face went red! I looked away immediately! My heartbeat had increased! This was the first time I had kissed a guy! And that too in front of so many people! My face flushed out of embarrassment.... I didn't think of it also......my body felt a jerk and I looked again at Abdul's direction.... Abdul had tighten his grip over my waist and he pulled me more close to him and kissed me again, this time his mouth was open and he was trying to force his tongue inside of my closed lips! I didn't know how to react! I tried to stop him but he way more powerful than me.....I was telling him very slowly, I didn't want everybody's attention there:*
"Abdul please stop! I don't want this, Abdul, please!, you have a girlfriend!"*
Abdul:"so what! I want feel those tender lips of yours"*
Me:"No! Plz no! I will tell her!"*
Abdul:"you will not! How will u justify your presence here with me"*
He had a wicked smile on his face...I was feeling helpless! I never thought my first kiss would be stolen from me so forcefully! I gathered more energy and put one hand on his neck and second on his chest and tried pushing him away, and that did work!*
The push to his neck did hurt him and he loosened his grip over me I pushed his hands away one more time and got rid of his hands!* His face had turned red and he looked like he can attack me again and this time he might hurt me more! He was raging with anger! I could hear his heavy breaths, I just got up and walked out of there...*
I went out, sat there on a platform with my both hands on my head and started crying....I just couldn't believe it just happened with me! But I was satisfied that it ended and I showed the courage and got away with such situation...I decided to head for my home and instantly I realised! I don't have car or any medium to go home! I could just take a cab and go home but how could I trust a random cab person? Especially when such incident had happened with me just few minutes back! And the road to home was also not very safe! Shit! I am stuck now! I was confused what should I do?*
I just looked up and I saw Adil coming towards me...I thought to myself "if he tries to do something inappropriate then I will slap him left right center!" he came and sat beside me, and surprisingly this time I saw a sign of concern in his eyes and no lust! He kept his hand on my shoulder very lightly just to give me that support..and I started crying again! I started crying like a small child, he kept asking me:*
"what happened Namrata?"*
"tell me..pls...sorry if I have done something, if there's anything else then maybe I can help u"*
I kept crying didn't say anything, but really to have a known person by ur side when u r low is better than to be alone! I was feeling much better now than before but since I got that sense of relief now that someone known is there with me, I could cry my heart out! I kept crying, kept crying! He never lost his cool and kept asking me...and I just turned and hugged him to show my appreciation for him coming out and being there...he was still being a gentleman, he hugged me too but his one hand was circling my head and other was caressing side of my face, in between he was trying to wipe my tears too! I felt so better in his arms! Felt so secured! He said:*
"Ok ok.. Don't tell me what happened if it's your personal thing, just plz stop crying"*
His words did have that magic over me and I was crying less than before, tears had stopped coming out of my eyes.. My eyes were still watery but I was recovering now...I broke the hug and while wiping tears from my eyes..I told him:*
"thank you Adil"*
Adil:"thank god! You are fine!" He smiled*
"now tell me what happened? Which asshole made you cry?"*
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I smiled at him and said:*
"your friend! Abdul!"*
Adil:"arre usane kya kiya?"*
Me:"jhagda hua hamara.."*
Adil:"Arre! Don't worry I will handle everything, come lets go inside!"*
Me:"I don't know Adil...I don't want to come back... Can u drop me home?"*
Adil:"ya I can.." He looked little quizzed for some time and again said:"yaa I can, I don't have my car but we can take a cab and I will accompany u!"*
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His eyes had lit up and he looked excited! Now that he was ready, I was in two minds...so I asked him to wait for some time as I needed some time to think...he was ok with it....we sat there for sometime without talking to each other, he was busy checking out other girls...*
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I thought to myself "why did I not like him kissing me, why didn't I just let him kiss me and opposed! Just few minutes back I was enjoying his touch! I was loving to be praised so much! Nobody had ever done that to me! I wanted to be in his arms, why did I act so impossible! I had promised him, I will do anything to make things ok and what did I do!! Ohh god! I must have embarrassed him in front of everybody! He was only trying to praise me, wanted to feel my lips! I started cursing myself again...I had again let Abdul down..but...I still couldn't figure out the reason behind not letting him kiss....I heard Adil:*
"madam have u decided? Its already 10! Decide fast otherwise it will be hard to get a cab from here"*
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I got little irritated, maybe I didn't want him around now..I told him to give me some more time*
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And! It struck me that maybe! Maybe!! I didn't want to be kissed in front of so many people!! As it was my first time! Before this whatever happened that was in between us and in an closed environment! So I was enjoying it to the the fullest! Yaa!! I know the reason now! That is the reason!* Otherwise why I wouldn't want to kiss him when I could let him feel my thighs!**
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Ok! I WANT TO KISS HIM! And that too there in front of such a huge crowd! Yaa! I am ready for it! And I told Adil:*
"We are not going anywhere but inside! Lets go in!"*
I went in and started looking for Abdul, there was lot of rush and was finding it difficult to find him, so I thought to myself now that I want to make it up to him, let's go to the restroom and get my make up done nicely cause of crying my kajal also had smudged and also put lipstick also just like he wanted me to do before. I will do anything now to convince him now and I headed for the restroom, I could see lot many people getting cozy on my way in that hardly lit floor and everybody was taking good advantage of it, I thought to myself..
Just when I was thinking of getting close to Abdul the same way, I was shocked seeing a heartbreaking view! To my horror, Abdul was there in one corner with Karana, I couldn’t see his face but I knew the shirt he was wearing and what Karana was wearing, they were very close to each other he was caressing her hair with one hand and the other hand was on her waist and I could see that they were so much into each other, he was saying something in her ear or nibbling her ear, I don’t know and that bitch Karana was giggling over something! I was so furious at that point I just couldn't control myself and I stormed towards them as I was walking towards them my heart beat was racing and I was getting more and more furious, I didn’t know what I was gonna do but I was mad as hell!! As I reached there they had moved position and now Abdul was facing his back at me…at the same time Karana saw me walking towards them furiously and she said something and he looked back, didn't turn just looked back by that time I reached there and pulled his collar and said
- what the fuck you think you are doing!!
- Nothing we were just dancing! And by the way who are you to ask me these questions?? Tu hai kaun? Just few minutes ago you were acting so pricey! You humiliated me in front of everybody!
- I just came in because of you and I thought I will make it up to your by saying sorry and….forget it!!!!
I was very very furious and he looked furious too but that point I just didn’t really care! I had in fact somehow liked that he was doing it to make me feel jealous, I found it little cute….but I still was mad cause of the sight of seeing him so close to someone, He saw how angry I was and he thought maybe he will be able to calm me down, so he said
- Areee yaar! Tera mann chahee tab tu aajaayegi?? Mujhe pata tha tu andar aa rahi hai isliye maine Karana ka help maanga so that I can make u feel jealous! Itna chota baat nahi samjhta kya yaar tujhe??
I wasn’t so angry by now but I wanted to make it a point that this making jealous thing doesn’t happen again, I have had enough of it this evening! I shouted at the top of my voice!
- Fuck it man! I am not into this making jealous business and don’t address me as “tu” call me with some respect, tera koi respect nahi hoga! Mera bahot hai!! I am not gonna take your shit now! Tu na bhaad mein jaaa!
Now I saw him getting angry again and this time something happened which I never imagined in my life that it will happen to me! Abdul’s face got red with anger, he came very close to me and pulled me close holding my hair and brought me really close to his face and said to me
- Abe! Tere jaisi na hazaar ladkiya aati jaati hai saali tu mujhe aukad ki baat bol rahi hai! Aur tera bahot respect hai! Kaun pehchaanta hai tujhe! Agar mere saath hai na toh at least people will know u as my bitch!! You don’t tell me what I am and what status I hold!
I somehow managed to get away from his grip and almost started running towards the restroom cause I didn't know what he will do next and the women's restroom is the only place he will not be able to enter, I ran, I ran and I entered the washroom but it was empty and this is something I wasn’t expecting or rather hoping! And behind me I heard the door opening again and to my horror, I saw Abdul entering the restroom! By this time I knew what he was capable of, so I told him, actually begged in front of him
- Abdul, please mujhe maaf karo, mujhe jaane do!
- Areee kutttii abhi tak toh bade nakhre dikha rahi thi!! Abhi kyon yeh tone tera! Darr gayi kya??
- Haan mein bahot darr gayi hoon Abdul, please you do whatever you want, I won't question you, but please mujhe jaane do
By this time he came very close and again held my hair and said
- Tujhe laggta hai aaj tujhe jaane dunga, u are looking even more sexy in this state! I wouldn’t let go of such sexiness so easily!! What if you denied to kiss me, you will kiss me today for sure if not my lips something else!
I didn't know what he was talking and I wasn’t even in the frame of mind to understand what he was saying neither I wished to, but saying that he started pushing me down, I didn’t know what he was planning to do at that time… I resisted a lot! But he kept pushing me, I was shouting at top of my voice but nobody could hear I guess since the music must be playing at its full blast! I started hitting him with my right hand, but it didn’t affect him at all! As my last resort I thought of making him feel lil better and I told him
- Please Abdul, please! Mujhe jaane do! Mein andar aayi cause I felt bad that I refused to kiss you and I wanted to kiss you in front of everybody!, par maine tumhe uske saath dekha toh mujhe ghussa aaya, mujhe maaf kardo! Please!
- Tu mujhe kiss karne aayi thi na! toh kar na kiss, I am giving you a chance! Right now! Bitch!
- Nahi, please abdul, jaane do!! Please!
- Are kutti! Kiss hi toh karna hai tujhe abhi!!
And he started opening his zip with his left hand, while hes pushing me down with his right hand, in no time he got his zip open and got his dick out! To my horror, it really did look huge even when I hadn’t seen any cocks till then! I was right in front of it by then but I was still trying to get off his grip, I couldn’t take my eyes of it, not that I was mesmerized by it but it was something I was seeing for the first time in my life! i frankly did feel puckish when I saw it….he had hair all around the end of his dick, and it was black, like really black, he wasn’t fair but his dick was darker than him and it was ugly! I saw wanted to move away from that position, but his grip was so firm and at the same time it was hurting me because of his hair pulling! I was in immense pain, I told him
- Chee! Yeh sab kya hai!!
- Are yeh wohi hai! Chota abdul! Bade abdul ko toh tune kiss karne se mana kiya! Toh you have to kiss him now!
- Nahi! Please mein nahi kar sakti yeh!
- Puch kaun raha hai!! Tujhe karna hi hai yeh kutti! Bahot tadfaya tune mujhe!
- Nahi abdul! Mein yeh sab Preeti ko bata dungi!!
- Abe Preeti ki dhamki mujhe mat de, samjha! Usko bhi toh aisehi aadat lagaayi hai maine mere chote abdul ki! Aur isko respect de aur bula, “chote abdul”!
I was still struggling to get away and then all of a sudden he stopped shaking his dick from his left hand he slapped me hard and said
- Kuttiii! Chal ab bhenchod! Jyada naatak mat kar! Aayi thin a mujhe kisss karne! Then kiss me now! This is your chote Abdul asking you to kiss him!
He had his dick in front of me and it was getting bigger and bigger in every second and he showed me the opening of his pee hole and said
- Think of them as my lips and kiss it and use your tongue first!
I looked at it and again I felt so so disgusting that considering kissing it was out of question! And then I got another slap on my left cheek! And this time he pushed me really hard towards his dick, his dick did touch my lips and that was the most disgusting feeling I ever got till that time! He was still forcing me more towards him and hoping that I would open up my mouth, I was not gonna give up so easily, In that fight his dick was moving all over my lips and around my lips, it was hitting my nose, my cheeks, my eyes, I could feel it everywhere……All over my face! It was rotating in a circular fashion! I could also feel his balls on my lips and on my face in between! There was a pungent smell i could sense while his dick or his balls would come close to my nose, I was sooo grossed out with this whole episode of having forced to be such an ugly dick and at the same time, experience that smell which approves of how dirty it would be!! And I got out of my thoughts with the series of hard slaps I got from him, almost 5 back to back and he said!
- Bhenchod!! Leee bhenchod!!! Muh mein leee!!!
And within no time, I opened my lips to the most ugliest thing I had seen in my life, I could smell that pungent smell so much now! It was soo strong and soo gross! Since my nose was soo close to his dick, once his dick was inside he started moving back and forth and he was saying
- Aahhhh bhenchodd! Kya mast muh hai tera! Jitna tuu upar se beautiful hai utna hi tu andar see bhi beautiful hai, kitna accha lag raha hai! Aahhhhh! Leee kutti! Bahot nakhre kiye tune! Abhi masttt chooss, chote abdul ko! Ab kahan gaye tere nakhre! Accha lag raha hai na??
I didn’t say anything, accha toh nahi lag raha tha, I was feeling soo sick!!! So disgusting! And his dick was growing more in size, more and more, it was filling my full mouth, it was infact at times was hitting the end of my mouth but still it wasn’t going fully inside!
I was feeling so humiliated and so helpless! He kept pushing my mouth towards him and kept fucking my mouth!
- Woahhh!!! Namrata! You are so good at it!! You are naturally talented!! Masttt kar rahi hai!! Aise hi karte reh aur fir mein tujhe aaj mera speciality Abdul juice pilaunga!!
I didn't know what was he talking but I was hoping that someone will walk in that door and all of it stops! And again I got hits my cheeks!
- Kutti!!! Tujhe kuch bol raha hoon!!! Puch raha hoon! Jawaad de! Itni taarif kiya teri! Maa baap ne sikhaya nahi kya thank you bolte hai!! Haaann?
I didn't know what to say, thank you for what? And one more hit on my cheeks! This time it was the hardest! And he pulled my hair and let out his dick out so I can talk.
- Bhenchod! Bol kutiya!
- Haan Abdul! Thank you..
- Thank you kyon?? Kyon who bol!
- Thank you meri taarif karne ke liye..
- Kyon karr raha hoon mein teri taarif? Who bol saali, ghussa mat dila! Aur ekk khaa nahi toh!
He had such an anger in his eyes and I was really scared and I thought it's better to co-operate with him right now and I said,
- Thank you Abdul! Mujhe itni acchi compliments dene ke liye, mujhe kisine itna accha nahi bola ab tak
- Kyon accha bol raha hoon who bol kutiya!!
- Kyonki mein tumhara chota Abdul ko kiss kar rahi hoon, aur tumhare chote abdul ko mein andar se khoobsurat lag rahi hoon..
- Haaaan!! Chota Abdul toh uska pet name hai, uska sach ka naam toh “Abdul ka lund” hai!, usko wohi naam se bula abhise.
- Haan, ok
- Abe ok kya! Bula usko Abdul ka lund!
- Haan! Mein Abdul ke lund ko andar ke khoobsurat lagi isliye mujhe bahot accha laga
- Matlab?
- I am liking that Abdul’s dick has liked my inner beauty
- What do you mean? You didn't like my dick?
I didn’t know what to tell him, I had never been in such situation and I never wanted to but I really didn’t have any idea what was he expecting out of me, the fact that I wasn’t liking it at all, toh I told him,
- Abdul mujhe suffocation ho raha hai, aur accha bhi nahi lag raha hai, yeh meri galti hai, tumhare lund ki nahi
I realised, I was starting to say ‘lund’ and other words so shamelessly, I was so ashamed of myself, but it was needed at that time, I didn’t want to get hit more… it was the time I would act smart and not to do anything foolish and to my surprise he let go of my hair, I was crying but felt relieved and looked up and this time he started hitting my face with his right hand, back to back I got hit for 5 times! And he said loudly
- Saali yeh aisa bada lund tujhe mil raha hai aur tu bol rahi hai, accha nahi laga? Ab tu mera insult karegi! Mere lund ka insult karegi, saali kutiya!
- Nahi nahi Abdul aisa nahi hai, mein yeh pehli baar kar rahi hoon, isliye, maine bola tumhari lund ki koi galti nahi...
- Abee kutiya! Samajhti nahi hai kya tu?? Wohi toh bol raha hoon, pehle baar hi itna mast bada lund hai! 7 inch ka lund milna asaan nahi haii!
It was really 7 inch long, could be easily bigger but not smaller than 7 inch, I had decided to do whatever he says and just please him and get out of it! I said
- Haan Abdul, tum sahi bol rahe ho! Sorry maine tumhare man ko thes pohochayi
- Aree man ka chod bhenchod! Chal muh mein le , ab mera haath dukh raha hai, aur jo puchu uska jawaad dhang se de, samajha?
- Haan Abdul, sorry
After that he just held my head lightly and pushed a little towards his ugly dick, he didn't have to force hard as I also willingly moved close this time, his dick had become little limp nor he was holding it now so I held his dick and raised his down facing cock and now it was facing me, the opening which he called lips are now facing me, I opened my mouth to take it in and Abdul stopped me..
- Rukh! Make him feel good by caressing him, u already has made him feel so bad that's why it wasn't looking at you, acche see pyaar kar usko, sehla haath se! Yeh dekh aise.
And saying this he reached for my boobs, after such a fight, already low neck had gone even lower and he could see even more cleavage now, he started caressing my boobs from the top of my dress, I let out a mild moan and my grip over his dick got much tighter, I could feel his dick getting harder now...I couldn't stop myself from looking at it, it was growing in size and starting to look up again, I could see its lips again looking at me...I was beginning to lose control! He was now trying to slide his hand inside my dress, at that point I had completely lost my control and I was wanting him to slide his hands easily so I moved up and there his hand goes inside, I was on a different trip! Someone was fondling my boobs for the first time and I tell you that feeling was so amazingly sensual! I had forgotten about he hitting me or calling me by bad and vulgar words, I had forgotten my pain.
He kept caressing my boobs and then he started to pinch my nipples very lightly, and said to me
- Baby your nipples are so hard, want to suck on to them now!
I didn't come to know when I started caressing his dick and he said
- Stroke it faster now don't just keep holding it now!
I immediately followed his instructions this time and started stroking his dick faster and I was looking at it while stroking it, I loved seeing that skin going back and forth and feel that hardness for the first time, tabhi he said
- Maine bola tha na I love this thing about you, you are so beautiful and so pure from inside and that's why u can forget and forgive and not keep grudges, now I am getting the feeling that you are trusting me! Ab tak toh tune sirf bola tha..ab tu prove kar rahi hai! Ab tu dikha rahi hai ki tu mere liye kuch bhi kar sakti hai! Tere thighs se bhi jyada tere boobs bahot sexy hai, kitne soft hai! Aur tumhare nipples toh mujhe abhi choosne hai! Kaisa lag raha hai ab bata?
- Abdul tum bahot acche ho...ahhhhh...sorry maine tumpe bharosa nahi kiya...plz maaf kardo
- Aree ahh firse tu waise baat karne lagi, mujhe tujhe gaali nahi deni! Bata jo maine pucha!
- Kya pucha baby tumne
- Baby ko toh tune sirf haath mein hi pakda hai, jaldi se usko tumhari inner beauty dikhaoo!
- Tumne mere muh ki baat cheenli!
- Cheen nahi raha hoon, de raha hoon! muh mein loo abhi chalo jaldi!
And I yet again opened my mouth to take his mesmerizing dick in my mouth, which was waiting to see my inner beauty according to Abdul ... this time willingly, and! we heard the door opening! I was stunned! Just few mins back I was wanting to someone come in so it will be stopped! But now! I was little disappointed since I had started liking, in fact loving the moment! My first moment! And at the same time, I was worried about our position! What if someone sees us, what will they think about me, what perception they will make about me!
I saw Abdul seeing towards the door's direction and he was also not too comfortable seeing someone, I wouldn't say scared but little worried, I also turned behind me I saw one lady standing behind and she shouted..
- What the fuck! Wtf are you guys doing here! And how can you come here mister! This is a women's washroom! Wait I am calling the security! I will not let you guys just get away with such thing!
And she stormed out! I got damn scared! What if security officer comes here, what type of complain is she gonna make? What if my dad comes to know then? All the thoughts started running in my head and I just got up and ran out of the washroom the very next second! I didn't care about what Abdul will think and all which I was till now..
It was humongously embarrasing for me to be caught in a womens washroom, sucking a guy's dick! I was scared too, as soon as I went out I saw that lady talking to the manager but they were not looking towards me and I took it as an opportunity and without wasting any time I got out of the club, I was feeling like crying any time tears would start rolling out from my eyes but I was controlling myself since I didn't want any scene there, didn't want people to come to me and asking me and avoid the limelight...it was a horrible feeling, I was feeling bad and disappointed with myself that I got carried away and that too with a guy who didn't respect me at all and I was feeling manipulated!
Now i started to think about quickly get a cab and run away from that spot, it was already 10.30, dad would come home by 11 and max to max I could be out till 12 I knew...just at that time, I saw Saad opening the door of his car! I didn't call him since I didn't want unnecessary attention though he wasn't too far, I didn't want to take any chances so I went running in front of the car and called him
• Saad! Where are you going??
• I am leaving for home yaar, got bored..
• Ok ok, even I am leaving, you said you stay near my area only na, can I come with you?
• Yes yes! With a broad smile he said, is anybody else joining us?
• No!
• Ok, let's go then!
I felt so relieved listening to that and then we quickly got into the car....."phew! I am finally going home and didn't have to go home alone!", I thought to myself...and he seemed like a good guy, very gentle, good looking and he was very respectful towards me.
As Saad started driving his car, I looked back through the rear window and saw Abdul coming out and looking for me on both sides...."what a timing!! I moved out of there at a perfect time! Finally at least one decision I took tonight, worked in my favor" I thought to myself...seeing me looking behind, even Saad must have looked back from his rear view mirror cause he asked
• Should we have waited for him? Should I stop the car?
• Wait for whom?
• Are Abdul, I saw him behind the car.
• Noooo!! Keep going!
• Ohh, I thought u were with him, so I asked
• No, I came here with him but... ( I kept quiet, didn't know what to tell)
• But?
• Nothing yaar saad, please leave it, I am not in a very good state of mind now, maybe I will tell u later
• Ok..I just couldn't figure out how a decent girl like you could be with him, I don't even like taking his name.
• Hmmm, I don't normally but my friend and his gf ditched at the last moment and I was wanting to go out since I was too excited to go out and have fun, so I decided to come with him and his gf was also ok with it ( I lied about his gf being ok, that poor girl didn't even know about it)
• Ohhh ok ok